Randall must think this is romantic. Francie catches sight of him, breathlessly rushing toward her through the well-dressed crowds in the concourse. She’s standing near the windows at her gate in Chicago’s O’Hare International Airport, ticket to New York City in hand, gussied up in uncomfortable hose and pumps and a pencil-skirted traveling suit from Goodwill, and she’s surprised to see him. She didn’t know that her boyfriend would be showing up here.

He looks frantic until he spots her. Then he slows down, straightens himself, and grins at her. Randall has a winning smile, and he cuts a fine figure in his tailored suit and shiny Brylcreemed hair, but Francie is not charmed. She turns away from him and sits down next to two nuns in full habit.

That doesn’t stop him. He strides up before her and taps his toe near hers.

Francie doesn’t look up from his patent leather wingtips. They’re a lazy man’s shoes.

Her own lime-green spike heel shoes have dangerous points at the tip.

When Francie woke up in Randall’s bed this morning, she’d been delighted to find that she was her supple, energetic, 19-year-old self. After falling asleep in a hospital bed, as a somewhat defeated 83-year-old crone, it was marvelous to stretch out her young body in a yawn, eager to start the day. However, finding Randall beside her had been disconcerting.

Francie knew she’d been seeing Randall at that age. He was no stranger, and she was no virgin, but she’d lived only a few days of their romance, so she didn’t know him well. Today, she found herself naked, uncovered, and chilly, lying next to a 30-year-old man who was wearing pin-striped gray flannel pajamas that were oddly unrumpled. Fortunately, he was sound asleep, so she was able to get up, find her underwear and handbag, and scoot into the bathroom, all without making conversation.

In the bejeweled handbag, she’d found a pocket calendar marked off until Tuesday, March 26, 1963, a dainty Timex watch that said 6:05am, and the mother-of-pearl compact that Mom had given her for graduation. In its small mirror, she saw her unlined, unwhiskered, but always a bit too angular, young face, with her agelessly knowing eyes, framed by a brunette flip hairstyle that was still brittle to the touch from yesterday’s hairspray.

She looked in the medicine cabinet and under the sink. There were no women’s things in this bathroom, except an orange waitress uniform on a hook on the back of the door. That must be hers. She sat down to think.

Rummaging through her handbag, she found a paystub from Wendell’s Diner. On the back, someone had written down her schedule. She was due at work at 11am today. In a zippered compartment, she found a savings passbook, with weekly entries since June 1962, and a grand total of $342.63, a small fortune for a diner waitress in 1963. She was relieved when she found her address in the passbook, and she remembered the room she was renting in those days under the ‘L’ on Wells.

Then she glanced at some newspapers. Three days ago, JFK was here in Chicago with Mayor Daley, dedicating a plaque at O’Hare. It seemed the world was as young as she was today. They just opened the new rotunda at the airport, and a picture showed international jet-setters eating lobster in a fancy restaurant there.

When Randall’s alarm rang, Francie jumped up to dress. As she slipped the uniform over her head, she noticed fresh bruises on her upper arms. She stared at them a moment, until she heard Randall bark from the hallway, “Francie? Coffee!” She smoothed the dress over her hips. He barked again, “Francie? I’d kill for coffee!” She tugged the hem of her dress, wishing it were not so short. Then she stepped out into the hallway to face him.

She didn’t speak. She didn’t smile. She didn’t look him in the eye.

He stopped her as she tried to brush past him to leave. He craned his neck and reached a hand behind her head to pull her face close enough to kiss her. Then, he turned her toward the kitchen, swatted her fanny, and said, “Coffee, Kitten! You forget how to find the kitchen again?”

That’s when she knew this was the day she’d be leaving Randall. She’d go home, pack a bag, call work to quit, and fly out of O’Hare International Airport. Maybe she’d eat a lobster dinner first.

In this plan, she’d never see Randall again.

Yet here he stands, tapping his toe.

There is no security in airports in 1963. Anyone can go to a gate. In fact, anyone can use a plane ticket to board a plane. No one checks ID. Randall could fly to New York with her, if he wanted to be a jerk.

Francie focuses on the tip of her own scuffed shoe. It would do some damage, if she kicked him hard enough.

Then Randall drops to one knee. This is very unexpected.

Francie raises her face to simply say, “No,” before he has a chance to speak.

Then she laughs, because this whole thing is preposterous. The nuns are watching Randall, and Francie thinks she must look like the shy love interest in a triumphant movie starring him.

