The Life-Changing Power of Letting Go

[Today, in Day 5 of the 10-Day Meditation Challenge, we explore the practice and principle of letting go with a reading, a short talk, and a guided meditation.]

I spent 14 years, from the age of 25 to 39, living in a spiritual ashram. That’s the Hindu equivalent of a monastery. Day and night, we practiced meditation like it was our job, because for us it was.

And one of the core lessons I learned during my time on the cushion was that letting go was the key to unlocking the power of meditation.

In that context, I came to see and understand how thoroughly hypnotized most of us are by the movement of our own minds. We spend a staggering amount of our days lost in discursive thought and mind-wandering mode.

As some teachers call it, “lost in the daydream.” But here we’re not talking about the innocent child gazing out the school room window.

Nope, we’re talking about highly educated high-functioning adults who are unwittingly moving through life in a dreamworld of their own making. Without being aware of it.

And I’m not saying anyone is at fault here. It’s kind of just the software we came with.

But through meditation training, I came to see our predicament with clarity. And that was empowering.

You see, when we begin to learn how to let go, we start to extricate ourselves from thought. In the beginning, it’s like we do this one thought at a time, by continually directing our distracted mind back to our meditation object.

We do this again and again and again for the duration of our practice. And as we build that muscle of steering the mind back to our meditation object, we begin to realize something strange and remarkable.

We’re not really lost in individual thoughts. We’re lost in a never-ending kaleidoscope of thought. Ever shifting and always new, it’s like a highly tailored movie from which we can’t look away.

But now that we’re practicing meditation, we start to see to see this kaleidoscope as the thought stream itself. An unceasing rive of thought. And the more we let go of that thought stream by steering out mind back to our meditation object, the clearer it is.

You recognize that you’re not actually lost in individual thoughts. Instead you’re lost in the thought stream itself. And at that moment, you gain a new capacity.

You learn that you can put down the entire mind each time we let go. And that experience is liberating. As if a great boulder had been sitting on our chest and we didn’t know it. But suddenly you see it and roll it off of you.

With this dawning awareness, we experience release and relief. And this capacity to let go of the mind becomes a cornerstone of our practice. It enables new capacities of consciousness to come online.

For one thing, this insight increases our ability to rest our attention on our meditation object continuously and, eventually, completely.

As we do this, our mind settles down. That is called calm staying, or Shamatha. As we build our capacity for calm staying, we eventually learn how to become absorbed in our meditation object and open the door to states of flow consciousness.

And that is really just the beginning of this contemplative path of healing and growth. But it all starts here. Through developing our capacity for letting go.

Today, we explore this principle of letting go with a reading, a short talk, and a guided meditation.

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I don’t like it when the clocks change. It doesn’t feel natural to me. 

I do love thinking about that liminal line that spans the turning earth at all times, rolling everything up in the tide of darkness on one end and spilling it back into light on the other.

The progression of that line is constant, so I resist arbitrarily tinkering with the clocks–and our circadian rhythms–every six months.

Embracing Change

However, I do relish this time of year, when the transition from Autumn to Winter brings forth a host of scents and sensations that evoke deep currents of memory.

It’s getting darker and colder. There’s a quickening. Brilliant flashing reds and yellows yield to brown and gray.

It’s a poignant time of year. The world around us is turning inward. Metaphorically and literally we are entering a time of darkness. And with it, the opportunity for reflection.

A Meditation On Impermanence

And that’s why I was so happy to discover this short video from Headspace–the meditation app–highlighting Japan’s 72 micro seasons. 

This meditation on impermanence captures that sense of poignant ever-changing connection to the passing of our planet through time. Even as we apprehend the beauty around us, it’s already changing and slipping away.

Buddha taught that one of the three marks of existence is that everything is impermanent and subject to birth, suffering, and decay. Everything is constantly changing, passing away, and emerging in new forms. 

In this world of constant change, according to Siddhartha Gautama, holding on and resisting impermanence is the great source of our suffering. 

Whether it’s things, people, moments, or the stories we tell ourselves about our own lives, we tend to hold on tight.

Attending To Our World

One of the antidotes to this kind of suffering is mindfulness–attending to our world right now, as it is, with the generosity of our full attention.

In this, we find that our uncontrived connection to Life is primary, rich, and healing. Something that we intimately share with every living being on the planet.

And instead of grasping and holding on, we attend to the full range of our inner and outer experience in each moment. The subtle stream of sensation, information, connection, and dare I say love, that is pouring through our sense gates all the time.

Breaking The Spell of Disenchantment

In this way, mindfulness can both help us loosen our grasp on things that we’ll never be able to hold on to. And at the same time, break the deep spell of alienation, disenchantment, separation, and hyper individuality that afflicts us today.

It can restore our faith in our common heritage as vehicles for Life unfolding through our experience right now and in every moment.

I feel like this video captures that posture of mindfully attending to our world. Loving it as it is and bearing witness to the earthly and cosmological systems that give us life. 

Ultimately, I think of mindfulness as an active stand of praise and gratitude. 

I’d love to know what you think and if you find this video as enchanting as I do.

Enjoy!

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I know. The idea of self-love doesn’t sit so well with our Western sensibilities.

But it hits on a topic that I’m eager to explore with you.

Recently, I had an experience around self-compassion and self-love that was kind of a revelation for me.

As a Mindfulness Meditation teacher, a lot of what I teach and share with people has to do with developing and nurturing self-compassion and loving-kindness. The Buddhist term for this is Maitri.

There are different ways that I feather Maitri into the teaching I do.

Self-Compassion Takes Work

But self-compassion is not a one-and-done type of thing. In my experience, you don’t just “get it” and then you’re good to go.

Self-compassion—or self friendliness as Pema Chodron likes to call it—takes work.

As with all good things, it takes time to realize the fruits.

And just like all our important relationships, it requires an investment. That’s even more true in our relationship with ourselves. Because that relationship is primary. It fundamentally influences all our other friendships.

This came into sharp relief for me recently.

Losing Touch With My Heart

The other day, I had a challenging interaction with a dear friend. Afterwards, I was beset with the whole range of emotions. I felt paranoid. I was angry. I was frustrated. I was at a loss.

But I could see that most of the feelings and inner narratives arising were directed outwards.

And I knew that I needed to stay with all of it because I felt disconnected from my heart and my deeper experience. That sweet spot that was going to help me metabolize the whole thing.

When Self-Compassion Is Absent

And then, as I was exercising, the penny dropped.

I saw the whole carousel of troubled feelings and narratives going round and round, and it suddenly occurred to me.

This is what it feels like when self-compassion is missing.

All my attention had been magnetized towards trying to fix something about what I was feeling. And rehashing the exchange in my head.

But then I just said to myself, “I love you. It’s OK, everything is OK. I love you and everything you’re feeling is fine.”

Can We Get A Little Love Over Here?

These words came straight from my heart. Instantly there were tears.

But these were tears of insight, release, and relief. 

The insight being “Oh, I don’t need to fix or solve a goddamn thing, I just need to give myself a little love here, a little compassion. Everything else is a distraction. Everything else is secondary or not even real. You’re trying to solve something that doesn’t actually exist.”

The whole structure of outward projection suddenly became an object, and it was transparent to me. I was seeing it instead of being it.

What do I mean when I say it was an outward projection? I mean that when things like this happen, it can be hard to really stay with our own experience. The hurt, the pain, the vulnerability.

These are the wounds that, when untended and not attuned to, give rise to those familiar narratives of self-recrimination and blame.

As a result, we often look to our minds for an explanation or a rationale to help us make sense of it all. But more often than not, that means we’re stepping outside of and away from our moment to moment felt experience.

The place where the hurt and confusion actually live inside us…in our bodies and hearts.

The Logic of the Heart

As I’m learning over and over again, we can’t start healing until we start feeling.

So in that moment of self compassion everything became plain and simple in the comprehensive logic of the heart.

I saw it all as a structure. A cultural structure, a familial structure, a personal structure of self recrimination, self criticism, and the predictable result of an achievement-oriented culture focused on perfection and presentation.

What a relief to see through it. To return home to myself.

I don’t know about you, but I can say for myself that these patterns and narratives that obscure self compassion and self-love run deep. We learned them a long long time ago.

Self-Love Takes Work

And we have to really work at loving ourselves.

I appreciate that to our Western sensibilities, that sounds self-involved, self-indulgent, and narcissistic. But I’m starting to see how that’s a gross misinterpretation of what we’re talking about.

What I’m talking about is insight and integrity of self and soul.

It means that we’re not divided against ourselves. That our energy, our spirits, our hearts, and our minds are not divided and dis-integrated as we move through the world.

For me, this is opening up a fresh and deeper understanding of self compassion, and I’m grateful for it.

Engaging Heaven And Earth

I’ve been meditating for 29 years and a lot of that was spent in the singular pursuit of transcendent experiences. I had a lot of those, and they were amazing.

But it’s clear to me that no amount of sitting in the blissful lap of God will help us deal with the reality of our earthly selves. 

In my experience, those experiences don’t actually help us compost our deeply ingrained cultural patterns of perfectionism and all the untended wounds we shelter within the shadows of our soul.

And they won’t help us bring a tender touch to our own hearts and help us attune to what we really need in any given moment.

In an ideal world, we are engaging both Heaven AND Earth in our meditation practice. Why? Because we’re made from a bit of both.

As I understand it, one key function of our daily practice is that it serves as an engine and a container to help us metabolize pain, heartbreak, and frustration. 

In the process, we not only get to know ourselves more deeply. We also make deep healing contact with our own wounded hearts.

But that’s not all.

Meditation is also the place where we can finally let go of everything—all our desires, worries, cares, concerns, neuroses, and obsessions—and discover that we can fly.

And by the way, yes, I did resolve things with my dear friend. I just had to resolve things with myself first.

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One of the first things we learn on the path of meditation is that desire is an obstacle to our progress. And its inverse, avoidance (aversion), is an equal barrier to our evolution.

But today, I want to talk about desire in a different way. Because, we can actually harness desire to deepen and ripen our mindfulness meditation. That's right, desire can help us live in the rich fullness of this very moment, undistracted and at ease.

But first, let’s quickly review why the Buddha taught that desire is such a powerful hindrance to realizing our basic nature as unlimited, whole, and fundamentally free.

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The Problem With Desire

Pioneering Vipassana meditation teacher Jack Kornfield describes the sticky net of desire like this:

The first hindrance is desire for sense pleasure: pleasant sights, sounds, smells, tastes, bodily sensations, and mind states. What’s the problem with desire—what’s wrong with it? Nothing, really. There’s nothing wrong with enjoying pleasant experiences. Given the difficulties we face in life, they are nice to have.

But they fool us.

They trick us into adopting the ‘‘if only’’ mentality: ‘‘If only I could have this,’’ or ‘‘If only I had the right job,’’ or ‘‘If only I could find the right relationship,’’ or ‘‘If only I had the right clothes,’’ or ‘‘If only I had the right personality, then I would be happy.’’

We are taught that if we can get enough pleasurable experiences, pasting them together quickly one after another, our life will be happy…

Again, the problem is not the object of desire, but the energy in the mind. The energy of desire keeps us moving, looking for that thing that is really going to do it for us. The wanting mind is itself painful. It’s a self-perpetuating habit that does not allow us to be where we are because we are grasping for something somewhere else.

Even when we get what we want, we then want something more or different because the habit of wanting is so strong. It is a sense that being here and now is not enough, that we are somehow incomplete, and it keeps us cut off from the joy of our own natural completeness. We are never content.

It is the same force in the world at large that creates the havoc of people wanting and consuming, hoarding, and fighting wars to have more and more, for pleasure and for security that are never fulfilled.

Maybe you can relate to some of this?

When you look closely, you notice that much of our culture is structured to stoke our desire for beautiful things, people, experiences, etc. We’re swimming in it.

But if desire is such a problem, how can it help us in our meditation? And how can we harness it to grow and nurture our humanity?

Understanding Our Distraction

When we meditate, we quickly recognize that it’s challenging to keep our attention focused on our meditation object.

We bring our attention to the breath. And before we even realize it, we’re drifting away, lost in a pleasant fantasy. We're thinking about plans for the weekend and what we’re going to have for dinner.

Or maybe we’re ruminating and regretting something that happened yesterday. A grudge that we keep feeding with negative thoughts like a dragon chasing its own tail.

The more we attempt to steer our attention back to our meditation object, the more we notice our distracted condition.

This is one of the first steps in developing self-awareness. We see that we’re chronically distracted and lost in mind-wandering mode. Our attentional system is frayed and fractured.

And most of the time, that condition is not apparent to us as we move from one experience to the next. And we don’t notice because most of our peers and companions are equally distracted.

We live in a field of distraction.

The problem is that we’re never satisfied in this state. We’re restless and haunted. Dimly aware that inner wholeness and fundamental contentment is always just out of reach and we’re at a loss for how to attain it.

Harnessing the Healing Power of Desire

But here is where we can begin to harness the positive and healing power of desire. As we start to become aware of our predicament, we get little glimpses into what it feels like to be fully immersed in the present moment.

We notice that the longer we rest our attention on our meditation object, the calmer we become. The mind begins to settle. Our body relaxes, and our senses open up, and we start to hear and feel the music of life again.

Just like we did when we were small children.

When this happens, we quickly realize the pristine nature of the present moment. And then we can start to notice that we have a small margin of choice.

We can actually choose to stay in the present moment or we can choose to remain lost in the carousel daydream of desire.

It’s here that we can pose a simple but powerful question to ourselves.

Which do I want more? To remain in this restless unsatisfied half-asleep state? Or to bring the mind home to my deeper self? To unify and cohere at the deepest levels of my being?

Of course, I want the latter.

But now I see that I need to nurture and feed my desire for that presence and wholeness because my desire for distraction–a deep culturally reinforced habit–is stronger than my desire for wholeness and unity of mind and purpose.

Feeding and Fueling Your Desire For Presence

Indeed, the Buddha’s teachings tell us that the antidote to this painful condition of deep distraction is the inner unity of attention and equanimity that we cultivate in meditation.

As you feed and fuel your desire to attune to the present moment, the result is wholeness, coherence, and healing.

That painful bone-deep feeling that something is missing dissolves in the cool calming waters of your equanimous mind.

And one of the essential keys to all of this is fueling your desire to live in the present moment. To attune, moment to moment, to the ever-unfolding here and now.

The more you do this, the more your desire for presence grows until it becomes so strong that you will protect it like a fierce mama bear protecting her child.

If you’d like to learn more about how to grow and nurture this desire, then I encourage you to join me for the Coming Home Mindfulness Meditation Training Program.

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In mindfulness circles, there’s a popular story about an encounter with His Holiness the Dalai Lama. 

It goes something like this. 

HH the Dalai Lama is taking questions at a conference and a Western meditation teacher asks him about how to help people who suffer from self-hatred. 

There ensues a protracted and vigorous exchange between HH and his translator. The Dalai Lama looks confused and keeps asking questions.

After some time, the translator reveals that there is no such word or concept in the Tibetan language, so he was having trouble explaining the idea of self-loathing to HH. It was a completely new idea and phenomenon to the revered monk.

The story is a compelling example of how a concept that we take for granted here in the West is completely foreign elsewhere. It’s a uniquely Western affliction.

The Epidemic of Self-Criticism

And the scourge of self-loathing is no mere concept or curiosity. 

As I’ve previously shared with you, one of my former teachers, the late Harvard psychologist and Buddhist teacher Dr. Daniel P. Brown, called self-criticism a cultural epidemic.

That’s one reason why we spend so much time focusing on self-compassion during the Coming Home Mindfulness Meditation Training Program. 

When I left the ashram after 14 years of intensive monastic training, I was mostly oblivious to the need for self-compassion. As a seasoned meditation practitioner, it seemed like a frivolous if not indulgent concept to me

But now, I can’t imagine my life without it.

Here’s the problem. The inner critic is a common and pervasive tyrant. Yet, most of us don’t see it. At least, that was the case for me. 

It’s so common that it’s hidden in plain sight.

What are some common manifestations? Our culture valorizes perfection and endless achievement. As a result, many of us feel–in our work, in our relationships, in our family life–that we are not enough just as we are.

Many of us internalize that cultural narrative and it becomes our own story.

Mindfulness Shows Us We Are Already Enough

But mindfulness meditation shows us that the opposite is true. We are whole and enough just as we are. 

As we develop in our practice, we come to experience a space of inherent wholeness. That space is untouched and unbowed by that punitive taskmaster in our head.

At the same time, we become familiar with that unforgiving self-critical narrative. And when we see it, we can actively offer ourselves compassion in response. We begin to create a different narrative.

Increasing The Habit of Self-Compassion

Simply seeing and identifying that self-critical voice in our head is half the battle. Remember, if you can name it, you can tame it.

These days, if I’m unsettled or upset, I often inquire into whether the source of my discontent is that relentless inner taskmaster who is never satisfied.

More times than I can count, I have found that the missing ingredient of the moment is self-compassion and self-friendliness.

Breaking the cycle of self-criticism takes time and persistent interest. Building a consistent meditation practice is a beautiful start to that process and a proven method.

According to self-compassion researcher Dr. Kristin Neff:

Research shows that the more we practice being kind and compassionate with ourselves using formal meditation practices, the more we’ll increase the habit of self-compassion.

If you are suffering from self-criticism, I encourage you to join me for one of the upcoming Mindfulness Meditation Training Programs. 

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Imagine this for a moment. You wake up and the first thing that comes to mind is not your to-do list for the day.

Instead, you find yourself eagerly anticipating your morning ritual. After getting your tea or coffee you sit down on your meditation cushion with a selected reading.

Occasionally your mind drifts, but you bring it back to the quiet atmosphere all around you. Undistracted, the words carry you deeper and deeper. 

You finish the reading and listen to the early morning silence. 

And just as if you were swimming in a cool blue pool, you feel that silence holding you. Gently permeating your whole being. You feel a wave of calm expansion carry you out across the soundscape beyond your windows.

The bird songs fill your being, like they’re singing inside of you.

You haven’t even started meditating, but the mood is upon you.

Next you hit play on your music player and sing quietly along with the incantatory vocals. The warm vibration of the song harmonizing with your own voice moves outward from your heart center until your whole body is humming.

As the song trails off into silence, you seamlessly enter into meditation. Now your heart is wide open. 

Building A Ritual Container

You only started a few weeks ago, but already there’s a strong momentum to your meditation. And each morning, your body, mind, and spirit anticipate it.

This is the experience of building a daily meditation ritual. And more importantly, a container. What is a container in this context and why is it so important? Let me explain.

To my mind, it’s one of the most important parts of developing a consistent meditation practice that delivers results. It’s something we explore in depth in the Coming Home Meditation training program.

Here’s the general idea with a container. 

What Is A Ritual Container

Think about those times when you enter a therapist’s office or attend a church service or maybe you’ve worked with a shaman before.

In those situations, when you cross the threshold into the healing space, something changes. The light is different. Often there’s music. There is artwork and ornaments. Maybe there’s an open flame – candles and incense might be burning.

These markers send subtle and overt signals to your nervous system – you’re entering a space outside of your daily norms.

These are often healing or holy spaces. And the idea is that the routine and the outer accouterments create a space that is conducive to healing, meditation, prayer, or journeying. 

It’s a sacred ritual space.

This kind of ritual space helps you begin to cultivate an inner ambience of silence. A space of calm focus within that supports your intention.

And I can’t emphasize enough how helpful it is to have a container for your meditation practice. A place where you can do your daily practice. And that container is as much an inner as an outer space.

Creating Your Own Sacred Container

During the Coming Home Mindfulness Meditation Training Program, we spend 4 weeks helping you to build your ritual container every day. That kind of momentum is priceless, especially when it’s amplified by the collective nature of the activity.

Together, over the course of 4 weeks, we will build a container together that you will carry into your life through daily practice. It’s like a candle flame that you can hold in your heart and carry with you everywhere you go. 

You will have your own inner sanctuary to steady you when the ground feels unstable.

If this resonates with you, then join me for the next Coming Home Mindfulness Meditation Training. 

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Guided Focused Awareness Meditation

Guided Meditation Audio

Guided Meditation Video

[I’m offering these free guided meditation in the lead up to the Coming Home Mindfulness Meditation Training Course starting Oct, 9th. More about that soon!]

In this free guided meditation, we spend the hour doing a blend of mindfulness practices to ground ourselves in the body and connect to the heart before I lead you through 20 minutes of basic mindfulness meditation practice.

In the last two community meditations, we’ve practiced a more blended technique of focused and open awareness mindfulness meditation. In this meditation, we approach the practice a little differently with a more focused frame of attention.

The Body

As we engage with the embodiment practices, we slowly start to feel into our entire breathing body. This is incredibly important for meditation.

Why?

Because many of us just meditate from the shoulders up – in our heads. But meditation is a whole body activity.

The more you can ground your attention fully in your body, the richer and more productive your meditation practice will become. We also include music in the practice because it’s such an extraordinary tool for opening your mind and heart.

Focused Meditation

During this focused awareness practice, just like basic mindfulness we work on two essential meditation skills: steering and staying. Steering the attention back to your meditation object and then staying on your meditation object–the breath.

Steering and staying are foundational skills for all meditators—two essential pillars upon which we build our inner temple.

But today, we pay closer attention to the different contours and character of the breath, approaching it with one-pointed interest and attention. The goal here is to become deeply intimate with and close to the breath so the mind can experience calm abiding.

Enjoy!

Schedule

Introduction
Chanting (Humming)
Pranayama (Breathing)
Guided Meditation – Basic Mindfulness
Music

Coming Home Mindfulness Meditation Training Course

Finally, if you enjoy these guided meditations, then look for information later this week about the Coming Home Mindfulness Meditation Training Course. If you’re interested in starting a daily meditation practice, or rekindling your daily practice, we’ll spend 4 weeks sitting together every weekday morning live and over Zoom. I love this course and the deep community bonds it engenders. If you enjoy these guided meditations, you’ll love this course. I hope you’ll consider joining me.

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About 10 years ago, my whole world turned upside down. All the stable ground under my feet disappeared overnight. Like that magician deftly whipping a sheet out from under the china set. But this time, imagine instead that the table itself disappears.

Freefall…

The contemporary spiritual ashram and community where I worked, lived, and practiced fell apart. I was a full time resident at that ashram for 14 years – much of my adult life. It was the source of my livelihood, my community, and the spiritual path and practice to which I’d dedicated my life.

The reason for this conflagration?

Our Guru had intractable issues around power and control. Our student body fractured, frayed, and dissolved in the face of his unwillingness to relinquish any measure of leadership and control.

Confusion & Shock

It happened so fast. I was confused and in shock. Many of my peers were filled with righteous indignation and clarity of purpose, reassessing everything we had stood for. I, on the other hand, felt like it was all happening in a dream, just beyond reach or reason.

My wife and I moved from the bucolic Berkshires of Massachusetts to Boston. We found work and started to build a new life for ourselves.

It was all surreal. Like stepping out of one world with its own language and customs and geography into a new parallel world where much looked the same but everything felt foreign.

In many ways, we landed on our feet thanks in large part to friends and family. But after a year or two I started to notice something strange.

Seemingly random things would cause me to cry. A meme on social media. A commercial. A sports highlight. And I didn’t understand why. I didn’t get it. I was not a cryer. Honestly, I couldn’t remember the last time I cried.

But now I felt like a jar overfilled with water bursting the banks at the slightest bump. Once triggered, I would feel raw and exposed with tears leaking from the sides of my eyes, unable to give words or rationale to this rising inner tide.

One night I turned to my partner and said, “I think I need to talk to someone about this.” I had a vague sense that this was about everything that happened with our community.

Finding A Healer

I found a therapist and during our first session, after I recounted the story of our community’s collapse, she asked me to lie on the floor and close my eyes. She gently put her hand on my heart and something gave way.

The dam in my heart broke wide open. My body shook with silent sobs as the pain and heartbreak of loss moved through me like a late summer storm.

That day, I started to glimpse the healing power of tears. When I left my therapist’s office, I felt shaky on my legs and raw. My head was hazy and filled with cotton. At the same time, like the fresh air after a real thunderstorm, I felt cleansed.

I didn’t know it, but my body had been storing up grief for years until it finally started to overflow. The dissolution of my spiritual community was just the tipping point.

Understanding Grief

Over the next two years in therapy, I learned that grief, once you stop tamping it down, is indiscriminate. Once you open that door, everything is on the table. The buffet of traumatic events large and small laid bare. And you don’t get to decide what’s coming up from the depths.

But, I learned, you do get to decide how you want to relate to it all.

I learned that you can sit with it and let it pass through you or you can try to push it back down. I’ve chosen door number one. To trust the body’s innate intelligence and let the tears do their cleansing and healing work.

The Cleansing & Healing Power of Crying

Eight years later and I am now an avowed cryer. I never believed I would say this, but I love a good cry. It cleans me out and opens me up to myself and the world around me. It reminds me that I’m intimately connected to the pulse of life that flows through our miraculous garden planet and all its inhabitants.

It also connects me to the suffering of others. Not in a theoretical way. It’s now a felt reality that springs spontaneously from my heart center.

Fifteen years of intensive and unrelenting monastic training in the spiritual ashram didn’t awaken or truly connect me to the suffering of others…or even my own suffering.

Instead, I had to find a path through my own broken heart before I could start connecting to the suffering everywhere in the world around me.

Learning to traverse the terrain of the heart is learning that we have an incredibly sensitive spiritual, emotional, and somatic sense-making organ within. For my entire life, it’s been tracking, with meticulous precision, the wounds of separation, alienation, loss, abandonment, and injustice…trauma.

I spent the first 40 years of my life more or less disconnected from this spiritual organ. And when I look around at Western Culture, it appears to me that we’ve collectively lost touch with it as well.

An Epidemic of Self Criticism

Dr. Dan Brown, one of my previous teachers, was both a Vajrayana Meditation Master and a Harvard-trained clinical psychologist. He would say that in the West, we suffer from an epidemic of self-criticism.

You know what? I think there’s a pretty clear relationship between what Dr. Brown was saying and our alienation from the heart.

When I cry, I remember how incredibly important it is to be compassionate with myself. In fact, to be a decent and caring human, it’s probably the most important thing I can do. Why? Because I can’t deeply and authentically be compassionate with you if there’s no compassion in my heart for me.

A few years ago I would have nodded yes to that but inwardly raised an eyebrow thinking, “That sounds a little too precious to me and maybe a little narcissistic.”

But I understand now. That’s the voice that Dr. Brown was talking about. The culturally conditioned self that is caught up in a relentless and unwinnable race for achievement, perfection, and the next big thing. When my attention is there, the heart recedes into the background. There’s just no space for it.

Some Benefits of Crying

I won’t bore you with the reams of research that show how healthy it is for us to cry. You can look that up for yourself. But here are some of the ways that I benefit from a good cry.

• It reminds me to be kind and gentle with myself.
• My heart opens to the world around me.
• I’m relieved of burdens I’m not even aware that I’m carrying.
• It illuminates a palpable thread of heart connection between me and everyone else.

What Makes Me Cry?

You know what makes me cry more than anything else? Right now, it’s watching highlights from the Women’s World Cup.

Can you believe that?

Yep. I start crying as soon as the highlights begin! It’s hard crying too. Not soft. Maybe it’s hitting midlife and realizing that I’m not going to experience that kind of freedom and grace in my body ever again.

As an athlete growing up, sports were a powerful developmental vehicle for me and a window into the grace of the body. Now I have issues with chronic pain. I can’t do many of the activities that once brought me such deep joy.

But I also get the sense that it’s related to being a father of a little 7 year old girl.

Of course, she’s another trigger for big tears. The love there is just too much. And so is the wound – the innate wound that comes with that much love. So, on cue, movies or shows with young girls persevering against the odds make me cry as well.

And in case it’s not clear, I don’t judge any of this. My job is to let the tears flow and be available for whatever comes.

The Alchemy of Music + Meditation

I’m also midway through a multi year meditation teacher training program. And right now we are focused on the heart. One of the teachers is a therapist who uses music in the training to help us access the closed off compartments of our hearts.

Oh my goodness – it’s effective. Once during the training, she played a song that made me cry for 30 minutes straight. It just hit that spot.

So now I’ve integrated music into my daily meditation practice. It’s like adding spiritual and emotional rocket fuel. As a result, my daily practice has become a powerful vehicle and container for processing and attuning to this wounded heart we’re talking about.

You might be wondering, what exactly am I crying about in meditation?

Sometimes in practice the tears come unattached to any specific image, memory, event, or material in my consciousness. Other times, concrete memories emerge which help me move through specific wounds from the past.

Before this course, I didn’t think meditation could facilitate this level of deep “shadow work”. But now, it’s a reliable process that’s more or less happening on its own. And I couldn’t be more grateful.

Recently I was listening to a podcast on crying from NPR. During the show, they featured a neuropsychiatrist named Michael Trumbull who wrote the book Why Humans Like To Cry: Tragedy, Evolution and the Brain.

Professor Trumbull dropped a fact that surprised me. He said that human beings are the only creatures on Earth that cry emotion.

Creating Our Own Rites & Rituals for Healing

In the end, one thing is clear to me. Crying is healthy. It helps me surface and compost challenging and painful memories. It opens my heart. It connects me to my loved ones and to the broader community of life that I’m part of.

It helps me diffuse this colossal cultural momentum of self-criticism with steady heartfelt self-compassion.

I’m not saying that you should run out and get a bunch of sad movies and make yourself cry. Or that what’s right and healthy for me is good for you.

But I am suggesting that maybe you should give it a second thought and listen to your body if, like me, it is trying to tell you that there is work to do.

Our bodies have to cut through a lot of cultural distortion (internal and external) to get that message across.

And here’s the thing. It’s always a good time to heal. And there are very few places, spaces, rituals, and rites that help us to do that these days.

Why?

Because we’ve lost most of those communal functions (ceremony, ritual, etc) in the wake of modernity, so we have to (re)create them for ourselves.

Image by John Hain from Pixabay

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In this guided meditation, we engage with different mindfulness practices to prepare for a session of basic mindfulness. We do this in order to ground our attention in the body. Specifically, in the heart center.

As we engage with these embodiment practices, we slowly start to feel into our entire breathing body. This is incredibly important for meditation.

Why?

Because many of us just meditate from the shoulders up – in our heads. But meditation is a whole body activity.

The more you can ground your attention fully in your body, the richer and more productive your meditation practice will become. We also include music in the practice because it’s such an extraordinary tool for opening your mind and heart.

During the basic mindfulness practice, you will work on two essential meditation skills: steering and staying. Steering the attention back to your meditation object and then staying on your meditation object–the breath.

Steering and staying are foundational skills for all meditators—two essential pillars upon which we build our inner temple.

And perhaps just as important, in our age of fragmented attention, honing your ability to steer and stay your attention is essential. Most of our online world is habituating us to do the opposite. The negative impact on our wellbeing is evident.

Remember, your capacity to deliberately rest your attention on any object of focus–staying–is directly related to your capacity for calmly and intentionally navigating life.

Enjoy!

Schedule

Introduction
Chanting (Humming)
Pranayama (Breathing)
Guided Meditation – Basic Mindfulness
Music

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A lot of us meditate in and from our heads. But you know what? When we meditate, our whole heart and body is actually involved.

If we don’t recognize that and consciously engage with it, we’re missing out on a lot of the wisdom and intelligence that’s naturally flowing through our experience each time we meditate.

In this guided meditation, we spend the hour doing a blend of mindfulness practices to ground ourselves in the body and connect to the heart. After some heart attunement and pranayama exercises, I lead you through 20 minutes of basic mindfulness meditation focused on the breath.

During this phase of the practice, you will work on two essential meditation skills: steering and staying. Steering the attention back to your meditation object and then staying on your meditation object – the breath.

Steering and staying are foundational skills for all meditators. Those are two essential pillars upon which we build our inner temple.

And perhaps just as important, in our age of fragmented attention, honing your ability to steer and stay your attention is essential. Most of our online world is habituating us to do the opposite. The negative impact on our wellbeing is evident.

Remember, your capacity to deliberately rest your attention on any object of focus–staying–is directly related to your capacity for calmly and intentionally navigating life.

After the meditation, we finish with a heart-expanding song with an accompanying mudra or hand position.

This practice helps ground your attention in your heart center, balances the two hemispheres of your brain, and brings deep calm and relaxation to your day.

And just a quick note. In the beginning of the video, I mix up my words and say that we need to move from our heart to our head. Obviously, that’s wrong. In meditation, we are aiming to shift our basis of operation from our head to our heart.

That’s what this guided meditation is all about. Enjoy!

Heart Based Guided Meditation

• Introduction
• Chanting
• Pranayama
• Guided Meditation – Basic Mindfulness
• Music

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Last month my life got temporarily turned upside down.

My wife’s father is 89 and has late stage kidney disease. He’s very much in the twilight of his time here on Earth.

And one morning we woke up to a text letting us know they found him unresponsive and took him to the hospital.

He was stable, they said, but it wasn’t clear exactly what happened and why. We all expected he’d live for another 6-12 months at least. 

His spirit was still bright and undiminished despite his condition.

But as you know, at a certain point, things can happen quickly when it comes to terminal diseases.

From Denver to London

So we hastily purchased three airline tickets from Denver to London, departing the next morning. We had little time to plan or pack when we finished work and hit the sack.

The next thing we knew, we were in London, staying with my wife’s brother. It was our first morning, and I wanted to go for a run.

As I jogged down the familiar streets out to the Thames Path along the great old river, where I’d run countless times before, I was irritable. 

I mean, I felt angry at everyone I passed. 

I’m Angry!

Why did that guy just run so close to me? Why didn’t he give me more space? This must be something to do with people in the UK. Blah blah blah.

As I ran, my thoughts turned darker, ruminating upon the friction and stress of the morning’s grumpy exchanges with my wife and daughter. Looking for reasons why it was, of course, their fault.

And then it suddenly hit me like a bolt. “I’m angry!” 

It was so simple, but the moment it occurred to me, all those cumulonimbus clouds curling above my head parted, and the proverbial light shone through.

In fact, I exclaimed it aloud. “I’m angry! I’m really angry!”

It All Made Sense

Everything inside me settled down and the logic of it all fell into place. 

I’m a creature of habit. I love my routine. I like to plan and account for as many variables as possible. Mostly to keep myself comfortable and to ward off the unpredictable. And that’s especially true when I travel.

And I don’t like to be hasty whilst purchasing high-ticket items like 10-hour nonstop plane tickets.

So yes, my comfy, controlled, and predictable little world—which I cherish—was cast into ever-cascading chaos the moment we heard about my wife’s father.

And more than that, Death itself was looming over everything. The ultimate x-factor. Stirring up the whole family. 

And I realized that, of course, there was way more happening in my little human family ecosystem than I could rightly process and account for. 

And all of them were probably feeling out of control as well.

I shared this insight with my wife as soon as I got home. And indeed, over the course of the trip, this insight was born out in many ways. And it was a helpful and grounding insight.

If You Can Name It You Can Tame It

In my last post, I wrote about perspective. And how, “if you can name it, you can tame it.” And I wanted to share this story because it was such an explicit example of that principle in action.

What does all this have to do with meditation? 

Everything. 

I can say with confidence, that were it not for my daily meditation practice, it would not occur to me to step outside my psycho-emotional drama of the moment and question it so objectively.

In fact, I doubt I’d have the metacognitive capacity to do that.

Building Perspective Through Meditation

But in meditation, we continually confront the reality and substance of our experience moment to moment. And in that, we start to get to know ourselves through careful and compassionate self-observation.

In time we see that we can step out of whatever mental and emotional pattern or deep-set story we’re lost in. 

Like stepping out of a fast rushing river on to safe and stable dry land.

From that new vantage point, we can watch it roll on by, untouched and unmoved by the quickening current.

Eventually, as our own inner dramas become less sticky and compelling, we find our attention drawn to that quiet and stable ground below our feet that we keep discovering.

And then we realize, it’s always been there. Beneath the surface of the thought stream. Unmoving. Unwavering. And always present. But that’s a topic for another time…

I’d love to hear if this story resonates with you too. Leave me a comment to let me know if you find it helpful. 

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Should you make lots of effort in your meditation practice?

Or is that counterproductive in a practice that’s really all about letting go?

It’s a great question.

And the answer isn’t so obvious. But if you’re serious about making progress on the path of meditation, it’s a question you can’t ignore.

Why?

Because you need both. Sometimes we need to make ALOT of effort. At other times, we need to ease on back…way back.

So how do you know when to make effort or to ease up? And what kind of effort are we talking about anyways?

Let me start by telling you a story based on the experience of a seeker I once knew.

The Seeker’s Story

Once there was a young man. He did tons of meditation retreats. He studied with lots of teachers. He was on a one-pointed mission to get enlightened.

He spent hours and hours practicing in the hallowed halls of Vipassana centers doing 10-day silent retreat after 10-day silent retreat. He visited with many so-called enlightened masters.

After several years of one-pointed dedication, he was feeling a little worn out. All the energy and effort he was making didn’t seem to be moving him closer to his goal.

Then one day, an old friend called him and said, “Hey, come meet me at this place in India, there’s a really amazing teacher. I think she’s the real thing.”

So the young man met his friend and soon found himself at the feet of the teacher. And he asked the venerable Ma, “What kind of effort do I need to make to be free?”

The wizened woman said quietly, “You don’t have to make any effort to be free.”

At that moment, something gave way, and the young man found what he’d been searching for.

In truth, all his seeking and effort had become an obstacle to his own realization.

Yes, it had brought him to the feet of the teacher. And yes, all that sustained work had no doubt accumulated and ripened.

But it was clear that making more effort was not the answer.

The Coarse Mind & The Subtle Mind

Now, I’m not saying that you and I don’t need to make an effort to follow our meditation instructions. But I am saying that how you frame those instructions and how you hold them in your body and mind is everything.

I once studied with a teacher of Tibetan Buddhism and Mahamudra. During the initial steps in the meditation practice, we had to make great effort.

“Increase the intensity” he would say, referring to the focus on our meditation object, the breath. “Keep making effort until you can stay on the breath without getting distracted.”

This was called Close Staying.

And the goal was to use that increased intensity to focus our attention on the breath without losing concentration.

But then, at a certain point, when your attention was reliably close to the breath and staying for like 80-100% of the time, he would say, “Ease up!”

That’s right.

Like going through the looking glass, the instructions turned 180 degrees, and he gave the opposite injunction.

At this moment in the practice, forward progress was achieved through less effort.