Randall must also be conscious of his audience, because he speaks to the nuns, not Francie, when he says, “I’m going to marry her.”

It’s a novel thought to see that she had a chance to marry this man. She knows she will never marry, but she didn’t know she’d ever been asked. For a scary second, she imagines the calamity her life would be if she changed the future by saying yes.

She addresses the nuns to say, “I’d sooner marry Lucifer.”

That brings the man to his feet.

“Francie Phipps, do you know what I’ve been through to find you?” It’s not a question. It’s an accusation. “I went to the diner for lunch. Wendell told me you quit. I went to your place on Wells. God, it’s awful. The super told me you turned in your key. I called your Mom. She had no idea you were moving. I went back to the diner, and I finally got Anita to tell me that you had this cockamamie plan. What do you think you’re going to do in New York? They’ll eat you alive in that city.”

Of course, Francie knows exactly what she will do in New York City. By this time next year, she’ll be a stringer doing crime photographs for the New York Daily News.

When she doesn’t immediately answer him, Randall loses patience. There’s anger in his voice when he says, “Doesn’t it mean anything to you that I’m willing to marry you?”

He apparently intends to bludgeon her with questions that aren’t questions.

The nuns are staring at Francie now. They look concerned.

She tells them, “I’m not pregnant. I won’t get caught pregnant until I’m 29.”

“You’re so peculiar,” he says.

It occurs to Francie that she could change his life. She tells him something that she remembers reading on facebook one day in November 2012. “You will die unloved, Randall. Your daughter will post something like, ‘The old man croaked. He’s bankrupt. If he owes you money, forget it.’”

The nuns turn to one another now, leaning away from Francie. One whispers something that might be a prayer, or it might be a complaint. All Francie hears is, “Dear God.”

Randall is simply shaking his head.

Francie says, “But you could change. Try a nickname. Maybe Randy. Part your hair on the other side. Oh, and here’s a thought. Stop pushing women around. We don’t like it.”

Randall raises a hand, as though he might slap her, but he stops himself. Francie can see the wheels turning behind his eyes. He puts his hands in his pockets, and he grins at her. He says, “I can forgive anything, Francie. Just stay.”

They have started boarding the flight. The nuns hesitate before getting up to go. One of them pats Francie’s shoulder as they leave her.

When Francie stands up, she’s nearly nose-to-nose with Randall.

He says, “Francie, I love you.”

She says, “Back off.”

When he doesn’t do it, she kicks his shin, not forcefully, not the way she’d like to kick him, just a tap, enough to make a point.

His hands fly out of his pockets, but again, he stops himself. He steps back.

Francie smiles now, as she leaves him. “Goodbye, Randy,” she says.

He’s red in the face, but he remains silent. He looks confused.

Randall’s last view of her will be her fanny in a pencil skirt, sashaying away in spike heels. This amuses her no end. Even so, she knows he will never realize that she’s the actual star of this movie. Maybe the nuns will get it, though, when Francie boards the plane.

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Denise’s glass is mid-air, in the midst of a toast, when Francie has the stroke. A prism of light, glancing off the raised glass, shocks Francie’s eye, and she loses sight. For a moment, she can see nothing at all. She drops her own glass, but she only knows that she’s dropped it because the sound of it breaking is deafening. She doesn’t feel it slip from her fingers. In fact, she soon realizes she doesn’t feel anything at all on her right side.

Before Francie knows she’s falling, Denise catches her. It’s an awkward embrace. Francie’s body is elderly now, and its frailty is foreign to her. She is unaccustomed to accepting physical assistance.

Everything is out of whack tonight. They’re toasting Francie’s son, whose own son has just had a son. They got the call from Ohio, only moments ago. It was a revelation. Dean had never had a child, much less a grandchild, in Francie’s memory.

Francie knows she has been visiting Denise, permanently, for the last four years. She likes Washington, DC, and now in her 80s, she doesn’t like the idea of living alone. In her own peripatetic way, Francie has lived dozens of random days in this brownstone, but it still surprised her to wake up here today, comfortably settled in this home.

She reaches blindly for the familiar cool stone kitchen counter, but she’s flailing, and she kicks over her bar stool. She cries out and discovers she can’t speak words.

“Francie! Look at me.” Denise is using her nurse voice. Even at 71, her deep alto voice commands respect.

“Eye bird,” Francie hears herself say. Her own voice is too loud, and those aren’t the words she wants to use. “Eye shot,” she tries again.

“Can you see me?”

“Can’t.” That’s at least a useful word. It’s not as good as ‘no,’ but it’s direct.

“Francie, we’re going to the hospital now.”

Denise scoops her up into her arms, as though she’s as light as a child. Denise’s bosom feels warm and safe and wrong, all at once, against Francie’s cheek.

They’re out the door and into the car before Francie can find another word. The word she wants is still a firm ‘no,’ but the words that occur to her are not that, so she bites her tongue.

Francie recovers before they reach the hospital. First, her vision returns. That’s an enormous relief. She turns to look squarely at Denise. “No,” comes to her now, and in a rush of determination, she uses it several times. “No. No. No. No. No.”

Denise doesn’t slow the car at all. She continues to speed toward the hospital.

To Francie, it feels as though her whole life is speeding around a racetrack today. In one short phone call with Dean and a brief conversation with Denise, Francie has learned that her son adopted a teenaged boy in 2019. Eliseo, a Guatemalan refugee, was one of the snatched kids of the zero tolerance days of 2018. He was a battered boy, victim of a guard’s repeated abuse. Dean, a civil rights attorney, had taken him in after managing to secure his release. Dean fostered Eliseo at first, while they searched for his deported parents. They exhausted every avenue, but they failed to find them. They did succeed in locating Eliseo’s younger sister, Flor, in a group home in Texas, where she’d been suicidally depressed. So, during the winter holidays of 2019, Dean, Eliseo, and Flor had decided to become a family. Now the boy is a man, married, and a new father. And Francie’s son is not only a dad, but a granddad. Denise has shown her the family pictures on Francie’s own cellphone.

The rush of all this news had been somber, bewildering, and wondrous for Francie.

When Francie’s hands are her own again, she puts a strong grip on Denise’s elbow. “Stop the car, Denise. Listen to me. I’m fine now.” She’s delighted to hear the words she’s thinking become the words she’s saying. She says it again, because she believes it more when she hears herself say it. “I’m fine.”

Francie is determined not to go to the hospital today, because she knows it would be terrifying to wake up in a hospital bed someday when it’s tomorrow.

Denise turns to look at her when they reach a stop sign. “Francie, you need to be checked out. We’re almost there. Don’t be frightened, but I think you had a stroke.”

The car startles Francie by speaking. It says, “You may safely proceed through the intersection.”

Denise speaks back to it, as though it’s a habit. “Shut up. I’m not ready.” Then, she asks Francie, “Do you understand?”

Francie draws a deep breath and sits back to think before she tries another tack. “Denise, I will be okay. I can tell you for an absolute fact that I will be okay. I will not die today. I will not die tomorrow. I will live to be at least 98. I promise you.” She’s almost entirely sure that’s true, because she’s lived it.

Denise looks away, far away into the night, and she says, “You know that for a fact.” She’s not asking a question. She is stating something that she apparently knows, but she has never said.

“You believe me,” Francie says, covering her mouth with her hand.

Changing gears to move through the intersection, Denise says, “Of course I do.” Then she drives the last block to the hospital, anyway.

Francie is in tears. She’s spent all her energy on all the days of all her life in a constant effort to appear normal. Even as Denise was dying, in 2038, Francie had not had this conversation with her. Yet here they are, having it now, in 2027.

Denise parks in the emergency room parking lot. The car says, “Shutting down now,” and its lights go out. Then Denise turns to Francie in the darkened car. Her face is weirdly glowing in the blue-white security lighting of the hospital as she says, “You have visions. You forget things. You see the world differently than anybody else I know. And I’m not going to sit by and let blood vessels explode in that beautiful, bizarre brain of yours. We’re going inside, Francie.”

So, she doesn’t really understand.

Francie silently watches her dear old friend get out of the car and go fetch a wheelchair for her. This is happening, then. Francie relents and allows Denise to help her into the chair and wheel her through the emergency room doors.

Inside, Francie faces a high reception counter, where she must look straight up to see the tall intake nurse standing behind it. She wishes her legs weren’t so wobbly. She’d dearly love to stand to look this young woman in the eye.

The nurse smiles broadly at Denise. “Congresswoman Culpepper! How can I help you?” She spares a quick glance at Francie.