Our teacher described it this way. In the beginning, our attention is coarse or gross. So we need to apply more effort.

But then, through careful and sustained focus on our meditation object, our attention becomes very subtle. And when that happens, more effort is counterproductive.

In fact, at this stage in the practice, more effort is detrimental. Less effort, a feather light touch, easing up, and relaxing. That’s what propels you forward.

Amazing…

Meditation Is Not Something You Can Do

I love this quote from another Tibetan Buddhist teacher. I think it speaks to this line we’re exploring between effort and no effort. He says:

There is a revealing Tibetan saying: “Gompa ma yin, kompa yin,” which means literally: “Meditation is not; getting used to is.”

It means that meditation is nothing other than getting used to the practice of meditation. As it is said: “Meditation is not striving, but naturally becoming assimilated into it.” As you continue to practice the method, then meditation slowly arises. Meditation is not something that you can “do”; it is something that has to happen spontaneously, only when you have perfected the practice.”

There is a point in meditation, and you may know this from your own experience, when the meditation just starts happening on its own.

At that point, it’s automatic and self-arising.

In fact, no effort at all is exactly what’s required. Our job in those moments is to simply rest in that perfect middle place. Not too tight, not too loose. We just need to get out of the way and let it flow.

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There are a lot of understated superpowers that come with learning meditation.

But there’s one that most people just don’t know about.

And no, I’m not talking about yogic powers like walking through walls or flying over mountain tops or even dissolving your body into rainbow light when you leave this world for good. 

I’m talking about metacognitive intelligence. 

What is that, you ask?

What Is Metacognition?

Technically, metacognition is our ability to become aware of our thinking processes. But it’s more subtle than that.

One way to describe metacognition is this. It’s our capacity to decouple our self sense from our thought stream. 

And when we do that, a new level of intelligence and awareness emerges.

Another way to say it is that our subjectivity—our sense of “I” or “me”—is usually embedded in and not separate from our thoughts.

So for most of us, our sense of self and our thoughts are fused together. That’s just the software we came with.

However, in mindfulness meditation we begin the process of defusing or decoupling our sense of self—our subjectivity—from our never ending thought stream. 

When that happens, we are nurturing and developing our metacognitive intelligence. 

What we’re doing is creating objectivity and space in relationship to our inner experience – thoughts, feelings, and sensations.

The Benefits of Metacognitive Intelligence

As you might have already guessed, the value of developing metacognition is that we’re less victim to the ever shifting nature of our inner experience. 

And potentially, we’re a lot less reactive.

In essence, we’re developing a thirty thousand foot view on our own habitual patterns of thought, feeling, rumination, and reactivity.

Previously, we might have been triggered by certain memories, thought patterns, rumination, and grudges. Instead, we now find that we have some space from those triggers and habitual behaviors. 

Thanks to our metacognitive awareness, we can now see the patterns of reactivity emerging before we get hooked into them.

Why? Because we’re no longer embedded in those reactive habits.

There’s space! 

And more than that. 

We recognize that we have a choice. We have much greater agency in relation to our inner experience than we realized.

In short, increasing our metacognitive capacities translates to more freedom and more choice.

How does meditation help us build this metacognitive intelligence? That’s a great question.

To learn more, check out one of our mindfulness meditation training courses. We offer them every two or three months.

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During the recent 10-Day Meditation Challenge, we took a tour through several different meditation techniques. And I want to share one of the best of those with you – the body scan meditation.

During the first five days, we dove into basic mindfulness meditation. That’s one of the most popular meditation techniques available. It’s also incredibly effective when it comes to calming your mind and learning how to cultivate self-compassion and loving kindness.

In fact, if you want to develop a mindfulness meditation practice of your own, we are launching a 5-week Mindfulness Meditation Training Program starting February 8th. You can learn about it here.

The Body Scan

And today, I thought you might appreciate this guided body scan meditation.

In the body scan, we shift our focus from the breath to the body. The body itself becomes our meditation object.

And I have to admit, it’s one of my very favorite meditation techniques.

Why?

Because focusing on the body in this way is a profound vehicle for expanding your awareness. It’s also incredibly relaxing. Many people report feeling deep warmth and well being after doing the body scan.

After the body scan meditation, I feel like I’m walking on air all day. I’ll be curious to know if you feel the same.

So here is the body scan meditation from the 10-Day Meditation Challenge. I hope you enjoy it.

Meditation Challenge Day 6: Body Scan Meditation

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Over the holiday, I was visiting family in North Georgia. We were there during the Winter Solstice.

And as you may know, on that day we mark the longest night of the year. Indigenous cultures the world over have celebrated the occasion with ceremony and ritual for millenia.

When my family and I were visiting Stonehenge in England this past July, we learned that the Winter Solstice is the biggest annual event there, when pagan pilgrims come to recognize and honor the “rebirth” of the sun for the new year.

And that’s what we did in Georgia.

A Solstice Burning Ceremony

One cold and windy night, my family gathered around the fire to do a burning ceremony in honor of the sun’s return.

But also, to honor the fruitful darkness.

We each wrote on small strips of paper those things we wanted and needed to let go of: hurt feelings, lingering grudges, toxic relationships, and other wounds and baggage we’d collected throughout the year.

Then we went around the circle and tossed our little paper prayers into the fire, burning each strip one by one. And we set our intention on freeing ourselves from these emotional anchors to make room for and give birth to whatever’s next.

It was a ritual act of letting go. Not unlike the implicit ritual of letting go that we exercise when we sit down in meditation.

Finding Wholeness In The Light And The Dark

But what I love about the solstice is the explicit conjunction of light and dark. You don’t think about one without the other. All of us, in our darkness and pain, are shepherds of the light.

Of course, most of us want the light and try to avoid the dark. But as clinical psychologist Dr. Steven Hays so eloquently puts it in his essay, From Loss to Love, “to open your heart to pain is to open your heart to joy.”

And that wonderful Pixar movie “Inside Out” captures the same poignant dynamic with its central revelation…when the character Joy realizes that her human, Rylee, can’t truly be happy without embracing Joy’s antagonist, the always blue “Sadness.”

One doesn’t exist without the other. Our human wholeness depends upon a balance of both.

The Restorative Spirit of Darkness

As we embark on the New Year ahead, yes, let’s celebrate the coming of the light. But the dark days are still long. And before we rush to embrace the light, let’s not forget that we find our wholeness in the fertile—and often challenging—darkness too.

To this end, allow me to share a poem. An ode to the redemptive, restorative, revelatory, and resurgent spirit of darkness.

And if you’re feeling particularly mired in the darkness, please know that you are never alone. Help is always available.

In Celebration of the Winter Solstice
By Stephanie Noble

Do not be afraid of the darkness.
Dark is the rich fertile earth
that cradles the seed, nourishing growth.
Dark is the soft night that cradles us to rest.
Only in darkness
can stars shine across the vastness of space.
Only in darkness
is the moon’s dance so clear.
There is mystery woven in the dark quiet hours.
There is magic in the darkness.

Do not be afraid.
We are born of this magic.
It fills our dreams
that root, unravel and reweave themselves
in the shelter of the deep dark night.
The dark has its own hue,
its own resonance, its own breath.
It fills our soul,
not with despair, but with promise.
Dark is the gestation of our deep and knowing self.
Dark is the cave where we rest and renew our soul.
We are born of the darkness,
and each night we return
to the deep moist womb of our beginnings.

Do not be afraid of the darkness,
for in the depth of that very darkness
comes a first glimpse of our own light,
the pure inner light of love and knowing.
As it glows and grows, the darkness recedes.
As we shed our light, we shed our fear,
and revel in the wonder of all that is revealed.

So, do not rush the coming of the sun.
Do not crave the lengthening of the day.
Celebrate the darkness.
Here and now. A time of richness. A time of joy.

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The Caribbean poet and playwright Derek Walcott has a lovely poem reminiscent of Rumi’s The Guest House.

The poem is called Love After Love.

Reunion is a key theme of the poem. After a life of desiring people and things outside of ourselves, we come home. To the person who’s been there with you all along.

Yourself.

Now, I love the poem for the sheer and simple beauty of the words and the nuanced message.

But I can’t help but notice how it elegantly encapsulates a key lesson we learn from mindfulness meditation.

When we practice, we return to ourselves, again and again and again. Where did we go, that we must return? Indeed, we don’t always realize that we’re lost.

But that’s exactly why the great masters exhort us to practice every day.

I’ve been meditating regularly for over 27 years, and I am still shocked at the power of my own mind to delude me. You’d think at this point it wouldn’t be a surprise, right!?

But nearly every time I sit down to practice, I am dazzled by the power of the human mind. We have these narratives spinning up in our heads all the time. We’re fantasizing about alternative futures. We’re nursing grudges, resentments, and regrets from the past.

And for me there is always this moment, when I drop into the zone of practice and slip seamlessly into the present moment.

In that space, all the deluding filters melt away.

In those moments, it’s like a fresh breeze just blew in. I can feel it on my skin. My ears open up, and I can hear car engines whirring in the distance, birds crooning and calling, dogs barking into space, crickets chorusing.

My animal body melts as the sounds resound within me.

All my senses are alive.

Yet just moments ago, I might as well have been a million miles away. All this was happening—the thrum of Life—but I wasn’t there. I felt none of it. At least not consciously.

And that is the dazzling power of our minds to cast a veil over our awareness.

Call it mind wandering, discursive thinking, the default mode network, etc. When we’re in it, we’re not really here in this reality. We’re somewhere in between. And we spend A LOT of time in that realm—not quite asleep and not quite awake.

That’s why Ram Dass wrote a whole book called Be Here Now! To urge you and me to come back home to ourselves again and again. To build a new habit of being, where we abide in the here and now, fully in our bodies, awake to our senses, and deeply alive.

This, I believe, is the bounty and richness, the kind of love that Derek Walcott is nodding to in his poem.

So here’s the poem. Let me know what you think and whether it rings true for you too.

LOVE AFTER LOVE
by Derek Walcott

The time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other’s welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

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How do you bring your mindfulness meditation practice into your active life? There’s a simple exercise to do this.

Take a moment and reflect on this question.

Identify Reactivity & Grab

Where do you experience grab in your life? Where do you get hooked and notice reactivity rising in your experience?

It could be any number of things. Frustration with a coworker or spouse. Anger at yourself for making a mistake. Impatience with poor customer service or standing in line. Regret over saying something in a fit of passion. Maybe you get angry at other drivers in traffic.

We all have these moments of grab. And in the context of mindfulness, those instances are also where our growing edges lie. That’s where we find the food and fuel for our development.

Start to pay attention to those moments when you experience grab.

Approach It With Curiosity

What happens? Be curious. What was the trigger and then what was the narrative that spun up inside your head in response to it?

The way to do this is when you feel that grab, when you feel your temperature rising or you feel the fight or flight kicking in, if you notice that you’re getting wound up by a story in your head, just stop for a moment and come back to your practice.

Find your breath and ride it right into the present moment. That will interrupt the pattern.

Then stay with your breath for a minute. What happens? What do you notice?

Connect to the sensations in your body – what changes?

Now that you’ve taken a step away from that reaction and that grab, what do you see and know about it? How can you respond differently?

Be Gentle!

All this time, stay connected to the present moment and stay curious. Not too tight and not too loose.

And above all else, be gentle with yourself. Bring a friendly attitude to whatever you find. Even if you don’t like what you see. Befriend whatever you find there and then stay with your breath.

And remember, these areas where we experience grab tend to be unexamined regions of our psycho/emotional landscape. So we need to bring a backpack full of gentleness to this endeavor.

Gentleness can help us on multiple levels here. It can help melt our resistance to looking. It can help soften our response to what we find. It can buffer the feelings of self-criticism and judgment that may arise in response.

To all of these we bring a gentle touch.

Soften the Self-Criticism

One of my former teachers was a meditation master who also had a PhD in psychology. He talked about how we in the West suffer from an epidemic of self-criticism and self-judgment.

That really landed for me. Most of us are damn hard on ourselves.

By applying gentleness in our mindfulness practice, we start to uncoil that frozen knot around our heart. We start with that gentle attention to the breath. Like a snowflake drifting down and melting on a warm stone.

And then through that practice we get a feel for that gentleness and we bring it to bear on ourselves.

We hold everything gently.

Making Friends With Yourself

In a Trycycle article on self-compassion, Pema Chodron talks about this in a way that I find helpful. In particular, when it comes to dealing with challenging feelings and experiences with gentleness, she frames it in the context of making friends with yourself.

My teacher said that making friends with myself meant seeing everything inside me, and not running away or turning my back on it. Because that’s what real friendship is. You don’t turn your back on yourself and abandon yourself, just the way you wouldn’t give up on a good friend when their darker sides began to show up. When I became friends with my body, my mind, and my transient emotions, and when I was able to comfortably settle into myself more and more (and remember, this takes time), then staying in the present moment, in all situations, became more possible for me to do. I was able in meditation to return to my breath and stop beating myself up.

May your practice be friendly. May your practice be loving. May you open your heart to yourself.

And give this little exercise a try. Let me know how it goes.

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At the heart of meditation practice, there’s a compelling koan. A paradox that creates positive tension inside of us.

In the simplest terms, it’s this.

Discovering That Nothing Is Wrong

When you really let go of all the noise in your head and let yourself drop down deep into the center of your being, there’s a boundless ocean.

There, you discover that nothing is wrong. In fact, you find out that nothing was ever wrong to begin with. Everything is perfect as it is.

In that place of perfect peace, there’s nowhere to go and nothing to do. There are no problems to solve. And most importantly, you are not a problem to solve.

And that experience is a revelation. Resting in this boundless space heals something very deep within us.

Embracing ALL Of Ourselves

At the same time, when we focus on our breath and land squarely here in the present moment, without judgment, we encounter ourselves without filters.

And that’s the other side of the paradox.

Because sometimes we may not like what we find. Perhaps it’s anger, fear, anxiety, grief, or some old story of resentment that you’ve rehashed in your head a thousand times.

At those moments, we’re challenged to hold fast to our practice and let all those hard parts of ourselves be there without judgment.

How do we do that?

Applying Gentleness

We apply one of the core principles of our mindfulness practice - gentleness.

Learning how to bring the principle of gentleness to bear in our practice is essential. As you’ll find, it slowly but surely softens the brittle, broken, and hardened parts of us. In time, gentleness melts our resistance to embracing all of ourselves.

It helps you open your heart.

How can these two seemingly opposite dimensions coexist within us? Perfection and chaos. Heaven and earth. No problem and big problems.

And there it is.

That’s the beautiful human paradox that meditation puts squarely in our lap.

In my experience, holding that tension is humbling and helps me grow and evolve.

We’ll be exploring both sides of this paradox in Coming Home - A 5 Week Mindfulness Meditation Training Course. 

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There are 5 things that we all need to carry in our self-care tool box.

This was one powerful lesson that came out of the death doula training I recently took.

The general idea is this.

If we’re going to provide the kind of loving presence and balanced attention that’s required at the bedside of someone who’s dying, we need to make sure that we fill our own cup first.

Because if we don’t, inevitably we are not going to be up to the task. Something is going to come up that challenges our capacity to stay present.

That’s guaranteed.

This is also a great lesson for life in general. Especially now, when many of us are more stressed out than ever before.

So what are the five essential self-care tenets?

5 Essential Self Care Tenets

Let’s take a look. And then after reading them, allow yourself a moment to reflect: “How am I doing in these five categories?” And remember, these are aspirational.

• Physical - Are you getting plenty of sleep? Are you eating enough nutrient-rich fresh food? Are you getting plenty of exercise?
• Emotional - Do you have outlets to process and compost your feelings and emotions - a framework for self-reflection, journaling, therapy, womens/non-binary/mens groups?
• Spiritual - Do you set aside time for regular prayer, meditation, and contemplation? Do you attend retreats and courses in this context?
• Relational - Do you cultivate deep connections with friends, family, or loved ones? Are you building and nurturing community in your life?
• Attitudinal - Do you try to see things from other people’s perspectives?

Together, attending to these five dynamic dimensions of self-care creates a solid foundation for living a rich and meaningful life. One filled with purpose and meaning.

Starting this week on November 8, we’ll be tending to the spiritual and emotional elements of this list in Coming Home: A 5-Week Mindfulness Meditation Course.

Here’s a snapshot of the course schedule:

Class 1: Introduction to mindfulness meditation and core practice instructions
Class 2: Cultivating gentleness and friendliness
Class 3: Applying precision to the view and technique of mindfulness
Class 4: Letting go of old stories and narratives that don't serve us
Class 5: Reducing reactivity and not making a problem out of thoughts and feelings
Retreat: Dec 18th, 11am-1pm ET – Graduation

Also, we’ll set up a complimentary one on one call so you can tell me about your goals, your visions, and your intentions for the course. That will help me tailor the program to meet you where you are.

>> You can learn more and register for the course here.

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There’s one thing I noticed pretty quickly when I started to practice mindfulness meditation. And it’s something I come back to ALOT.

In a lot of ways, it’s the heart of my practice.

It’s about relationships. In particular, it’s about relating to my six-year old daughter. She’s smart and sassy and she’s a real joker.

Having a little girl grants me a lot of gifts. For example, she’s taught me how to play again. How to get down on the ground and relate at kid-level. It’s a whole different world!

Avoiding Relationship, Avoiding Ourselves

But it’s also forced me to see the many many ways that I run from my relationships. Of course, I don’t think of myself in that way because I’m generally an extrovert.

And that’s what I’m talking about.

Through my practice, I started to notice that sometimes I just disconnect from my little person. Usually, it’s because I’m overwhelmed.

At those times, it’s easier to go into a rote response and stop genuinely relating to her as a little human being with very big feelings.

I go on autopilot and become a two-dimensional rule enforcer. And the thing is, kids really feel this kind of disconnect.

Take a Breath, Stop Running, Get Curious

Mindfulness meditation has helped me not only to identify this pattern, which is already a win.

But it’s also given me tools to stop checking out when I feel overwhelmed and when the demands of parenting push me outside my comfort zone.

How?

Mostly, it comes down to reconnecting to my breath and remembering that I’m alive right now and right here in this moment. And instead of running from that feeling of overwhelm, I turn towards it and get curious.

From that place, I’m connected again. To myself and to my daughter.

And it’s always amazing what I find there. There are resources available to us in these moments when we come back to our own ground of being. Creativity, flexibility, ease of being.

The dignity of facing myself squarely…with compassion.

Meditation for Life

This move is simple, yes. But not always easy. That’s why we practice!

Practicing mindfulness meditation is as much about what happens off the pillow as on it. Maybe even more so.

As I hope it’s clear from this example, we practice on the meditation cushion so that we can remember not to run away from our experience in moments like these when we’re stressed, overwhelmed, anxious, scared, or enraged.

We’ll be learning how to cultivate these skills in Coming Home: A 5-week Mindfulness Meditation Course.

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I just finished a 5-day contemplative care training at our local Zen center. Some people refer to this as death doula training.

It was moving, poignant, and heart-wrenching in the best way. 

And needless to say, I shed more than a few tears as we confronted some of the more fragile parts of ourselves.

Directly contemplating one’s mortality (and the mortality of our beloveds) has this way of putting you right up against it. There are just some things I can’t ever imagine losing. And by things, I mean people.

Walking Each Other Home

Of course, we’re all going to walk through that door someday. And I love how Ram Dass talks about it. 

He says “We’re all just walking each other home.”

I love that so much. 

It speaks so beautifully to what we’re doing here together on earth. During the brief flash of our incandescent lives. 

We’re Called To Deeper Work

That there’s a deeper story at work that isn’t reflected in our daily grind, the media, and our culture at large.

Yes, we’re building lives and livelihoods and fighting our respective corners. But on another level, I think we’re all eventually called to much deeper work than that.

We touch into that work when we face our mortality and everything that comes up in that process. And it’s a great metaphor for our mindfulness meditation practice. 

In both cases, we are invited to tend to and heal the broken and disowned parts of ourselves and our lives.

Just as our culture furiously tries to hide death and our mortality and our “ancient treasures” as one person in my course lovingly referred to our aging family members. So it also compels us to honor and share only the shiny, happy, thriving, successful parts of ourselves.

But practicing mindfulness is an invitation to enter the present moment, without that judgment, and honor it all.

Attention to the broken pieces

Again, allow me to turn to a poem from The Way of the Wise Woman for help in expressing these ideas.

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The Wise Woman knows there is a well-worn

Path to that end and all maps lead there,

To that inner devastation, the war-torn

Human heart, the place where

Attention dwells;

The path out of hell

Passes through the broken heart

So that’s where all healing has to start.

It is by loving Attention to the broken pieces

That Human suffering eventually ceases.

After the last 5 days, I’m more certain than ever that tending to the broken, misshapen, traumatized, hurt, and disowned parts of ourselves is where we find the juice for transformation. 

For me, it’s the pathway home to my own broken but beating, loving, feeling, and healing heart.

Through mindfulness meditation, we can begin this healing process and help walk each other home.

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It is not the perfect but the imperfect that is most in need of our love. – Oscar Wilde

Over the last 28 years, I’ve done tens of thousands of hours of spiritual practice. I’ve sat in long silent retreats without moving a muscle.

In those times, I’ve felt grace and light flood my mind and body.

Stillness and silence settled so deep into me that my spirit set sail on a boundless sea of awareness.

But as blissful and amazing and important as those experiences were, none of them ultimately helped me deal with the most important thing.

Yes, they helped me understand that there’s part of me that is limitless and untouched by the chaos and pain of our world.

And that’s priceless.

How To Feel and Heal Our Humanity

But those experiences didn’t help me deal with the other limited and imperfect dimension of myself.

I’m talking about the aspects of myself that I keep neatly tucked away under the bed or in the closet. My fears, anxieties, doubts, aggression, and my very human need for control.

For me, it wasn’t until I started practicing mindfulness meditation that I discovered how some meditation practices are better calibrated to help us feel and heal that very fallible, very human part of ourselves.

And I find that from that fertile ground of mindfulness, a different kind of self can start to spring. One where I’m no longer turning away from some of me while embracing the rest of me.

Through mindfulness, I discover that I can hold it all…gently. And in that, I find a more enduring sort of peace.

A Form of Fearlessness

I love the way that John Wellwood PhD, a renowned psychologist, psychotherapist, and spiritual practitioner speaks to this. He talks about it in the context of fearlessness.

He says:

“So delving into feelings might sound like indulgence, but I would say that the willingness to meet your experience nakedly is a form of fearlessness. Trungpa Rinpoche taught that fearlessness is the willingness to meet and feel your fear. We could expand that to say fearlessness is the willingness to meet, face, include, make room for, welcome, allow, open to, surrender to whatever we’re experiencing. It’s actually quite brave to acknowledge, feel, and open to your need for healthy attachment and connectedness, for example, especially if you’re relationally wounded.”

The great poet, Oscar Wilde, put it a little differently. But it’s a similar message. He said:

“It is not the perfect but the imperfect that is most in need of our love.”

Amen.

Everything Is Food For the Soul

And finally, this poem, from a lovely and accessible chapbook that I like to read in the wee hours. It’s called The Way of The Wise Woman by Red Hawk. If you, too, enjoy poetry as a vehicle for accessing the cloistered vaults of your mind and heart, I recommend this book wholeheartedly.

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For the Wise Women, everything is food
To feed her Soul, from the steady streams
Of thought to the rush of emotion;
The soul feeds on energy transformation,
Negative energy into love. Not fooled by the dreams
Desire spins, the Wise Woman stays steady in her attitude
And is not ruled by every changing mood.
To grow and mature, the Soul must be fed well:
Just as a chick eats the yolk to escape its shell,
The Soul consumes negativity to escape from hell.

How The Light Gets In

For me, what these excerpts and poems are pointing towards is the durable and stable soul strength and peace of being that comes from embracing and including our shadow.

Sure, it’s hard work. Yes, it might break your heart. Definitely, you will confront the darker parts of yourself. The “imperfect” that is most in need of our love.

But as someone once said, this is how the light gets in…through the broken bits.

And it’s all right here. That’s the amazing truth about mindfulness. Everything is always right here. It’s a practice of curiosity and presence. We ride the breath into the present moment and enter the zone of discovery.

And if we choose to look with that gentle presence and curiosity, we start to come home and to feel and heal those long-neglected regions of our being.

Please let me know if and how this is all landing for you too. I’d love to hear.

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Recently I was taking a meditation training and someone shared a remarkable poem. Somehow, it seemed to encapsulate our entire retreat.

Yes, it’s about mindfulness, and about being kind to ourselves. But it’s about so much more than that.

It’s really about that elusive goal of a life well-lived, which Socrates put in such a pithy and timeless way.

He said: “Know Thyself!”

Or the slightly longer version, “To know thyself is the beginning of wisdom.”

In fact, I love this poem so much that I had it framed. Now it sits in my meditation practice room in a beautiful big red frame.

I did this because I wanted to remind myself WHY I’m sitting down to meditate each morning.

The name of the poem is The Guest House by Rumi. Here it is.

The Guest House

​This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.
​
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.
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Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.
​
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.
​
Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

-by Rumi

Can you relate?

And it’s true. Mindfulness is about welcoming all of it. The good, the glorious, the bad, the abysmal, and every shade between. Embracing all of ourselves is no small challenge.

But ironically, that’s where resilience, clarity, and equanimity come from. Intentionally being with it all.

More than any other meditation practice I’ve done, mindfulness meditation has helped me live the lessons of The Guest House.

To be right here, curious, and welcoming the whole messy business of me.

All of it.

If you can relate, let me know what you think of the poem. Or just pop a high five/fist bump/thumbs up in the comments because…Rumi.

Oh, and here’s a picture of that framed version of The Guest House sitting in my meditation room.

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Part 1: The Art of Conscious Contentment

I teach a form of meditation that I call The Art of Conscious Contentment and that practice offers a powerful path to spiritual awakening.

In this essay you’ll see how practicing meditation in this way leads you through three miraculous insights into an open, receptive, and expansive state of consciousness.

The instructions for The Art of Conscious Contentment can be expressed in different ways, but all of them ultimately ask you to do the same thing, simply relax and let everything be exactly as it is.

Let me share with you some of the different ways that you can approach this practice.

1. Sit still, be relaxed, and let everything be as it is.
2. Sit still, be relaxed, and be content with the way things are.
3. Sit still, be relaxed, and don’t make a problem out of anything.
4. Sit still, be relaxed, and realize that this is it.
5. Sit still, be relaxed, and don’t do anything.

Over the two decades that I’ve taught this practice I’ve come up with dozens of different ways to give the same basic instructions, but I think these five will give you the idea.

Just Sitting

Meditation means sitting and doing nothing, or as they say in the Zen tradition, just sitting. It sounds simple, but as you might already have guessed, it’s much more difficult in practice than it sounds in theory.

Why? What could possibly make sitting and doing nothing so difficult?

Good question.

When you try it, initially it’s easy, you just sit there. Thoughts come and go. Feelings come and go. And you don’t do anything. What could be easier.

As you continue it gets harder because your mind gets active. You start feeling things you don’t like, boredom, pain, frustration. Your mind starts telling you that this is a waste of time, or it explains how you’re doing it wrong, or simply starts thinking about other things altogether.

In the middle of all this mind activity, you start to conclude that something has gone wrong. You start trying to improve your practice. Maybe you recommit to do nothing or redouble your effort to ignore thoughts and feelings.

You’ve stopped meditating and got busy doing stuff.

The only thing to do at this point is not make a problem out of all the mental chatter. Let your mind do whatever it wants. Be content even with a busy mind.

If you can do this. If every single time you find yourself all wrapped up in your mind, you can just relax and be OK with that, you will start down a path that leads to spiritual release and awakening.

Part 2: The First Miracle of Meditation: Your Mind Does Not Determine How You Are Doing

You can choose to be content even if your mind is not.

The early part of your practice is the hardest, and unfortunately too many people give up long before they’ve really gotten started.

If you push on through the hard part, you will inevitably discover a life-transforming insight, you can choose to be content even if your mind is not.

We are trained to determine how we are doing by looking at our mind. If someone asks you how you’re doing, you look inside.

If you find feelings you don’t like, or thoughts that upset you, you conclude that you’re not doing very well.

The first miraculous insight of meditation is the discovery that your mind does not determine how you are doing. You can be content no matter what your mind is doing. This is a profoundly empowering discovery.

You are free from needing to have your mind’s cooperation before you can be OK. You are free to be OK no matter what your mind is doing.

This means that you can be OK at any time no matter what is happening. That doesn’t mean that you like what your mind is doing, or you like the circumstances that you’re in.

It just means that you accept how things are and maintain an inner sense of calm and peace despite them.

If you follow the path of meditation this far, your life will never be the same. You’ve discovered the secret to living a more conscious, peaceful, and authentic life.

But if you stop here, as miraculous as this is, you will not have gained all of the benefits that meditation has to offer.

Part 3: The Second Miracle of Meditation: You Realize That You’re Fine, Even If Your Mind Thinks You’re Not

You have always been content even when you thought you weren’t.

Once you’ve discovered that you can be content even if your mind isn’t, meditation becomes very easy. Now all you need to do is sit and let everything be as it is. And what you notice is that nothing really changes.

Your mind keeps thinking the same thoughts. The same feelings keep coming and going. You experience the same frustrations, fears, pains, joys, and realizations. The only difference is that now you are content even with all that happening.

Sitting in meditation is easy now. All you do is sit. You might even be tempted to think you’ve mastered it and quit. But if you keep going, an even greater discovery will dawn on you. You will slowly begin to realize that you were always OK even when you thought you weren’t.

As you sit in meditation perfectly at peace with the way things are, you’ll see that your mind keeps trying to convince you that something is wrong. It’s just that now you don’t believe it. You realize you’re fine, even if your mind thinks you’re not.

Now when you sit in meditation you feel deeply relaxed because you know that you are OK no matter what your mind is doing. Nothing can rock you. And it starts to dawn on you, if what you’re discovering is true, if you really are OK even when your mind thinks you’re not, how were you ever not OK?

It starts to become apparent that you have always been OK, even when your mind thought that you weren’t. You start to see that you are not defined by your mind.

I remember very well when I experienced this for the first time. It was a profoundly liberating moment. Suddenly I started to question so many assumptions about myself.

I felt light and free. The fullness and beauty of life became so obvious. I’m OK because life is good and nothing my mind does, has ever, or could ever, change that.

Part 4: The Third Miracle of Meditation: Your Awareness Transcends Your Mind

Beyond what the mind can know is a universe of possibilities to explore.

At this point in your practice, you’re experiencing a sense of spiritual freedom that is very rare. You’ve made one of the most profound discoveries described in mystical traditions the world over.

You haven’t just discovered how to be content when your mind is not. You’ve actually discovered the part of yourself that has always been content even when you didn’t know it.

But don’t stop yet. The practice of meditation has one more absolutely miraculous insight in store for you.

Now sitting in meditation is pure joy. You just sit and rest in peace no matter what your mind does. You just sit and effortlessly float into the direct realization that you are always already OK.

You see your mind doing exactly what it always does, worrying, fretting, analyzing. You see the same feelings arising repeatedly, fear, joy, elation, anger, frustration. The mind keeps going and the whole time you’re just watching it, perfectly content.

Then something very interesting happens, you lose interest in your mind. You stop paying attention to any of it. But where does your attention go, when it’s not focused on any part of your mind?

You are now on the verge of the third and most magnificent insight that meditation has to offer. Your awareness will slip out of your mind.

Awareness beyond the mind can’t really be described because words always fail to accurately convey what you encounter there. What I will say, is that you become aware of a vast expanse of reality that you can experience, but you can’t know anything about.

Your meditation becomes timeless. You sit without any sense of time, and no idea how long you’ve been there. You encounter things that can best be described as subtle energetic stirrings. Cascades of insight and realization wash over you. It feels as if the mysteries of the cosmos are revealing themselves.

A journey of awakening has opened for you. As you continue to allow yourself to be taken, you will discover more and more about who you really are and how reality actually works. Now when you sit, you just sit and sometimes you are swept up into another mysterious journey beyond the mind. You return with insights, realizations and a deep sense of having been to a place like heaven.

Thank you for reading this essay. It was my intention to share with you the three stages of meditation that lead to a great spiritual adventure. I hope it has inspired your practice.

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I love this powerful time when we transition from one year into the next. In my country, whether or not you celebrate the end-of-year holidays, the unmistakable essence of a kind of finality fills the air. And in a similar way, whatever your beliefs or background, experiencing some sense of uncharted possibility at the New Year seems unavoidable. For a mundane but ubiquitous example, it’s when gyms always experience their biggest bump in new memberships!

I want to share with you how I’ve been engaging the momentum of this period to catalyze transformation. And my meditation practice is absolutely central to the way I’m doing this.

Engaging the Momentum

My son Mozen will be 3 in March. He’s at an age where he can start to recognize that the holidays are a unique time of the year. My wife and I wanted to encourage in him an appreciation for the poignant atmosphere of reflection and renewal. So, we created a slideshow of videos and photos that begins from the holidays last year and unfolds chronologically until the present moment.

In the process of creating the slideshow and sharing it with Mozen, we crystalize our journey together through the past 12 months. The images of Mozen are particularly striking because human development is so dramatic between 1 and 2 years old.

The first video is all of us decorating our Christmas tree last year and Mozen is giving my wife and me monosyllabic directions and orders, whereas now he’s still directing us but as a clever chatterbox! Mozen thinks the video is hilarious and I hope it’s partially because he is realizing the extent he has changed in 1 year.

Psychic Bookmarks

But these images also serve as psychic bookmarks for me. In the context of my pursuit of spiritual growth and vision, there is a backstory to each captured event. For example, I’ve written in earlier posts about key lessons I’ve learned this year through losing a goal time for a marathon, quitting drinking and smoking, growing as a father, and correcting my nearsighted eyes. Within this slideshow, I am reminded of the specific circumstances when these realizations were emerging.

And as the slideshow completes with us putting up this season’s Christmas tree, I ask myself the questions: did I change enough in accord with who I want to be?

On one hand, I know this has been the most dynamic year of my life. As I’m in my 5th year of keeping a formal journal, I’ve got a lot of supporting data to this. But shortly, the book of this year will shut.

I’m a sales professional and an avid marathoner, so in business and running worlds, you have to deal with irrevocability. You can’t add extra weeks to bring in more revenue against your yearly quota and you can’t take away minutes from your race time once you’ve crossed the finish line.

While the holidays are certainly about warmth, celebration, and love, they also create a stark deliberation of the passing of time.

Looking Towards the Year Ahead

However, I’m also looking towards the year ahead. I want it to be the most magnificent ever. I feel the coming of how our slate wipes clear. It is exhilarating and daunting in its potential. Anything can happen – and I don’t mean that in the wishful sense, but in just how much is actually out of our control. Our aspired goals, visions, and dreams will merge into the unfathomable currents of existence.

And I don’t think I need to tell anyone just how unknown these times are.

Since my birthday in November, partially out of design and partially because of my body’s chemistry, I’ve been getting up in the middle of the night. If possible, my favorite time has been around 3 or 4am when the world around me is most still.

I go to my room that doubles as both my home office and meditation space. I light a ton of candles making a hearth of light. Then, with all of my focus and love, I meditate, write, and sometimes read, if time allots. That will usually be for at least two hours. I’ll either crawl back into bed for a catnap or have breakfast, depending on what time I started.

These nightly expeditions both invigorate me and take a toll on my sleep. So, every few days, I’ll have to go to bed extra early to help settle the balance. It’s so worth it. Especially during this time when the finitude of 2019 is passing into the immeasurability of what lies in 2020.

You see, my completely unscientifically unsupported assumption is that this vastness encompassing it all is alive and it is good. Each night as I sit on my meditation bench framed by candles, I celebrate and commune with its presence.

Seat of my Awareness

I have no fixed idea what it is but I bring all of my sharp attention and open heart to the moment. Each night, I am reinforcing a temple within the seat of my awareness. I blow the dust off its rafters with the breath of my life and fill the hall with my light.

I can’t think of a more important thing I could be doing to ensure that I will be my best self for 2020. No matter what opportunities, dilemmas, or circumstances happen, they will all have to pass through my temple to engage me. I want this place to be in impeccable order. I want to be with my richest faculties and most cherished values at least once a day.

It’s a paradox, but while we are all dealt our cards by the hands of fate, we are also indeed future manifesting beings. Our lives shape themselves in accord with our originative spirit.

Let your meditation be deep and committed. It clears that sacred space where everything you’ve ever known will meet what you never could have imagined

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Daniel and I spent several years living, working, and meditating together in a contemporary spiritual ashram. That was almost 20 years ago.

These days, Daniel leads transformational spiritual travel adventures. His upcoming “Reunion with the Divine Odyssey Quest” is a unique alchemy of tour, retreat, vision quest and spiritual adventure through Catalonia, Spain and France, October 25 – November 3, 2019.

I encourage you to check it out. (More on this down below.)

Also, Daniel has provided some free resources below: a guided meditation entitled Advice from Your Future and an Ebook called “The 3 Sacred Keys”.

Guided Meditation

Advice from Your Future: A Guided Meditation to Discover Your Next Right Steps

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In order to discover new, creative solutions to life’s dilemmas, we have to get beyond the realm of what we already know. When we free ourselves from the limitations of our current perspective, and lean in with wonder and curiosity, perfect next steps can be discovered.

This guided meditation is a tool to assist you in discovering perfect next right steps for you in relation to a dilemma you’re facing in life right now.

It will free you to perceive beyond the world of the known and receive guidance from the deeper parts of yourself.

This meditation is designed to be engaged with a particular problem you’re facing, or choice you have to make. You will be guided to discover your next right steps toward creating a perfect solution.

Ebook Download: The 3 Sacred Keys

For a free electronic copy of Daniel’s short book which teaches a simple method for creating perfect solutions through living daily life from Not Knowing (daily life-as-meditation), click here: The3SacredKeys

Special Opportunity: Reunion with the Divine Odyssey Quest

Transformational travel provides a way to commune with the deeper parts of yourself. While you’re familiar with the positive influence of meditation in your life, imagine taking 10 days away from it all to discover parts of yourself which are wanting to emerge in your life now.

Daniel Piatek leads transformational spiritual travel adventures. His upcoming “Reunion with the Divine Odyssey Quest” is a unique alchemy of tour, retreat, vision quest and spiritual adventure through Catalonia, Spain and France, October 25 – November 3, 2019.