Denise has apparently grabbed Francie’s wallet on the way out the door. She slides Francie’s ID into a scanner.

“I am not going to be admitted,” Francie says, with as much authority in her voice as she can muster.

Denise says, “Likely stroke. Needs an MRI stat.”

“And released,” says Francie.

“And monitored,” says Denise. Then she lists the symptoms she observed, ticking them off on her fingers. “Right side. Face fell. Lost function. Apparent blindness. Slurring. Garbled speech. Weakness. Apparent spontaneous recovery of function within 10 minutes. No treatment administered.”

The intake nurse says, “Through the doors. First right to Radiology.”

There has been no discussion of insurance.

As Denise wheels her to Radiology, Francie says, “I’m not sure my insurance is up to date.” Francie is never sure that her business affairs are in order.

Denise stops for a minute to say, “Francie, you have All-Access Healthcare, just like everybody else in America. Nobody has insurance anymore.” Then she swings Francie’s wheelchair through the doors to the Radiology unit. “I was a sponsor of that bill. You and Dean marched in the streets for it. A million people flooded DC to demand that Congress pass it. How could you forget that?”

The radiology receptionist says, “Denise Culpepper. Cool.” He isn’t even looking at Francie. He already has an electronic order for the scan. He says, “Your intake video has been reviewed by the doctor, and an MRI has been approved.” Then he points them into a changing room, with instructions for Francie to strip down and put on a paper gown before joining the others in the waiting room.

As Denise helps her undress, Francie mutters, “Video diagnosis. No insurance. All-Access Healthcare. Cool, the kid says. Cool. But some things never change. Old lady in a wheelchair? Invisible. Paper gown humiliation? You bet.”

Denise says, “You’re welcome.” Then she wheels Francie into the waiting room, where three other patients are sitting in paper gowns.

Francie closes her eyes and nods her head to nap while she waits. She’s exhausted.

Denise taps her shoulder and says, “Stay alert, Francie.”

Francie feels she has never been anything but alert. Still, she props her face up with her hand, and she opens her eyes wide. She’s thinking about that new little baby now. He’s in a hospital, too.

She wonders if she’ll meet him soon, and how old he’ll be when she does.

Denise was 56 the first time Francie met her. They were both staying at Mom’s house, visiting her during her final days. Francie had lived just 103 days then, when she woke to find her very elderly mother was on her deathbed in a hospital.

People die in hospitals. People are also born in them.

Angels must fly the halls, directing soul traffic.

Francie tells Denise, “After this, we’re getting ice cream.”

Denise stretches and seems to relax a little. She grimaces and rubs her bad shoulder, as she says, “Nope. I’m predicting your future tonight, and I predict you’re staying.”

Francie ignores her. “Cherry vanilla. Two scoops.”

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Denise should win this thing, if Francie doesn’t do something to blow it.

Francie is now 74 and ‘spry’ by the standards of annoying younger people. She has long, wiry, gray hair and a tendency to move her hips in ways that a wise woman wouldn’t move aging joints.

She’s working a canvassing table with her middle-aged son, Dean, at a small-town harvest festival on an unusually hot Saturday afternoon. They’re getting plenty of traffic, because they’re giving away passes to a pool party tomorrow. Denise is running for Congress as part of the big blue wave.

She’s a first-time candidate, running against a Republican incumbent who is a die-hard Trump backer. In this rural region of Ohio, her opponent has always had staunch support, and the Trump effect is holding strong here so far.

In a brief lull, Dean holds the giant blue wave pool party sign high overhead and waggles it to make the spangly blue streamers fly. As a lanky 6’3” redhead, he easily draws attention to himself. He calls out, “Swim the big blue wave with us!”

Immediately, six kids tug their parents over to the table. Francie hands them pool passes stapled to campaign literature, looking over their heads to speak to the parents. “A vote for Denise Culpepper is a vote for honest government!”

“Are you registered?” Dean asks, flashing a welcoming smile. “We have forms. You can register right here.” He sets down the sign to offer pens to people. “Please sign our mailing list to follow the campaign to victory in November.”

One little bright-eyed, brown-skinned toddler is dribbling purple syrup from a snow cone down her chin as she says, “Mama, who is that auntie?” She’s pointing at a big blown-up photo of Denise, surrounded by a multicultural gaggle of children at a swimming pool. At 62, Denise’s youthful willowy height has given way to the tall, sinewy stature of a formidable woman.

Francie says, “That’s the lady who is going to go to Washington to fight Trump.”

Dean drops what he is doing to interrupt Francie before she can finish her sentence. He offers the little girl a napkin with one hand, while he gives her brother a blue taffy candy with the other, and he loudly tells her mother, “Denise Culpepper is fighting for economic justice for all Ohioans, whether they’re farmers, factory workers, teachers, firefighters, doctors, lawyers, or homemakers.” Then he crouches down to tell the little girl, “She’s going to help make things more fair for everybody.”

Francie shuts her mouth and simply watches her son work the crowd. He’s good at this. She marvels at the changes in him. Yesterday in 1973, Francie chose a different name for him. As Michael, he was cynical, never voted, and had no interest in politics. He wore boots and a shaggy haircut. Now, as Dean, he’s a different person. He wears Oxfords and well-styled hair, and he’s become the chief volunteer wrangler for Denise’s campaign.

In the next quiet moment, Dean takes Francie to task. He’s gently firm with her, as though he’s talking to a child. “Francie,” he starts. As Dean, he calls her Francie, not Mom. “Francie, I’ve told you many times. We don’t talk about Trump. I know he’s the biggest issue in all of America today, but Denise isn’t running in all of America. She’s running in Ohio.”

“And she’s going to win,” Francie says. If all goes as it should, Denise will win and serve brilliantly in Congress for the next ten years. That’s the future Francie knows, but now she also knows that things can change, so she’s crossing her fingers behind her back as she says it.

Both campaigns are here today. The other side is canvassing at a table far on the other side of the park, with a sprawling stand of pin oak trees between the two groups. Francie has checked out their booth. The Congressman is personally pinning American flag lapel pins on well-wishers, reeling them in by saying, “Hello, now here comes a real American!”

The candidates are scheduled to make speeches soon, and Denise has taken a short walk away from the crowds to collect her thoughts and marshal her energy. She’s been drinking hot tea all day, fighting laryngitis. She was croaking like a frog this morning when she told Francie, “This thing is killing me.” Francie isn’t sure if Denise meant the campaign or the head cold.

Dean spots a ruckus starting near the oak trees, and he tells Francie to mind the table while he goes to find Denise.

A small swarm of alt-right agitators is milling around under the trees. They unfurl Confederate flags alongside American flags, and their leader shouts into a bullhorn, “America is for Americans!” Then they march into the crowds gathered around the food booths, shouting their slogan over and over again.

The assorted people of this small town quietly choose sides, parting themselves as suddenly as Moses parting the waters. Half the people back away from the sight of the alt-right group, and the other half rally around them. The factions are watchful of one another, encircling their own tribes, but not challenging the other side.

Even the folks lined up for funnel cakes leave the line.

The alt-right leader climbs up onto a picnic table, and it looks like he’s going to make a speech, but a woman in his crowd steals his thunder. She points toward Denise’s campaign table, and she screeches, “Baby-Killer!”

Francie has no idea what to say, so she says nothing, but she stands her ground and she places a loving hand on Denise’s picture.

The “Baby-Killer!” chant takes off among the alt-right people. They start to march toward Denise’s table, but they don’t get far.

Denise and Dean and a crowd of supporters reach the table first. They lock arms and sing, “God Bless America.” Denise’s resonant alto voice holds strong, and it carries the melody far across the divide.

The alt-right marchers stop, and facing off against ‘God Bless America,’ they seem to lose steam. They retreat to the picnic tables, where they cast a pall over the food vendors, many of whom are immigrants.

Denise sits to catch her breath, but her supporters carry on singing. A black teen-aged girl steps forward in this mixed-race group to lead ‘We Shall Overcome’ next. She’s clearly done this many times before.

Francie knows Denise has faced the ‘Baby-Killer’ chant often, ever since the President labeled her that in an early-morning tweet in July, but this is the first time that Francie has been here to witness it. It’s shocking how vicious it sounds.

Thirty years working as a nurse at Planned Parenthood have been the making of Denise. She has had to do her job under the protection of armed guards and watch her patients come through the doors in fear for their lives for much too long. It has tempered the steel of her spine. Her supporters love her for this. She is the champion of women who refuse to be fearful any longer.

These women encircle her now, as she sits and recovers her strength.

A loudspeaker blares the news that the candidates will be taking the stage now. This is twenty minutes early. It appears that the organizers want to move things forward to stop the stand-off between the glaring crowds.