This experience is designed to explore both inner and outer landscapes, uncovering more about yourself as you discover new lands and new tales. This Odyssey Quest Tour, themed around the energies of the Black Madonna, the Mythic Dark Mother from cultures worldwide, will give you access to the deeper stirrings of your being while having the adventure of a lifetime.

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When I was a little girl, I remember believing that anything was possible.

The world was a place of magic and possibility where the only limit was my imagination. Like all of us, my dreams and perceptions of who I could be evolved along with me.

From full-time princess to interdimensional astronaut, to marine biologist, and finally, spiritual psychologist, I discovered that my soul’s deepest longings and visions for my life were nurtured by two things; belief and trust.

It was belief and trust that helped to seed my 15-year old self’s vision of becoming a spiritual therapist and helping others into an actual reality.

It was belief, trust, and radical commitment, that kept me going even in the darkest of times when the easiest option was to give up all hope.

Magic is all around us, but it’s easier not to see it.

In our modern era where our time, money, energy, and attention are limited resources, it’s easier to let “make believe” stay make believe, and follow what feels more practical and pragmatic.

Many of us hold onto that seedling of hope.

As children, our light is like a blazing inferno. Over time, that candle flame slowly grows dimmer, dwindling within us every time we compromise and stray from what feels most true in our hearts and souls.

We become programmed in the languages of logic, fear, and limitation, rather than trusting where our intuition and heart are guiding us.

The majority of us were trained to shut down and ignore our more sensitive, intuitive, and feeling nature.

We were conditioned to believe that our wounds and sensitivities were weaknesses. I have discovered that it is our sensitivity and ability to feel so profoundly, that keeps the very magic we yearn for alive.

We need to learn to embrace our sensitivities and wounds, not as the weaknesses that society would have us believe them to be, but the precious gifts that are the keys to our deepest liberation.

Our sensitivities are our higher selves way of communicating what is in and out of alignment.

When we learn to listen, we are empowered to access the innate intel and higher wisdom already within us; a practice in redirecting our awareness from external to internal guidance.

Our wounds and sensitivities are the specific alchemical ingredients needed to align with our highest expression and purpose.

Where we feel weak, ashamed, resistant, unworthy, and vulnerable are the direct line to our greatest gifts and soul’s expressions.

These places point to the exact places that are confined by our perception of our limitation and hold the exact keys to our most authentic selves’ and greatest expressions of freedom.

How do we learn to wield our heightened sensitivity and empathic nature as a map to our highest and most freely expressed self and way of being in the world?

How can our heightened sensitivity and empathic nature be a direct line to our intuition and divine guidance by illuminating the exact alignment necessary to embodying our highest purpose and expression of service?

Are you a highly sensitive person, empath, visionary healer or leader who longs to learn to care for and honor your sensitive nature?

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In this webinar you will discover how your heightened sensitivity and empathic nature can be a direct line to your intuition and divine guidance by illuminating the exact alignment necessary to embodying your highest purpose and expression of service.

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Self-confidence is indicated by how strongly we believe in ourselves and in our ability to complete a task or speak up what we’re thinking and feeling. It is an assuredness in ourselves for who we are.

A confident person means what they say, and says what they mean.

A confident person is not someone who has mastered all things, but rather, someone who is comfortable with failure, with process, with figuring things out on the fly as they go.

How can meditation help build confidence?

Inner Noise

When we first are still and sit in meditation, it is common for us to hear all our inner riff-raff share their ideas.

“Oh man I didn’t email that person back!”
“My mom’s birthday is next week – what am I doing for her gift?”
“I really messed up that report at work today, crap…”
“How long have I been meditating? This isn’t working!”

and on and on.

As we practice witnessing and not reacting to each of these thoughts, we start to discern which voices are really worth listening to, and which are just static.

Right now, as you are reading this, your eyes are focused on these words.

However, your eyes are also receiving signals from the rest of the screen as well as from the area around your computer or phone.

But you are focusing on these words only, and though you are aware the other things are there, they turn into background noise that we filter out.

This is what happens for us in meditation with our own thoughts. We learn to discern what is really worth our attention and what is just noise.

Inner Knowing

As we continue with our practice, the tinny, whiny, passerby voices reveal themselves as temporary wisps that talk a lot but actually have very little to say.

What remains beyond their chatter is our deeper, truer voice.

This voice is one that is always there. On some level, we always know about it, and always have known about it.

It is the voice that may quietly throw up a fuss if we decide to date that person, take that job, or have that next drink that our passerby voices are suggesting.

This is also the voice that knows we’re in love.

When questioned about our love, it doesn’t need explanation. We just know.

The answer isn’t, “Well, she buys me my favorite foods, and she is nice to my sister, and she has a cat, and her eyes are green…”

The answer is beyond words. It just is. We KNOW it.

Our true, deep, inner voice has staying power. While all the others come and go with their yips and nit-picky complaints, this voice never goes anywhere.

Confidence

Listening to this deep, inner knowing is a sure-fire way to self-confidence.

When we act on what our deepest knowing is telling us, our actions don’t really need long justifications and drawn-out defenses.

We simply know what we’re doing is right.

We just know it.

It’s not a matter that you will sit in meditation and will be instantly confident in yourself.

However, if you stick with the process, and let your thoughts fly around without hyper-reaction, your true, deep voice will be easier to discern.

Listening to that voice brings about a peace that emanates out as true, solid confidence.

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Meditation is a journey into the unknowable.

The practice of sitting and being perfectly free, unattached and nonreactive allows all of the concepts of our mind to fall away.

You see, we live in a largely conceptual reality.

What is Conceptual Reality?

The vast majority of what we experience are concepts – ideas that take on perceptual form through habit and familiarity.

And the conceptual reality we live in is constantly reinforced through our use of language.

I am looking at something sitting here on the table in front of me.

I habitually call it a coffee cup. But of course it is not a coffee cup.

A coffee cup is just an idea, but I perceive this thing in front of me as a coffee cup.

We might next say that the coffee cup is really an object, but an object is also an idea.

Maybe it is more accurate to say that the coffee cup is actually a collection of sensations. Smoothness, hardness, curvedness, solidness, etc. But wait, these are also concepts.

Pure Undifferentiated Perception

If we take this journey all the way through and let go of all conceptualization we enter into an experience of pure undifferentiated perception.

It is a unity of experience that knows no difference. This is what is often referred to as non-dual experience in eastern traditions.

We will be tempted to think of this as oneness, but oneness is a concept.

The experience that I’m speaking about is not an experience of oneness. It is an experience of not-knowing.

It would be more accurate to call it emptiness rather than oneness, but emptiness is also a concept.

The Experience of Not-knowing

To enter into a true non-conceptual relationship to the world we have to be willing to sustain a prolonged experience of not-knowing.

In the face of the insecurity of not knowing there will always be a part of us that demands resolution.

That part of us will touch into the unknown for a second or two but will immediately demand to know what it is experiencing.

To go this far we have to learn how to rest in the unresolved, unknowable space of non-conceptual awareness.

The most amazing de-conceptualizing that we can experience in meditation is the radical de-conceptualization of our sense of self.

You see, not only are all the objects around you conceptualized perceptions, but you are also a conceptualized perception to yourself.

Letting Go

In meditation we are letting go of the perception of being the person that we think we are.

As we let go more and more, we see how our sense of self is constructed in each moment from an amalgamated arrangement of sensations, memories, emotions and ideas.

All of these are constantly being shaped into an experience of being the person that we think are.

As we let go even more we even lose the sense of separate sensations and fall into an experience of pure awareness.

We no longer exist as a recognizable self. We are there but not in any way that can be experienced. We are consciousness.

Awareness

We are awareness. But we are not an entity that is aware.

There is no entity separate from awareness. There is just awareness.

There just is.

In this sacred space we can only be. We cannot know anything or do anything. We simply are.

Knocking just on the other side of an invisible door there will always be our familiar mind begging for resolution.

“Let me in!” It demands. “Let me know what’s going on in there.”

You will be tempted to open the door and allow the mind to find resolution by conceptualizing and satisfying its incessant need to know.

If you open the door you will inadvertently initiate a process that inevitably leads back to the entire conceptual world you just left behind.

If you refrain from opening the door and learn to rest in the unknowable you will become radically available for unimaginable possibilities.

Abidance in the unknown is the source of all creative.

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As we begin to move beyond the old paradigm of our conditioning, it is natural to contract and reach back towards what was known and familiar.

In these moments, we might want to soothe ourselves through habits that may not feel the most supportive and nourishing.

Embracing The Magnitude of Our Light

Our addictive habits and patterns are indicative of stored shame and unworthiness still present within our system that distrust the state of grace, ease, love, pleasure, and freedom that is our natural birthright.

These wounded parts of ourselves arise to keep us safe. And they insulate us from further pain, wounding, and annihilation.

There is a sense of wanting to dilute our primordial essence and the incredible force of our true nature because we are afraid of the magnitude of our light and brilliance.

In these moments, how can you begin to make more conscious the subconscious impulses that are threatened by your expansion?

A Practice To Integrate Subconscious Impulses

As a practice, you can move your awareness to your bodies’ sensations and experience and notice:

Am I in my body and connected to myself right now?” “Can I actually feel myself right now?

If you notice yourself experiencing disconnection, can you take a moment to move towards the experience of your embodiment and the grounding force of your physical presence?

Once you move towards the experience of your embodiment, you can feel the deeper level feeling or underlying need that is present and yearning to be met.

The Choice That Comes With Attunement

Through this deeper listening and practice of attunement, we have access to a choice point.

1. We can allow ourselves to become hijacked by our fears and core wounded aspects.
2. Or we can empower ourselves to turn towards and soothe the part of us that feels threatened.

We slow down into an embodied presence and witnessing, listening with the full force of our loving awareness to the cry of the underlying need that has always longed to be seen, loved, and fully met.

We attune to, honor, and cherish ourselves in the way that we’ve always longed to be. We commit to being the parent, lover, and friend we’ve never had.

Showing Up For Ourselves

We recognize that as we profoundly show up for ourselves, the universe rises to meet us in the most spectacular, awe-inspiring, and magical ways.

We are no longer operating under the illusion that we have to struggle to be deeply met and actualize our greatest dreams and desires.

We recognize that as we devote our whole selves to honoring and filling up our internal reservoir, we naturally magnetize what supports our highest expression into our lives.

I would love to hear what practices support you in feeling the most resourced and connected to yourself as you are navigating transition and growing beyond your perceived version of what is possible?

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“Your own mind is a sacred enclosure into which nothing harmful can enter except by your permission.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

Do you have days when you feel a little out of control? Maybe even a little crazy? I sure do. Sometimes events spiral out of my control (surprise surprise!), my emotional center veers off balance, and it’s like someone turned the world upside down.

I actually think that’s pretty common for a lot of us. Not everyone has the inner tools to quickly bring themselves back to center.

You see, the mind is wily. Like a toddler who manages to discover every opportunity to sow the seeds of chaos, our minds are calibrated, through both habit and evolution, to trigger strong emotional responses.

Recently I saw this depicted in a powerful way. Ruby Wax, the author of Sane New World, described the evolution of stress and how it relates to present-day reality.

Managing Our Primitive Mind 

For millions of years, our bodies and minds were conditioned to trigger the release of adrenaline and cortisol (stress hormone) when we perceived a mortal threat, like a deadly Tyrannosaurus Rex. In those moments, we were gripped by the famous fight or flight response. It was an evolutionary response to danger.

But these days, according to Ruby Wax, we are still governed by that primitive conditioning. The mind still triggers the release of powerful hormones into our bodies, but now the threats are more subtle. Your boss says something unsettling, you see something horrific on 24-hour cable news, or someone cuts you off on the road.

The next thing you know, you are in the grips of a hormone-induced response. Your rational faculties all but disappear and you’re jacked up on adrenaline. Suddenly you’re ready to go head to head with a dinosaur or run for your life and you’re not even sure how you got into that state.

That’s the power of our biology to override our rationality and knock us off balance. And worse, this often happens when we aren’t so conscious of it. So then we get into a spiral with negative thoughts, anxiety, and we’ve truly jumped down the rabbit hole.

4 Tips For How To Center Your Mind & Your Self

So how do you reclaim your mind and your senses? How do you come back into balance? And even more to the point, how do you begin to train yourself to break some of these unconscious, reactive, and deeply ingrained habits that knock you sideways?

Because these things have a dramatic effect on your quality of life. And it’s not only possible to change the pattern. I think it’s critical if you want to thrive and live a life of mindful presence, balance, and growth.

And I’ve found that meditation and mindfulness are incredibly effective tools to bring you back to center. Here’s what I mean.

Mindfulness practice has shown me how I end up generating self-inflicted emotional drama. It has also helped me learn how to anticipate stress before it gets out of control. And it has taught me the power of relaxation. But perhaps one of the biggest lessons I’ve learned is how to keep from losing my center.

So let’s break it down and look at these four areas where meditation and mindfulness can help you center your mind and your self when it matters most.

1. Anticipate Stress
2. Diffuse Internal Drama
3. Relax, Relax, Relax
4. Stay Grounded & Centered

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1. Anticipating Stress

Stress is a killer. It can sneak up on you. And of course, the media and our doctors have us told this. But do you take it seriously? For me, I notice it in the form of a pit in my stomach or an increase in my heart rate. And also, just the feeling of being amped up, unsettled, unbalanced, and not centered in my self.

Another thing about stress. It’s addictive. There’s a certain energy in stress that can make you feel important and useful. It can reinforce your sense of you, but that often comes with a physical, emotional, and psychological price tag.

Meditation has given me a reference point to notice stress. Meditation is the opposite of stress. It’s pure peace and surrender. To me, stress has everything to do with resistance. Each of us resists circumstances, events, feelings, and things we don’t like. Sometimes it’s very subtle. But it creates a lot of stress.

In contrast to that, meditation is about acceptance. It’s all about learning how to be ok with everything exactly as it is.

So meditation has helped me notice when I’m getting stressed, and it’s helped me to identify the sources of my stress. In that way, it helps you to stop resisting life on many levels. Some measure of stress is good, but for the most part, I don’t want it in my life.

So learning how to be mindful of the sources of stress has been a game changer for me. I think it will help you too.

2. Diffusing Internal Drama

Drama is a part of life. You can’t really avoid it. But an interesting part of drama is how we create it ourselves. A lot of drama is unnecessary. And if you’re interested in staying centered and grounded, it’s important to recognize how drama can mess with your balance.

I realized at a certain point that certain ways of thinking would create inner drama. Some patterns of thought would trigger strong emotional responses and then I would ruminate on those thoughts, stirring the pot even further and stoking anger, rage, fear, depression, etc.

At a certain point, I realized that a lot of my unpleasant moods were self-generated. Not all of them of course. But I started to see the ways in which I was contributing to my own inner drama and how deeply that would pull me out of myself. It was distracting and exhausting. And most importantly, I didn’t really like that version of myself.

Meditation and mindfulness can help you objectify these patterns of thought and rumination. They enable you to create space so that the choice whether to go down that road is more obvious and clear. And that’s been priceless.

The thing about drama is that it steals your focus, your resolve, and your personal power. Mindfulness puts that power back in your control.

3. The Power of Relaxation

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The profound opportunity of meditation is to completely let go of any adherence to your current interpretive framework.

All of the experience we have, every sensation that runs through us passes through an elaborate and largely unconscious interpretive mechanism.

Our experience doesn’t just show up.

It shows up as something.

It shows up predefined, but of course it’s not really predefined.

It is interpreted.

It only feels predefined because we’re not aware of the interpretation.

We don’t see the interpretive processing so we assume that things are the way they appear to us.

We believe we are seeing reality as it is and not through elaborate lenses of interpretation.

Pass By

Letting go, truly letting go, not only of our conscious ideas about everything, which is already hard enough, but even of our unconscious interpretations of everything, is the profound opportunity of meditation.

And there’s no way you can do this through an act of will. It’s something you can allow to happen, but it is not something you can do consciously because it’s not happening consciously.

The only way you can let go is by not engaging with anything that is going on in your mind which means anything that you feel and any thing you think about what you feel.

You just allow it all to simply pass by without getting involved at all.

That means every physical sensation, all of the feelings that arise, your thoughts, your thoughts about thoughts, even the thoughts that feel like you talking to yourself, you have to let them all just rise up and pass away.

If you can do this you will inevitably fall through and beyond all of the interpreted experiences of the mind.

Be Still

So in meditation I invite you to be as physically still as you possibly can, and let every single thing that arises in consciousness pass away without touching it, without getting involved in anyway whatsoever.

No matter what arises in consciousness you let it go.

You don’t discriminate between anything and anything else.

You just let it all go by, untouched.

And if you recognize that you’ve gotten involved with something you don’t even need to look to see what it is you’re involved with.

As soon as you get the very first recognition that you’re involved with something, you just let go and you move on. You allow it to pass away.

Let Go

If you can do this with enough focus, you’ll start to feel like you’re becoming dislodged from the world.

If you start to feel that, let it pass away.

Don’t get involved with trying to see what’s happening.

The temptation to want to see how you’re doing is ever present.

Let the temptation pass away without touching it.

As soon as you realize you’re touching something, let it go.

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In our modern era, it appears that stress and overwhelm have become a normalized baseline for most people.

When we were younger, the majority of us probably received a particular roadmap for success.

If you worked really hard, got into a good college, and found a good job that paid you well with benefits, you would win the metaphorical game of life.

Why is it that so many of us that have followed this particular roadmap don’t feel like winners?

We were given a recipe to help us master our external success, yet very few of us were probably given a manual to learn to attune to and care for our inner world.

With the proliferation and increased popularity of self-help and spiritual development, you may have heard of the term self-care before, but you may not have heard of the term self-regulation.

To self-regulate means that we have the knowledge, ability, and skill to manage our inner environment and return to an inner sense of balance and homeostasis.

Self-regulation also means we have a certain level of reliance and trust in our ability to care for ourselves and know what we need no matter how complex and challenging life might get.

There is no ‘one,’ right way to self-regulate.

Self-regulation may look very different from person-to-person because we all have such unique and individual needs.

When we have reached the point of stress, overwhelm or burnout, this is a good indication that we probably haven’t created the space and time to care for ourselves in the way that most serves us.

What self-regulation empowers us to do is to develop the awareness of what our personal homeostasis looks and feels like, and more aptly discern when we are beginning to drift from our established baseline and balance point.

Through self-regulation, we can develop skills and habits that support us to resource ourselves in the moment.

So how does one begin to develop their capacity to self-regulate?

Depending on what we need, self-regulation might take the form of physical activity or a more internal activity.

Our ability to self-regulate is supported by the degree to which we are self-aware.

One way we can begin to cultivate self-awareness is to begin to track the sensations that are happening in our bodies.

The sensations we are experiencing in our bodies usually indicate how we are feeling on a deeper level.

When we are stressed, overwhelmed, or in pain, our bodies are going to be more physiologically activated and oriented towards defending and protecting us.

Whereas, when we are in a more relaxed state, we are more oriented towards nourishment, pleasure, openness, connectivity, and receiving.

Our bodies will always tell us exactly what we need.

The more that we learn to listen and pick up on our bodies’ subtle cues, the greater our capacity grows to know how to best care for ourselves in any given moment.

One practice that I like to give my clients is to track how their bodies contract and expand throughout the day.

When we are in a state of contraction, we are most likely in the grips of an experience that doesn’t feel nourishing and might even feel threatening to us.

We may even feel disconnected from ourselves and sense of truth in the moment.

When our bodies are in a state of expansion, this usually indicates we feel safe, regulated, resourced and connected to ourselves.

Self-regulation supports us in coming back into connection with ourselves so that we feel safe to healthfully interface with the world.

Through self-regulation, we become empowered to trust ourselves more.

Once we have cultivated self-awareness of our bodies and have a sense of what makes us contract and expand, we can then begin to tune into what our underlying needs might be.

There are many things that we can do to practically self-regulate in the moment.

One way to begin initiating self-regulation is to check in and see if you are connected to yourself.

If you are disconnected, you might ask yourself, “what might help me to feel safe in this moment?” “What might even feel good or nourishing for me to do right now?”

Another powerful and simple self-regulation technique is to pay attention to your breath.

Tracking our breathing patterns throughout the day can both support us in staying connected to our bodies, and in connection with our physical environment.

If you notice that you aren’t taking a full breath, you can begin to slow down your inhale and exhale and slowly expand your breath until it fills out your belly.

You might ask yourself, “what, if anything, has shifted in my experience in the slowing down of my breath?”

Making physical contact with ourselves is also a really incredible way to self-regulate.

Slowing your breath while placing a hand on your belly and another on your heart can help you to re-establish the connection to yourself and inner environment.

Physical movement, in general, can be very powerful for self-regulation.

If we create the space to slow down and listen, our bodies will usually communicate the exact way they need to move in order for us to feel good.

Whether it’s going to the gym, dancing, jumping up and down, rolling around on the floor, or giving ourselves a few moments to rest and breathe, we have a variety of options in the moment to care for ourselves and come back to our sense of center.

Lastly, but certainly not least, you might be wondering if there are other ways to self-regulate that aren’t necessarily physical or movement oriented.

Creating an ongoing relationship with our inner emotional world can be a potent vehicle for our self-regulating capacity.

When we have emotions that arise, we can learn to orient towards noticing them and welcoming them into our experience rather than ignoring and suppressing them.

The more we learn to welcome and name our feelings in the moment, the less energy and emotion get stuck in the nervous system.

As our energies and emotions are empowered to freely flow, the greater our capacity becomes to stay connected to ourselves and “in-flow” with our lives.

Self-regulation is one of the highest forms of self-care and self-love that we can engage in.

It is a potent practice that can dynamically shift our relationship with ourselves and the larger world.

Through self-regulation, we become more skillful in navigating the trials and tribulations of the human experience.

As we learn to attune to and meet our needs for care, nurturing, and self-connection, we begin to fill our proverbial cups.

As we commit to nurturing our connection to ourselves and intrinsic wholeness, we become more available for the things that make us feel most impassioned and radically alive, and the people we love the most.

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I teach a form of meditation that can act as a leverage point to catapult you into a different reality.

In order to open ourselves up to the profound spiritual transformation that meditation makes possible we must begin to realize that our perception of reality is made up of a hopeless tangle of sensation and interpretation.

In other words, what we assume to be reality as we look out at the world is not objectively real in the way we’ve been taught.

It is a perception of reality interpreted through a lens of ideas and attitudes that we have acquired through our personal experience and inherited from the culture we live in. And to a large existent we are blind to the ideas and attitudes that are shaping our experience of reality.

The journey of spiritual transformation can be seen as an escape from our current set of assumptions about reality.

As we will see in this book the practice of meditation is an invaluable aid to spiritual transformation because it allows us to relax our habits of interpretation so we can see beyond them.

If our interest in meditation is fueled by a desire to transform at the deepest levels of our being then it is essential that we deconstruct some of our assumptions about what is real before we begin to explore the practice.

Otherwise our meditation practice will remain embedded in the very same set of assumptions that we want to be liberated from.

Process of Deconstruction

One way to begin the process of deconstruction is to realize that almost all of us believe in an outdated myth.

This myth is the unconscious belief that we are standing on some solid ground of truth from which the rest of our understanding is built.

This belief gives us confidence in what we think is true, because we assume that underneath our ideas about reality there is something authentically real.

Look around you right now. Don’t you assume that you are looking at reality. You assume that the things you see are actually real things.

In fact, the reality of what you see is what differentiates reality from dreams.

In a dream we see things that we think are real, but when we wake up we realize that none of it actually was. The dream was an illusion of reality created by our minds.

Dreams Vs. Reality

Spiritual transformation is often compared to waking up from a dream in the sense that when you wake up spiritually you realize that so much of what you thought was real never was.

So much of reality was simply constructed by the filtering and interpreting habits of our minds.

In order to pursue meditation to the depths of awareness that will allow us to see the illusion of the only reality we have ever known requires a profound commitment and penetrating clarity of intention.

In order to cultivate the depth commitment and clarity of intention necessary we must first know beyond any doubt that we are not seeing reality as it is.

The 20th Century philosopher Wilfred Sellers coined the phrase The Myth of the Given to describe our underlying assumption of a reality that exists independent of our perception of it.

Sellers described The Myth of the Given as the belief that underneath our perceptions, conceptions, derivations and interpretations about reality, there is something that is objectively true and independently real serving as the foundation of it all.

The assumption that when we look out at the world we are looking at something real that exists out there separate and apart from us, is the primary obstacle to spiritual transformation.

Why? Because the belief that I am an independent entity looking out at a world that is separate from me is the core of the illusion that we want to be free from.

This is the initiation point of the illusion of separation that keeps us from realizing the inherent unity and wholeness of life.

To go just a bit further with this inquiry I want you to realize that the experience you are having right now as you look at this book, or scan the room in front of you, is, as the philosopher William James put it, thick with interpretation.

You think you are looking at a room, but there is no such thing as a room.

A room is an idea, a concept.

We think it is a real thing because we are trained to interpret our experience in terms of our conception of reality.

We live in a conceptualized world.

If we just stick to our visual perception we can see this.

Look out at the world. What do you see?

What do you really see?

You might think you are looking at chairs, and books, and tables, and carpets, but are you really?

What do you really see? Isn’t it all just shapes and colors? Isn’t everything else an interpretation?

Sensation Vs. Perception

As we get started in our transformative mystical journey we have to realize that there is a difference between sensation and perception.

We are trained to filter and interpret our sensations to form meaningful perceptions of the world. We take the shapes and colors in front of us and turn it into a chair.

What happens when you see something that you have never seen before? You don’t have any conception about what it is and so you look more deeply.

You see more fully what is there. If at some point you realize what you are looking at, your senses relax.

When we talk about meditation we often talk about beginner’s mind.

On the one hand this means always being a beginner in meditation so that you never get too comfortable in the practice so your senses always remain alert and full.

At a deeper level meditation invites us to become innocent about life. It means seeing everything including ourselves as if for the first time, free of preconceptions and assumptions.

The whole point here is to say it is natural that we will want to approach our meditation practice using the same tools of logic and rationality that have served us so well in other parts of our life, but those tools will not serve us in the quest for spiritual transformation.

As we embark on the journey of transformation we will naturally want to build on our current understanding of reality, but path will not ultimately work.

The shift in awareness that meditation offers is so fundamental that it can only be experienced wholesale. It is an instantaneous flip into a new way of seeing.

You can’t work into step by step. It just happens and a strong meditation practice makes it more likely to happen.

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Even though we are wired for love, being in love may be the scariest thing one can experience. We desperately want that one fulfilling relationship, yet we go to great lengths to avoid rejection and heartbreak.

Love and fear don’t mix.

Reflecting on my own life, I noticed how often I closed in an attempt to protect myself.

I shut people out. Isolated under stress. I didn’t want people to see I was having a hard time. Or worse, try to fix it.

Deep below the surface, I felt unworthy.

I thought I had to earn love.

Note: You don’t have to earn love. You are love.

I projected into the future. I saw the pain and isolation that would come if I continued down a path of fear.

I needed to make a change. I promised I would open my heart despite any pain, fear or disappointment.

I would not close, at any cost, at any discomfort.

I promised I would stay open.

Here, I share my process and ah-has that have helped me move through fear and live with an open heart – to live in the presence of love. And as it so happened I attracted an unbelievably big, beautiful, loving relationship.

The Untethered Soul by Michael Singer served as my guide.

1. Realize your unending source of inner energy.

Inner energy is real.

“What you will see, if you watch carefully,” says Michael Singer, “is that you have a phenomenal amount of natural energy inside of you. It doesn’t come from food and it doesn’t come from sleep. This energy is always available to you. At any moment, you can draw upon it. It just wells up and fills you from inside. When you’re filled with this energy, you feel like you could take on the world.”

There is no limit to your inner energy.

Inner energy isn’t tangible, but it is very, very real.

Don’t underestimate it. Realize that it is always accessible and limitless.

Once you understand the truth about your inner energy, the next thing you must do is do everything in your power to keep your energy flowing.  

2. Realize you’re always trying to avoid pain. 

“The heart is where pain comes from. And this is why you feel so many disturbances as you go through the day. You have this core of pain deep in your heart. Your personality traits and behavior patterns are all about avoiding this pain.” – Michael Singer

When you attempt to avoid pain, you stop the natural flow of energy.

Pushing pain away does one thing – locks it inside. Nothing can get through.

Still life continues. Experiences get stuck. Layers build up. Fear intensifies.

It becomes so real you fight to control what’s happening around you.

If you are fighting life, you aren’t living it. Eventually, you become afraid of life itself.

3. Realize there’s nothing worth closing your heart over.

The voices in your head will tell you to close.

Your mind will replay the trauma of past events, pain, frustration and disappointment.

You will be deceived that the pain is too great and you must protect yourself. If you listen to these voices, your heart will close. Closing buries wounds and shuts out life.

Resist the temptation to avoid pain.

The price you pay for any temporary relief in the moment is too high.

Can you remember a time in the past that by closing you achieved a state of lasting joy and happiness?

4. Realize pain is a temporary shift in your energy. 

It is possible to learn to relax in the midst of pain.

When you notice the first sign of constriction, become aware of where the painful experience is coming from. Watch the source of it. Let it pass through you.

Imagine yourself relaxing and releasing.

When you sit with pain and refuse to participate in the disturbance of your inner energy, a piece of pain leaves. Slowly you open your energy to the free-flow of love.

5. Develop a relationship with your inner energy.

There is a trade-off between fear and love.

New experiences are always unfolding. Your energy is always shifting. Become friendly with the whole of life. No expansion can take place without change.

At the same time, change is often uncomfortable. Remember, you are the magnificent human you are today because of all of your life experiences.

If you want more energy and want to have more love flow through your life, there is only one thing you must do: always keep your heart open.

Everything you desire is on the other side of fear: peace, joy, creativity, beauty, love.

Meditation is a gateway to keep your natural, unending, ever-flowing inner energy open. It releases accumulated stress and rebalances your mind-body-spirit. If you would like to meditate with community and be part of a ripple effect of collective coherence spreading peace, harmony, joy and loving kindness out to the world, click here now.

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As spiritual seekers and trailblazers with an insatiable craving for truth, many of us are always leaning into an inquiry of how to discover and maintain balance and alignment in our lives.

As beings who are in a continuous process of evolution, our relationship with balance and alignment can look vastly different at every growth stage.

As we grow and change, our needs, values, and boundaries also evolve along with us.

We feel the pain and discomfort most intensely when the shifting and transformation of our inner world begin to create ripple effects within our outer world.

Inner transformation

Have you ever noticed the more conscious and self-aware you become the more you can perceive with blazing clarity what is out of balance and misaligned within your life?

It feels great to make progress on our spiritual/life journey and be able to directly perceive how much we are growing as individuals.

On the flip side, the more profoundly we connect with our deepest essence and truth, the harder it is to ignore when we aren’t living in alignment and honoring our true self.

The process of awakening can be a scary, vulnerable, and uncomfortable process.

As we awaken to our deeper truth and our internal growth begins to impact our outer environment, we might start to feel a sense of disease and discomfort.

It’s as if we are shedding an old skin and have yet to fully grow and acclimate to the new form birthing into being.

When we begin to feel a fundamental change in ourselves that feels drastically different from the way we have ever experienced ourselves, it is easy to feel that the very nature of our metamorphosis and transformation is a threat.

Don’t fight change

During these moments of transitional instability, it can feel challenging to find our sense of internal alignment and balance.

What once felt familiar and comfortable no longer feels like it fits in the same way.

We might notice that as we internally change, our relationships and exterior circumstances begin to transform.

We might feel like we can’t connect in the same way with our loved ones and friends.

We might discover that our career isn’t fulfilling us in the same way.

We might recognize that certain habits and patterns we have no longer support us in the same way, or the way that we have been caring for ourselves is in need of a major overhaul.

If you are finding yourself at the precipice of a transitional threshold where the current circumstances of your reality no longer feel like a match, there is a high probability that you are transitioning from an old paradigm way of being that is no longer alignment.

The discomfort and pain you are experiencing is a sign you are in a process of growth and being offered an opportunity to connect to the vaster innate truth of who you really are and what you are most deeply passionate about and value.

Stay the course

As we ascend into a space of more profound alignment, our tolerance for what is no longer in alignment shrinks.

We can no longer blindly ignore and engage in actions and choice that aren’t in our highest service.

We are fundamentally shifting from a vibrational resonance and energetic patterning that isn’t serving us to a vibrational resonance and energetic patterning that is a match for the signature and coding of our soul’s deepest essence and highest expression.

As we align with our true north and inner guidance system, we naturally begin to energetically, emotionally, and physically detox.

We are clearing the way so that our soul’s higher intelligence can come through and we can fully embody the divine conduit we truly are.

Take a breath

If you are finding yourself facing extreme resistance and fear, allow yourself to stop for a moment and take a breath.

See if you can allow yourself to slow down and move towards the experience of sensation in your physical body.

Allow yourself to feel the support of the ground beneath your feet and the physical power and presence of your body.

Notice how you are naturally and effortlessly held and supported here with you having to do anything.

You are supported by your life’s breath, the gravity, and force of the earth, and the actual physical container and vessel of the intricate and brilliantly designed ecosystem that is your body.

Feeling fear and resistance in the midst of great change and transformation is completely natural and normal.

What would it be like to welcome the fear and resistance in this moment, rather than resisting it?

What might happen in the invitation to not only connect with and fully welcome the truth of the fear, while opening into the excitement and majesty of the change and new growth that is guiding you into deeper intimacy with your true nature?

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When we’re young, everything is new. Everything is exciting.

What joy a toddler has learning about gravity, experiencing the sheer amazement of mailboxes, or to work their fingers. They soak up life like a sponge.

Yet at some point in the child’s development, the rate at which he is experiencing and learning new things starts to slow down.

What once induced awe now is taken for granted and has become an ingrained understanding of the world.

As this rate slows, he (foolishly) comes to a place where he feels he’s got it. He understands how things work.

Maybe there’s something more to learn in the next grade, or the next job, but he believes he has a working knowledge of the world – a knowledge that he believes he built himself – and so there’s nothing more to learn.

Sadly, for many people, this is where the story ends.

Curiosity is been replaced with supposed-to’s and frustration.

The intrigue of “let me figure this out, let me understand this better” turns into “if you don’t agree with me, you’re my enemy.”

The folly of this thinking is that every moment is new. What I am calling “now,” the moment that I’m typing this, is different from the moment you are reading it. If you read that previous sentence again, things will be different again.

Things may not appear different, but they are.

If you consider the rotation of the earth and its revolution around the sun, it may appear that we are endlessly going in circles. However, the sun is moving in space as well.

Our sun moves within an arm of the Milky Way galaxy, which itself is also on the move. As is the cluster of galaxies the Milky Way belongs to.

So quite literally at any moment in life you will be in a place that you have never been before.

The Changing Moment

In meditation, we notice what shows up moment to moment.

We effortlessly allow the sensations of life to appear and disappear. There is no expectation of what will happen in the next moment; we only care what is happening in this moment.

In this practice, we open ourselves to whatever this moment has to offer. We inherently allow space for us to be surprised and to experience the unanticipated.

We witness and allow the noise of the car outside just as we witness and allow our breath.

We do not know what our next breath will entail, what next thought or insight will arise. We are simply present and allow the sounds, breaths, thoughts, and insights all to arrive in their own time.

This practice of meditation mirrors that process of the toddler walking down the street. The toddler is living completely in the moment, in awe of the mailbox, gravity, or the mysterious and magical world of insects. He has no idea what will happen next. It’s all an exploration.

Openness Outside of Meditation

Perhaps we can employ this approach in our waking, adult life.

We can try this from the seemingly mundane choice of trying something new off the menu at a restaurant to exploring a new hobby or personal endeavor, or attempting something we’re convinced we’re not good at.

This also can have a profound effect on how we communicate with those we disagree with.

With increasing intensity, we are in a world that popularizes extreme language and a bipolar right/wrong mentality. On any divisive issue, such as abortion, or gun rights, or the rights of those who are LGBTQ, or military intervention, or religious freedom, or prayer in schools, or the use of force by police, it is common for people have intensely-held beliefs.

Usually, these beliefs are broadcast and stated in a way that if you disagree with them, you are wrong.

Increasingly, we are fooling ourselves that there is nothing more to learn on a subject and that we know it all.

More and more people are speaking and listening only to those who already agree with them.

The world of digital customization and “Tailored Just For You” inherently limits people to what they already know and believe.

By perpetuating that process we lose openness to new ideas, new approaches, and new information.

People will go to great lengths to defend their position, even when shown their position to be ineffective, misguided, or baseless.

Instead, perhaps we could use the lessons inherent in meditation and approach these intense conversations from the mindset of “I have a lot to learn here,” and “I have no idea what will happen next, but I am open to it.”

If we leave room to be surprised and to grow, that’s exactly what can happen. If we work together, just imagine how far we can go.

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The beginning of the year is a special time that is worthy of your attention. It is one of the best times to connect with yourself and evaluate the different areas of your life.

Ask yourself, “What do I really, really want?”

Be open and listen to your heart’s deepest desires.

The truth is that in any given moment you have the ability to blink your eyes open and step into the life of your dreams.

You can choose to see life through the lens of love rather than fear.

Feel peaceful and hopeful rather than worried and anxious.

Let more of the light shine through during difficult times.

You can shift your attention and live more fully in the present moment.

In the present moment, anything is possible. Everything is completely new!

However, most stay stuck in the past, living less than ideal lives.

Dr. Deepak Chopra talks about a concept called “Software of the Soul.” A concept which explains the self-imposed limitations we place on ourselves.

We all have software in our phones and computers, it’s the program that tells the device what action to perform. The soul is also programmed with software.

The software of the soul explains why people behave the same way over and over again.

The process looks like this:

• Actions lead to memories
• Memories lead to desires
• Desires lead to future action

Actions, memories and desires circle in a loop (or hamster wheel).

The loop is a conditioned response that applies to nearly all actions.

It dictates how people communicate, spend their time, their money, work, play, act to support causes they believe in, appear outwardly, relate to self, interact with others and so on…

The norm is to move through life performing the same actions again and again based on past memories. It is as if there is no choice – and often many become a slave to past memories, actions and desires.

There are powerful ways to step out of the loop and upgrade your software. Use these 4 tips to begin to live the next year of your life from a level of infinite possibilities and unbounded freedom.

Stop Predicting the Future 

When you resist the urge to predict the future, you open yourself up to greater possibilities.