Francie reaches for Dean’s hand. “Wait,” she says, “wait.” He’s not supposed to be here today. Francie has already lived the day after election day, and she knows the story of what happens today. She can’t let Dean interfere.

Dean pulls his hand away from her, and he says, “What now?”

It’s Denise who stops him. She cocks her head to read the tea leaves in Francie’s eyes, then she says to Dean, “Stay at the table this time. Okay?”

Dean shrugs and sits and stares at Francie.

Francie says, “Thank you.” She’s talking to both of them, but only Denise nods. Dean looks away and shakes his head.

Denise and her opponent lead their supporters, in separate crowds, toward the stage. Francie follows Denise’s flock.

The organizers have done something strange this year when they set up the chairs. The groups must sit on opposite sides of an aisle that has been divided with pylons and tarp, so that it’s impossible to see the people on the other side. This was called a safety measure, but from where Francie sits, it looks ugly and threatening.

Denise is first to take the stage, because she lost the coin toss. It’s always better to have the last word, but a rousing start is the next best thing. So, Denise bounds onstage and bellows a big, “Hello! You ready to vote yet?”

Her voice cracks as she says, “It’s almost time!”

When she starts to cough, she startles her sign language interpreter by handing her the microphone. She whispers, “I’m going to sign this one. You speak it.”

Francie is the only person present who is not surprised when Denise begins to actively sign her speech.

The interpreter matches Denise’s passion when she vocalizes her words, so it works. Denise’s campaign manager is sending this event out to the world on Facebook Live, and the hits pick up pace with plenty of ‘likes’ and ‘loves’ in the mix.

From her aisle seat, Francie spots Dean approaching, and she stands to stop him. She worries that even this small distraction will somehow change things, but he simply takes her seat. He looks fascinated by what’s happening.

So, Francie returns to the canvassing table. She thinks this will be easier. Now she won’t be caught in the middle of the melee. She’s been arguing with herself all day about her responsibilities in this moment. A good person might try to stop it. She has decided she must not, though.

At this vantage point, she sees how it starts. Someone stands to jeer at Denise, “Look at her! She can’t even talk!” Then it gets worse. “Go home! You don’t belong here!” That’s followed by an alt-right guy, dressed in an American flag t-shirt and a MAGA cap, shouting, “Go back to Africa!”

Denise was born in Toledo, Ohio, so that’s just stupid. She continues signing, ignoring the hecklers, and focusing on her customary talking points. Her interpreter pulls the microphone closer to her mouth, deepens her voice, and keeps speaking Denise’s words with vigor.

Then the folks on Denise’s side of the aisle get fed up. At first, someone loudly shushes the people she can’t see on the other side of the tarp. A chorus of people join her, and the shushing itself becomes very loud.

That doesn’t stop the heckling, though. The screeching woman from earlier is next to join the fray. She spits out, “Baby-Killer!”

Several people on Denise’s side stand then, and they shout, “Shut up! Sit down! Get out of here!” Dean is just one of them, and he’s making little impact.

Denise reaches for the microphone, and with a gravelly rumble, she roars, “Change is coming! You can’t stop it! Stand or sit, shout or shush, come or go, you can’t hold us back anymore. We’re up here to stay, my friends. We’re not going anywhere!”

It’s a shock, even to Francie, when it happens. It seems as though the phrase, ‘my friends,’ triggers the attack. A little guy, wearing an American flag bandana, hurls a big hunting knife at Denise. It hits its mark, stabbing her in the shoulder, close to her neck, way too close to her heart.

Francie screams. Denise freezes, her eyes wide, her mouth silently grimacing, before she begins to crumple. Dean runs to catch her. He leaps to the stage and breaks her fall.

Francie is glad Dean is here now. If he hadn’t been here, perhaps Francie would have caught her friend, but it’s not likely that this aging body would have made it to the stage in time.

Instead, Francie calls 911 and cries out, “Congresswoman Culpepper has been stabbed!” She’s forgotten that Denise has not yet been elected.

This attack has gone out live online. The video of it will go viral, along with a clip of the attacker throwing the knife.

It is happening just as Francie knew it would, but in this moment, after watching her friend fall, Francie wonders if she should have tried to stop it somehow.

Denise will be elected, but she’ll have a nasty scar, and the chronic pain in her shoulder will prevent her from nursing ever again.

Francie will just have to live with that.

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Before she opens her eyes, Francie takes stock. Her mind isn’t blitzed by a hangover, so this can’t be the day after yesterday. She smells fresh-baked pecan rolls, which means she’s at her Mom’s house. She has to pee desperately, and her belly is heavy and huge. It feels like something is moving inside her. She realizes that she’s very pregnant, more pregnant than she’s ever been. This must be 1973 then. Her son will be born on July 14, 1973.

Now letting herself look, she sees red rose wallpaper. So, she’s in her old room. She hasn’t yet lived the day in 1958 when her mother plastered the walls with these roses, but she knows they were meant to make her happy, so she smiles reflexively. Living the life she has lived, Francie has learned to hit her mark and respond on cue.

Next, as always, she checks the clock, the calendar, and a pocket mirror. An old analog Mickey Mouse clock says 11:05am, and a freebie pocket calendar has the days crossed off until Monday, June 25, 1973. That makes sense. In the small dimestore mirror, she sees her 29-year-old face, bushy unkempt brows and just the faintest beginnings of a worry line dividing her forehead in two.

There’s plenty to worry her. Things go wrong at Mom’s house. There’s too much history she doesn’t know, and too much future she does know. She makes mistakes here.

She thinks maybe she’ll leave tonight. She often runs away. It’s never long for Francie between the thought to go and actually going. All the major decisions in her life have been made between sun-up and sun-down of a single day. When you find yourself waking up every day on a random, non-sequential day of your own very long lifetime, you learn not to second-guess yourself.

By her best guess, Francie has lived over 1,000 random days plucked from her 98-year-long life span, since she lived her first one, a day from the year she was 13. Yesterday, she was 45. The day before that, she was 94, and the day before that, she was 7.

Right now, she really, really needs to pee. Lumbering out of bed, feeling the gross weight of herself as she stands, Francie realizes she won’t be running anywhere today.

A scrawny, wild-eyed cat leaps off the top of the chest of drawers and races past her as she opens the door to the hall. Francie wonders how it got into her room. She’s never kept pets.

There’s someone in the only bathroom in the house. Francie has no idea who is staying here today. It could be any one of her Mom’s current bunch of foster kids.

She knocks, gets no answer, then bangs on the door and pleads, “Pregnant lady needs to pee!”

When the door swings open, it’s Denise, a teen-aged Denise.

Francie blurts out, “Oh my God,” and pees herself.

Denise died in Francie’s arms two days ago, but that hasn’t happened yet. It won’t happen until just after midnight, November 12, 2038.

It has already happened to Francie, though. Her dearest friend, Denise, died at age 82 of cancer two days ago.

Yet here she is, big as life. She was always taller than Francie, and today she has a full-blown Afro that adds a good five inches to her willowy stature.

Francie aches to throw her arms around the girl, but this girl barely knows her.

So, Francie does what she always does. She hesitates. She tries to smile. She says, “I’m sorry.”

Denise looks at her cock-eyed. “How come is it that you wake up and walk out here every day and act like you hadn’t never seen me in this house before? But the first time I laid eyes on you, three days ago, you acted for all the world like you already know who I am?”

Francie can only murmur, “Damn.” Denise has sized up the situation really well. Of course, she would. She’s Denise.

The girl says, “You going to clean that up? You expecting me to do it? I am no kind of maid.”

Denise is the first black kid to be placed in this house by Social Services, and she will someday tell Francie it was a painful placement.

“Oh, hey. No,” Francie says, as she moves aside to let Denise step over the puddle.

When the girl bumps into Francie’s giant belly, the baby kicks back, and Francie laughs.

The child will love Denise more than he will ever love Francie.

Denise’s eyes crinkle into a mocking stare. She says, “Your Mom is so right. Says you’re touched in the head.”

Francie claps her hands together to stop herself from reaching out to touch her old friend. She knows and loves the look Denise is giving her, but there’s no way to explain that to her, and it’s not wise to try.

Denise breaks the tension with a little shake of her head, as though dismissing a thought. Then she simply walks away.

Francie leans into the doorframe and lets herself cry. Days with Denise are never long enough, and there’s no telling when Francie will get the next one, so she hopes this will be a good one.

Working hard to maintain her balance in this unwieldy body, she sops up the pee on the floor with a towel between her toes and manages to toss the towel in the hamper with her foot.