Rather than putting your energy into what should unfold, allow yourself to enjoy the journey and trust that there will be wonderful surprises along the way.

Make an ordinary day extraordinary just by altering your routine. Let curiosity steer the ship.

Avoid the Need to Be Right

When you do the same thing over and over again, you may begin to feel that you’re getting the hang of things. You feel as if you are doing “it” right.

The problem is you’ve restricted the creative flow of inspiration, innovation and imagination.

Being right often means checking off a list of boxes or repeating the same motions again and again to achieve a desired result.

Be Selfless

You can stay safe in your corner of the world, or strive to contribute to a better tomorrow and future for all.

When you actively seek out ways to be thoughtful, giving and selfless, you step off the hamster wheel. It doesn’t have to world-changing.

Even the smallest gestures lead to great change rippling out widely, uplifting many and boomeranging back to you.

Meditate Daily

Between the thought of desire and next action there are an infinite number of possible outcomes.

This is the space you access during meditation.

You transcend memory and desire. Your awareness expands and you begin to live from a level of infinite possibilities.

A regular and consistent meditation practice is the key to happiness and pure freedom.

It also helps to raise the collective consciousness allowing all people to enjoy the benefits of a more peaceful and loving world.

Now is the perfect time to look deep within and activate your deepest desires – from the true level of your soul.

Are you ready to start a regular meditation practice?

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I believe that all humans are sensitive and intuitive. However, in our modern world, our culture tends to see sensitivity as a weakness while intuition is not something to be trusted.

When I was growing up in the 90’s, highly-sensitive people were often diagnosed under the umbrella of disorders such as ADD/ADHD, Autism Spectrum, ODD, Bipolar and Sensory Integration Disorder to name a few.

I know of this first hand because I was one of the children given several of those labels.

As I was completely embedded in the busy, fast-moving, stress-ridden, modern life, we call reality; I reflexively developed methods to protect myself.

My earliest strategies centered around ways to block out the constant ebb and flow of noise pollution, television, computers, attention-seeking people and those with strong uncontrolled emotions. It was nearly impossible.

Since I was a kid trying to learn the equivalent of “Psychic Kung Fu” by “Trial and Error,” my protection strategies were interpreted as “behavior problems.”

I was boxed in with labels and grew to believe that there was something fundamentally wrong with me.

I felt completely alone.

It would be many years later before I discovered that my sensitivity wasn’t non-existent, a horrible flaw, or a curse.

The Age of Overwhelm

Even now, in today’s time of greater sophistication and understanding, being highly-sensitive or empathic is still somewhat taboo.

Although the traditional models of science and psychology might not completely recognize its definitive existence, we are now learning more about the brain and nervous system.

We have proof of what happens when sensory information isn’t modulated through the nervous system and brain properly.

We are even beginning to be able to track what happens in the brain during meditation, dreams, and other extrasensory anomalies.

Through the study of neurobiology, psychology, human development, and its relationship to trauma, we now know that when someone becomes overloaded with sensory input that they can’t integrate, it sends their nervous system into a fight, flight, or freeze response.

Perpetual overwhelm, and activation of the nervous system is traumatic and can have long-lasting physiological and psychological impact that isn’t exactly positive.

That’s why a lot of highly sensitive and empathic people usually have health problems in tandem with their other sensitivities.

Undoubtedly, overwhelm and stress can feel like a constant baseline when we have heightened sensitivity. With the added chaos of the digital age, Information Age and world climate, being highly sensitive or an empath in this world can feel downright hopeless at times.

Escaping the System

So, how’s a person supposed to catch a breath?

Self-care you say?

Mindfulness maybe?

Becoming a hermit in our off-the-grid hut in the middle of the wilderness?

I’ve definitely fantasized about my off-the-grid priestess sanctuary on a cliff by the ocean. How about you?

I’m sure there are many of us who have fantasized about escaping the system and living apart from the world.

The only “problem” is that we are human and need love, connection, and intimacy.

It seems like we each have a great yearning to be a part of the larger collective masterpiece.

We want to make our mark on the world, live in a way that’s deeply fulfilling and help others along our journey to do the same.

It’s only natural that we don’t want to live our lives in a way that constantly overwhelms us. Our intrinsic goodness is pretty beautiful don’t you think?

In a culture that pushes the dissociative agenda, we’ve been encouraged to check out rather than open to the vast spectrum of emotion and energy that we are capable of experiencing.

When we start to embrace our true capacity beyond our conditioning and wake up to the fact that we aren’t broken, something really incredible begins to happen.

It’s as if suddenly we realize, “Wow! I’m not crazy or fundamentally flawed for feeling so much.”

When It All Feels Like Too Much

We may feel more vulnerable to the pain and overwhelm of the world.

On the flip side, as much as we might feel a greater depth of pain or suffering, our window for pleasure and being immersed in beauty, love, magic, and ecstasy is that much wider.

Once we have this awareness, our innate sensitivity can start to become a gift.

We can learn to channel and direct our energy and emotions rather than feeling incapacitated by them. We can discover that we have the power to control the volume of our experience.

When life feels like too much, we can move inward while still maintaining connection to our lives and our ‘selves.’

We can learn to take care of ourselves without checking out.

With practice, we can become comfortable setting clear and compassionately fierce boundaries that honor our needs and in doing so, honor the other person.

We realize that we can actually control the volume of our pain as much as our pleasure.

Staying open and present is really the key. Having a meditation or mindfulness can be a really powerful addition to creating a foundation of homeostasis, safety, and ground in our lives.

Whether it’s sitting meditation, dance, nature walks, creative arts, or quiet time in the bath or bed; giving ourselves the time and space to take a big exhale is invaluable.

From a space of presence, receptivity, and awareness, we can develop amazing skills like knowing the exact moment our nervous system is going into stress or overwhelm, and what’s needed to bring us back to center.

Once we cultivate a strong sense of self-connection, discerning when we have taken on energy that isn’t ours becomes that much easier.

We can even begin to access an intuitive sense of how to most effectively work with any situation we are confronted with because our window of tolerance for sensation, emotion, and energy is that much wider.

We might be able to respond with more compassion, clear-headedness, care, and ferocity (if it’s called for) because we haven’t lost connection to ourselves.

Once we’ve created a sense of home within ourselves, there is no situation or circumstance that is impossible to work with.

Daily Meditation for Highly Sensitives and Empaths

For highly sensitives and empaths, having a daily meditation and clearing practice where you create the time and space to connect with your own energy is so vital.

There are two practices that I’ve found really helpful in maintaining self-connection and solid boundaries so that I am not a constant vacuum for other people’s energies and emotions.

Doing a basic body scan/check-in can be really helpful in the morning, evening, or even when you are on the go.

1. You might start by just breathing in and out very slowly and deeply.
2. As you continue a slow and rhythmic breath, begin to move your awareness towards the sensations happening in your body. Notice what’s happening with curiosity.
3. Breathe into the places that feel stuck or tense.
4. Bringing awareness to our breath and body can bring our parasympathetic nervous system online so that we can transition out of stress response into rest response.

A basic clearing practice can be a helpful addition to your daily practice, especially on days where you feel less resourced.

1. Stop, slow down, allow your eyes to flutter shut if it feels good.
2. While slowly and deeply breathing, start to feel a softening begin to happen in the crown of your head.
3. Envision gentle light beginning to flow gently through your crown and through the central channel of your body.
4. Envision any energy that is no longer serving you or any energy that isn’t yours, being gently swept away by this flowing river of light.
5. Watch as it slowly begins to pour into the earth.
6. For extra measure, envision a vacuum at the base of your feet catching and sucking out any stuck or residual energy.
7. Finish with an affirmation, expressing that nothing that isn’t for your highest expression of light, love, and wholeness can enter your energetic space.

I believe our sensitivity isn’t something to be shut down, changed, or eradicated.

I believe our sensitivity is strong and courageous.

I believe that our sensitivity is a gift worth celebrating, and something deeply worth fighting for.

Let us embrace the beauty of all that we are and honor the intrinsic genius of our unique and brilliant design.

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It is becoming more widely known that a meditation practice can be helpful in curbing anxiety.

Anxiety generally comes in two forms – a fear-based resistance to some deeper feelings that are arising, and projecting past pain onto the unknown of the future.

With practice, meditation can be a powerful practice to help inhibit the life and growth of both these forms of anxiety.

Mindfulness

One popular approach to meditation is about being fully present with whatever arises, moving with the steady stream of life as it flows. This means being aware of thought, sound, physical sensation, and whatever else you’re aware of in the moment.

Mindfulness meditation trains us to have a balanced, unattached approach to all stimuli as they arise, regardless of their source, their volume, or their comfort.

A Full Body Experience

Anxiety exists entirely in one’s head. While there are undoubtedly many physical symptoms which can and do arise in conjunction with anxiety, the source of anxiety is one’s mind.

As anxiety is a condition of the mind, it feeds off of our attention. When we argue with it, resist it, question it, or let it run the show like an untrained puppy, we are inadvertently fueling it, making it stronger. We are also cutting off our awareness of our physical body, of the space we’re in, and of all our other senses.

When we are practicing mindfulness, we are allowing ourselves to experience whatever sensations arise. In this way, our awareness extends beyond just our minds, so we begin deprive our minds of the fuel they need to stoke the fire of anxiety. We are present in the full physical reality of our life, so anxiety has less say in our awareness.

Being Present

Anxiety is not at all about the present moment.

If we are anxious because we are resisting some deeper emotion that is arising naturally in us, we are fighting what exists. We are trying to deny what is actually here, waging an un-winnable argument with reality.

If we are anxious because we are projecting some past pain onto the unknown of the future, we are also not at all present.

Meditation helps us ground in what is going on right around us. It helps us build a connection with life as it exists, where anxiety cannot survive. When we are open to and aware of what is happening right here, right now, there is no past with its pain, and there is no future with its unknowns. Everything is present.

Practice, Practice, Practice

It is a common experience to feel calmer after meditating. Whether you are counting breaths, or listening to some guidance, or being still and letting everything go, it is natural to experience some greater calm and ease after a meditation session.

However, it is often very challenging to meditate when anxious. Sitting still and being gently present with all that is can be a Herculean task when one’s mind is racing and heart is pounding.

What I am presenting here is not a quick-fix. I am not suggesting that you meditate to relieve anxiety when it is loud and dominating your experience.

Instead, what I am offering is that this is what happens over time as we build our practice. The more we meditate, the more we train our awareness to rest in the fullness of our bodily experience, and the more we are used to grounding in the present.

Over time, mediation practice creates a new default in ourselves where we are more inclined to be grounded and fully present, creating an environment where it is a lot harder for anxiety to survive and thrive. It may or may not completely eliminate every anxious thought or trigger, but it creates and then widens the exit ramp out of the cycles of repetitive and destructive thoughts.

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“Gratitude is not only the greatest of virtues but the parent of all others.” – Marcus Tullius Cicero

The power of gratitude is no secret. When practiced regularly and paired with meditation, it can have tremendous physical and emotional benefits.

Gratitude has several meanings and connotations. In particular, there are three core elements: Grace, Graciousness, and gratefulness.

Nurturing gratitude, and all three senses of that word, as a daily, hourly, moment-to-moment habit can be transformative.

“Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend.” ― Melody Beattie

Use this meditation to infuse more gratitude into your life.

You will begin to experience greater feelings of grace and thankfulness and miraculously, you’ll begin to recognize all of the good in your life that you were blind to before.

“As with all commandments, gratitude is a description of a successful mode of living. The thankful heart opens our eyes to a multitude of blessings that continually surround us.” – James E. Faust

You will also live in a greater state of contentment as you begin to realize that everyone and everything—even obstacles and challenges that may seem painful—have brought you to this moment.

“At times, our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us.” – Albert Schweitzer

They may even have lessons for you.

Live with appreciation. Be thankful. The more thanks you give and foster, the more it grows.

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“Nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, pain, difficulty…” – Theodore Roosevelt

That’s one way of looking at things. The less popular theory, especially in the U.S., is do less to achieve more. Neither is 100% right or wrong. Strike a balance. Be effortless in meditation and swiftly move toward greater success.

Studies show that work productivity dramatically drops after 50 hours of work each week, yet half of Americans admit to working more than that. Technology isn’t helping matters. Continuous access to the Internet, text, email and phone keep us constantly connected to work.

The good news is research reveals increased productivity, enhanced problem-solving, improved focus and memory can be initiated by learning to meditate. Which sounds like an excellent solution – if it wasn’t for the widespread misconception that meditation is difficult and requires a person to empty their mind of thought.

These three fundamentals of meditation begin to explain how easy meditation is and dispel a common myth: meditation is hard work.

Three Core Meditation Principles

1. The goal of meditation is not to eliminate thought.
   Meditation is not a process to empty or silence the mind. The goal of meditation is to simply notice thoughts as they enter your mind. Just as you may glance and notice your reflection in a window and continue walking, you will notice thoughts in meditation. The objective is to notice thoughts without stopping to analyze or judge them.
2. Meditation is a de-stressing program.
   In meditation the body releases stress, fatigue, toxins and receives a deep level of rest. This release of stress during meditation causes an increase in the body’s activity and a corresponding increase in mental activity. Therefore, thoughts are a form of stress release.
3. Thoughts during meditation are an indication stress has been released.
   Rather than allowing thoughts to be source of frustration, celebrate them. Every time you think a thought in meditation, it is a sign that physical or emotional stress has been released.

Easy Mantra Meditation

One of the simplest, most accessible and powerful meditation techniques is mantra meditation.

A mantra is a meditation tool, or vehicle, that allows you to move from mental activity to more refined levels of thinking. It is similar to a thought, but it has no story to keep you at the thinking level of the mind. Its purpose is to shift awareness from active thoughts to an inner realm of silence that exists between each thought. The key idea here is “shift awareness.”

For this short meditation, you will use the universal mantra So Hum, which loosely means “I am.” Remember, thoughts will arise. Rather than allowing your awareness to follow a trail of thought, notice the thought and shift your awareness back to the mantra So Hum. Ready?

Follow these how-to meditation instructions for the next two minutes, or experience a guided So Hum mantra meditation video.

• Make yourself comfortable and close your eyes.
• Silently think the mantra So Hum inside your mind.
• Inhale as you think So. Exhale as you think Hum.
• When thoughts take your awareness away from the mantra, notice the thought and gently bring your awareness back to the mantra So Hum.
• Continue silent repetition of the mantra for the duration of the meditation.
• When you are finished, release the repetition of the mantra.
• Softly open your eyes.

Did thoughts arise? Likely. Did you notice the thoughts and come back to the mantra? If you did, great! If you aren’t sure, read this article that describes the only two things you can do wrong in meditation. Plus, experience a real-time exercise that will inform you if you meditated correctly.

The process of meditation is incredibly simple. If you try meditation and find it painful, difficult or frustrating chances are you are expecting to silence your mind. Let me reassure you. You will always have thoughts. Thoughts are normal. Don’t judge yourself for the natural experience of thoughts or attempt to force the process. That only creates more thoughts and more stress.

Work Smarter Not Harder

Meditation is a remarkable tool, one of the few practices that truly fulfill the promise: work less to gain more. As you practice regularly, you will become more comfortable with the process. You will become increasingly confident that you are meditating correctly and will start to notice scientific benefits (many directly correlated with success), such as:

• Increased mental strength and focus
• Increased memory retention and recall
• Improved cognitive skills and creative thinking
• Improved decision making and problem solving
• Improved information processing
• Greater ability to ignore distractions
• Help to manage ADHD

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What is Rewilding?

There is a term called “rewilding” often utilized within the frameworks of certain spiritual philosophies and areas of psychological study. To “re-wild” something means to restore it to its natural state or form.

To reclaim and align with the truth of who we are, we are often asked to “re-wild” ourselves. The process of rewilding can be tremendously painful and uncomfortable.

We are creatures of habit. Most of us don’t volunteer to drastically change our lives unless we feel motivated by something more uncomfortable than the idea of the change itself.

It is often when we are in the midst of our deepest pain that our soul’s cry to return home is the loudest.

We are unable to stay blissfully ignorant that the things we have felt most attached to or supported by may no longer be serving us.

• We are confronted with inarguable and painful truths.
• We find out that our lover has been cheating on us or break up with our significant other.
• We are fired or come to acknowledge that our career doesn’t excite or bring us joy anymore.
• We experience money challenges. We get into conflict with friends, family, or our children.
• We have to move for some unprecedented reason.
• We lose someone close to us.
• We realize our sex lives and attraction to our partners are leaving a lot to be desired.
• We get into an accident or get diagnosed with a serious illness or physical condition.

Life in Chaos

When chaos erupts in our lives and the foundations of our reality are shaken to the core, we are being guided with blazing clarity to re-discover the essence of who we are and align with the decisions and choices that support our highest expression.

Our journey home to our deepest self begins when we shift from relying on the external world to define and guide us, to allowing the internal world to become our point of reference and ’North Star.’

When we are ‘externally referencing,’ we are allowing our beliefs, perceptions, and choices, to be influenced and continuously informed by the outer world. We are often operating strictly through the definitions and ideals of what society demands us to be.

Embark on a Journey

The process of learning to ‘internally reference’ is a shift from the reliance on the outer world to define our path, to learning how to trust in our instincts and inner guidance. This is what the process of rewilding is all about, having the courage to embark on a journey that brings us into deeper intimacy with our true nature.

When we initially wake up to the fact that we feel out-of-sync with ourselves and misaligned with who we truly are, it can feel tremendously overwhelming and scary.

It can often feel daunting to recognize how far we’ve strayed from ourselves and the idea of finding our way back can feel like an arduous, painful, and impossible task.

Although it might feel like the world is ending, I can promise you; it’s not. On a certain level, the breakdown we are in the midst of is a representation of the old paradigms or patterns in our lives being destroyed to make room for the new paradigm we are bringing in that is in greater alignment with who we are.

Five Steps to Rewilding

There are a few steps we can take to support us as we initiate the journey home to our most authentic form.

• The first step to is to cultivate compassionate and non-judgmental awareness.
• The second step is to have the courage to recognize and be honest with ourselves about what isn’t working or serving us.
• The third step is to begin creating the time and space to reconnect and care for ourselves. As we fill up our own reservoir, we are more easily able to attune to our needs and boundaries and make more informed decisions and choices.
• The fourth step is to assess what choices, decisions, and boundaries need to be made to begin shifting and transforming the underlying circumstances creating misalignment.
• The fifth step is to take conscious action.

Taking action can often feel like the most challenging step because it is during this time that we usually need to have “the hard conversation,” make a choice, or set a boundary, that will not only dramatically change our lives, but also have an impact on those around us.

We often resist change because we fear losing an essential part of ourselves, relationship, or circumstance that has become deeply intertwined with our identity.

Change in its purest form represents the vast, amorphous landscape of the unknown. It is neither quantifiable, predictable, or able to be controlled.

Having the willingness to acknowledge what isn’t working or serving us takes tremendous bravery.

Our courage and willingness to say no to what isn’t working means that we trust ourselves and our inner compass enough to choose a different path even if we don’t know the outcome.

It also means that we are saying yes to our growth and wholeness and the inarguable inner knowing that we are deeply worthy of a life that is aligned with our highest truth and expression.

There is an element of surrender that is an intrinsic part of the rewilding of ourselves. We have to surrender what we think we know about ourselves in order to find ourselves.

It is within this act of complete surrender that we are brought into intimacy with the wild, untamed brilliance of our true nature.

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Regardless of your political affiliation or philosophical bent, it has undoubtedly been a very intense, very combative time lately in American politics and discourse.

It is hard to turn on the TV or pick up a paper or open a website without a strong tone of conflict and strife in most headlines and articles, whether the author’s intent is to stoke existing flames or simply to report on what’s going on.

How can the tools of meditation and mindfulness help in these divisive times?

Moving from Reaction to Response

Whether you are directly affected by the events of the day, or know someone who is, or sit in empathy for those strangers who are, it is challenging not to have a strong, visceral reaction to hearing today’s news.

It is natural have a knee-jerk, automatic reaction to reading the headlines or seeing the accompanying photos.

There is nothing wrong with having reactions. They are rooted in our life’s experiences and how we see the world to be.

However, it is important for us to learn to respond instead of react. When we respond, we are able to absorb the blow of the initial pull to lash out in anger but not create action from anger. Responding comes from taking a beat, noting the initial feelings and urges we are experiencing, and seeing a bigger picture.

A favorite quote of mine comes from Austrian neurologist and Holocaust survivor Viktor Frankl. He said, “Between stimulus and response there is a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and our freedom.”

As we are able to note our immediate reaction and not live from that place, we are free to end the back-and-forth cycle of anger begetting anger, and limbic brain fighting limbic brain.

A Tool of Self Exploration and Growth

This doesn’t mean our feelings are wrong, and we’re not supposed to have them. Our feelings come with an intelligence, they point us to a place of balance and self-care.

To have an angry reaction is natural, and it is healthy for us to acknowledge not only that we are having a visceral reaction, but that there is wisdom contained in our reaction. Our upset can point to some vulnerability underneath our surface that we are not allowing ourselves to feel, whether it is the sting of rejection or issues with authority or judgment towards intellect or caring.

It is from this that we can use our initial reaction to news in a way that helps us become more wise to who we are and why we tick the way we do. We can expand our awareness of ourselves and the world as a whole.

As With Me, So With Others

As we cultivate our awareness of self, we can see that all anger, not just ours, is layered on top of vulnerability and pain. This opens the door for us to see those people with ideas we vehemently oppose and whose actions make us shudder in frustration and horror as the same as us.

They may see us with the same horror and frustration. They also come with their own vulnerabilities and sense of what is right. As we can get a sense of our inner process, it is easier for us to understand that others have a similar inner process of self-preservation and self-care as we do.

Wise Action

I do not mean to imply that we condone others’ actions or agree with their point of view. This is not some airy-fairy utopian ideal where we can say, “Well, I know he’s a murderer, but he’s just a hurt little boy inside, so it’s not fair for him to face any consequences for his actions.”

We can do both at the same time. We can hold others in a space of kindness and compassion and also disagree. We can have forgiveness for how others are responding to the events of the world and still prosecute those who have committed crimes.

For ourselves, when we use mindfulness to help us move from a place of reaction to response, we free ourselves to take wise action. We can respond with the fullness of who we are, and not just from the knee-jerk anger stemming from our primitive limbic brain.

This changes the nature of how we are interfacing with life from defensive and adversarial to full-bodied and cooperative.

In these times of divisiveness, approaching life, and each other, from a place of compassion and thoughtful, cooperative response is exactly what can help bridge the gap between political poles and heal ourselves and our community.

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The profound opportunity that meditation gives you is the chance to completely free you from any adherence you have to your current interpretive framework. That means letting go of all of the ways that you make sense of your experience so that you can feel the ecstasy of non-conceptual pure awareness.

If this doesn’t necessarily sound good to you, read on.

Not Really Experiencing Reality

You see, all the experiences we have, which means every sensation that runs through us, passes through an elaborate and largely unconscious interpretive mechanism.

The result is that we don’t experience reality the way it is. We see reality the way that we’ve been taught to see it.

Our past relationships and experiences, our traumas and disappointments, as well as our successes and triumphs, have conditioned us to experience reality in certain ways and not others.

See Reality As It Is

The great miracle of meditation is that it can allow us to see reality as it is. This is when we can finally respond to reality the way it is rather than to our ideas and fears about it.

So often we’re not aware of the process of interpretation that is generating our experience of reality. It’s happening unconsciously.

We don’t see the interpretive processing going on so we assume that we are seeing things the way are.

Too often we find ourselves responding rationally to the way things appear to be and not getting the results we would logically expect.

We never seem to be able to accomplish this, or stop doing that. Why do we feel so stuck? It can make us feel a little crazy.

A strong meditation practice can bring us in touch with the way things really are and that changes everything. So much more becomes possible for us once we are in direct contact with reality.

Letting Go

Letting go, truly letting go, not only of our conscious ideas about everything, which is already hard enough, but even of our unconscious assumptions about everything, is the profound opportunity of meditation.

And there’s no way you can let go like this through an act of will. You can’t make it happen. You have to allow it to happen.

It’s not something you can do consciously because it’s not happening consciously.

The only way you can let go is by not engaging with anything that is going on in your mind which means disengaging from anything you feel and anything you’re thinking about.

Meditation is the practice of sitting and simply allowing anything that arises in your mind to pass away without getting involved with it at all.

That means every physical sensation, all of your feelings, your thoughts, your thoughts about thoughts, even the thoughts that feel like you talking to yourself, you just have to let them all pass away. If you can do this, you will inevitably fall through and beyond all of the interpreted experiences of the mind. You leave the world.

Disengage from Thinking

So in meditation I invite you to be as physically still as you possibly can, and let every single thing that arises in consciousness pass away without touching it, without getting involved in anyway whatsoever. That’s it.

No matter what arises in consciousness you just let it go. You don’t discriminate between anything and anything else. You let it all go by, untouched. And if you recognize that you’ve gotten involved with something you don’t even need to look to see what it is you’re involved with. As soon as you get the very first hint that you’re involved with something, you just let it go and allow it to pass away.

If you can do this with enough focus, you’ll start to feel like you’re becoming dislodged from the world.

If you start to feel that, let that feeling pass away too. Don’t get involved with trying to see what’s happening. The temptation to want to see how you’re doing is ever present. Let the temptation pass away without touching it. As soon as you realize you’re touching something, let it go.

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For starters, I don’t shame myself or beat myself up about something I’ve done, or failed to do. I show myself the same kindness and compassion that I’d give to my best friend.

For example, last week I spontaneously decided to drop in to a community meditation. (I love the collective energy of group meditation. Sharing silence is decadent and the ripple effect is powerful.) I stroll in to the meditation room with plenty of time, cozy up in a corner and settle in.

My mind starts to scan the day. It doesn’t get very far. I gasp and feel a stab of pain as I realize that I completely forgot about a meditation I was asked to guide that morning.

I was a no show. I was mortified and devastated.

Then, something magical happened.

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and meditated. I didn’t beat myself up. I didn’t travel down the rabbit hole of how horribly flawed, imperfect and unworthy I am.

There was nothing I could do to change what happened. I offered myself compassion and meditated for 30 full minutes without the torture of guilt, shame and humiliation.

Living in the past

How often do we let the past gnaw at us long after an experience is over, or allow ourselves be consumed by something or someone who has done us wrong?

When we are deeply hurt or ashamed, the natural tendency is to relive the experience again and again: what happened, who failed, what injustice was done, what should have happened, what can be done going forward to make sure it never happens again, and on and on.

We live in the past.

The actual situation of the past is not the problem. The unwillingness to let go is the problem.

Clinging to the past starts a vicious cycle of suffering. It’s toxic. It blocks the natural flow of energy. Tension and stress accumulates in the body. Vitality is lost. Eventually, inflammation and illness set in.

The only way to be free from suffering is to let go and forgive, both ourselves and others.

Forgiveness demands courage and compassion.

It doesn’t ignore the truth of what happened. It does not condone behavior. I knew I’d made a terrible mistake. I promised to never let it happen again (and later started a backup system for my calendar). Then, I let it go.

That meditation was one of the most wonderful experiences. Instantaneous forgiveness. It’s rare, especially to self.

The old me would have relentlessly beat myself up for disappointing others. I’d spiral down to a place of unworthiness. The incessant voices inside my head would repeat telling me how undeserving of love, belonging and connection I am.

Meditation increases self-compassion. It is a powerful tool to begin the process of forgiveness.

Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Release the past and heal in the present moment.

Five steps to forgiveness

These 5 steps and Forgiveness Meditation will open the door to your heart and bring compassion and understanding to yourself and others.

1. Acknowledge
   Start the process of forgiveness by noticing where energy is blocked. The body never lies. Bring to mind a painful experience in the past or a subject you try to avoid. Think about that experience.

Do you notice any physical sensations in the body? What are you feeling? Where are you feeling it?

Physical discomfort or negative emotions are signs that something needs to be released. Do your best not to resist or ignore messages from the body. They are intelligent signs to help you heal and rebalance.

2. Inquire
   Reflect on the experience. If it involves another person, become curious about what they were going through that led to their actions.

Step into their shoes. Feel the pain they may have been experiencing. Notice any conflict, confusion or external pressure they had to navigate. What internal feelings of fear, shame or unworthiness might have been present?

Everyone, including you, is doing the best they can from their level of awareness, no matter how tense or confused they may have been at that time. Stress affects the quality of decision making. Reactions are never the same in stressful situations. Begin to give context to the experience and understand where the person may have been coming from.

3. Process
   There’s nothing fun about reliving past wounds, but the reality is this is what happens every day you don’t forgive. You walk around carrying past pain, anger and resentment. It’s heavy. It’s dark. It’s damaging.

Do the deeper work (in some situations there are many layers to be released). The earlier and more often you practice forgiveness the easier it becomes.

Set aside quiet time to feel emotions and sensations associated with the experience.

Find an undisturbed, safe space to allow each emotion to rise up. Breathe into each sensation allowing the exhale to cleanse and the inhale to heal and bring in new possibilities.

Be mindful not to judge, analyze or push discomfort away. I urge you… simply notice what comes up and be kind and compassionate with yourself.

4. Recognize
   What happened in the past is past. The pain is real, but ultimately pain subsides and another experience takes its place.

Suffering is the killer. It continues when you cling to the past or refuse to move on.

Recognize the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual harm of residual and ongoing negative emotions.

You are exactly where you are meant to be. Acknowledge this. Perhaps, take a moment of gratitude.

Every experience is an opportunity for growth. It may sometimes be difficult to see the gift during tough times, but light always emerges from the darkness.

5. Get Present
   Meet the present moment with fresh awareness. The present moment is untouched by the past or future.

Meditation is a powerful tool to access the present moment and help with the process of forgiveness. During meditation, you access an infinite field of possibilities beyond thought, pain and suffering.

Practice this meditation to alleviate suffering, heal past wounds and reconnect with your true self:

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“The Awakening”

Tending to my nourishment and pleasure isn’t something I was taught when I was younger. If anything, I was surrounded by those who would suffer for their nourishment and pleasure.

I grew up in a society and culture that revered productivity and perseverance, driven to achieve the American dream at the expense of health and wellbeing.

I can say, with certainty, that the vast majority of us were never taught the skills and resources needed to best care for ourselves. As children, the building blocks of our identity were learned through imitation.

How many of us can claim that we had healthy role models in our lives that encouraged us to cultivate skills like presence, listening, discernment, articulation of healthy boundaries, self-care, attunement to ourselves and others, compassion, self-trust, and self-love? Without healthy role models, it’s nearly impossible to learn how to find ourselves amidst the chaos of the outer world.

Unhealthy Role Models

Our drive to keep up with societal standards, completely disregarding our instinctual wisdom, has only increased over time. We were indoctrinated into a society that had very specific ideals with regard to success.

If we didn’t fit the mold or norm, we were most likely excluded and labeled an outcast, deviant, or disordered. If we were one of the ‘lucky ones’ who did fit the mold, we may have realized, years later, that we didn’t know who we truly were because we were living by someone else’s rules and standards for so long.

Like most of us, when I was growing up, I watched the women in my family push themselves past their breaking point, working themselves to the bone in order to make ends meet and make themselves available to others.

I watched as their needs fell by the wayside, never really being met or acknowledged. I watched the men in my family work tirelessly to provide for us, as well, trying so hard to be invincible and not show an ounce of vulnerability.

Starved for Nourishment

As I grew older, I began to equate strength with not showing weakness. I learned to feel guilty for wanting to take care of myself. I learned to feel shame for having needs. I learned to feel unworthy of nourishment and pleasure until I had worked hard enough and sacrificed enough of myself to deserve it.

By the time I reached my early twenties, I was in the grips of endless cycles of burn out and scarcity. I was at war with myself.

The part of myself that was starved for nourishment begged for a reprieve; the other was the perfect slave driver, utilizing criticism, pain, and fear to torture me into persevering beyond my limits. I was not only my harshest critic but also my worst enemy.

Once we reach a point in our lives when nothing is ever good enough, where do we go from there? In time, I learned that the answer wasn’t going to be found outside of myself.

Lose Yourself

Seeking external validation for love, success, and worthiness led me down a long and painful road that ended with the realization that I didn’t know who I really was and had absolutely no idea how to care for myself.

For the vast majority of us, the process of learning to care for ourselves and listen to our inner wisdom is born when we have reached the point of no return.

We are confronted with the hard and painful truth that we cannot continue existing in the same way that we have been. We are terrified because we realize we are on the precipice of an inevitable and irrevocable change and that if we don’t make the choice to shift our reality, life will make the choice for us.

It is often in the process of losing ourselves and everything we thought we knew that we discover who we truly are.

Learning Self-care

When everything is stripped away, we are offered an opportunity to come into greater intimacy with our true selves. We have a chance to start over, rebirth ourselves anew and live our lives in ways that don’t compromise who we are on any level.

Our journey towards greater healing and wholeness becomes possible through our commitment to our own self-nourishment. Our lives radically begin to shift when we decide that negating our truth isn’t an option anymore.

As we learn to honor and listen to our instincts and inner rhythms, we begin to create the space to take care of ourselves in the ways we deserve.

Over time, we slowly learn to put ourselves first and recognize that our needs, desires, and dreams are important.

We re-discover our values and preferences.

We begin to grasp the importance of having and communicating healthy boundaries.

We learn that the more we attune to our own needs, pleasure, and nourishment, the greater our capacity is to show up for the people and things that are most precious to us.

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I have minimal experience acting or performing, and recently I pushed an edge of mine and took an 8-week class in improv comedy which culminated in a showcase performance.

My personal goals with taking the class were to spend more time out of my analytical mind and be more fluid and let my natural silliness come out more. I didn’t quite realize how similar the teachings of improv would be to the teachings of meditation and mindfulness.

You Already Have Everything You Need

Each week of the class had its own theme. Appropriately, the week of the first week was “You already have everything you need.”

The idea in the improv class was that you don’t need to go and learn all these different ways to be funny, or a litany of different theatrical styles or concepts in order to be good at improvising. Stick with what you know and how you feel, and you’ll always have something to offer the scene.

The resonance this holds with the core tenets of meditation and mindfulness were immediately apparent. In the practice of meditation, there is no “there” to get to. There is no where you need to be in order to be a “good” meditator or even to be able to do it.

Meditation and being present are so deeply inherent to being alive that most of the process to “learn” how to meditate is to stop engaging in the processes which take us away from being present. Being present in our natural state. We already have all that we need.

Plans are Useless

A friend of mine once quipped that “Planning is essential, but plans are useless.” While it can be helpful to have a general direction for the journey you’re on, making a specific plan often creates undue rigidity and tension on your experience.

With specific plans in place, our minds tend to cling to those plans as the way things should be and we have difficulty handling the natural ebbs and flows and interruptions that life inevitably throws our way.

The day of our showcase I was simultaneously quite nervous and completely at peace. There was no script for me to have memorized, no instrument or musical piece for me to master. There was no preparation possible, which was both relieving and worrisome.

Even without the possibility to be perfectly prepared, my mind anxiously scanned for things that would be funny for me to remember to bring out that night when on stage. Even as that was happening, I knew that process was completely pointless. I had no idea what the situations I would be placed in.

There was equal chance that I would be in a scene at a high school graduation or a courtroom or in the locker room after losing the Super Bowl. Anything was possible, which made it impossible to plan for.

Being Present

I found comfort in the fact that when I was present with the situation on stage, I would know what to do and what do say. Not because I had pre-planned it perfectly. But rather, I would surrender to the moment, and use what was in front of me.

In the end, that’s exactly what happened.

The same goes for every moment of our lives. We can attempt to plan out our days and cover as many details as possible, but when we let go and give ourselves the space to respond to how life has unfolded, that’s when magic happens.

Working with what life gives us in any particular moment gives us the capacity to respond fully and discover the outcome of our actions.

In the end, we are just improvising our way through life. I encourage us all to be present and enjoy the process of making it up as we go.

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When the great mystic poet Rumi was asked, “How should one meditate?” his reply was simply, “Close your eyes and surrender.”

Entering the unknown

Meditation is a conscious practice of letting go of the mind. That means consciously entering into a space in which we authentically and literally know nothing.

This is a very practical way of understanding what might otherwise be spoken about as entering into the divine mystery, or as it has been referred to in classic literature, the cloud of unknowing.

We live in a culture in which knowing is referred above almost all else. Most of us have an intense aversion to the uncertainty and insecurity of not knowing.

When it comes to matters of significance to use we only feel comfortable when we know. As soon as we realize that we don’t know a tremendous need to find out arises in us.

Knowing feels safe. Not knowing feels frightening and dangerous.

When we meditate we enter into the unknown by letting go of the mind and this journey from knowing to not knowing necessitates a profound faith in life because it requires us to give up control.

That is what is so terrifying – giving up control.

Closing our eyes and surrendering.

Letting everything be as it is.

Leap of Faith

Without a tremendous degree of faith it’s impossible to let everything be as it is without any attempt to control or manipulate our experience in any way.

What you need to have faith in is the inherent goodness of life.

You need to know that it’s safe to give up control.

Let go

If you don’t feel safe giving up control – if you are in any way to any degree convinced that you need to defend yourself against life – then it will be impossible to let go of control; it will be impossible to let things be as they are.

If you are uncertain about the inherent goodness of life it wouldn’t make any sense to let go.

The great realizers of all traditions throughout all time unanimously tell us that it is safe to let go.

Yet, we still find it incredibly challenging to have faith, and for good reason. We’ve all been hurt, we’ve all experienced the pain and suffering of life.

The fact that life is inherently good doesn’t mean that pain and suffering do not exist. It means that despite the existence of pain and suffering, there is an overarching goodness to the whole process of being alive.

I would ask you to contemplate for yourself: how much do you trust life?

Give up control

How ready are you to give up control?

Why is it that we think that we can avoid pain and suffering through control and manipulation when the great wisdom of most spiritual traditions tell us that our efforts to manipulate and control are actually the cause of suffering and pain?

Our struggle to control life is making the experience of pain and suffering worse, not better.

Meditation gives us the opportunity to let go, to give up control and discover that life is trustworthy. The universe that gave us life is not out to get us. In spite of the fact that things happen that cause pain and suffering life is fundamentally good.

The recognition that life is fundamentally a benevolent process is one way to understand enlightenment. When we see that life is good we can finally relax into being here.

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There are hundreds of scientific benefits associated with regular meditation, and it is a key life habit that also sparks a chain reaction for other good habits to take hold, such as:

• Quality sleep
• Enhanced mood
• Better relationships
• Increased self-awareness

If you’ve been wanting to start a regular meditation practice that will create very visible, real and positive changes in your life, follow this 5-step formula.

5-Step Formula

1) Identify

The best way to successfully change any habit is to get crystal clear on why you want to do it. Take out a piece of paper or start a note on your electronic device:

• Write down all of the reasons you want to meditate. Keep going…
• Reflect on these reasons and continue to write about very specific circumstances, situations and experiences you would like to see improve.
• Visualize all the ways your life will be enriched as a result of a regular practice.

For example, if you want to sleep better, continue to reflect on how quality sleep will give you more energy so you can be more productive or creative on a project.

You might visualize how happy and refreshed you feel after waking up from a deep night’s sleep.

Perhaps you become less emotionally reactive when things go wrong and your family comments on how cheerful you are.

Continue this reflection for each of your reasons for wanting to meditate.

When the benefits are more compelling than the time required to meditate, you will find the time. A powerful why can endure any how.

2) Choose

When you are certain your reasons for wanting to meditate are strong enough, pick a start date to begin your meditation habit.

This is critical.

The date you are about to pick is a transformational moment you will remember for the rest of your life.

Take out your calendar and look at the week ahead:

• Select the day you will begin to consistently practice meditation. Between now and the next 10 days.
• Clearly mark this day on your calendar.
• Schedule two short periods of time to meditate that day. It can be as little as 2-minutes or as long as 30-minutes.

I highly recommend that you start small. Perhaps as small as possible to ensure your success.

You may increase the amount of time later, but right now you are establishing a realistic commitment to meditate twice daily, once in the morning and once in the afternoon (for a minimum of 2-minutes).

Pick an amount of time that is “challenge resistant.”

Obstacles will appear. A day will come that you will not feel like meditating.

Your commitment should be so ingrained that you make time no matter how you feel, what else happens or what anyone else says.

From this day forward you will never have to negotiate whether or not you will meditate again. You will simply find the time.

As you move through the next few days, begin to prepare your schedule:

• Reflect on how you spend time each day.
• Decide on areas you want to modify, rearrange or rebalance.
• Begin to adjust or eliminate unwanted things from your life.

Review your whys every day and get excited for what is ahead. Just as you will never forget the day the love of your life appeared, you may never forget the day your life transformed as a result of meditation.

Quick Tip: Set up a daily calendar reminder of your start date. Add the journal notes from Step 1: Identify so you can read them daily and get excited.

3) Energize

Everything in life starts with intention. You have made a powerful decision. The universe has received your intention and the transformation has been set in motion. Now it’s time to energize it.

• Write down the names of three people who will support you on your meditation journey. These are your “Energizers.”
• Contact each of these people and share your plan. Most importantly, share why this is important to you and the benefits you desire.
• Ask for their support and set up a regular check in schedule. What would it look like to have your friends and family support you?

These people are going to be your cheerleaders and accountability partners. They are going to keep you on track, celebrate your wins and support you when you don’t feel like following through on your commitment or hit a stumbling block.

Use these three people as your lifeline for success. If there are other people close to you that you need or want their support, share your excitement for transformation.

It is likely you will inspire others. If you find another person powerfully committed to change (meditation or any other positive life change), become buddies for transformation.

Enjoy the next few days of bubbling excitement and preparation.

Every day reread your whys.

Visualize how your life will be different this time next month or next year. Imagine yourself enjoying the twice daily times you’ve set aside for yourself.

See yourself effortlessly meditating and living life with more joy, clarity, love and ease.

4) Recognize

Habits are never easy to change. You will come up against challenges. Get clear on obstacles that may arise.

• Brainstorm the three most likely obstacles that will throw you off track.
• Create a plan to overcome these challenges.
• Speak with your Energizers in Step 3. Ask them to role play these scenarios with you.

Ask yourself, Am I confident my plan is strong enough to overcome these challenges?

Ask your Energizer, Do you think my plan is strong enough to overcome these challenges?

Create a plan (and a backup plan) for unexpected emergencies. They have a way of coming up at the worst possible time and usually when you least expect it.

Preparation allows you to move through obstacles gracefully without missing a meditation beat.

5) Organize

Organize your life so you have the mental, physical and emotional space for success.

For example, if you were starting a physical cleanse, you would need to prepare the kitchen and pantry. You would likely eliminate processed foods and unhealthy snacks. You would shop and replace these with fresh ingredients and groceries. You would have nutritious menu options planned and healthy snacks that are easy to grab.

Reflect on your schedule and organize your time:

• Eliminate at least one “time-zapper” from your life.
• Review your other consistent daily habits.
• Identify one habit in the morning and another in the late afternoon that you can connect your meditation to.

Habits stick when they are connected to an already established routine.

Consider your morning routine: wake up in bed, rituals in the bathroom, drinking or eating, etc. Review your evening routine: close out the workday, change clothes, switch on the TV, surf the internet, etc. Choose an already existing daily habit (such as brushing your teeth) that you can connect meditation to.

Most people find it easier to maintain a morning practice. As the momentum of the day picks up, it can become difficult to find quiet time, but this is an important time to release stress from a busy day.

Take a mini relaxation break.

Even if it is just for 2-minutes, promise yourself, promise me, that no matter what happens you will sneak away behind a closed door or find a corner to sit down, close your eyes and breathe deeply.

You deserve it. And it continues the momentum of regularity and makes you a meditation super star!

The universe is constantly moving in the direction of higher evolutionary impulses, creativity, abstraction and meaning. – Deepak Chopra

So are you. Cultivating a new habit may not be easy, but you are infinitely flexible.

You are continually evolving. You are a dynamic living being.

The moment you wholeheartedly identify that you truly want meditation to be a part of your life, you become unstoppable. Your life will transform in ways you never imagined.

Have fun, be kind to yourself and enjoy the journey.

When you are ready, meditate with community and be part of a ripple effect of collective coherence spreading peace, harmony, joy and loving kindness out to the world, click here now.

Share your personal tips that have helped you prepare to cultivate or change a habit. How have you been successful?

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When we meditate it is good to remain as still as we possibly can and here’s why.

Our physical stillness in meditation is a metaphor for not moving inwardly.

In deep meditation we discover an inner stillness that is not an act of being still as much as it is a discovery of an aspect of ourselves that is always already still.

In deep meditation, we find a place in ourselves that has never moved, is not moving now, and will never move.

We are so identified with the objects in consciousness that do move, that we make the mistake of thinking that we move.

Those objects are not us. By remaining very still in practice we find a place where we are unmoving and always have been unmoving.

If we are thinking of stillness as something that we are doing then inevitably when we find ourselves getting blown around by our experience of thought and feeling we assume it’s because we’re not strong enough.

We conclude that we haven’t built up the right muscles to hold ourselves steady when the inevitable storms of mind arise.

Imagine yourself on a rowboat, rowing across a choppy ocean, trying to keep yourself moving steadily in a straight line. The waves keep moving you this way and that way.

You think, if only I was stronger then I could use these hours to keep myself stable.

But, of course, in a boat that small, with those little oars, no matter how strong your arms got you wouldn’t be able to maintain the steadiness that you want.

Now imagine a huge ocean liner on the same choppy sea. The waves that were so big in a rowboat are now just little licks on the side of a gigantic hull.

The ocean liner is able to move completely straight effortlessly because it is to big and heavy to be unaffected by the choppiness that had been so challenging in the rowboat.

The way we can find equanimity in our being is not by strengthening our inner muscles so that we can hold ourselves steady.

Equanimity comes naturally when we increase the weight of our being. When we become spiritually heavy enough we will find that we are unmoved by the surface fluctuations of our mind.

The way we increase our spiritual weight is by spending time in awakened awareness.

When you find the true place of innocence and equanimity in yourself and you spend time resting there, your spiritual being gains substance.

You become more spiritually dense. That accumulation of spiritual weight means that we are more naturally aware of the true enormity of our being and it is what allows us to maintain steady through any storm.

As you sit, allow yourself to find the place in you that has always been the center of your being.

The place that has experienced all your experiences.

The place that never moves.

Find your center and then notice that everything moves around it.

It is still.

Find that center and rest there in steadiness, stillness, in equanimity.

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Scrolling through an online feed, I came across this inspirational quote, “Be kind to others, even when others can’t be kind to you.”

It was complete with a clean font and a scenic background. On immediate reflection, that’s a nice piece of advice.

However, I have more than one client who is working on setting better boundaries because they are too nice to others at the expense of themselves.

They care for others in a way that is depleting and disrespectful of themselves. For them, they are working on setting boundaries and using the word they dread: “no.”

For them, that inspirational quote actually points in a direction which is not helpful and will actually deepen their inner imbalance.

Life At The Extremes

Quotes we see and pieces of advice we receive are pointers in a direction. On any meditation forum there is talk about the importance of slowing down, allowing life to run its course and accepting things the way they are.

Again, this is all good advice, but must be taken in context.

Taken to the extreme, if we were exclusively passive and accepting, nothing would ever change and we wouldn’t really get up off our couches.

Why pay taxes? Why change careers? Why fight for social change? We’re all just dust in the wind. It doesn’t matter.

The reality is that life exists on a spectrum.

On one end we have total passivity, the stereotypical stoner dude who doesn’t go anywhere or do anything.

On the other, we have the Type-A mover and shaker, who must always be going and doing, and doesn’t rest to the point of harming their own body and mind.

Life on either extreme is not a healthy way to live. The key is to live in the grey.

What does that mean?

Life In The Middle

Living in the grey means accepting life as a flow. It means that there’s no hard-and-fast rule that we must always abide by. Each situation is unique, and we need to respond accordingly.

There will be times when the best approach is a more passive one, letting things run their course and trusting in the forces of life which are greater and stronger than us.

If your wedding has been moved inside due to the tropical storm swirling outside, there’s no amount of inner intention or outer action that will change the weather to a sunnier and more welcoming day. Here, accepting the way things are is the healthiest way to go.

There will be times when we need to be more assertive, even aggressive, to make the changes we want or need to make in our lives. No one would finish a marathon if they stopped as soon as they felt some fatigue.

On a larger scale, the Civil Rights movement would not have had any effect if there wasn’t a push to overcome the existing inertia of social inequality.

Living in the grey means that we approach each situation as it unfolds, responding in real time to what’s showing up. We may have a goal in mind, but we need to have the discernment on how best to reach that goal.

Nuance Lives In The Grey

Sometimes it’s even more nuanced, where there’s some force required and some time for rest. It’s not about choosing between always on or always off.

In a discussion with a partner about who cleans the kitchen and who sweeps the floors, a compromise will often require pushing for what you want while also being passive and hearing what your partner wants.

Meditation teaches us to connect with the flow of life. It asks us to be with how the Now is changing.

As we learn to witness the unfolding of the present, we are training ourselves to live in the flow even when we’re not sitting on our mat.

This gets us out of rigid, must-always-be-true rules and into the reality of the journey of life.

Black-or-white thinking is a recipe for trouble. Life in the grey is full of possibilities and options.

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I entered onto the spiritual path in earnest at a time when the profound esoteric wisdom of the East was being pursued earnestly in many circles.

Some of us decided to pursue awakening and enlightenment with single pointed dedication. We lived in communities, did extreme amounts of practices, traveled to India, spent time with teachers and read sacred texts.

Revisiting the Roots of Awakening

Lately I feel myself called back to these roots and the radical spirit of discovery that were embodied there. I wrote this essay because I feel called to express my understanding and experience of the esoteric traditions of the East as clearly as I can.

My spiritual training occurred within the Hindu tradition of Advaita Vedanta and specifically in the lineage of the great Indian sage Ramana Maharshi.

In that tradition enlightenment is spoken of in terms of spiritual liberation and non-duality and so this will be an essay about the discovery of spiritual liberation and non-duality.

What Is Freedom?

Most simply we could say that spiritual liberation means freedom from the limitations of the small self into the direct recognition of the self absolute or big self.

It is as another great Indian sage Nisargadatta described it, the recognition of ”I am That.”

This means that it is the recognition that behind all of our ideas of self there is nothing but pure consciousness – a source of awareness that is not bound to any perceiving entity.

We find that consciousness is not a characteristic of a material being, but quite the opposite, our material being is an illusion, a perceived entity that is made of pure consciousness.

The Limits of a Materialistic Worldview

We live in a deeply materialistic age and our belief in our own material existence is so unquestionable that it is all but impossible to break the spell of solidity and come into a direct recognition of our own true nature as a free-floating locus of awareness that is the source of everything.

Because our language is built on the assumption of separation it doesn’t lend itself well to communicating non-dual reality.

Even using the descriptor “free-floating” is problematic because it implies the existence of some medium that awareness floats in. That would imply the existence of two – awareness and the medium it floats in.

What Is A Consciousness-Based Worldview?

The non-dual view is the recognition of oneness, of being one without a second, it is the direct realization that conscious awareness is all there is.

Not a conscious awareness that exists in the universe because the universe itself is an illusion generated by awareness.

Everything that we experience, including ourselves, is part of a virtual experience of reality that is generated by pure consciousness.

The statement above may not seem shocking to you. Perhaps you’ve heard similar things before and find it easy to understand and accept.

Experience Versus Understanding

Still, it will help us to move slowly here, remembering that understanding and acceptance of a spiritual truth is not the same as experiencing it.

Understanding and acceptance are a distant second place from the ultimate prize of being swept up in the direct recognition of our own non-existence as a separate self and the impossible perception of pure consciousness.

The language of virtual reality is helpful because it points to the fact that everything we see and experience as real is simply a perceptual construct – an experience of things that do not exist.

The language of virtual reality is also problematic because most of us will assume that the illusion of reality is being generated in our own mind, or in our brain.

But our experience of mind and brain is also part of the virtual reality. They don’t exist to have an experience.

In non-dual teachings we learn that the whole of reality is a dream without a dreamer.

There is no time and space because these are part of the dream. There is no self and other. There is no inner and outer experience.

Look around you. I am here in my favorite coffee shop. I am seeing baristas and customers. I smell coffee and I see the bricks on the wall in front of me.

Everything appears to exist in space and about an hour of time has passed since I first sat down here.

None of this is real in the way I’ve been trained to think of it. None of it has an existence independent of my experience of it. I am not seeing baristas and customers.

I am having an experience of baristas and customers. If I were to touch the person next to me. I wouldn’t be touching a person, I would be having an experience of touching a person.

The world and everything in it is a collection of experiences that we assume are experiences of real things being had by a real experiencer, but they aren’t. They are pure experiences.

Reality is timeless, spaceless and empty. It has no thickness or depth. It has no future and no past. It simply is.

It is an elaborate and meticulously constructed sense of being a separate conscious entity existing in a vast universe of time and space.

If we are fortunate enough to disappear into this experience of absolute being we will never be the same again.

We may live in similar ways, but we are no longer fooled by the appearance of the world of separation. As useful as it may be to relate to the world of time and space and separate beings as real, deep down we know it is not.

We Are One

When we meet someone we may talk to them as if they are over there in that body and we are over here in this one, but we know we are one.

We know that the source of consciousness that is looking at us through their eyes is the same consciousness that is looking back at them.

There are not two beings interacting. There is one consciousness that has created the experience of separation by generating the illusion of two entities so that it could have the glorious experience of meeting and relating with another.

There is no entity having the experience you are having right now. There is just an experience that is inherently awake and aware, but there is no entity separate from that awakened awareness that is having the experience.

Our belief that we are an entity that has experiences is the first source of duality. It is the first source of the perceived separation of the indivisible non-dual wholeness of being.

Can you let go of your sense of self so deeply that you become the only consciousness there is?

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Achievement versus fulfillment?

The tension between these two is a contemplation my spiritual activist friend Gibrán Rivera has been exploring, and it got my wheels turning:

The drive to grow and to achieve needs to be tempered. It is a good thing. But it comes with a trap. It can lead us to postpone fulfillment. It can lead us to believe that we will only be fulfilled when we achieve the goals we are seeking. This is a dangerous mind trick.

This resonated with me. In an earlier post, I questioned where our confidence comes from. Certainly, some of it must be based in real things we have achieved.

But I concluded that by itself, this is incomplete. There is a deeper source that doesn’t fluctuate based on external conditions. The sense of fulfillment imparts is immediate and unconditional.

Meditation is one doorway to this dimension.

However, in reflection, not all experiences of fulfillment are equal. I wanted to share what I’m seeing constitutes the kind of fulfillment that changes your life.

Embrace the entirety of your life

What I appreciate about Gibrán’s inquiry into fulfillment is it points you to embrace the entirety of your life as it is now. Meditation is both a gift and a path for engaging the overflowing abundance of good fortune that is already in our lives.

As you shed boundaries between you and your present experience, you’ve likely encountered a visceral happiness simply to be alive.

Like an enormous waterfall, existence pours miracles over us that’s easy to take for granted. Consider the act of breathing, the sight of sunlight through trees, the touch of someone we love.

Meditation can re-awaken us to how blessed we are.

And if you can’t emotionally connect with it presently, watch what happens when something you’ve taken for granted disappears.

For example, I’ve been training for a spring marathon with more commitment than I ever have: running 50-60 miles a week amidst my career and family responsibilities. It’s been a thrill and a joy.

Until I recently encountered my first injury after months of this intensity.

The visceral shock of my body’s refusal to continue executing on my plan literally and metaphorically stopped me in my tracks. I’m engaging in healing now, and to simply run unencumbered from pain feels like flying.

Gratitude

It would behoove us not to make soul-expanding gratitude so costly when we are already wealthy beyond measure. I think of the loved ones in my life.

Yet, I’m seeing gratitude as only part of the experience of profound fulfillment. And that’s because without reciprocation, on an existential level we will be incomplete.

In other words, because I have received so much, I want to give back.

Indebtedness

The other side of gratitude is indebtedness. It is a longing to express and contribute in some meaningful way the beauty you already feel. This is no easy task.

It’s so hard because it’s endeavoring to give voice to that which seems to have no beginning and no end. It’s so compelling though because it seems so close and so far away at the same time.

The fulfillment in this lies not in its actual accomplishment but in the ongoing pursuit to align this ineffable intention with one’s actions.

There will certainly be grand and small achievements as a result of this effort; they will be manifestations of the fiery joy churning within.

We fulfill ourselves instantly through great inner exertion to be true to ourselves. But how fulfilled can we be? How fulfilled do we actually want to be?

You see, we are all in a race against Time.

No one knows where the finish line is. And the beautiful thing is there are infinite pathways to get there.

Paradoxically, it’s race where you don’t win by being the fastest. But you do have to be the best.

And what I mean by best in this particular race was best captured for me by four-time Olympic track and field gold medalist Jesse Owens:

The battles that count aren’t the ones for gold medals. The struggles within yourself–the invisible, inevitable battles inside all of us–that’s where it’s at.” 

In the road of both achievement and fulfillment (and it’s likely the same road), these obstacles will never cease.

They are real, hard, arduous, and may cripple us along the way. Perhaps even incapacitate us. Often though, they will transform and liberate us.

But we will have run our race. And if we make it our own it will be glorious.

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May marks the start of National Meditation Month 2018.

Every day I hear someone say, “I should meditate.” Usually followed by a but (insert your but here). The buts are basically the same.

I should meditate, but:

• It’s too difficult.
• I don’t have time.
• I can’t stop my thoughts.

As a mentor and meditation teacher, I listen and usually share insights as to why these particular buts aren’t true. For example:

• Meditation is easy and effortless. The less you do in meditation, the greater the benefits. (If you don’t believe me, we haven’t meditated together, yet.)
• Science shows that time spent in meditation will actually give you back the time you spend doing it.
• Meditation is not about stopping or forcing out thoughts. It is about noticing your thoughts. Just as you might notice the color of your shirt. You notice it and go back to what you were doing.

Let’s say that you identify with some of these same issues. Read these…

How to Succeed in Meditation Without Really Trying

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Monkey Mind: Should You Be Striving to Have No Thoughts in Meditation?

Sometimes the lightbulb goes on. Even the most convinced “I could never meditate” people start to meditate effectively and instantly de-stress.

For me, it happened when I heard Deepak Chopra explain that thoughts during meditation are not obstacles, they are simply a sign that stress is being released. That simple statement transformed my life.

For others, they continue to believe the reason they don’t meditate is because of what follows the but. The setback, however, isn’t but. The real problem is should.

We all should life. I should meditate. I should take a break. I should move, get more sleep, eat healthier, spend more time with my friends and family, etc….

Here’s the problem with should. It is infused with obligation and criticism. What you want, on the other hand, is filled with desire, hope, and inspiration. Naturally you find alternative ways to make your wants and desires come true. Wants draw you toward them. Shoulds pull you farther away.

Shoulds aren’t fun. No one likes them. They are daunting. They feel obligatory. They hang over you and ultimately stop the natural flow of energy.

Try this exercise to embrace your wants and eliminate shoulds.

Visualize How Your Life Will Be Different

Let’s say, you want to get more sleep. You know after a full eight hours of sleep, you wake up in the morning feeling refreshed and clear-minded.

Imagine yourself waking up before your alarm. You easily and happily get out of bed. The morning sun is shining through the window.

As you start your morning routine, your mind drifts off to new possibilities. Solutions spontaneously come to you.

You feel energized and unstoppable. You are twice as productive. You even look back wondering how you found time to enjoy a wonderful conversation that you never expected to have.

Close your eyes. Ask yourself, what do I want? Skip ahead and visualize the results of what you truly want.

Go ahead. Zoom in on the details. Watch, like a movie, how different your life will become as result of having what you want?

Shift Your Focus to Action

After you have visualized how your life will be different, think of what you can do to make this want a reality.

Let’s use the example above that you would like to get eight hours of sleep each night.

Maybe that seems like a stretch. Your first step is to notice. Next, prioritize. Lastly, be kind.

1. Notice what is going on in your life that has to be adjusted for you to have what you want.
2. Prioritize your wants. The wants that fall toward the bottom of the list become shoulds. Let’s use the same example as above. You calculate that you need to be asleep by 10pm because your alarm wakes you up at 6am. Perhaps, you set an alarm on your phone for 9pm to remind you that it is time to move toward your bedtime rituals. This is the time to set aside electronics. There is time to get a few last things done before bed and complete all of your bedtime rituals.
   You know your goal is to be crawling into bed between 9:45 and 10 o’clock. At 10pm, you are comfortably in bed. The lights are off. Your body is settled. Your mind follows.
3. Be kind as you take these actions. It may be weeks before you actually turn off the lights by 10pm. Regardless of how long it takes you, move a little closer to your wants each and every day. Applaud yourself when you take micro actions. Remind yourself of the wonderful feelings that you will experience when this want is a reality. It may take days, or months, to establish consistent actions and habits. Be kind to yourself about the timeline. It will happen because you want it to. It is only a matter of time.

Drop the Shoulds

When you make plans of action, be mindful of areas of resistance. If you had said, “I should get more sleep,” the above example would have turned out quite differently.

Should adds internal pressure. If you don’t do it, you may feel frustrated, self-critical or a like a failure. Set realistic and achievable actions that feel good to you.

Ask Yourself, What Do You Want?

The question this month becomes, do you want to meditate?

If you’ve been saying to yourself, I should meditate, drop the should and firmly decide on what you want.

Once you decide what you want, you are unstoppable.

Doubt dissolves.

Buts spontaneously disappear.

Certainty guides you from moment to moment.

You are free to explore solutions to overcome challenges. Challenges, therefore, become decisions rather than obstacles.

Go within and ask yourself the question, am I ready to start meditating?

If the answer is yes, join the May Meditation Challenge, a fun. flexible, and easy-to-fit-into-any-schedule 31-day challenge. Each day you’ll find simple meditations to help you de-stress, feel happier, and ultimately bring you closer to your essential nature.

Only you can decide if meditation is right for you, at this time in your life. Your true wants and desires will naturally lead you toward health, happiness and well-being, in the right way at exactly the right time. The best way to celebrate National Meditation Month is your way.

If you would like to meditate with community this month and be part of a ripple effect of collective coherence spreading peace, harmony, joy and loving kindness out to the world, click here now.

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As an intuitive mentor, healer, and fellow spiritual explorer, I encounter a lot of individuals who have a longing to be connected to their intuition.

They yearn to be in a state of flow and trust in their natural direction and inner wisdom. The ironic thing is most people are already accessing their intuition on a daily basis.

The common question I hear is that, well if I’m already connected to my intuition than why am I still struggling?

Why do I still feel like something is missing?

Why do I feel overwhelmed and like the path ahead is unclear?

Why do I still feel trapped and misaligned with the love, abundance, and freedom I desire?

The quick answer is, the only reason we still feel out of alignment is because we aren’t heeding the call of our intuitive wisdom and inner guidance.

We are continuously receiving subtle cues and feedback from our bodies and environment.

Our bodies are incredibly sensitive and powerful conduits for discerning, experiencing, interpreting, and shaping our environment.

Our body can tell us the moment that something feels off, painful, or unsafe. We get instantaneous feedback when something feels nourishing, pleasurable, or aligned.

The majority of the time we end up ignoring these subtle cues.

Learning how to be in our bodies and listening to our bodies wisdom isn’t something that has been traditionally instilled in our society and culture.

The Trance of Our Daily Lives

We are unconsciously programmed to fall prey to self-created stories, beliefs, drama, other people’s feedback and criticism, and social conditioning.

We learn, and are even encouraged, to make excuses, play it safe, compete and compare ourselves to each other, and settle even though we know it’s not what we truly want.

We forget to take care of ourselves and can be easily seduced by addictive tendencies that have become a part of the larger status quo.

Social, media, binge-watching, drugs, alcohol, hook-up culture, are just a few of the pastimes that have been normalized.

We allow our own fears and inhibitions to dissuade us from leaping off the edge of our comfort zone and moving towards what we most deeply desire.

The truth is, the only thing blocking us from living in communion with our intuition and higher wisdom is our own fear, lack of trust in ourselves, and the degree that we are willing to courageously act in the face of our fears.

When we are disconnected from ourselves, our tendency to want to ignore our needs intensifies.

• What body cues and signals have I been ignoring?
• Where have I been leaking energy and vitality by not setting solid, energetic boundaries?
• What have I been avoiding for fear of failure?
• Where am I still compromising and not fully honoring my truth?
• Where am I not caring for myself and giving myself the love and support that I really deserve?

These are all questions I ask myself when I feel out of alignment and like I am struggling to hear my intuition and inner voice of wisdom.

When I am feeling powerless and disconnected from myself, my personal inclination is to want to avoid my experience rather than confront it.

Asking ourselves questions like the ones above can feel intensely confronting because they can instantaneously illuminate where we aren’t living in alignment.

Re-alignment With Our Intuitive Ground

To re-align ourselves with our inner ground, intuition, and inner-compass, we begin to gently shine the light of awareness on the areas in our lives that we feel like we haven’t been living in full integrity.

We go back to basics.

We assess where we haven’t been caring for ourselves in the ways that make us feel most supported and nourished.

For instance, you might check-in and take note of how much sleep have I been getting lately?

• What types of foods have I been putting into my body?
• Have I been eating on a regular schedule?
• Am I getting enough rest time?
• Am I moving my body and getting enough exercise?
• Have I had any time for things that I enjoy and have fun doing?
• Have I been able to connect intimately with those that I feel close to and love?

It might seem tremendously basic and obvious, but it’s amazing how easily these things can fall by the wayside when we feel out of alignment with ourselves.

If you were to just pick two of the things on this list to start consciously tending to on a daily basis, your relationship to yourself and sense of self-connection would drastically transform for the better.

I would recommend choosing the two areas of your life that you feel your needs aren’t being consistently met.

Once you’ve selected your two areas, block out time in your schedule this week, so you can meet those needs.

For example, if sleep is a need you haven’t been able to meet, make it your priority for one week to go to sleep at a consistent time every night.

If you find yourself rushing through your meals and not eating the foods that make you feel your best, for this next week, give yourself at least 50% more time than you usually do to enjoy your meals.

See what happens as you slow down and actually tune into what your body wants to eat, as opposed to just grabbing the fastest thing from the fridge.

If it’s been weeks since you’ve taken a break and done something nourishing for yourself, what’s that thing you’ve wished you had the time for and haven’t given yourself the space to do?

Becoming Self-Care Savvy

If you want to take it a step farther, make a list of all the things that make you feel the most nourished and cared for, and then block out self-care time in your schedule for the week.

You might physically block out time for a nap, meditation, bath, exercise, a date night with your intimate partner or friend, time to read, write or pursue other creative pursuits.

It’s your self-care time, and you have access to a boundless well of knowledge and wisdom to know how to best care for yourself in this moment.

It’s amazing what happens when we begin to create regularity and consistency in the way that we take care of ourselves.

From a space of deep self-connection, we can access deeper clarity around what supports our highest expression and what inhibits our highest expression.

Higher Alignment Through Intentional Action

With a stable foundation, we don’t have to fight so hard to hear ourselves. Our ability to reside in a space of trust in ourselves and our direction is amplified because we are maintaining our bodies vessel with tremendous care.

We are resourcing ourselves, filling up our proverbial cups, and consistently meeting our own needs.

When we are resourced, then it becomes that much easier to discern where we haven’t been honoring and expressing our truth and setting clear boundaries around what we need and what most deeply serves us.

We no longer have to reach outside of ourselves for an external sense of validation or stability, we have learned how to be our own anchor.

We no longer negate our needs for other people, we recognize by listening to our own intuitive wisdom that we will align with the awareness, energetic resonance, and vibration necessary to creating the foundation for the life we most desire to create.

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I’ve been meditating daily for about 18 years. I’ve been selling professionally for almost 16 years (I was previously a social worker).

I’ve been running as a spiritual practice for 15 years.

Typically, these three areas act as a virtuous circle in my life; my activity in one area will energize and inspire novelty in the others, which then reciprocate.

But recently, they’ve become a kind of crucible.

I wanted to share some thoughts on what I’ve found supportive when things don’t go your way and seem to be conspiring against you.

Selling and Running

What I love about selling and running is you are negotiating with forces that are outside of your direct control.

You cannot make someone buy your offering; that’s called extortion.

Your body will not do whatever you ask of it; it will rebel at some point through injury or stagnation. And yet, my family’s financial stability and my well-being absolutely depend on how well I get along with these forces.

Meditation, on the other hand, has no concern whatsoever with anyone or anything other. As long as my body and mind are sound enough to sit still and quietly, I’m good to go: I’m free.

Usually, spending time experiencing this depth of freedom spills over into the rest of my life.

It is a remarkable thing to engage in a business conversation, or run hard for 10 miles, with a whiff of meditative infinity circulating in my consciousness.

I endeavor to express it however I can, whether through my vulnerability in an unlikely situation, or by charging through time and space faster than I ever have before.

Where Is the Magic?

However, for countless reasons I can speculate on but not confirm for certain, the magic hasn’t been there.

It’s been raw toil these days with seemingly little to show for it. The money’s not coming in fast enough. I’m running slower than I was last training season.

Now of course, some of this is simply a matter of patience.

Business agreements in my field take time to finalize (I sell for a consulting firm to banks and technology companies). The body needs time to be tuned to higher levels of efficiency (I started training later this year than last season).

But thoughts have haunted me like ominous clouds: of lack, of barren struggle, of a general impending decline.

This is in the context of my past two years, which has been an unprecedented period of flow and plenty in almost every area of my life.

What Is a Stable Source of Confidence?

I found my underlying zest for life getting slowly gnawed away by fears of the minutiae of my daily obligations that essentially boiled down to: am I not as capable as I thought I was?

I found this to be a particularly challenging test because to excel at selling and running each demand a certain kind of verve and depends so much on one’s confidence. But what to do when confidence was the very opposite of what I was feeling?

But then, I started to contemplate: what is confidence? Where does it come from?

Clearly, there’s a reality to how we measure ourselves that is quantifiable and unmoving.

I can feel awesome about myself, but if I’m not bringing in sufficient revenue for my firm, or achieving specific speed times, I will face unavoidable consequences.

Conversely, if I’m over-delivering, my family’s bank accounts expand enormously and my middle-aged body transmutes into a lethal machine before my very eyes. That typically makes me feel pretty good.

However, I’ve seen how we can become a slave to our own metrics: one’s self-worth relies on fluctuating calculations that aren’t entirely in our control.

Like a hyper-aggressive investor fixated on the global stock market, I value my life by whether I’m up or down on this index.

And the insidious nature of this index is that there is no top and no bottom.

Look in either direction and there will be numbers towering and descending without end. Holding one’s self to an arbitrary standard is a never-ending hell that is difficult to escape.

Thank God for meditation.

In its immediacy, this index crumbles.

Finding Faith Through Meditation

Lately, as I’ve clung on to the sanctuary of nothingness that is meditation, I’ve been drawn to a source of confidence that is not so fragile and full of flux.

Until I can refine my thinking (and come up with a better word), I call it the Dream.

Why do I meditate just about every day without fail? Why am I so motivated to bask in nothing at all?

Because it’s not really “nothing”. It is something. I don’t know what it is. I can’t put my finger on it. It has to do with why I am alive and why it is worth living.

It is reminiscent of a hope for a perfected world, but as that’s a vision impossible for the mind to comprehend with any specificity, it is like a glorious Dream that you can never remember.

Yet, that doesn’t mean the Dream’s not totally real, meaningful, and full of purpose.

You just can’t hang your hat on it or put it in a box on the mantle.

Perhaps a more accurate word for it is faith.

And the nature of faith is that it relies on something that you cannot see. That can seem like a bad bet to base your confidence on.

As our our world grows more volatile than ever, I think the strength and stability that comes from a conscious and open-eyed faith in our existence is a most powerful resource to draw from.

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I run a meditation group at my office twice a week. Not too long ago, someone lamented after a session, “I couldn’t relax, I kept hearing the ticking of the clock – it was so distracting!”

While I understand what she was saying, and certainly have had times when I was unable to let go of a thought or a noise, the issue of distractions is rooted in a fundamental perspective that, when shifted,  paves another way forward.

What Are Your Priorities?

Distractions are only distractions if we choose for them to be. When we say we’re distracted by something, we are giving that thing a higher priority in our mind than our task at hand.

I have a client who wanted to work on his road rage. With some introspection, we were able to determine that his sudden bursts of anger were rooted in a sense of feeling trapped in life.

I offered him some techniques he could employ at home before our next session to understand how this feeling of his shows up in his day-to-day in more subtle ways.

He came to his next session and I asked him how it went. He said, “Well…. you know, I wanted to do that, but I kept getting distracted by my wife or the news or my dogs…” and he trailed off.

Knowing he’s a big football fan, I asked him when he’s watching the Patriots and his wife comes in the room and asks him to do something, is he distracted then? Does he get pulled away from the game that easily?

Without hesitation he replied, “No way man! When I’m watching the game, I’m in it. I don’t even know what else is going on around me. My wife has to say things three times before they register when the Pats are on.”

The “distractions” that show up when he went to do some of his homework were things that show up regardless if he’s being introspective or immersed in the game on TV.

When he “wanted” to look internally, he considered these other things to be a higher priority so he gave his attention to them. But when watching football was his highest priority, other things had a much steeper hill to climb to make a dent in his awareness.

Distraction In Meditation

The same is true in meditation. When we are distracted by noise or a twitching muscle in our eye, we are prioritizing that sensation over our practice. We are saying it is more important to pay attention to that noise than it is to be still.

We have a lot of cultural conditioning which reinforces this. We live in a world of instant gratification and the expectation of immediate response to communication.

There is a competition for our attention, and an expectation that our attention is up for grabs to the highest bidder who uses the specific alarming tone or eye-catching combination of superlatives.

Consider your own experience reading this article. How high a priority is this? If you receive a text message or an email while you’re reading this, do you stop and tend to that?

I’m not judging where you place your priorities. That is your choice for you to determine what is most important to you.

However, I invite you to consider that you have more control over where your focus goes than you may have otherwise thought.

It is important for us to realize we have control over our own attention.

We get to say where we are focusing and where we are not.

We get to decide where our priorities lie.

We are in control of what we pay attention to.

The Highest Priority

When you meditate, make that your highest priority. There is a conditioning to pull you away to the newest stimulus, but any conditioning can be adjusted. Any learned behavior can be unlearned.

Just because a clock ticks or a phone buzzes does not mean it is more important than what you are doing.

Make being still your highest priority, and see how that control of your awareness can filter out into the rest of your life.

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Part 1: Stepping into Perpetual Freedom

“Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.” ― Albert Einstein, physicist

When I speak of spiritual freedom I’m speaking about being released from the hypnotic bonds of the current paradigm.

In my work I spend a great deal of time supporting people to understand the insidious ways that we become ensnared in the perceptual sensibilities and limitations of the dominant paradigm.

We are taught to believe that we live in reality when in fact we live in a very convincing illusion of reality. That illusion is formed by conditioned patterns of thought and feelings and the habitual ways that we respond to them.

We’ve been trained what to think and how to feel, and then we’re taught to use our thoughts and feelings to tell us what is real.

This circular loop creates an illusion of reality that is so convincing that few of us ever suspect that the way things really are might be radically different than the way we think and feel they are.

It is important to emphasize that the liberation I’m speaking about is not meant to be a transitional step designed to take us from one reality to another.

It is a state of perpetual freedom that leaves us always open to new possibilities. We never forget that there is always more possible no matter what may feel real to us now and so we are always ready to let go discover something new.

Part 2: Discovering the Reality of Unity and Love

“Consciousness is indeed always with us. Everyone knows ‘I am!’ No one can deny his own being.” – Ramana Maharshi, Hindu sage

One of the great spiritual awakenings that I work with is the awakening of non-dual awareness. The term non-dual is sometimes translated as oneness, but in a sense, it is not really oneness at all.

Non-duality does not mean only-one. It means not-two. It does not imply unity as much as it implies no separation and inclusivity.

The idea of oneness too easily suggests an undifferentiated uniform mass, and that kind of oneness excludes difference, diversity or uniqueness.

Non-duality cannot be that kind of oneness because anything that it excludes becomes a second to itself and then there would be two.

The nature of non-duality is radical inclusivity. It is one without a second. It is an inside that has no outside.

My deepest experiences of what I could only call non-dual awareness did not leave me with a sense of oneness or even wholeness. They left me with an all-encompassing sense of love and connection with everything everywhere.

We exist in a continuous field of inseparability, in constant relationship with everything. In the current paradigm we’ve developed habits of perception that cause us to feel separate in a reality in which no separation actually exists.