She’s wildly hungry. She wants pancakes and bacon. Yesterday, she was vegan, but she was also 45, lonely, and a binge drinker then.

She washes herself up a bit, enough to be presentable, so she can face whoever is in this house today.

Francie discovers that stairs are tricky when you can’t see your feet. She hugs the railing as she goes down to join the others.

They’re in the living room. Denise is standing in a corner, leaning against the wall, picking at her thumb. Mom is ironing in front of the TV. Something strange is playing. At this time of day, it should be a soap opera. That’s usually as predictable as the arrangement of the furniture at her Mom’s house.

Denise pipes up from the corner. “I let your cat out. Probably ought to let it in and feed it about now.”

It takes Francie a minute to realize that Denise is talking to her.

Denise says, “You don’t remember, do you? You got that cat two days ago. Said you wanted to see, could you look after it properly. On account of the baby coming.”

Francie sighs heavily. Her Mom will end up raising her son.

Mom saves Francie the trouble of answering. She says, “They keep showing this stuff day after day, first one channel, then the next one, and the next one, and then back to the first one. All three channels. They pre-empted my stories. Beats me why. I suppose they must think it’s important, but I can’t make head nor tails of it. They already sent all the crooks to jail. Now the politicians just want to go on and on about it like there’s still some kind of mystery. I swear they just don’t respect our President. Some of these guys have it in for him. The papers say awful things. They don’t like it that he got re-elected, but he’s a good President and everybody knows it. That’s why he won so big. He’s getting us out of Vietnam. He got us a peace treaty, didn’t he? All those poor POW’s came home. People need to let the man do his job. This is no time for rocking the boat. It’s a pure sin. They’re doing all this just to slander the man.”

Francie nods. It’s safe to nod at anything anybody says. She learned that on day one. Her Mom is happiest when she’s doing a monologue, anyway.

Denise says, “Sorry to say, Ms. Phipps, but your Mr. Nixon is a crook, too.”

Mom puts down the iron with a thud. “Not you, too! I won’t have it. Not under my own roof. You take that back, young lady. It’s a bald-faced lie!”

“Watergate!” Francie says, and she goes over to dial the volume up on the TV. “Mom, Denise is right about Nixon.”

There sits John Dean. His name is on the screen.

Francie is wincing a bit from feeling her Mom staring a hole in the back of her neck.

Denise says, “That guy’s been talking all morning. Spilling his guts.”

Mom says, “Francie Phipps, you turn that down. The man’s a liar. Just look at him. He’s nobody. It makes no sense. Why would our President do that? I don’t believe it for a minute.”

Speaking too quickly, Francie says, “The President is a liar. And a crook. Just listen to the tapes.”

“What tapes?” Denise asks, giving Francie that look again.

Francie realizes they don’t know about the tapes yet.

She changes the subject. “I should have named him Dean.”

“Nobody calls a cat Dean,” says Denise.

“No. The baby,” says Francie.

Mom is red in the face when she declares, “If that baby is a boy, we’re naming him Michael, after your father. It’s already been decided.”

She’s right. Francie’s son will be named Michael, and unfortunately, he will take after his grandfather in every way.

Francie has never tried to change the future. She wonders if a name makes a difference. “Sure, Mom,” she says, shrugging and backing away from the TV.

Mom immediately walks over to take control of the dial. She switches the channel again and again, grumbling about the three choices as she flips through them.

Francie approaches Denise and whispers to her, “Denise, if I forget, please remind me that I want to name my boy Dean.”

Denise smiles, but says nothing. It will be a secret then.

“I’m going to make some pancakes,” Francie says, lifting her belly to lumber away. “Do we have any bacon?”

“You bought bacon yesterday,” Denise says.

Francie stops and smiles at Denise. “Want to help?” she asks.

Denise takes a long moment to decide, while they look one another in the eye.

Then Denise says, “Come on, you got to feed your cat.”

Francie’s son is kicking again. Her body is not her own today. She stumbles.

Denise holds out a hand.

Francie takes it gratefully but gingerly, and she manages not to cry. Apparently, her dear old friend has just become her new young friend.

“Thank you,” Francie says. “I might have forgotten.”

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On any given day, there are things in her past she doesn’t know yet, and things in her future she knows already. Those around her think they see her move through life as they do, from one day to the next, but Francie is truly unmoored from time.

I hope you’ll enjoy following her singularly strange life story in this serial fantasy fiction tale.

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