Part 3: Liberating Ourselves from Separation and Isolation

What we experience as separation emerges largely out of the experience of mystery. I experience you as separate not because you are, but because I don’t, and maybe can’t, know everything about you.

If we make a slight perceptual adjustment the sense of separation becomes an encounter with mystery.

The existence of mystery gives rise to a feeling of loving curiosity that naturally wants to merge with that mystery by knowing it through direct contact. This desire to merge with mystery is a spiritual love that wants to unify all of life.

The first spiritual practice I worked with was meditation in the lineage of the Hindu teaching of Advaita Vedanta and the teachings of Ramana Maharshi.

Meditation in the way I teach is a practice of consciously merging with the mystery of being.

Even as the language of my work has evolved to focus around the language of paradigm shifting I still find that non-dual awareness and the practice of meditation are a central part of what I teach.

This is partly because meditation as I teach it is never just a solitary practice done in isolation.

If we think sitting down and closing our eyes means that we are alone, then we misunderstand the true scope of what it means to be human. Closing your eyes can’t separate you from the rest of humanity or anything else.

Every thought and feeling you have in the seeming privacy of your own mind has been shaped in relationship with the thoughts and feelings of everyone you’ve ever known and everyone they’ve known and so on and so on.

And we are influenced by much more than just other people. Every experience we’ve ever had of every living and non-living thing has had a shaping influence on us.

And those things have been shaped by the encounters they’ve had. There is no separation.

Nothing is ultimately separate from anything else.

Experiencing the truth of no separation directly and resting in that recognition is how we rewire our nervous system and tune our sensibilities to the experience of the continuous field of being that we live in.

When you close our eyes to meditate do so knowing that there is nothing separating you from anything else.

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Don’t worry; this is not going to be another article touting the many benefits of meditation. This article is going to explore how meditation and mindfulness can transform our relationship to our sexuality and the way we intimately relate.

Mindful sexuality and intimacy are still topics vastly unexplored in the mainstream. We exist in a society and culture that has a significant pleasure deficit.

By pleasure deficit, I mean that we have an incredible deficiency in pleasure and an overabundance of stress and suffering.

The collective trance that we’ve all bought into champions being constantly-on-the-go and participating in the endless rat-race.

Between our innumerable to-do lists, familial, and occupational duties, we reserve very little time to enjoy the things that give us the most pleasure and make us feel the most alive.

I am assuming you are reading this article today because you are searching for a way to maximize pleasure in your life. Whether you’d like to have a better sex life or cultivate a more profound connection with yourself or intimate partner, these concepts that we are going to discuss can help you reach your goals.

First off, to reiterate, meditation brings us into direct contact with our present moment reality. Our senses become heightened.

We are more aware of our emotions and physical sensations. There is greater space in which to observe our thoughts. The act of being mindful helps us to become more physically present in our bodies.

Naturally, as we cultivate a meditation practice our ability to stay present in all areas of our lives grows exponentially.

When we begin to utilize meditation concepts like presence, relaxation, listening, and letting go, in our sexual and intimate relationships, it’s a complete game changer.

Presence:

Just like in meditation, we can begin to practice becoming more present within the realm of our sex lives and intimate relationships.

When we start to apply presence practice to sexual intimacy, we are cultivating our ability to become more aware of our own physical sensations, bodies signals, and cues.

The more present, embodied, and connected we are, the greater our ability to tap into the  body’s innate sensitivity. This allows us to be more aware of our own feelings and desires and those of our partner’s.

Relaxation/Slowing down:

There’s a reason that there is so much hype about foreplay. I promise it’s not an urban myth.

In meditation, we give ourselves the opportunity to stop, slow down, and take an out-breath. We might notice that our breath naturally deepens and becomes more expansive.

Any tension or pain we might be carrying in our bodies starts to soften. Physiologically, our nervous system is shifting from an activated state to a more restful and restorative state.

When we relax and slow down during sexual intimacy, we are creating a greater degree of safety and building the foundation for a deeper connection.

The more that we allow ourselves to slow down, the more we increase our capacity to tune into what feels good and pleasurable. Slowing down actually increases the intensity of our sensations.

We are not only able to feel more pleasure, but we are also able to more easily discern what doesn’t feel good or what isn’t working. When we slow down with each other, we naturally create space for increased communication and collaboration on all levels.

Listening:

Once we’ve developed our ability to be present, relax, and slow down, a deeper level of listening becomes available to us.

One of the many benefits of meditation is that it augments our connection to the more subtle realms of energy beyond the physical. I’m sure that we’ve all wished that our intimate partner could anticipate exactly what we desired without us having to communicate it.

Sometimes, communicating our sexual desires, likes, and dislikes can feel like the most uncomfortable part of the exchange. I have good news for you.

When we have a strong foundation of being anchored into our present moment experience from an embodied place, and we’ve learned to consciously relax and slow down, we have the opportunity to more easily connect and experience these subtle realms of energy.

From a space of deep self-connection and presence, we are very much in-tune with our own pleasure and desires, and those of our partners. We are no longer trying to determine or blindly guess at what would feel the most satisfying.

We are able to utilize our body as a finely honed, intuitive compass, and easily read the subtle shifts in our partners energy and body. This supports a mutual deepening in connection, synergy, love, and flow.

Letting Go/Surrender

In meditation, our ability to let go and surrender often dictates the degree to which we find our practice satisfying. Most meditation traditions are advocates of letting go of the attachment to any outcome, even satisfaction.

The gift of this practice of letting go is that it enhances our ability to welcome all that is arising in our experience.

When we attach to an outcome of how we want our practice or experience to be, we are contracting against the expansion, connection, love, pleasure, and freedom that is our natural state and birthrate.

Similarly, when we are fixated on a specific outcome and goal in terms of our sexual intimacy we limit what’s possible.

When we have the courage to surrender, let go, and follow our natural instincts and intuition we are able to transcend the physical limitations of the mind and dissolve into a deeper union.

As we practice the art of letting go and opening, we might reach a point in our practice that we realize that it is not our partner that we are surrendering to, but the pure awareness and consciousness reflected in the eyes of our lover.

By cultivating greater mindfulness and presence in our sexual and intimate relationships we can effectively transform the habits, beliefs, and patterns that perpetuate disconnection and dissatisfaction from the bedroom to the workplace.

When we make the choice to consciously awaken from the autopilot of our lives it not only amplifies our own self-connection, but strengthens our capacity to connect with the people we love most.

Interested in learning more about awakened sexuality and conscious partnership? Check out Intimate Communion by acclaimed Spiritual Sexuality teacher, David Deida.

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In meditation we sit and let life unfold from moment to moment without any interaction. This can be considered not having a problem with anything, or letting things be, or being in the moment. Regardless of what you call it, the practice is one of allowing whatever shows up to show up.

I often hear people complain of “distractions” – the ticking of a clock, or the conversation out the door, or an itch on their leg. Whatever arises during meditation, whether gradual or sudden, blaring or faint, pleasant or distasteful, if we can consider these stimuli as part of the greater whole of this moment, then the idea of a “distraction” loses its footing.

When we witness the full moment, these sensations have a context to be taken in. As we allow them to be there instead of shying away from them, we are taking in this moment exactly how it is. We are witnessing this moment truly and authentically, not cherry-picking which sensations we want to experience and which we do not.

This is the basic approach to meditation. Whatever shows up we acknowledge without any issue. This instruction is about us receiving stimuli, energy flowing towards us.

But what about when energy moves in the other direction? What about when we wish to express ourselves to the world?

Guards Work Both Ways

In meditation, we drop our guards, let go of habituated tension, and allow ourselves to simply be..

These guards that we drop work both ways. Not only do they inhibit us from fully experiencing this moment, they prevent us from fully and clearly expressing ourselves.

The more we practice dropping our conditioned guards and experience life fully in meditation, we can practice dropping them when we go to communicate.

Accept the Moment

As we learn to accept the moment as it is, we learn to accept ourselves as we are.

As we learn that the “distractions” that show up in our practice are part of a deeper whole, we learn that our emotional issues and mental traps are part of the deeper whole of who we are.

As we practice connecting with the deeper whole, the more clearly we connect with the deepest version of who we are, and can express ourselves from that place.

Meditation is often considered a practice for us to help learn how to deal with life. Yet it also can help us be authentically who we are as we communicate to others.

As we practice getting out of our own way of experiencing things outside of us, we are practicing getting out of our own way to experience and express what is happening within us.

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We are infused with a sense of possibility and confidence in our ability to achieve the goals or outcomes we may have missed over the past year.

Suddenly, as the clock turns 12:00 A.M. and we cross the threshold into the next year, it’s as if for just a moment we are free of the weight of our problems. The next year sparkles ahead blissfully unformed with the vast spaciousness and room to finally make our dreams a reality.

Our New Year’s Resolutions give us the opportunity to re-start the game and recommit ourselves to our fundamental values and truths. We get to hit refresh and come back to the deeper core of what’s important to us with renewed vigor.

The question is, why do we have to wait to give ourselves a second chance to succeed or “do better” in life?

Why do we wait until January 1st to re-start our gym regime, eat the foods we know make us feel best, get the sleep we need, end a toxic relationship, swear off Netflix or social media, or quit one of the numerous addictive habits we have?

Today, I would like to talk about what I call the art of embodied listening or the embodiment of listening. We live in a world in which information is continuously bombarding us.

I think that it’s safe to say that we live in an age of informational and technological overload. We are exposed to a collective of thoughts, feelings, and energies that are in an ever-evolving state of cross-pollination.

In fact, it’s entirely impossible to avoid each other’s influence.

The Overwhelm Baseline

I’m sure you’ve heard or even expressed the statement, “I am going to go be alone with my thoughts,” before. Have you ever wondered why the idea of being “alone with our thoughts,” seems so much more of a rarity in today’s time?

It’s as if it’s suddenly become outlandish to have any semblance of alone time or space to connect and be with ourselves. To turn down the volume of our world we usually have to go on retreat or escape to an environment that has limited access to wifi and cell phone service.

We have to actively “practice,” pursue and seek the places of silence and stillness within the cacophony of our lives. It is no wonder that we have largely lost the art of inner listening.

Inner listening is a quintessential building block for our care and nurturing, ability to make sense of the color, texture, and shape of our world, and is the guiding force that illuminates our path forward.

Discovering Our Inner Sanctuary

To safely navigate through the wilds of our lives, it is imperative that we have an inner sanctuary to come home to. To reiterate, when we are constantly overloaded by our outer-world, our inner world becomes so over-full that it can be a challenge to hear our inner voice. It can also be difficult to discern what we think and how we feel.

Have you ever been in the situation where you and a friend are trying to decide what to do, and neither of you can make a decision?

This is an excellent example of not being connected to your inner voice and sanctum.

Our desire and ability to lean into the guiding force of our inner voice is affected by many different circumstances.The overwhelming nature of our world is but one of these circumstances.

If we are highly sensitive, we have an even greater propensity to losing touch with our inner voice. Our conditioning around our right to take up space and stand up for our truth and beliefs can also tremendously impact how connected to our inner voice we are.

Our socioeconomic status, gender, religion, sexual orientation, and ethnicity can drastically shape our relationship to our inner voice.

The way our primary caregivers nurtured our confidence and independence also influence our ability to stay anchored and connected to our inner voice.

What is Embodied Listening?

Embodied listening is the vehicle through which we can learn to strengthen and enhance our connection to our inner voice. How do we begin to re-establish our connection to this vital mechanism integral to maintaining our sanity in the world?

Cultivating the art of embodied listening means that we can attune to our physical bodies signals, sensations, and cues.

Through mindfulness and presence practice we can begin to decode the unique language of our physical system. Our physical body is an outward manifestation of our thoughts, feelings, and the deeper wells of our unconscious psyche.

Embodied listening happens when we can interpret and listen to the deeper communication of our inner world.

Our bodies are incredibly sensitive to our environment. Our bodies will instantaneously shift in response to whether we feel threatened or safe. Our physical body and energetic field will contract or expand depending on whether we felt relaxed and nourished or stressed.

The Practice of Embodied Listening

As a practice, you might try turning your attention and awareness to your body for a day. As you go about your day, notice with curiosity in what situations is your body contracting and expanding.

Notice if there are specific circumstances, places, or people that make you feel expansive and in connection with life, or disconnected and tense in your body.

This practice is a simple awareness exercise that can help you to cultivate the first level of embodied listening. If you were just able to implement this practice your life would begin to drastically transform.

From this vantage point of embodied listening, knowing the exact foods that are most optimal for our body and the exact type of nurturing or self-care we need becomes quite effortless.

Making a decision or setting a boundary doesn’t feel confusing or burdensome. Discerning between our need for connection and alone time couldn’t be easier.

The clarity through which we can access our personal truths, values, and preferences feel exponentially more accessible.

Once we are able to strengthen our connection to our inner voice, no matter what arises in our present moment experience we always have an inner home to return to.

We are able to effortlessly access the higher wisdom of how to best care and nurture ourselves.

We are able to consider and make decisions with greater confidence and clarity.

We are able to implicitly trust and lean into the knowledge that we can catch ourselves no matter how massive the leap or vast the fall.

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Did you hear Oprah’s speech at the 2018 Golden Globe awards?

Her final wish:

“And when that new day finally dawns, it will be because of a lot of magnificent women, many of whom are right here in this room tonight, and some pretty phenomenal men, fighting hard to make sure that they become the leaders who take us to the time when nobody ever has to say “Me too” again.”

The “Me too” movement is washing through many industries–entertainment, sports, politics, and others–but there is one area which has stayed strangely silent.

The spiritual community.

Despite what we all want to believe, spiritual communities, from churches and spiritual leaders, to meditation groups and yoga teachers, are not immune to abuses of power, sexual misconduct, and sexual harassment.

And there are many examples.

Years ago, my yoga community grappled with what to do when a senior yoga teacher was accused by multiple women of sexual misconduct. Just like Hollywood, many people had known what was going on but no one had spoken out.

…until one day, when many women spoke out.

So let’s start the conversation now. Let’s talk about the conditions that allow the abuse to exist and no one to speak out.

Spiritual communities have some unique challenges when addressing the issues of power and abuse. But once you recognize these traits, you will be sensitive to the signs and be able to choose healthy communities for your practice.

Why it’s hard for spiritual communities to admit to abuse

The myth of being “too spiritual” for abuse

When you visit a spiritual community or meditation group, one of the first things you’ll notice is how open and warm-hearted people are.

It’s baked in.

People are drawn to spiritual practice with the sweet desire to challenge themselves, grow, and become a wiser, more loving person. They are often seeking truth and connection.

With a whole community of people wanting to do good, you might think they would be safe from abuse.

It’s exactly this assumption that makes admitting there’s abuse particularly hard. No one wants to admit how flawed, and how completely human, they and their communities are.

It’s hard to be vulnerable–and self-protective

If you’re in a spiritual community, you’re probably there to grow.

This is a good thing.

You’re probably learning new ways to see your circumstances and looking deeply within yourself. You might be releasing old patterns.

Often this process of growing requires that you put your complete trust into your spiritual teacher and the process, even if you don’t understand it, or you think it’s odd.

But this openness has a shadow side. It can make you ignore your gut and get in situations which you wouldn’t tolerate in a different setting.

When your sense of self-protection is by-passed, you are vulnerable to abuses of power or sexual misconduct.

Cross-cultural social cues can be confusing

The final challenge to some spiritual communities is a cultural divide between the spiritual teacher and the followers. Without a shared cultural language, social signals can be misjudged. People without integrity can take advantage of this.

Signs that your spiritual community may be unhealthy

1. Questioning the teacher is discouraged.

If you notice behaviors in the teacher that are confusing, it’s natural to want to understand what is going on.

If your community discourages you from questioning him, that is a red flag.

Sometimes people don’t forbid you to ask question outright. Instead, you may be shamed or patronized. People might say things like, “When you practice more, you’ll understand.” In the worst cases, you could be shunned for not being an advanced practitioner or enough of a believer.

You are always free to ask about things that don’t seem right. If your community doesn’t agree, it may be time to look more deeply at what is going on.

2. The teacher’s helpers are anxious and competitive

Many spiritual leaders have a core group of trusted individuals who help them and support them.

However, sometimes those positions close to the teacher are used as bait to keep people from questioning abuse.

If the in-group around the leader is insecure and constantly competes for attention, or if the group is constantly changing as people in favor come and go, this could be a sign of something wrong.

Mature, stable leaders pick mature, stable helpers. They all work together without need to win the attention of the person in charge.

3. There are rumors of sexual, financial, or interpersonal misconduct

Rumors are tricky.

Of course, rumors aren’t necessarily true.

On the other hand, sometimes they are. Often rampant abuse is known by a wide circle. Disbelieving the rumors only helps keep what is going on secret.

If you hear rumors, ask questions. Find out what is true and what is not.

4. You feel ill-at-ease

Few people will say that the spiritual path is easy and without discomfort. It’s expected that you’ll feel awkwardness as you grow and transform.

But abandoning your common sense, instincts and gut-feelings is not part of that process.

If you feel uncomfortable in a situation, get yourself out of it. Reflect on it outside the group and see if your discomfort is a sign of personal growth–or a warning.

5. Your loved ones are not happy with your new practice

Sometimes when you join a new spiritual community or meditation group, your loved ones don’t like it. It’s different than what they know and they may not like your new ideas.

But sometimes your loved ones can see things you can’t.

Be careful not to dismiss their concerns too lightly.

6. The leader criticizes other types of practice

If your spiritual leader criticizes other forms of practice, claims to be the one true spiritual leader, or discourages you from leaving, be very cautious.

It’s OK to try different spiritual practices. Each technique, tradition, or teacher has something different to offer and you won’t know what is best for you until you try it.

Be wary if someone tries to convince you otherwise.

Be a new kind of spiritual practitioner

Abuse of power and sexual misconduct can happen anywhere, even in spiritual communities.

If we want to stop it, we need spiritual leaders and practitioners who are brave enough to stand up and say no. We need people who are brave enough to speak out when it does happen. We need to discard the assumption that “anything the spiritual leader does is OK.”

And most of all, we need to temper our desire to follow the spiritual path with common sense and healthy boundaries.

The “Me too” movement includes everyone in every circumstance. Let’s start the conversation in the meditation community so that no one has to say “Me too” in their spiritual practice.

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This week I’m excited to share an interview with you all about this topic. I was delighted to join former Navy SEAL Platoon Commander, FBI Special Agent and SWAT Operator Errol Doebler and his cohost Zac Ruiz for their Leadership in Tech Podcast.

I had an amazing time talking with Errol and Zac and I think you’ll get a lot out of our discussion.

Please leave me a comment and let me know what you thought of the show.

Morgan, Zac, and Errol bring in the new year by discussing meditation, and how it can benefit leaders, tech workers, and everyone else as well.

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aboutmeditation.com/beginners-guide-science-meditation-2/ (this is a guide to science and meditation)

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Imagine you’re at a beach on a beautiful summer’s day, and you become aware of a child moping and whining, complete with the familiar ear-piercing tones. It’s easy to question the parenting present (or not present), yell at the kid in your own head, and get upset that he is ruining your day.

Or, you can choose to see that child’s issues and expressions in context of the entire scene. From the perspective of the entire scene, his issues are at a relatively minor volume compared to the warmth of the sun, the gentle lapping of the waves, and the smooth sand between your feet.

This shift in perspective does not stop the kid from whining, but instead, it puts him in context. Doing so will quite naturally make his tones less abrasive. As far as you’re concerned, the pleasant sensations of the day override the abrasiveness of his issues.

Context in Meditation

This is something we practice and reinforce in meditation. We train ourselves to sit with the moment exactly how it is, with all the sensations we are aware of.

The tendency is for our minds to glom on to one particular sensation or thought, whether to judge it or analyze it, to question why it’s there or wish it away. Meditation is a practice of noticing that we are down the rabbit hole of thought, and then letting go of that attachment and bringing our awareness back to the greater context of all sensations present.

Context Breeds Compassion

A few years back I was driving in the pre-dawn hours to work and I pulled into an empty parking lot to get a bagel and a cup of coffee. As I pulled in, I noticed there was another car coming at a right angle towards me, and we were headed to a collision. We both stopped short and in the subsequent pause I sped away into a parking spot. My intent was to get out of the way of the other driver as quickly as possible so we could both get where we wanted to go.

As it turned out, we were both headed to the same bagel shop. This older woman came in behind me and was indignant, fuming about how I had driven, exclaiming that I was a dangerous driver and almost caused an accident.

When I apologized and gently explained my reasoning, that I was trying to get out of her way, she immediately softened. As she understood the greater context for my actions, her rage almost instantly turned to compassionate understanding, and no longer took offense.

Looking For Context

When we can provide context to a personal problem we’re facing, or a potentially anger-inducing quote, or an eye-catching headline, we free ourselves to likewise find compassionate understanding.

The way information is peddled to us is often in quick sound-bite format, devoid of depth and context. A movie may be advertised as “Critics are saying… ‘amazing’” but perhaps what the critic actually said was, “This movie is an amazing waste of time and money.”

Likewise, it is common for us to complain that “Life isn’t fair.” However, consider what were some of the worst moments of your life when they happened. Perhaps after time has gone by, and you can see them in the greater context of who you are and how you have grown, these events were actually forces of good, and helped you evolve and move your life in a direction that has been undoubtedly beneficial.

Context provides us freedom.

A Challenge

I will challenge you, as I challenge myself, to strive to find the greater context of challenges that you face. Notice the knee-jerk reactions you have to things, and strive to find the deeper meaning. I invite you to look for the 90% of the proverbial iceberg that is submerged and not consider that 10% tip to be its entirety.

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It’s the end of the year–the time of darkness, reflection, and holiday.

And on most years at this time, I’m very happy.

I’m grateful for my loved ones. My health. A warm home.

I’m giddy about seeing twinkling lights in front of the homes in my neighborhood.

But this year– this year I just don’t feel it.

I’m crabby and irritable. gloomy and impatient.

Gratefulness? I can’t find an ounce of it. I’m just trying to be someone who others would want to be around.

I’m in a grinch-y mood and it seems easier to list what I’m not happy about than what I enjoy.

As a dedicated meditator and spiritual seeker, this presents a challenge. How can I be both present with what is happening, and invite the joy, love, and gratitude that I know is just behind my mood?

Be Aware of your Dissatisfaction

The first step to cope with holiday moodiness is to be aware of it.

Don’t fight it. Don’t try to change it.

Just be aware.

So when I want to snap at someone, I just notice it. I don’t try to change my feelings. I do my best not to get wrapped up in my feelings. And on a good day, as best as I can, I don’t act on my feelings.

Instead, I give myself the assignment of just noticing my feelings.

You can do the same thing.

Every time your mind judges someone else’s experience, just notice.

Every time you want to run, hide or fight, just notice.

Every time you start lists of what you don’t like about the world, just notice.

Watching your emotions and reactions has many benefits but sadly, stopping your moods from surfacing is not one of them. All of your emotions will still be there. In fact, they may even seem stronger now that you are giving them a little focus.

But even if you feel the same, watching your feelings may help you notice patterns. You’ll start to recognize your triggers. You’ll see how your moods ebb and flow, and begin to understand your mind better.

This understanding can help you unhook. You stop getting caught up. Your emotions become a little less potent. They’re still there–they’re just not as charged.

And when you are less wrapped up with the drama in your head, you can stop fighting what you’re feeling. You can accept that you’re human.

In other words, if you’re a grinch, you’re a grinch. No big deal. No reason to fret.

Do Something Kind

When you’re feeling grumpy, it can be very hard to do kind things.

But do them anyway.

Go through the motions. Pretend you feel generous and happy. Make big gestures or small ones–either way just do something kind.

Doing kind things when you don’t feel like it reminds you that you are not the center of all things.

Plus, it makes the people around you happy.

Do a Loving-Kindness Meditation

The final antidote for a grinch-y holiday mood is to use the meditation tools you have in your toolkit. And one of the best ones is to do a loving-kindness meditation.

Find a comfortable spot to sit. Ground yourself.

Think of yourself and with each breath say, “May I be happy and full of joy.”

You don’t have to believe your words–just send yourself the wish.

“May I be happy and full of joy.”

In the beginning, this may feel awkward or mechanical. If it does, you have a few choices.

• You can continue the practice, letting it be awkward and watching what happens next.
• You can modify the phrase so it feels easier for you to wish. For example, you could say, “May I be as happy and full of joy as I can right now.”
• You can imagine yourself as a child and send your child-like self the good wishes.

Regardless of whether the meditation is easy or hard, keep sitting and wishing yourself happiness.

Loving-kindness meditation can have a startling effect. It can melt away sourness and reveal your a tender sweetness underneath.

Even if all your complaints remain, you feel a little softer about them. You have a little more spaciousness around them.

Grouchiness is a very uncomfortable mood. No one enjoys being negative and impatient.

But fighting the mood, going to battle with it, rarely makes it better.

Instead, make your grouchiness your practice. Work with your feelings.

You might find your heart softer and kinder, despite your bad mood.

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Do you ever have the feeling that, if everything isn’t going well, you aren’t worthy enough to share your voice or wisdom?

Have you encountered that internal voice proclaiming that your struggle is a weakness that must be hidden at all cost?

Have you sat with the shame of feeling like there must be something wrong with you because you don’t have everything figured out?

If this sounds familiar, you aren’t alone!

It’s as if there’s an invisible decree silently declaring that, if you haven’t cracked the success, health, love, and happiness code and know exactly what you are doing in every moment, your wisdom and presence isn’t worthy of expression.

I find it interesting that we tend to curate our Facebook and Social Media profiles to denote the highest level of success, love, and happiness. It’s as if we are afraid that our reputations will somehow be soiled if we show a millimeter of weakness or (gasp) authenticity.

What if someone posted a picture of you in your sweatpants and old, favorite, ratty t-shirt, a far cry from the professionalism you typically exemplify? What if you were secretly filmed having a tantrum and it was posted all over the internet? What would your initial, gut reaction be?

Did you know that, although we idolize perfection, the majority of us have a negativity bias? What this means is that even if 90% of our day flows in complete harmony, just one negative encounter negatively skews our perception of our entire day.

Negativity bias

Why is the concept of the negativity bias so important?  It elucidates how we often interrelate and perceive ourselves in the larger, global context. If you often feel like you are never doing enough or that your standards fail to meet your expectations, your negativity bias is likely sabotaging your life.

It’s common knowledge that the harshest, most punishing critics in our lives always emerge from within. We are each additionally burdened by our very own unique, disparaging ‘Inner Critic.’ Our Inner Critic is the harsh inner voice that tells us that we will never measure up or get it right.

When we feel ashamed and worthless with nothing of value to offer, our Inner Critic is hard at work.  It works overtime to make sure we stay trapped in our shame and pain cycle, preventing us from reaching out for the help and love we need.

When our Inner Critic and negativity bias are in overdrive, they create the perfect storm. Feelings of being stuck, depressed, anxious or even worthless may arise.

It’s no wonder that when the inevitable “sh– hits the fan” in our struggles with our relationships, health, work and core identities, our first inclination is to hide it. They don’t call our darker, more hidden nature the ‘Shadow’ for nothing! 

To make matters worse, we usually feel alone in our distress, and reluctant or ashamed to ask for help.  The pain combined with the shame of succumbing to our struggles springs a perfectly complex trap. We are naturally inclined and encouraged to continue to minimize or even discount our suffering.

The Good Soldier Syndrome

I aptly refer to this condition as “The Good Soldier Syndrome.” We have been taught to revere the people that soldier on, powering through tremendous duress and challenge with no complaint.

So, how do you begin to work with this convoluted and painful dynamic and keep your Inner Critic in check?

Just having an awareness of your Inner Critic and negativity bias can help you shift into greater consciousness, leading to more profound self-compassion, acceptance and love.

When you notice your Critic being particularly loud and convincing, just talk back! It might sound crazy, but it undoubtedly works!  If you can create a dialogue with the part of yourself that feels critical, you’ll probably find that your Critic is just trying to protect you from something it perceives as threatening.

An interesting practice that I have found to be extremely helpful is to stop, take a moment to breathe, be present with yourself and ask your Inner Critic why it’s treating you so unkindly. Allow yourself to remain open and curious about what it expresses. This may be communicated through words, emotions, and even visuals. Acknowledging and embracing your fear and pain can often promote self-compassion and understanding.

Becoming aware of your Inner Critic

Your negativity bias and Inner Critic are bound to become inflamed when you are beginning to embark on a growth path. When you find yourself in a feedback loop of negative self-talk that’s getting in the way of your progress, I recommend that you turn towards the part that’s afraid and acknowledge its fear. Set a boundary with it as you would with a person who wasn’t treating you respectfully.

You might say something like, “I appreciate that you are trying to protect me, but you are holding me back.” Envision yourself creating more space between you and this aspect of yourself. Honor its fear and, if possible, send it love and kindness.

Let it know it’s okay to be afraid and that you’ve got this covered. Becoming aware of your Inner Critic disempowers it so that it no longer influences your choices or drives your consciousness.

You become free to choose how to more healthfully relate to your ‘self’ and others. With time and practice, you might even find that it becomes possible to make friends with your Inner Critic.

Just as you, I am human and vulnerable to pain, suffering, and struggle. Before a big professional launch, television shoot, live talk, or workshop, I always encounter the familiar grip of fear and the voice that asks if what I have to offer is truly valuable. I still have moments of doubt and times when I’d rather give up.

The truth is, our definition of weakness and vulnerability has been wrong all along. When we dare to be vulnerable in acknowledgment of all that we are and still persevere, that is the definition of true strength. 

The next time you find yourself ensnared in a negative spiral, remember, you are not alone. We all experience deep pain and many of us have experienced unimaginable suffering and tragedy.  It’s okay to show weakness, make mistakes and ask for help. We all need help, love and support along the way.

You are a vital and integral part of this world with tremendous value and wisdom to share. You are deeply needed and we need each other to continue to safely steer the chaos of this world towards more peaceful waters.

We exist in a world of increasing alienation, polarity and division. Healing the divide begins with our willingness to listen, be open and curious, and be there for our ‘selves’ and each other.

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But as I grew older, so did my nearsightedness. By my awkward teenage years, my glasses became coke bottle telescopes.

While contact lenses helped with my looks, they didn’t change that I was more or less blind without them.

But through corrective surgery, 35 years later, I can now SEE.

I wanted to share some of my process with you because I feel it sheds light on how we create our identity and how meditation can facilitate our transformation.

But first, let me back up. I need to give you a little background.

Perception

When I was around 13 years old, it dawned on me that people saw me through a lens that was not of my making.

What does that mean?

I’m an Asian-American male who grew up in a predominantly white upper middle class suburb of Detroit. In this cultural environment, there wasn’t much reflected in our shared media that looked like me.

That didn’t bother me initially until I realized others didn’t have much reference to place me either.

To overly generalize (and unfortunately, not that much), the scant images of an Asian man in mainstream America were either that of a mysterious ass-kicking martial artist or a nerdy/goofy worker bee.

I wasn’t that pleased with the selection, but I definitely gravitated towards the former than the latter, and the thick glasses weren’t helping me on this spectrum.

I discovered meditation and the landscape of consciousness about the same time.

I didn’t really know what I was doing at all. I was just compelled by an agonizing scream inside telling me there was more to the world that I could not see.

Within a few years, through books, conversations with my best friend, and some guidance from my plucky kung fu teacher (I know, the irony kills me), my inner vision started to open up in flutters.

New Vision

When I arrived at the clinic on the day of my surgery, I had to sign multiple waivers. Each of them confirmed from a different perspective that yes, I understood there were no ultimate guarantees re the outcome.

Yes, I understood that I was electing to undergo a non-reversible procedure with my only set of eyes. And yes, my guts were lurching with each line and box I initialed.

The hour before the actual surgery I was sitting in a quiet and luxurious pre-operation waiting room. The warm lighting was low and my chair was a big soft recliner. But I was actually on an express train with the brakes ripped out roaring towards a yawning abyss.

I thought about what brought me to that moment.

Two years ago, I went on a 5-night solo retreat to mark my 40th birthday and call forth a new vision for the next decade. Since then, I continue to be surprised by how my life has flourished in almost every dimension.

I saw deeply how becoming stronger in any one area (physically, professionally, spiritually, etc.) empowered the other areas because confidence cannot be contained.

As success started to compound over time and I became fortunate financially, I got the idea for the eye surgery a few months ago.

That I could manually transform a core aspect of my physical and psychological make up was audaciously compelling. I could engineer a change where my life would never be the same again.

Seated in that big puffy recliner waiting to go under the laser razor, that moment had finally come. Taking the same posture as I do in my meditation practice, I let go into my decision to carry me through these uncharted waters to the other side.

The actual procedure of cutting away a small portion of my corneas was painless and took altogether less than 15 minutes. The next days were more uncomfortable and revealing.

Imaginary Perception

While I could “see” immediately, I kept thinking I had either had my glasses or my contacts in. I’d catch myself and then marvel that I was seeing through my own eyes for the first time in decades.

But I’d forget again and have to repeat convincing myself that I wasn’t looking through some kind of corrective lens.

I had to contemplate after multiple rounds of this back-and-forth. It struck me how the image I held in my mind of myself shaped my experience to a more profound degree than I appreciated.

More than just a habit, I was surprised to see how challenging it was to accept that I could really see. Even when I’d look in the mirror, an obstinate and irrational thought jabbered: “you’re wearing contact lenses.”

If my mind could fixate so doggedly on an imaginary perception so contrary to reality, it led me to examine other images I see about myself: my body, my capacities, and my place in the world.

How real and substantial are they actually?

In light of this surgery, the array of self-images that normally go unnoticed have started to feel like some kind of spacesuit I’m walking around in. As I realized when I was a teenager, many of these images were given to me.

Even back then, I knew they were insufficient to reflect who I truly believed myself to be.

My former spiritual teacher once used the metaphor of letting go of a false self-image like a turtle deciding to leave its shell and the exhilaration of feeling rain on its exposed body for the first time.

In these recent days, I’ve appreciated how that expresses the vulnerability I’ve been feeling. It feels both raw and freeing to not know how to see myself.

Meditation has been essential to my integration process. It is a miraculous place where I can shed this spacesuit of images and ideas and rest in who I really am. And that is uncharted territory and an adventure in high gear.

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Recently a client asked me to introduce him to meditation.

After I explained the basic ins-and-outs of it, he asked, “So it provides relief? That’s why people do it?”

I chuckled at this question, as it was trying to apply a goal-oriented mindset to something that inherently is a process.

A Completely Different Approach

In Western society we have what a colleague of mine describes as “Destination Addiction.” Embedded in the fabric of our culture is the constantly moving goal-posts, always asking, “What’s next?”

Graduate high school. Declare a major and graduate college. Get a job. Buy a house. Get married. Have kids. Get promoted…and so forth.

Meditation offers a very different approach. As we meditate, we are present. There is nowhere to go. There is nothing to do. There are no goals.

When we meditate, we are sitting for the purpose of sitting. We are being for the purpose of being.

There is ample evidence documenting how meditation helps reduce stress, positively changes brain function and boosts the immune system. It is becoming a more common “prescription” for people who have high anxiety or elevated blood pressure.

But saying that we meditate to provide relief or to lower our blood pressure can be seen as missing the point.

You Can’t Fail on a Journey

Putting a goal on meditation has the potential to assign a pass/fail, right/wrong designation to our practice.

It’s not a failure of meditation, or you’re not doing it “wrong,” if you experience stress after meditating, or if your blood pressure remains unchanged.

Meditation is a practice of seeing ourselves and experiencing the world differently. It is a journey. We experience each moment, regardless of what arises.

The most common effects upon completing a meditation session are a sense of relief, greater connection to oneself, and less stress. But to say that we meditate to provide those things is to say that we listen to our favorite song for how we feel afterwards. We enjoy our favorite song because of the song itself. It is the journey of the experience of the music that makes a song worth listening to, and this journey is what evokes any feelings we have afterwards.

Certainly, meditating helps bring about a greater sense of ease in life. It is a wonderful counterbalance to the incessant going and striving that pervades our “What’s next?” culture. To maximize the benefits of this requires us to take on a different mindset entirely. Meditate simply to meditate.

The rewards will show up anyway, and when they do, they will be wonderfully pleasant surprises as the next steps on our journey.

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Walking is a fundamental theme in my life. Each step beats like a metronome, both setting my pace and responding to the pace of my life.

Step. Step.

Breath. Breath.

My love of walking started when I was 22. I traveled to Nepal and walked the Annipurna Circuit, a trek which took about 3 weeks. This 125+ mile walk looped through terraced rice fields, crossed mountain rivers on bamboo footbridges, meandered through rainforest and finally, crossed the snow-covered Thorong La pass at 17,769 ft.

After this, I was hooked. Walking became my favorite mode of transportation.

I have walked thousands of miles, in cities and in parks, in cold weather and in hot, in flat lands and in mountains. Any walking is good walking.

There are many things I love about walking. I love the very un-modern pace, slow enough to experience the world as I walk through it. I love the full body experience. Smells. Sounds. Feeling the wind on my skin and the earth beneath my feet.

And I love the time to be both part of the world and separate from it. I walk through people’s lives and I watch them going about their day. We may interact or not– but I continue on.

Most of my walking is freeform contemplation–some hazy place between daydreaming and quiet openness. Sometimes I’ll have a specific topic or concern. While I may or may not get an insight but I’ll often come back with a deeper sense of calm and groundedness.

But walking can also be a formal meditation practice. And for many, this can be a rich addition to their meditation toolkit.

What is Walking Meditation?

Walking meditation brings mindfulness and awareness to walking. Instead of sitting on a cushion or chair, you walk.

There are a couple of ways you can approach walking meditation.

You can bring mindfulness to your walking. With this approach, you are aware of the sensations of walking– the pressure on your feet as your weight shifts, the feeling of the air as it moves past your skin. You focus your awareness on walking.

The other approach is to bring walking into your meditation. Here, walking is just another position to use for meditation. You use the same meditation techniques you would when you are sitting– you can focus on sounds, thoughts, emotions, or even simply move with open awareness. You are just walking as you do it.

In either case, walking and meditation are combined.

Why use Walking Meditation?

Walking meditation is a great way to weave your meditation practice into your everyday life.

Sometimes, your practice gets stuck, rote. You have your practice and you have your life, and no matter what you do, the gap between the two can feel quite vast. As soon as you leave your cushion and life hits, you move straight out of mindfulness and into your habitual thought patterns.

Walking meditation forms a bridge between the two. You practice moving your body like your everyday life while noticing your mind like your meditative practice.

Your practice and your life merge into one. Walking helps you experience this.

How do you do Walking Meditation?

Walking meditation can be done a couple of different ways.

Sometimes you slow the walking down. You experience every shift, every step, every change in your body deliberately and with awareness.

In other traditions, you walk at a normal pace, exactly how you normally walk. If someone watched you, they wouldn’t know that you are meditating.

In either case, you don’t space out. Your mind is present. You’re not lost.

You walk with awareness.

Try walking the next time you want to freshen your meditative practice. Put on your shoes and step outside. Rain or shine, city or country, alone or in a crowd, bring your practice with you. Watch your mind as you move. Experience embodiment in a new way. And notice how your practice changes as you take it off the cushion.

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My first book was called The Miracle of Meditation and that title perfectly describes exactly what I feel unendingly inspired to share with people.

My practice of meditation has blessed me with the experience of a miracle, a miracle so beautiful and life transforming that I’ve been tirelessly sharing it with people all over the world nonstop for over fifteen years.

So what is the miracle of meditation?

Simply put, life is an unfolding process guided by a universal source of wisdom and love, and the direct recognition of the true source of life is immediately available to any of us as soon as we stop being distracted by other things.

Caught in a Loop

To a much a greater degree than any of us ever suspected we limit our attention on a very very tiny range of experience. What we think of as the whole of our experience is merely a speck in an ocean of possibility.

We have been caught in a loop like a dog tied to a tree. The call circle of dead grass defined by the length of our mental chains becomes the limit of our world and our life.

The cosmic joke is the there is no chain binding us. We are penned in by an invisible fence that only exists in our mind. It is. The fence that defines our life is nothing more than a collection of ideas about who we are and what is possible for us.

When we sit to meditate we we don’t do anything. We stop trying to manipulate or control our experience in anyway. We simply allow everything to be exactly the way it is.

It took many years of diligent practice before I gave up control for even a few moments. Yet in those few moments everything changed. When you give up control you assume that everything is going to stop, but in actuality nothing stops.

Everything Continues

What you discover is that everything you thought you were was part of an unfolding process of life. Your own choices and effort arise naturally as part of the life process. You were never the one doing any of it. It was all happening spontaneously and effortlessly.

Even a moment of two of letting go this deeply changes everything. Some people may protest and want to protect their current sense of freewill and choice, but the miracle of meditation does not take your freedom away. It is an exercise of the greatest freedom there is – the freedom to choose to give up control and experience first hand the ever present process of life that you are.

The miracle of meditation is a transformation from being an isolated individual struggling to navigate through an often hostile world, to being a mysterious locus of awareness on a journey of existence that it will never understand.

Everything looks different after this moment. The problems we thought we had start to disappear – not because they have been solved, but because our attention is being compelled by a mystery that is so awe-inspiring that we can’t to take our eyes off it.

We are captivated by the mystery of life, by the love and wisdom that has always been guiding this process. We know that we were never alone and that despite the fact that bad things happen, life is amazing.

That is the miracle of meditation.

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I’m 41 years old and have a 2-year-old son. Relatively speaking, I’m a little late to the parenting game. Until a few years ago, I had no interest in having children whatsoever. I had lived in an intense intentional spiritual community for 14 years that suited my inclinations.

I didn’t understand the value of devoting so much of my energy to one (or more) select human beings when there was so many in the world who needed attention and care.

Frankly, it seemed selfish. Obviously, since then I’ve changed my view dramatically. I want to share with you why being a parent has been one of the most ongoing spiritually inspiring experiences of my life.

Discovering a New Direction

In 2013, this spiritual community where I lived my 20s and most of my 30s came to a sudden demise. I wrote a post how my entire life became upended and meditation helped me heal and find my way. As my wife and I (we met and married in this community) were discovering a new direction for our lives, the question of having children came up.

We felt we had to decide soon, as we were both approaching 40 fast.

An aspect of my spiritual training and education is that while the truth of who we are is found inside us, the grandeur of existence is found between us through the inner space we share in relationship.

I came to the conclusion that even if I gave my life to helping countless others, I would never know another person to the profound depth one could by raising them as a parent. My wife and I decided that we wanted to embark on that epic journey with whoever the Universe destined it to be.

Resolving My Fear

While I was 100% committed to this journey, I was haunted by my own experience coming into this world as a young person. My father and I had a stressful and combative relationship, to say the least. It’s only been in the past few years that we’ve found a way beyond decades of turmoil to a kind of peace and friendship.

We learned a few months into my wife’s pregnancy that our baby was a boy. I became terrified at the prospect of reliving the painful battle with my son that my father and I endured for so long.

I had so much anger towards my father that it seemed entirely plausible to me that our unresolved issues would find their way through fractures in my psyche into how I related to my son.

After much soul searching, I arrived to a perspective where the best thing I could do for my son as his father was to live with my spiritual heart burning as brightly as possible. Practically speaking, this meant pouring myself into my meditation, journaling, and running practices with a renewed inspiration and vigor.

My son was born on March 19, 2015: my wife’s 41st birthday. We named him Mozen, after my mother’s father. Holding his tiny body, I became more determined than ever to maintain a fiery connection to my spirit for the sake of our relationship and to nurture his growth.

Becoming a Father

Later that year, on my 40th birthday, I went on a 5 night solo retreat at a beautiful monastery in Vermont to establish a vision to guide the next decade of my life.

I woke up in the middle of one of those nights during the retreat fully alert. I sat up in my bed, engulfed by the pitch darkness of the countryside forest. Suddenly the word rang inside me: FATHER.

It seemed to come from the structural archetype itself; the space reserved within a soul to be inhabited by who comes along to take up that primary role. It hit me like a boom of thunder that I am that person who will forever reside in Mozen.

My fears and insecurities from my father dwarfed in light of this responsibility to bring as much goodness as I could into Mozen’s depths. And no matter what I thought of my father, I accepted we were in an irrevocable perennial bond.

My life transformed after this solo retreat in almost every aspect, including my relationship with Mozen. These past 2 years have been filled by a burgeoning joy with the force of an accelerating aircraft carrier.

Discovering A Transcendent Love

Very recently, I went on a life-altering shamanic retreat. It was like going through a kind of cosmic soul assessment. At one point, it was deep into the night and my love for Mozen was a recurring theme. And similar to the moment on my solo retreat 2 years earlier, a word sang in me: SON.

A new archetype awoke in me and I realized I was tapping into a love that was not mine alone but to time immemorial.

Our children may never realize how much we love them and the journey we have taken to meet them. I saw in a single continuum how Mozen could not see the long path I took before him, and I would never fully know the miles my father walked to bring me here.

Through this insight, compassion welled in my heart for my father.

Earlier this year, after I returned from a long business trip, I took Mozen to a magnificent arboretum near our home in Boston on a sunny and cool spring day. At one point, we were both running together and laughing.

I was clearly having as much fun as he was, if not more. We were both simply happy to be in this life together. I was blessed with the knowledge that the joy we were feeling extended far beyond that moment—it was nourishing our future, and perhaps even healing the past.

I was lifted into a transcendent and nonlinear peace. Come what may, I knew I was doing right by my son as his father.

This post is dedicated to my wife Diane Bensel, who encouraged me to write this.

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I’ve had many clients come in my office and in speak on how the current political and social climate is affecting them either directly or indirectly.

Regardless of their individual beliefs, the seemingly endless and omnipresent conflict is wearing them down. Many clients want to retreat into their own worlds, and cut themselves off from everything.

That makes sense; it is a basic survival mechanism to avoid conflict and seek shelter.

This approach, however, does nothing to resolve the conflict.

As Within, So Without

“But who am I to resolve this national conflict? It’s so much bigger than I am!” is a common sentiment.

It can feel overwhelming to imagine trying to solve the country’s, or world’s, problems. For most of us, that’s beyond our sphere of influence.

However, that does not mean we are powerless to do anything.

“As above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul…”

I advise you to look at where you are in conflict within yourself, and how you are handling that conflict. Is there a part of yourself that you just can’t stand? A part you don’t trust or despise? Where is that part of you, to borrow a phrase from A Few Good Men, “that you don’t like to talk about at parties?”

The way we can effect change outside of us is to embark on tackling change within us. As the quote which has been attributed to Gandhi goes, “Be the change you wish to see in the world.”

Tackling Inner Conflict

This is where the practice of meditation can be of great benefit. Meditation invites us to notice what is arising without judgment. Inner conflict exists when we don’t do that.

Where you are conflicted internally you are at odds with yourself. Fighting yourself is a sure-fire way to deepen any existing divide.

Instead, invite all sides to the proverbial table. As you are able to witness what is going on, it becomes easier to navigate to a solution that is truly beneficial. So long as you are arguing with yourself, you will never win.

As you are able to understand where each side within you is coming from, you are able to understand and tend to your own deeper needs.

Treating the Root

When I was in my early 20s, I found myself at the height of a long-standing internal conflict. On one side, I wanted to be considered cool and accepted by my peers, and so I found myself acting in ways that really upset another aspect of me. This other side was the rule-following, do-as-you’re-told, be-a-good-boy side of me. One night in particular, I found myself pacing back and forth in my apartment, audibly arguing with myself. I’m glad no one else was around – I am sure I looked crazy.

After frustratingly arguing both sides for nearly half an hour, what came over me was an understanding that both sides were striving to be liked and feel safe. They had very different ways going about reaching that goal, and that’s what provoked their argument.

Focusing on peer acceptance was bound to get me in trouble, which I felt would make me feel alienated and alone, and the rule-follower was sure never to step across any lines into exploration, which would also leave me feeling alienated and alone.

When I understood the deeper intent of each side within me, I was able to provide understanding to the root of the problem. It was not about whether I followed the rules or not. It was about feeling part of a community and being true to myself.

How This Helps

As you resolve your inner conflict, you will not wake up suddenly to the news that world peace has been found. However, a few things will happen.

1. You will walk the world in a more peaceful way, and naturally radiate that peace outwards
2. As you are able to handle conflict within yourself, it becomes easier to handle conflict outside of you. It becomes easier to resolve conflict between you and someone else as you look for and draw out what the underlying issues are
3. As you are part of human consciousness, as you change your own state, you have a subtle but important impact on the entirety of all humans, which subconsciously helps push the needle more in the direction of communication and collaboration

Again, working on your own inner conflict will not suddenly rid the world of disagreement. It will, though, engender a space of collaboration and deep understanding, which will have a cumulative effect. Collaboration will help us all sit down with someone on the opposite end of the social or political spectrum as us and being to bridge that divide.

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It is real.

Reality is defined by what is possible and what is not possible. Changing our reality means changing what is possible.

Our sense of self is created out of the ideas that we hold about who we are along with the feeling sense that we have of being ‘me’.

The ideas we hold about ourselves and the way we feel combine to form our identity and our identity plays a central role in defining what is possible for us.

Over a lifetime the image we hold of ourselves solidifies and creates a somewhat stubborn sense of inflexibly restricted possibility. We experience ourselves to be a person for whom some things are possible and others are not.

‘Sense of Self’ Boundary

The sense of self is the boundary that defines the range of possibility that we have access to.

There are many developmental techniques that are designed to extend the boundaries of the self. These practices allow you to expand into new possibilities.

There are also spiritual practices that allow you to experience beyond the boundaries of the sense of self. The practice of meditation, at least as I learned it, is one of those practices that can take you beyond your current sense of self into the expanse of possibility that lies beyond.

Let’s go into this a little more deeply. We all have a sense of what reality is. We can imagine the physical universe out to its farthest edges.

Even if we have no idea what those edges would be like, we still know they are there.

We also have a sense of the inner universe of mind. We may not be conscious of everything in our mind, but we do have a sense of what exists there.

Totality of Existence

The totality of what we believe we can experience outside and inside of ourselves feels to us like the totality of existence. It feels like all there is. We assume that reality is defined by everything that we believe we can experience. This is an assumption worth questioning. In fact, for now let’s assume that the totality of what you imagine is possible is only a small part of a much larger reality. We will even go so far as to say that the entirety of all possible human experience is happening within a small range of what is actually possible.

In our deep spiritual experiences we open up for a moment or two, or a week, or a month, or longer, to the wider existence of Reality. In those moments we realize that our normal experience, the one we generally considered to be all that there is, is only a tiny part of a much bigger picture. Spiritual experiences are so liberating because they free us from the narrow confines of our current experience of reality.

Our spiritual experiences open us to unlimited possibility because in the wake of these experiences we realize that more is possible than we can imagine. We simply don’t know what is possible, and so from our perspective anything is possible.

Maze Brightness

I want to share with you a term that I read about in a book by a spiritual teacher named E. J. Gold.

The term is maze brightness and it was first used in research involving laboratory rats that were being made to search for food in mazes. The rats were timed to see how long it would take them to find the cheese. Between each trial the scientists would move the walls of the maze around, before putting the rats back in and repeating the experiment. I imagine these tests were used to see if rats could learn how to navigate a maze more quickly.

One of the most interesting things that was discovered in these tests was that in a small percentage of cases a rat would struggle through the maze several times hunting for cheese until something unusual happened — the rat seemed to realize it was in a maze. It suddenly stopped being interested in the cheese. Its eyes widened, its heart rate increased and from that point on it was only interested in getting out of the maze. It would no longer travel through the maze looking for cheese, it would only try over and over again to climb up the walls and get out. Somehow in a sudden flash of illumination the rat realized that it was trapped.

When we realize that reality as we experience it is only a small part of a much wider reality, we have our own version of maze brightness – an awakening experience. We realize that we are trapped in a limited sense of the world and ourselves. From that point forward we become very interested in expanding into the fullness of who we really are. That is what I see as the whole point of spiritual life. It is all about liberating ourselves from a limited experience into the fullness of reality.

Our mind acts like a filter that takes in information and shapes it into a picture of the way things are. We often forget that our picture of reality has already been shaped and filtered before we are even aware of it.

Some information is allowed to flow into our perception, some is not. The information that passes the filter is shaped and organized into particular arrangements that guarantee that we experience reality in certain ways and not others. We are not seeing reality as it is. We are seeing reality as our minds allow us to.

Meditation allows us to relax the mind’s filtering mechanisms so we can see beyond them. The deeper you go into meditation, the more you experience reality in a way you never have before.

Meditation becomes the human equivalent of climbing the wall to get out of the maze. We are searching for a way up and out of the mind so that we can see the wider reality beyond it.

One of the most active filtering mechanisms of the mind is the sense of self that we identify with. If I see myself only as Jeff then I live inside of Jeff’s perspectives and Jeff’s limited range of possibility. There are certain things that are possible for Jeff, and certain things that are not. The sense of self dictates the range of possibility that we live in.

When we experience a wider reality we see that the sense of being an isolated individual, who was born on a certain day and will die on another day, and whose entire existence is measured in that time frame, is creating a picture of reality that is not the limit of what is possible.

Let Go of Limitations

Meditation is one way for us to let go of the limitations of the mind so we can get a wider view of reality. Through this practice, or others like it, we have the opportunity to consciously embody a new sense of self and in so doing expand the possibilities of reality.

The time we spend in meditation is not an end in itself. It is a process of letting go of what is, so that we can become available for new possibilities.

The ultimate goal of our practice is to allow a new and larger sense of self to emerge within us that can expand the possibilities of reality. If you hold this context for meditation your practice will be fueled by a very powerful energy source.

Many people meditate in order to liberate themselves from feelings of pain or suffocation but when you really start to see the possibilities that meditation opens up, and realize that by letting go of your current experience of reality, you can expand in ways that were previously unimaginable to you, your inspiration increases ten-fold. Your meditation is not just about alleviating discomfort. Now it has unimaginable creative potential. When I teach meditation I am really teaching people how to gain access to unlimited creative potential at the level of selfhood.

When you meditate simply sit and have no problem. Be with whatever your experience is without preference. You might be having the most amazing, peaceful, blissful, easeful experience, or you may be having the most frustrating and uncomfortable experience.

This practice is simply not to make a problem out of it. The beautiful experience and the frustrating experience are exactly equal. Neither is preferable to the other.

And if you notice an experience of preference arises that wants your experience to be one way versus another, don’t have a problem with that either. You don’t even need to have a preference for having no preference.

Whatever your experience is, allow it to be. This is the simple instruction that opens the door to unlimited possibility.

No Preference = Unlimited Possibility

When you have no preference the thoughts and feelings of your mind are free to come and go as they please.

Positive experiences come.

Wonderful insights emerge.

Painful or frustrating experiences come.

Sometimes self-doubt or fear emerges.

Just let it all come and go. Do nothing to either prolong or stop anything.

No preference means allowing the comings and goings of mind to happen as they will. As you do this you are learning to be content no matter what your mind is experiencing. This is the conscious practice of perfect contentment.

It takes tremendous courage to be content. There is so much momentum behind the belief that we can only be content under certain very specific conditions, and we spend so much energy, consciously and unconsciously, trying to create and maintain those conditions.

In meditation we let go of all conditions and allow ourselves to simply be content with exactly the way things are no matter how they are.

The only reason we ever feel discontent is because we are holding on to an image of the way things should be that doesn’t match the way things are. The gap between the way we imagine things should be and the way they are is the source of so much existential tension. Do you, in this moment, have the courage to be content with the way things are?

If we do not find a way to be content with the way things are, we will never give up control. We will continue our relentless attempts to manipulate and shape our experience.

The Energy of Awakening

Who is doing the manipulating? It can only be the sense of self that is limited and suffocating in the first place. No matter how it attempts to alter or improve reality the sense of self will still act within its current set of limitations and those limitations will continue to shape what is possible.

If we find a way to be perfectly content with the way things are something miraculous happens.

A new source of energy appears.

This energy is not driven by a sense that there is something wrong. It is not motivated by a feeling that things are not the way they should be.

The energy of awakening is fueled by a sense of limitless possibility. It always expands into more.

When you embrace the way things are, exactly as they are,  you simultaneously allow the energy of possibility to move through you. As a result your life changes in unimaginable ways because you are no longer trying to fix what is wrong from your limited sense of self.

You are open and driven by possibility without end.

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Patience does not come easy to me.

I’m a sales professional for a consulting firm and avid marathoner: two worlds where success is equated to time and every number counts. A million dollars loses its value if it’s earned over two years instead of one; 26.2 miles ran in two hours versus three separates the Olympian from the simply elite athlete.

Fortunately, I’m also passionate about meditation, an action that transcends time and grows intimacy with the virtue of patience. The relationship between meditation and patience contains a generative power that I want to share in this post.

Instant Gratification

As technology and culture continues to fuse, our need to wait for what we want plummets.

Our mobile devices have become veritable digital menus to order whatever it is delivered right to us, from home appliances to direct video coverage of a natural disaster occurring thousands of miles away. I can imagine to today’s younger generation, cultivating patience can seem curiously antiquated, or worse, blind and backwards.

Particularly when our world is so clearly desperate for change, I can identify with even the notion of patience as akin to “giving up”. After all, if I deploy tremendousaction, I expect to see results! By nature I’m a fighter so the word “patience” can carry for me a dreaded air of resignation.

But this is all mostly a superficial knee jerk reaction to what patience connotes rather than the truth of what it is.

Patience is Not Passive

There’s a quote by the 18^th century English author and poet Edward Bulwer-Lytton that’s been blowing my mind: “Patience is not passive; on the contrary, it is active; it is concentrated strength”.

Recently, I’ve had to confront this deeper meaning of patience.

In the next few weeks leading up to my 42nd birthday in November, I will be embarking on a potentially life-changing shamanic retreat, traveling for almost two weeks of business meetings on the West Coast, visiting my wife’s family in Florida, undergoing eye surgery to correct my nearsightedness, and preparing to begin a year of intensive holistic marathon training.

And this is in concert to my wife and I raising our two-year-old son and all the entailed responsibilities of our household.

Each of these activities has special meaning to me; something I love to do or have never done and look forward to experiencing. All of these activities are opportunities I have chosen to advance me towards my longer-range goals. They are important to me.

I thought I would feel charged with excitement and vigor because of the short timeline these were compressed in. After all, I was being productive and taking massive action towards my greater vision!

However, instead of feeling thrilled and energized, I felt quiet and empty, like walking through a vast and lonely desert. What became clear is that any activity, no matter how personally significant or monumental, is composed of a current of consecutive smaller single actions.

For example, I am in the process of getting eye surgery that would free me from the acute nearsightedness I’ve had since I was a little boy; it’s a life-changer. But it doesn’t happen in an instant.

I had to research and select a surgeon. I had to ride the euphoria of my imagined expectations and hang in there as my due diligence began to reveal the enormous risk I was taking with a certain surgical approach I chose. I had to research more surgeons. I had to take off work to travel to clinics and make sure I got back in time for my wife and son. I had to plan the financials. Etc.

I was in a rowboat paddling my way through an ocean of choices and to-dos, most of them mundane, which filled up the sprawling gulf of these next few weeks. I didn’t feel overwhelmed. I felt bored and that confused me. How could I feel bored in the midst of so much activity that was important to me?

As I examined the boredom, I found underneath was a kind of existential malaise. While I was doing “everything” I wanted, it’s only possible to do one thing at a time. Often, it’s a small thing. That small thing has an echo of the greater thing you actually want. And you can’t “have” it as an object, something you can put in your pocket or on your shelf (even though you always imagine you can).

Inner Silence Creates Wholeness

It was only when I meditated that I found relief. The space of meditation could embrace this ocean of small things and make it one. In the stillness I could be with it all. Inner silence inherently creates wholeness.

The deeper meaning of patience began to unfurl in me. I was grateful for how an action as simple as sitting quietly can let you touch the universe.

I realized that in the complex multitudes of choices I needed to make, meaningful to uneventful, my self-awareness is the singular constant that ties them together. And that’s where patience comes in.

Patience is Action

Patience is not about waiting for something to happen. It’s about becoming more and more in tune with the depth of your life’s unfolding.

There’s so much happening in your experience that your mind can’t contain it all. But as it takes effort to pay greater attention and commitment to your life, it also gives you strength. Our most inspired thoughts and motivations cannot come to fruition if we abandon them too easily. It is like pulling up a seedling before it’s had a chance to grow.

Patience is about letting our life take root so we can reach our heights.

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A client of mine, who is a doctor, recounted a story where a patient of his came back to his hospital weeks after he had been seen. His patient was irate, feeling my client hadn’t “put the dots together” and therefore didn’t prevent his heart attack.

My client, with decades of experience under his belt, reviewed his patient’s chart and even with the gift of hindsight, concluded that he had given the best possible treatment to his patient at the time.

Despite his logical reassurance, a nagging voice remained in the doctor: “What did I do wrong? What did I miss? Am I an incompetent practitioner? What other clients have I provided poor care for?”

He shared this story to me and described how his inner critic wouldn’t leave him alone. He concluded, “Well, I must not be doing mindfulness right… or I must not be mindful enough.”

I replied that he is practicing mindfulness. But there is more to the story.

Mindfulness Acknowledges What Is

Mindfulness is a powerful tool. It can help us gain a healthy separation between the static of life (both the external and internal worlds) and our responses.

Commonly, just having that separation provides a huge stress relief. We are able to gain a sense of perspective on our lives and recognize what is worth responding to, and what is simply background noise.

Yet we don’t live in a vacuum, and we still have to respond.

The Limits of Mindfulness

Mindfulness is passive. It is simply being aware of what is going on. Taking that approach to the extreme, where all we are is mindful, we would never do anything.

For example, doing nothing after noting “I’m aware that I’m hungry.” will lead us to “I’m aware that I’m starving.” and then to “I’m aware that I’m dying of malnutrition.”

Mindfulness is the first step on a process. It is not the end-all-be-all. We are not meant to be solely passive in our lives. Taking active steps is a key part of our experience.

I’m Mindful… Now What?

Once we are aware of something, we are empowered to make a difference. Mindfulness helps us break the patterns of hyper-reactivity to all sensations to a gentle, thoughtful response to the important sensations.

For my doctor client, I explained that if I were to go to the ER for every single tic, pain, or digestive issue that I ever experienced, I’d be in the ER on a daily basis. Instead, practicing mindfulness lets me be aware of sensations as they happen. I see them come and go.

For the uncomfortable sensations that stay over time, say a knee pain that lasts for a while, mindfulness is only going to let me know it’s there. If I want it to feel better, I am now in charge of taking steps to make that happen.

I offered to my doctor client that he already is mindful since he is aware that his inner critic is loud and present, and it’s not controlling his actions. He is not running around, frantically calling all his old patients to see if they’re okay, nor is he changing how he cares for his current patients. He has a healthy separation from this inner voice.

Practicing mindfulness will not simply have this voice vanish. Now that he is aware of it, he is empowered to take steps for himself to feel better, just as he would be if he had lasting knee pain.

There are dozens of ways he can approach working with this inner nagging irritant. His mindfulness has provided him the freedom to consciously use his will and take steps to help him move in the direction that will bring him lasting peace.

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Are you in your body?

Pause and examine your experience. Right now. Before reading further.

I don’t mean that I want a catalog of your sensations, your thoughts and emotions. Observing and cataloging is one way to connect with your somatic experience. It’s a core technique in many mindfulness practices.

But observing and cataloging is still one step away from actually experiencing your body, from actually being in your experience.

So are you in your body?

Our Body as a Bridge to the Present

Reginald A. Ray is a Buddhist teacher and academic. In his book “Touching Enlightenment: Finding Realization in the Body,” he explores why being embodied is central to being enlightened, present, and awake.

He writes that one of the reasons our meditation practice becomes stale and hits a wall is that we don’t fully embody our experience. At different times, we may have thoughts about our bodies or we may observe the sensations we’re experiencing. But often, we keep ourselves at arms length from true embodiment by remaining conceptual.

For this reason, Reggie feels meditation is not enough. To be fully present, you have to be fully and completely in your body.

In my classes, we often explore what it means to be embodied. We use our bodies as a bridge to the present moment. Bodies don’t live in the past or the future–only now. So by fully inhabiting our bodies, we have a way to experience what is truly happening now.

“Embodiment” in Modern Yoga

If I asked you how to connect with your body, you might answer “yoga”. Yoga is understood as a mind/body practice and it often includes meditation. It makes sense that it might be a means to embodiment.

But unfortunately, many yoga practices (and classes) fall short of teaching this. Filled with wild, contorted, stretchy-bendy poses, ego-driven flows, and up-regulating sequences, these practices teach you master your body–not inhabit it.

Using yoga poses like this produces a lot of sensation and a lot of narrative. You become attached to the poses and and the way you feel during them. Your mind wills your body to perform. And when the physical exertion is too intense, you withdraw and contract from the experience. When the physical exertion isn’t enough, you become bored and disengaged.

In effect, you learn the opposite of embodiment.

True Embodiment in Yoga

Just because some yoga practices don’t teach embodiment, doesn’t mean they all don’t. You just need to find the ones. You need to find yoga that understands the poses not as physical shapes but as opportunities to inhabit your body.

It’s not hard to give this a try.

Pick a pose which is fairly easy for you. Mountain pose, Dog pose, or Warrior II are good places to start. You could even just lie on the floor.

Assume the pose in a way that is comfortable for your body. In other words, if your hamstrings are tight, bend your knees in Dog. If Warrior II is strenuous, don’t bend your front knee as far. Don’t worry about creating the exact shape that you see in the yoga books. Just approximate the posture in a way that is comfortable for your body.

Once you have the shape, rest in it.

At the start, you’ll probably notice all the sensations. That’s normal because they are most obvious. You may feel your hamstrings. You may notice the weight on your feet. Maybe you’ll feel your jaw clenched or your shoulders tight.

After you catalog your sensations, go deeper. Draw your attention to the non-sensations. What parts of your body feel nothing? What does it feel like to feel nothing? For example, if the back of your head feels nothing, what does that nothingness feel like?

Just be Present

And finally, after exploring the lack of sensation, allow your mind to rest and just be present. There’s no need to tweak the pose or fix your alignment. There’s no need to bring awareness to your body. In fact, there’s no need to do anything at all. Just experience being in the pose–whatever that is for you.

With this kind of yoga, you’ll notice that the shape of your body plays a minor role. Your body can be straight or bendy, upside-down or rightside-up. You’re simply using the pose as a means to experience your body. And ultimately, you’re using your body to experience being present.

You can understand yoga in different ways. In one way, yoga is a series of postures. You move your body into various shapes and work to gain mastery over the postures.

In the other way, yoga is a means to explore embodiment. You move your body to explore what it means to truly inhabit it. You use your body to be present and fully awake.

The next time you think your meditation practice feels stuck or stale, try something new–try being present in your body. Take a yoga class and as you do your practice, ask yourself if you are in your body. Use the poses to explore embodiment. Maybe, as Reggie Ray writes, being in your body will take you closer to being truly present.

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Can you learn to do nothing at all?

In my work I really try to make meditation as easy as possible for everyone. That is not because I lack appreciation for the profound depth and profundity of this practice – in fact quite the opposite.

I realize that true meditation means simply resting in the recognition of who you really are. It means just being yourself in the deepest possible way.

Too often meditation is thought of as only a technique – following the breath, repeating a mantra, visualizing a white light, etc. Of course any of these forms of meditation can lead you to the essence of your true nature. In fact they were designed for that very reason.

Unfortunately, more often than not practitioners get stuck in the never ending process of perfecting their technique. They get better and better at it without ever discovering the Truth that they were searching for in the first place.

The way I teach meditation makes it so simple. You just sit without making a problem out of anything that arises. You become the space through which all of your experiences keep flowing. All you do is allow everything to be the way it is.

The Practice of Emptiness

This is a practice of emptiness. You are simply empty space. If you don’t think about it, or try to do it, you will find it is easy. In fact, it is what you are already doing all the time. Meditation is not different from being and since you are always being, then you are always meditating.

What could be simpler than being something you already are, or doing something you’re already doing?

So if I do anything that gives you the impression that you need to do anything at all in order to meditate, I will be taking you away from who you already are and what you’re already doing.

You are a Conscious Entity

When I teach meditation what I am actually doing is helping people recognize who they already are and what they’re already engaged in. That means recognizing that you are a conscious entity that is alive and aware.

When you really get that you will see that it is a miracle to be you. How did you get here? How did you become conscious? It is almost funny how easily we can miss the miraculous nature of who we are. Modern life has us so caught up in the never ending effort to acquire more that we miss the miracle that is already here.

It is more difficult to really understand this than you might think. Almost everyone gets the simplicity of this form of meditation initially, but they find this non-problematic approach very difficult to stay with for long.

Every year I teach a five-day retreat that includes lots of meditation. I always start the retreat telling people that I can teach them everything I have to share about meditation in the very first hour. After that all I can do is repeat what I have already said. There is nothing more to know.

Meditation Means Doing Nothing

If we allow meditation to be as simple as it is, there is really very little to learn about it. The technique of just being can be mastered almost immediately. All we have to do is sit still and not make a problem out of anything that arises. Just don’t do anything and allow it all to be fine the way it is. Leave your experience alone, don’t change a thing.

What we discover is that when we are not involved in the never ending process of monitoring, regulating and adjusting our experience everything runs smoothly along. Your internal bickering is really not necessary.

It’s easy to explain what meditation is and how to do it. It’s a lot harder to believe it. We are so conditioned to thing that nothing good comes easily. We’ve been taught that hard work is the only thing that pays off. Meditation isn’t like that.

Meditation only pays off when we allow it to be as easy as it is. Meditation means doing nothing and what could be easier to do than nothing.

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This is my fifth year of keeping a formal journal. Along with meditation and marathon running, daily journaling is one of my core spiritual practices.

My day-to-day experience can often feel like a roller coaster of soaring heights and crashing lows.

But after recently reading through four years of entries, it looked more like a steady barge voyaging in the night.

Why is that?

One entry in particular brought me back to a near death experience I had that shed light on that question. It highlighted the essential—and anchoring—role that meditation has played in my life.

Daily Journaling

So while our memories tend to be punctuated by moments of peaks and valleys, our real story is an unbroken cosmic continuum.

I want to share a glimpse I had into this mystery through journaling, meditation, and a near death experience.

I began journaling as a practice a couple of months after my wife survived the 2013 Boston Marathon Bombing (she was a few feet from the first explosion) and my life had generally fallen apart.

It helped me, and continues to, galvanize my deeper inner resources and articulate the thoughts I am afraid to admit to myself.

And as I referred to earlier, I also skirted death a year later at the 2014 Boston Marathon. My wife had been given an invitational bib as a token of respect and remembrance by the marathon organizers.

She passed it on to me so I could officially run in this prestigious race, even though I had not achieved the requisite qualifying time the majority of runners needed to participate.

Symbolic Breakthrough

I wanted to make my running performance at this marathon a personally symbolic breakthrough. So much in my life was teetering on a precarious balance.

While I was finally finding some traction in my role as a salesman for the consulting firm I started working at, my wife just had a miscarriage – a tragic and painful ordeal not spoken enough about in our culture.

A coworker at my firm,  someone I was quite fond of, overdosed and died. I spoke to her honor at her wake at her beloved alma mater, MIT.

This Boston Marathon was also the first one since the terrorist attack and the spirit of this globally renowned race and the city itself was at stake.

Perfect Weather—for Spectators

The weather on race day was perfect for spectators but not for runners: warm and sunny. I was determined to run my fastest marathon ever.

I took off at a high clip and kept throttling for miles. I thought if I could maintain the pace I was at, I would surely clock in at a pretty amazing personal best.

But of course, fatigue started to settle in after the tenth mile or so. I skipped water stops to make up for the lost time.

The sun and heat began to bear down on me at mile 16 as I entered the 4-mile onslaught of the monstrous Newton hills. My pace was hemorrhaging to a shadow of what I had started with.

I stayed grinding, half-blind with exhaustion, praying for a miracle to carry me through the last six miles.

Suddenly, in a total break of consciousness like changing the TV channel, I heard the chipper of two-way radios. I saw flashes of white sunlight and the green of trees breaking through windy canvas flaps, and burly bodies in uniforms around me.

Here’s what I remember?

Where am I?

You have a temperature of 107. We need to bring it down to at least 102.

They lower me into a metal tub of some sort, my arms dangle over its sides. Bury me in ice cubes. Water pours and crackles over them jolting my body from its coldness.

I’m afraid that your marathon is over.

How long do I have to be here?

I don’t know.

The icy water is getting chillier and my teeth are starting to chatter. The neon blue synthetic fabric of my sleeveless running shirt refracts through the crystalline surface.

At some point, after being frozen alive, they lift me out of the ice tub and lay me on a stretcher in the medical tent. My muscles begin to spasm and then lock up like an electrified tension wire.

Wordless pain squeezes through my entire being from whatever I did to my chemistry by running until I roasted to 107 degrees.

Panic and Fear

Fear abounds in me through images of being brain damaged, unable to function as before.

And then the dangling possibility that this could be that unprepared-for moment when the adventure of my life comes to a close.

I am clear that I can either freak out from panic, or not. It doesn’t feel like an easy choice, but I opt to find a way to be still. Like a ghost in a movie, I watch myself meditate in the weeks leading up the race, and then witness years and years of diligent practice passing into action.

I need all of it now…

…All of the intention and effort I had put into every time I sat on the cushion was not wasted. It never went anywhere and was alive as I lay there letting go.

I whispered support to myself like an angel on my own shoulder as I meditated at various stages of my life, tied together by this moment.

I rediscovered this journal entry I wrote a few days before the marathon:

I had a sudden shadowy thought that I was foreshadowing my own demise. But if so, if that was, or is to be the case, I would want to write now as if it was so.

If I could have some unequivocal premonition that I were to die in a few days, what would I do differently?

Love Fuses One Moment to the Next

I have no scientific evidence or philosophical rigor whatsoever to back up what I’m about to write. I believe it is love that extends our selves through time and fuses one moment to the next.

How love dissolves and transcends our experience of past, present, and future is an existential mystery I am constantly working on.

Meditation opens my mind and heart to this inquiry and journaling is my personal laboratory to gather data. I’m four plus years into intensive research and look forward to sharing more findings to come.

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A few years ago, I adopted a small library of spiritual books from a friend of mine. When I asked him why he was getting rid of all these amazing tomes he told me that he didn’t feel that meditation and spiritual practice was relevant given the state of the world any longer.

His attitude took me by surprise and I pressed him on it a little bit more.

He said that although he loved his meditation practice, he felt it was making him disconnected with the rest of life. Rather than feel the pain of injustice when his fellow human beings were being oppressed he found that spiritual practice had for him become an escape route.

He feared he was burying himself in his practice and it was causing him to feel indifferent towards the world and the reality of events that needed him to be outraged and take social action.

Is meditation still relevant?

Watching the news especially over the last few weeks, I too have been thinking about the relevance of spiritual practice more and more.

As a meditator and a yogi, it is true that practice can be a way to step out of the stream of life–the positive, the negative and the neutral aspects. Within meditation, the whole point is to sit without responding. Thoughts go by, emotions arise, sensations flutter around the body and throughout the meditator does nothing.

But is there a danger of that practice seeping out and causing you to be indifferent and unresponsive outside of the meditation?

I think it is a contemplation deserving of our inquiry.

A brief reprieve from the world

Meditation is the act of consciously taking a brief reprieve from the world–hitting the sacred “reset” button so to speak.

However most forms of meditation are designed to help you tune in (not tune out) to the part of yourself that exists beyond simply reacting to sensations, thoughts and emotions.

I would argue that in fact is the core reason to meditate when we are concerned about the state of the world and what we can do as individuals to change things.

The experience I have, and the one others have reported back to me, is that regular meditation gives me space to act in the world from a place that is less hostile and anxious.

You are more than your body and mind.

It helps you to be available for life because it is a reminder that you are more than your body and mind.

Another way of thinking about this is that meditation frees up the best part of you. The part that isn’t swinging from one emotional branch to the next and can instead do what needs to be done according to your highest values.

The truth is there are many devastating things happening all over the world. Some we see on the nightly news and some we never hear about. If we were actually aware of it all it would be overwhelmingly painful and paralyzing.

By contrast, there is also beauty in the world so vast and striking our minds and hearts couldn’t handle if we let it all in at once.

Meditation is not a cure-all for the worlds problems or just an escape route to avoid experiencing the radical extremes of the world we are part of. It is training to be open, free and see a little bit more than what we normally do in our daily lives.

I can’t speak for everyone who meditates, but I know my own practice still matters because it is a regular reminder that I am connected to everyone and everything on this planet in ways that I so often take for granted.

That simple yet profound truth keeps my head above water during troubled times with eyes and actions directed towards a future that is better than where we have been.

Does meditation still matter to you? How has meditation supported your efforts towards a brighter future on our planet?

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One way of breaking down meditation is into meditation with seed and meditation without seed. Let’s look at how the breath can play into both of these approaches.

Meditation With Seed

In this form of meditation, we give ourselves something to focus on. Examples of things used are a mantra, the smell of incense, the flicker of a candle, or the breath.

When we meditate in this way, we are focusing our awareness on the sensations of a particular experience. In doing so, there becomes a clear connection with idea that life flows.

Watching the pattern of smoke from an incense stick or the flow of the breath can re-wire our vantage point of life. Instead of seeing the smoke or the breath as an object, we see it as an unfolding and evolving process. Is the smoke defined by how it is seen in a particular moment, or rather, how it exists over a length of time?

This practice of meditating with seed ironically gives us both a point of focus (and a place to return to when our minds wander) and also the understanding of the ever-unfolding process that we call now.

Meditation Without Seed

In this form of meditation, there is nothing to focus on. The basic instruction for this type of meditation is “No matter what happens, don’t do anything.”

Without something specific to focus on, our minds will typically attempt to fill the void and introduce thoughts into our experience.

We are so accustomed to engaging with thought that much of the training of meditating without seed is about learning not to react to thought and instead to experience the fullness of this moment without attachment to any particular sensation.

The Breath as an Anchor

Given that our minds will tend to wander, the breath can be used as an anchor in the present moment during meditation. The breath is always there and is always changing.

Though our hearts continue to beat and our digestion continues to move, the breath is the most easily noticeable body sensation.

When we are engaged in internal conversation, we lose presence. Our awareness gets sucked into one dimension of our experience and we lose awareness of the rest of what’s happening within and around us.

When we have noticed that we are lost in thought, from that moment of noticing, we are free to redirect our awareness back to a broader sense of presence. This is where the breath comes in.

Given that the breath provides us a source of clear and constantly changing sensation, as we reconnect with it, several things happen.

1) We are reminded of the flow of all sensation.
Thought rarely flows, it’s usually a rigid and herky-jerky experience, and one that goes hand-in-hand with tension and anxiety. We quickly and easily lose grounded traction of the now as we get lost in our heads. Breathing is hardly ever herky-jerky (especially when meditating!), and tuning into the breath viscerally reminds us of the flow of all of life.

2) We return to our bodies.
Existing in thought brings our energy into our minds. Our minds are incredibly powerful, but they are just one dimension of who we are. The more we exist in our bodies, the more we are able to experience the fullness of life.

3) We are free to let go.
The breath provides the most constant physical release of energy of our bodies. Exhalation is the most regular way we let go of energy, both emotional and physical. The breath reminds us of the freedom that letting go provides, returning us to a more natural state of being.

When meditating without seed, the breath can serve as an anchor for us, reconnecting us to the flow of life. Once we have reestablished that connection to the flow of the breath, we are then welcome to let go of it and settle back in to noticing the flow of all sensation.

The breath is a powerful ally for us in meditation.

Regardless of the style of meditation you are engaged in, it can greatly aid your practice and transform your relationship to all experience.

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I have a family member I dearly love who is, well, very difficult to talk to.

When we talk, it’s stilted. Tense. Heartbreaking.

Everything I have tried has made it worse. I strategize and plan. I try to be closer or I try to put distance between us. I stick to safe topics or dive into the divisive ones. No matter what I do, it all falls apart until eventually, I just don’t want to talk.

Why is it so hard to talk to someone I love?

Mindfulness has given me many tools to help out. For example, I bring acute awareness into our conversations. I notice my tight jaw and shallow breath. I’m aware that my thoughts run away with me–that I plan my rebuttals before her sentences are even finished. I end up with a laundry list of what I’m aware of.

But somehow, this isn’t enough. I still get stuck in my head and trapped in the discord.

What is the missing ingredient?

I need to be more present.

How to be Present during Conflict

Feel your Body

When things become difficult, it’s easy to want to get away from the tension. Who wouldn’t?

But ironically, pulling back from the friction, only increases the experience that something is wrong.

Instead, try feeling the tension.

Feel your stomach churning. Feel how your eyes sting when they start to tear up. Experience how your thoughts speed up when anger wells. Even experience how, in the middle of your disagreement, a bird outside your window may distract you.

Feel these experiences with your whole body.

When the conversations become difficult, feel the difficulty.

Everything is OK

Next, take a moment to remember that everything is just fine exactly how it is.

Nauseous or sad. Angry or tense. It’s all OK.

This doesn’t mean you have to like it. It doesn’t mean that you want it to stay this way.

No matter what is happening, even in conflict and discomfort, there’s nothing terrible happening.

Breath still goes in. Breath still goes out.

Remind Yourself you Love this person

In the middle of a difficult conversation with a loved one, remind yourself that you love them (even if you don’t feel it in the moment).

Remember a moment you shared together, a fond memory. The person in front of you, this infuriating person who you really want to clobber–that person is the same person you created the memory with.

Remember that your loved one is doing their best and that they want harmony as much as you do.

Be Kind to Yourself

As you remember why you love your challenging loved one, extend the same courtesy to yourself.

Give yourself a break. You’re doing the best you can too and send yourself some love and compassion.

Let go of Expectations

The last step may be the hardest one of all–let go of your expectations.

Of course, when you love someone, discord between you can be devastating. It can feel like you’re losing the relationship and that things will never heal. It’s human to want things to be better and it’s scary to let go of that hope.

As well meaning that hope is, it can be a burden. Your real relationship is never as good as your fantasy one. The disappointment that follows puts extra tension into an already tender situation.

Ironically, assuming that things will always be bad is equally burdensome. Difficult relationships develop patterns that can seem very entrenched. But closing the possibility for change makes it even harder for that change to come.

So it’s not easy.

Relax your grip on the outcome, even by 1%. Let go of expectations (either good or bad) and you open the door to new possibilities. This isn’t a guarantee that things will get better–only a tool to reduce the burden on your relationship and open the door to change.

This relaxing, this release–it brings a softening to the moment.

If you’re in your body, inviting love for the other person and yourself, and letting go of expectations, you’re fully present in the moment.

And being present in the conflict is already something new.

Whether your interactions become better, worse, or stay the same, you have changed yourself. You’ve interrupted the cycle of tension and discord.

When I was young, I yearned for a spiritual teacher. I wanted to learn about myself, about life, and about living on this planet as an aware, conscious being.

What I didn’t know was that my best spiritual teachers were with me all along–the people I love. And yes, I continue to struggle with them. But the more I am present, the richer my life becomes.

I couldn’t ask for better spiritual lessons than to learn how to be fully present with my loved ones, in all parts of our relationships.

If you have enjoyed the following post, Julia recently completed a three-part series on Meditation Myths we believe you will find interesting. The first part discussed the myths about What is Meditation, the second looked at myths about How to Meditate, and the third part covers myths about the Benefits of Meditation.

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For thousands of years the crown jewel of the spiritual quest has been Enlightenment or Spiritual Freedom. Any truly liberated soul will tell you that you are already awake. The big cosmic joke that is revealed to us at the end of years of tireless seeking is that what we find is something that was already ours.

In my last post I wrote about how spiritual freedom can only be ours once we know deep in our hearts that it is possible. Now I want to go one step further and say that not only do must we know that liberation is possible, we also need to know that it is already ours.

We are already free.

Once we realize this then there’s nothing left to do other than accept the fact. In the context of meditation, liberation is simply the state of being exactly here in the present moment where nothing is missing, nothing is wrong, nothing needs to change, and nothing needs to be different than it is.

There is no tension around needing to be anywhere other than here or needing anything to be anything other than what it already is.

When I say that liberation is already yours, I mean that there is already a place in your being, a part of your current experience, that is completely at peace with the way things are, completely at one with whatever arises in the present moment, and already has no need for anything to be other than what it is.

This insight is crucial because it completely changes our relationship to meditation. It is easy when we meditate to consciously or unconsciously assume that we need to go someplace other than here in order to be free.

When we realize that there is a part of us that is always already free, and that always already exists in this moment, as freedom, then we realize that the only place that freedom can be found is here. The only place that perfect contentment can be found is here.

There is a part of you that will never feel perfectly content. No matter what happens and no matter what your experience is, part of you will experience whatever is happening as somehow wrong, deficient, or simply “not it.” If your attention is on this sense of deficiency in yourself, then you will not experience perfect contentment.

And here is the whole point:

The fact that you may have your attention on the part of your experience that will never be content doesn’t mean that some other place in your being, some other part of your experience, isn’t already perfectly content now.

The practice of meditation is not a practice of changing your experience. It’s not a movement from an experience that is “not it” toward some other experience that is. It is not any form of altering the experience you’re having so that it can become the experience of freedom.

It is simply allowing yourself to know that perfect contentment is already yours even if your attention happens to be somewhere else. Even if your attention is on a part of yourself that feels discontent, unsettled, unresolved, incomplete, uncomfortable, or whatever else it might be, freedom and perfect contentment are already yours.

There is a part of you that has always been free, has always been content, and has always been at peace with the way things are—even with the fact that your attention is often captivated by a part of your experience that is not at peace.

The movement of meditation is not a movement from one consciousness to another, or even a movement from one place in consciousness to another. Meditation is an acceptance of the totality of who you already are regardless of what your experience might be.

Freedom is literally already here.

This is so hard to truly get that it will be a theme that we return to over and over again throughout the rest of this post. The liberation you seek, the freedom you seek, the contentment you seek is already here no matter how it seems.

There is no reason to try to understand that. There is no reason to try to convince yourself of the truth of it. Your mind will probably never accept it. It is true anyway.

You simply surrender to the reality of it and then see what happens. You place no demands on your experience to shift. Whatever you’re experiencing right now, whatever it is, does not need to change one single bit.

Freedom is just as available in the experience you’re having right now as it is in any other possible experience you could be having. Freedom is always completely available. All we have to do is be available to it.

Perfect contentment is always already yours regardless of what you are experiencing and regardless of what your attention may be focused on at any given moment.

The reality that can be so difficult for us to accept is that freedom is already ours. There is no reality other than the one we are already in.

There is no place to go and nothing you need to do with the experience you are having right now, even with this feeling, even with that thought, even with this experience, even with that, and even with anything else that might possibly arise.

None of it makes freedom any less available because a part of you is already free, already perfectly content. Meditation is just an expansion into the totality of who you already are.

We are so conditioned and so trained to limit who we are by the sphere of what we happen to be consciously aware of. It’s like being in a darkened room, using only a narrow flashlight beam to see by, and thinking that the only things that exist in that room are what that thin beam can illuminate. We assume that nothing exists out beyond the edges of the light.

But the part of your experience that happens to be illuminated by the light of your conscious attention is not the whole of your experience. Your experience extends way beyond the edges of your conscious attention.

If the experience that is currently illuminated by the light of your conscious attention is not one of freedom and contentment, that doesn’t mean that freedom and contentment are not already yours. It doesn’t mean that freedom and contentment aren’t already a part of your experience.

Just because the flashlight beam in the darkened room happens to be illuminating only one wall doesn’t mean that the others aren’t there.

When you discover the freedom that exists outside of the bounds of your conscious awareness you stop needing to manipulate your conscious awareness. You know that freedom is already there and so you don’t feel any need to locate it to be certain.

It is like knowing that the sun is still there on a cloudy day. You never fear that the sun is gone. You know it is there and it will return into view when the clouds part. The discovery of true freedom doesn’t mean that you will always feel free, but you will never forget that you are.

Liberation will always be yours once you realize that there is a part of your experience that is, was, and will always be free, even if it exists beyond the bounds of your conscious awareness. In this realization you realize that freedom and contentment is always already yours.

At that point, which is now, you are free from any need to have your experience be anything other than what it is because you are already free and content, totally awake and aware anyway. You realize that your experience expands far beyond the illuminating light of your conscious awareness.

You relax into the totality of your being, needing to do nothing, needing to go nowhere. Then the miraculous reality of who you are has the opportunity to unfold in whatever way it will.

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We all have bad habits. Some physical or mental activity we engage in that erodes our vitality.

The challenging thing about giving up bad habits is that they can feel pretty good to us! Recently, I’ve had to tackle this fact head on by giving up drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes. But what I thought was going to be a difficult and painful endeavor has been joyful and supremely life enhancing.

I wanted to share with you my experience and perspective on how we take on inner and outer change.

We often have defensible reasons supporting our “bad” habits.

The over eater is actually a gourmand in love with the palette of culinary delight the world has to offer. The paranoid tycoon has made his fortune second-guessing and unearthing others’ motives in business dealings.

With the conviction of their own experience, they can assert: who are you to judge what is a “bad” habit?

And to a point, they’re right! That is, until the arguable bad habit threatens the sanctity of our primary relationships. Or when we’ve decided that there is a significantly more fulfilling potential for ourselves that is being impeded by said habit.

I wrote in an earlier post how I transformed my body last year through marathon training following a five-day solo retreat. I lost 10 pounds in 2 months and was crushing my personal best race times. I was getting in striking range to qualify for the prestigious 2018 Boston Marathon.

Simultaneously, I was personally achieving unprecedented success in my sales work for my consulting firm. I was also smoking cigarettes daily and loved getting my drink-on strong!

I loved the rebel energy of being in the best physical and professional shape of my life, while lighting up and knocking a few (or several) back whenever I wanted. It gave me a sense of breaking taboos and a wild superpower. I was convinced this was helping to fuel my victories.

In a few months, I placed in the top quartile of 7 races and I became the top sales person at my firm for that calendar year.

Marathon Disappointment

When my big marathon in Eugene, OR, came up to qualify for the 2018 Boston Marathon, I missed the necessary time by 1 minute and 34 seconds. I wrote in a previous post how this made me take pause: when you work so hard for a goal and miss, a window opens for deeper reflecting.

I decided I wanted another shot to qualify for 2018, given all the training I had done.

With my coach’s blessing, I signed up for a marathon in Burlington, VT. It wasn’t ideal because it was only 3 weeks after my marathon in Eugene. But I wanted this second attempt to be a simple affair. Racing in Burlington meant I could travel alone from my home in Boston without missing work and being away long from my family.

I crossed that finish line missing my qualifying time by 2 minutes and 4 seconds. Wracked in pain, I hobbled over to a quiet shady grassy patch nestled by the majestic Lake Champlain. I gave it all I had in two marathons and now had a visceral respect for the elite athletic fitness required to qualify for the world-celebrated Boston marathon.

I had a long heart-to-heart with my running coach by phone in that park. I confessed to him about my smoking and drinking during training. I could see how the cigarettes and drinking had eaten away at the deeper resources I needed to call forth in the crucible of a marathon.

During this conversation on that picture-perfect sunny day, it became clear to me. What would be more meaningful: the opportunity to develop the body, mind, and heart of an elite athlete, or the freedom to savor my smoke and drink as I pleased?

I chose another marathon for the fall and I decided on a date when I would quit all smoking and drinking until after the race. I was both excited and nervous. I knew my life would have to change for the better by abstaining. However, I was preparing myself for periods of gritting my teeth to resist the myriad of ways that the temptation to drink and smoke would show up.

The Joy of Breaking Bad Habits

As I got closer to the date I would quit, I was surprised to feel a part of me getting louder that could not wait to start abstaining. And when the day came, it was remarkably easy. And now, weeks later of being dry and fresh, I’m still amazed.

There have been immediate tangible benefits. Training for my next marathon, I’m running faster while my breathing is easier. I am sleeping deeper which is making my mind sharper and energy higher. While all this is precious to me, there’s an uplifting effect on my spirit that is priceless.

Having the possibility of a cigarette or a drink(s) was always dangling before my mind’s eye, captivating part of my attention.

By being resolute that this was no longer an option, my awareness has been liberated to flow into other areas that beckon my consciousness. Most importantly: my love for God. I believe this inner irrigation is the essence of the time immemorial spiritual practice of renunciation.

In the context of giving up bad habits, I don’t think it works to say “no” to something we typically enjoy unless it’s in service of something more profound that we’re saying “yes” to.

What we are saying “yes” to needs to be big and important to us. In this light, it is a joy to not drink or smoke because I’m reaffirming in my being that I am committed to my higher potential.

It is so much more than just making healthier choices for my body. It is about tapping into my resolve for a greater life.

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We have built a culture where faster is always better.

This means that personally, we often interrupt what we’re doing for the latest vibration in our pocket, notification on our computer screen, or thought that arises in our head. It is the newest thing, we must respond to it immediately!

This can easily lead us to a place where we feel overwhelmed – everything is super important, and everything has to be dealt with NOW!

Plus, when we interrupt our previous activity for the latest most important thing, we are adding on to our current open projects list.

It’s a lot to manage.

In a world of instant connection, instant messaging, and instant gratification, we have been trained that everything is an emergency. Everything is amplified. Especially in ourselves.

However, we don’t have to react to every thought or feeling that arises.

Never-Ending Stimulus

Whether we are meditating or not, life marches on. The ceaseless onslaught of sensation will persist whether we are sitting still or actively participating in it.

When we meditate we purposefully take the opportunity to step into a different relationship to the cacophony of sensation that feels never ending.

We intentionally pause and say, “I know these sensations are there, but I’m not going to do anything about them.”

Stimuli will continue when we meditate. Sound doesn’t stop; you may very well hear the sound of your breath or an ambulance off in the distance.

Physical sensations don’t stop either; you may feel a buzz in your pocket, or an itch on your nose, or a sudden pang of pain in your foot.

Our minds don’t stop; you will be aware of thoughts such as, “Don’t forget to put milk on the grocery list!” or “How long have I been meditating for? It feels like forever.”

Meditation is a practice of deconditioning our immediate reaction to sensation. We gain practice at noticing a stimulus has appeared and noticing what happens when we don’t do anything.

Take a Breath

Mom’s proverbial advice to “take a breath and count to ten” is more applicable now than ever. When we are bombarded with information, energy, and stimulus coming from all direction, it is easy for us to assume that everything is important.

But if everything is important, nothing is.

The more we learn to take pauses throughout our day – whether to sit and meditate for 10, 20, or 30 minutes, or short, 10-second pauses between activities – the more we reset ourselves to use a healthier, broader, and more grounded perspective when determining the importance of a stimulus.

Freedom Training

Meditation is a training for us. When we meditate and stop reacting to each and every sensation, we are reminding ourselves that not everything is an emergency. Noise comes and goes, as does the itch on the nose, and as does thought.

When we witness these things rise and fall as we do the breath, we come into contact with the impermanence of it all.

We learn to respond to the pain that stays for a while, not every little tic that sprouts up. We learn which thoughts are the truly important ones warranting more attention and which are just static.

The more familiar we are with not hyper-reacting, the more we naturally pause when we are in our waking life. In this pause there is great peace and great freedom.

Austrian neurologist, psychiatrist, and holocaust survivor Viktor E. Frankl once quipped that “Between stimulus and response there is a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and our freedom.”

In a world of always-on and always-connected, the benefits of training ourselves to take that beat, to take that breath, to pause, are innumerable.

Are you reading this post with a thought in your mind of what you’re going to do as soon as you finish it? Are you already in the middle of 4 other things?

Notice what happens if when you finish reading this post, you pause.

Just sit still and do nothing for 10 seconds.

Enjoy your breath.

Check in with yourself.

Take a beat. Then start your next activity.

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This is the final part of a 3-part series on common meditation myths. The first part discussed the myths about What is Meditation and the second looked at myths about How to Meditate.

It seems like everyone is enamored with meditation.

Every day articles come out touting new benefits, new uses, and new scientific discoveries about its effects. It’s as if meditation is the perfect antidote to all of life’s problems–all benefits and no side effects.

But we all know that the perfect antidote doesn’t exist.

So what do we really know about the benefits of meditation?

The research looks promising–and confusing. While popular media claims that meditation is the answer to almost every ailment, scientists are more cautiously optimistic. The data is interesting but in many cases, it’s too early to draw firm conclusions.

At this stage, it’s hard to know what is truth and what is myth. You’re left with a very unsatisfying conclusion that many benefits of meditation look likely to be true but we’re not yet sure. Not a myth, but not fact either.

To understand this divide between popular understanding and scientific proof, we have to dive into the world of research.

And understanding research is… complicated.

The Realities of Studying Meditation

One of the first challenges in scientific mindfulness research is defining mindfulness or meditation practices.

Many studies use the Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction program as the gold standard of mindfulness programs. This program has a long established history, is secular (making it accessible to people of all faiths and backgrounds), and is standardized so the training is consistent from group to group.

But with so many studies using this one technique to represent all of meditation practices, no one knows if different meditation techniques would get the same results.

A second challenge is that benefits of meditation are broad and vague.

For example, if you are studying the effects of meditation on stress, what do you mean? Are you looking at emotional benefits–that you “feel better”? Or are you examining a quantitative symptom of stress, like cortisol levels? Or are you looking at reducing a subjective symptom of stress, such as stress eating?

Scientists have ways to measure all these results but they’ll hesitate to draw broad conclusions from them.

One illustration is a study that looked at mindfulness programs for children aged 7 – 9 and reported good results:

The potential role of mindfulness as an early and preventive approach in children that targets both cognitive and affective aspects of self-regulation highlights considerable possible benefits for children. ~Mindfulness Training in Primary Schools Decreases Negative Affect and Increases Meta-Cognition in Children

The scientists limited their conclusions to say that children aged 7 – 9, in the UK, who went through this program, experienced a decrease in negative emotions.

Hardly a rousing endorsement of the benefits of mindfulness.

And finally, many mindfulness research studies don’t meet strict scientific standards. Often they draw broad generalized conclusions based on little or poorly controlled data. So many popular conclusions about meditation aren’t backed by true scientific methods.

To understand the true benefits of mindfulness, you need to take a broad approach. You need to look at scientific data carefully and at the same time, use common sense and personal experience.

Myth #1: Meditation stops stress

While it’s unlikely that meditation is a magic pill for stress, research often finds it gives some relief to some people, especially in carefully defined circumstances and with clearly defined results.

Without definitive support from science, the more important question is if meditation helps relieve your stress.

Meditation has been used for centuries to increase well-being and decrease stress and anxiety. Tradition is quite confident about the benefits of meditation for stress.

So until science catches up to tradition, it’s up to you to find out if meditation helps your stress. Conduct your own scientific study using trial and error. Find out what works best for you.

Myth #2: Meditation makes you healthier

In addition to reducing stress, meditation is credited with many other health benefits including:

• Lowering blood pressure
• Relieving some symptoms of ADHD
• Reducing anxiety
• Relieving PTSD
• Supporting the immune system
• Reducing inflammation
• Reducing Irritable Bowel Syndrome
• Increasing the folds in the brain
• Helping stop smoking

This is just a small sample of current research. (The National Center for Health, a part of the US Department of Health and Human Services, has a nice summary of some major research on the benefits and effects of meditation.)

But the field of mindfulness research is young. We’re only beginning to understand how mindfulness affects the body.

So how can you tell what’s a myth? Stay abreast of the current research and use common sense. If you read an article that sounds too good to be true, find the original research source. Investigate if the study was done carefully and if its conclusions are sound.

And in your own body, use meditation with open curiosity. If you have a health condition, try meditation and see what happens. Experiment. See what you discover.

Myth #3: Meditation makes you happy

The current Happiness Trend in popular media implies that if you are anything less than joyful, there must be something wrong with your life.

The popular view of meditation is the perfect partner in this misunderstanding.

People think meditation can help you cope with work, with difficult relationships, and with challenging life changes. And if you meditate, you’ll be more confident, have a better attitude, learn to forgive, and be more open to life.

Can meditation do all that?

I think you know the answer.

Meditation is a tool which helps you know yourself better. You learn about your mind and when you do that, you are often less hooked by your thoughts and worries. You may find more contentment than before.

But this is no panacea and certainly no guarantee that you’ll be happy.

Even if you meditate, life will happen. You’ll have good times and bad. You’ll feel good about your circumstances and you’ll feel frustrated.

In other words, meditation helps you have a very normal life.

Myth #4: Meditation is always good for everyone

Because meditation is touted as a cure-all for the many health and emotional issues, it is recommended for virtually everyone. But can there be harmful side effects?

Like all the previous myths, science is not sure.

However looking beyond what scientists know, traditional meditation teachers suggest that there can be cases when meditation needs careful guidance.

Traditionally, a meditation student started their practice under the guidance of an experienced teacher and with the support of a meditation community. Because mediation brings awareness to your mind, it can bring awareness to the many uncomfortable, dark places of your psyche.

People with mental health issues are especially susceptible to this. For example, being aware of one’s depression can feed the depression or rumination. It can bring up fears or bad memories.

Having an experienced practitioner, counselor, or doctor to guide you through these difficult experiences can be very helpful.

Myth #5: It takes years of meditation to get its benefits

People used to believe that you had to meditate for years to get its benefits. More and more, scientists are reporting that the benefits start quite quickly.

There are a number of studies that find benefits from short meditations over a relatively short period of time. In this study by Moore, Guber, Derose, and Malinowski, participants meditated just 10 minutes/day over 16 weeks. At the end of the study, participants reported enhanced focus.

The best way to see if you get benefits from a short period of meditation is to try it. Commit to 10 minutes a day for the next 2 months. Keep a journal and by the end of the time, see if you are feeling better.

Many people report great benefits from meditation. Regularly, I hear stories about how meditation has helped clients with everything from balancing their moods and making them less reactive, to coping with pain and managing stress levels.

So while science can’t definitively debunk or support the benefits of meditation, your human experience can.

Start a meditation practice. Be consistent. Observe its effects in your life with curiosity and playfulness, without expectations or judgments. Let us know what you discover in the comments below.

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Exploring the Radical Immediacy of Freedom

The insight that I want to share with you today is that in order for us to experience spiritual awakening we must first know in our heart of hearts that liberation is possible.

We all come to the spiritual path called by a possibility. In some way or other we have felt limited and contained, and we knew that much more was possible for us.

Usually, we discover this because of some experience, some recognition, or some insight that revealed our unlimited potential.

In the light of that insight, experience, or realization, our normal relationship to the world and to ourselves started to feel as if it was being forced into a box that was much too small to hold it.

So we embarked on a spiritual path.

Attaining Spiritual Awakening

The key to attaining the awakening that we seek is knowing that it is possible.

Most of us struggle with doubts about our unlimited potential. If you want to be free then in your heart of hearts, you must already know that it’s possible.

And even more we must know that it is possible for us right now.

Thinking that it is possible in the future, even being certain that awakening is possible in the future, is still predicated on an assumption that it is not possible now.

If I owe you money and you say, “Are you going to pay me the money?” and I say, “I will definitely pay you tomorrow.” What I am also saying is, “I am not going to pay you now.”

So if you say, “I know that I can be free tomorrow. I know that liberation will be possible tomorrow or at some point in the future, even a few seconds from now.” You’re also saying, “I know it’s not possible now.”

Freedom right now, not later

The journey that we are on together here has to start at the deep end of the pool because the beginning of this journey is knowing that liberation is possible right now for all of us. This is a journey that starts at the destination.

You don’t find liberation, you realize that it was always yours.

Take a moment to scan your experience. Whatever you are experiencing right now, whatever thoughts you are having, whatever you are looking at, whatever your body feels like, whatever emotions might be arising, whatever it is, has to be what liberation is, because otherwise it would not be available until your experience changed.

The only place that you can find freedom is right here. Right here, smack in the middle of the experience you’re already having.

This is where freedom exists. It doesn’t exist anywhere else. It doesn’t exist in some future moment. It doesn’t exist in some memory of the past.

Right now, in the experience that you’re currently having… yes this very one… freedom already is. The fact that you may or may not feel free does not in any way limit the possibility of being free now.

Freedom is not a feeling; it is a reality.

The only place that liberation can be available is right now and not an instant later, because now is all there is. This moment is the only moment we could possibly be free because it is the only moment that exists.

You can’t be free in the past because you aren’t there any more.

You can’t be free in the future because it doesn’t exist yet.

Freedom is in the present moment

The only place we’ll ever experience freedom is right now in the present moment because that is the only moment that actually exists.

Contemplating the truth of this can bring you to the direct recognition that you are already always free, that you always have been already free, and always will be.

The key to recognizing and experiencing and becoming aware of your own inherent liberation is knowing beyond doubt that nothing that you are experiencing right now disqualifies this moment from being a moment of freedom.

Freedom is here no matter what your mind might be telling you, no matter how many excuses it might be throwing at you.

Liberation is what?

“No, this couldn’t be it. This can’t be liberation. Liberation can’t include this feeling. Liberation can’t include this experience. Liberation can’t include this thought.”

There may always be, and probably will be, a part of us that continuously attempts to disqualify this moment—which is the only moment there is—from being the one. It will always find a way to try to convince you that this could not possibly be the moment and that liberation is not possible right now because something is wrong.

That part of us will always conclude that something needs to change—some feeling needs to be included or some other feeling excluded, some thought needs to be extricated, or some other thought needs to be found.

Whatever it is, that part of you will always believe that the experience of this moment requires some amount of tinkering, shifting, altering, or tweaking before freedom will be possible.

Ultimately, the only thing that keeps us from recognizing our inherently liberated state is our belief in some excuse that is trying to convince us that freedom isn’t possible yet.

If we buy into that justification, we won’t feel free and we won’t believe that freedom is here. Instead we will feel as though we are stuck in a moment that isn’t the right moment, and feel trapped in an experience that is not free.

Unfortunately too many people live their whole life in the experience of a moment that they believe is not the one.

If, on the other hand, we don’t believe that part of our mind, we will realize that all the thoughts trying to convince us that this is not the right moment are just thoughts.

They don’t in any way inhibit the possibility of freedom now.

We realize that we don’t know what’s possible and that means that anything is possible right now. And when we feel like anything is possible right now, that’s liberation. That is as free as we can be, and it is already true.

Welcome home.

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In my previous post, I described how a 5 night solo retreat to celebrate my 40^th birthday supercharged my life.

Spending focused time alone to dive into one’s depths has been part of my spiritual tempo for most of my adulthood. I spent my 20s and 30s immersed in an international intentional spiritual community where meditation retreats were the norm.

However, it took everything falling apart to transform how I see these important solitary inner journeys as metamorphic vision quests.

Everything Falls Apart

Four years ago, this community where I came of age dissolved almost overnight. Its leader, my veritable spiritual father, was confronted by his closest circle about his ongoing and unchecked infatuation with power.

He resisted their assessments for months but finally complied and stepped down.

Like Toto pulling open the curtain that concealed the Wizard of Oz to reveal the small man projecting the demiurge, so went his authority and conviction that held our global community together.

I had to reexamine the entire scaffolding I built my spiritual vision on.

At the same time, I lost my job as the last salesman standing of a struggling research firm. While I had been successful in sales roles for over 10 years, the primary motivation driving my career trajectory had been this community.

My resume was an odd patchwork of professional opportunities that provided me the most money and time to be with my spiritual family.

While searching for work and processing my community unraveling, I ran the 2013 Boston Marathon (True Confessions: I bought a bib number off a qualified runner who could no longer participate).

Minutes after I dashed through the finish line, a BOOM went off behind me. I thought it was a celebratory cannon until I heard the fleet of sirens. I soon learned that my wife Diane was being rushed to the hospital having been a few feet from the terrorists’ first bomb.

A plate glass window fell on her head. Her eardrum ruptured. But those injuries would show to be less considerable compared to the psychological trauma of sidestepping death and being engulfed in the human chaos that erupted around her.

Discovering a Sense of Purpose

I went into a kind of survival mode and put my energy into finding a job and getting us more financial security. I hired a career coach to help polish me for roles with the most earning potential.

He kept insisting I needed to discover a sense of purpose to find my next best step. I kept replying that my quest for purpose got me into my current predicament and I just needed a high-paying job, thank you very much!

Months and heaps of unconsummated job interviews later, my unemployment checks were drying up. My career coach suggested that I go away for a few days alone to recover from the mounting disappointment. “Go get lost somewhere.” he encouraged with a smile.

I made travel plans immediately.

Designing A Solo Retreat

I rented a secluded home near the rocky coast of Maine. The day before I left, I got a call from a company that I was expecting to get a job offer from. Instead, I was told that I had been passed over.

I began my solo retreat filled with dread. I had been unemployed almost 5 months. My career coach’s wisdom finally dawned on me: Purpose is where our true power comes from.

Even in the most pragmatic sense, I needed it to stand out in the job market. Without it, I’d just be a machine with certain functionalities for hire.

I was desperate to ignite and turn over the engine of my soul. My biggest fear now: what if I spent these next few days lost in my head accomplishing little more than wasting precious time?

I concluded that if I was going to do any truly fresh thinking, it was essential to have more space inside me. I permitted myself for that first day (of five) to let go of the whole world.

I meditated for hours. When I wasn’t on my cushion, I continued to allow the nonstop thoughts about the future to pass through me like ghosts. Slowly, my panic about my predicament was loosening its grip.

Near the end of that day, I struck gold as I was meditating.

Embracing the Pain

Like a miracle shooting up from a geyser, the part of us that is mysteriously inseparable from the vastness of existence came gushing in, momentarily extinguishing all my fears and doubts.

My heart opened to my challenges and there was more than enough room to embrace the pain I had been through and life-changing potential that could be born from it.

I spent the remaining days in a dialogue with this creativity. I would sit with any given burning question and watch as it attracted powerful impressions like moths to a light.

At a certain point, one of the impressions would spontaneously coalesce into an idea that would surprise me and inspire a more compelling question. I followed my inquiry towards how my perennial love for God could freely express itself in my career.

What became crystal clear was that I would never have anything of real value to offer the world if I continued to deny my love for God.

This clarity gave me no direct answers to my job search but it unlocked a reservoir of vigor to pursue my life with passion. A month after my retreat I was hired by the consulting firm I work at now and continue to professionally flourish.

I’ve also continued to embark on solo retreats to rejuvenate and attract new visions to chart my life’s course. It took losing my fundamental sense of security to stare squarely into the source of myself and see that it was good.

I’ve realized that if you give yourself the freedom and time to be with this magnificent energy, there is a friendship of love and ingenuity that will overwhelm you.

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Meditation is a practice. Nobody can meditate perfectly.

In our world of instant gratification, we are conditioned to look for immediate results. If the results don’t show up immediately, then it’s easy to decide that it’s not worth it.

However, meditation is the antithesis (and also the remedy) to this approach.

Sunshine and Roses

It is folly to assume that if you meditate once, then everything will be perfect. No one will meditate and then awaken to find their bank account is 3 times its size, or they instantly find love, or all their woes have suddenly disappeared.

Meditation is not the bringer of instant sunshine and roses.

While yes, there is often an immediate easing and relief that occurs after you meditate, the real benefits show up over time.

Imagine going to the gym and lifting weights. Clearly it is unreasonable to expect that if you do some bicep curls that you will be able to come home, lift your refrigerator and carry it around. Similarly, we must take the same approach to meditation.

The effects of meditation show up over time, and often unexpectedly. It may be that one day you just realize that you reacted differently to your boss than you ever have, and you do so without trying. It simply happens.

Likewise, if you repeat your gym workouts, you may one day pick up your child and realize that it was a lot easier than you had remembered. How long will it take, and what that particular success will look like for you, is up to you to discover.

Meditation is a Practice

A key word with meditation is practice. It is a training for your mind. A training of awareness. It takes time for the benefits to develop.

The Summer Olympics happened nearly a year ago. The athletes who won gold medal in the 100 meters, or the marathon, did so as a result of rigorous and repetitious training. When that medal was awarded it did not mean that the victor had mastered running, and never has to do it again. If the winning athlete stopped running after his last event, his leg muscles are sure to atrophy, his lung capacity sure to decrease.

No one will ever master meditation just like no one will ever master running.

Instant Gratification

We live in a world of instant gratification. However, not only does the “instant” of instant gratification refer to how quickly something shows up, but also how quickly it disappears.

Sustainable, longer term successes require the recognition that meditation is a practice, a journey to embark on and return to, time and time again.

The rewards of meditation are the antithesis to instant gratification. They require patience and dedication. But they are there for anyone to have.

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If your Facebook feed is any indication, the right way to meditate is wearing a tank top and sitting on cross-legged on a mountain with a smile on your lips as your head points slightly to the sky.

But when has Facebook given you good instructions?

There are many ways to meditate, all of which offer different ways to learn to be present. In this second part of a 3-part series on “Common Meditation Myths”, we’ll look at some of the myths about how to meditate. (If you missed the first part, click here to read.)

Knowing that there are many ways to meditate expands your options. You won’t be limited trying to achieve a particular ideal.

Myth #1: You meditate best in a quiet room

When you ask meditators about needing quiet surroundings, you’re likely to get very different responses.

One of my first meditation communities had many young families. We all agreed that we wanted the children to grow up seeing meditation as part of their lives. We all agreed that we should be able to focus with or without disturbance.

So we invited people to bring their babies and children into the meditation circle.

And it was hard!

There was noise and disturbance. Parents got up and down. Children ran around.

Although we knew that theoretically we could meditate in any environment, our practices weren’t strong enough yet for a chaotic one. The distractions were just too much for our not-yet-trained monkey minds.

You don’t need a quiet room for meditation. In fact, you can use noise as a support for your meditation.

But when you begin, it can be helpful to reduce the disruptions as much as possible.

If you can close a door and block some noise before you meditate, do that. But once you’ve done your best to make your environment reasonably quiet, just meditate. Bring your awareness to the sounds and notice what your mind does when you hear them.

Myth #2: You meditate best sitting in nature

This myth is a toughie because meditation experts feed it. After all, how many meditation classes, books, courses, or tools have you seen with a picture of a meditator (usually young, beautiful, and female) sitting beatifically in nature?  

Sometimes she sits in a forest. Sometimes near the ocean. Sometimes she’s on the pinnacle of a cliff overlooking a gorgeous panorama.

It’s hard to imagine you can meditate any other way, isn’t it?

It’s important to remember that all those images are marketing–not meditation instruction.

Nature is important. When you meditate in nature, you may find it easier to relax, touch into a deep, quiet spot, or unhook from your busy, everyday life.

But just because sitting in nature is a good support for meditation, doesn’t mean it is a prerequisite.

You can practice meditation wherever you are. In fact, it’s useful to practice in the circumstances of your normal routines.

Don’t make “get to a retreat center” a reason to not meditate.

Myth #3: Meditating is hard

Is it hard to get your easily distracted mind to focus?

Yup.

Just as you settle into your meditation you may already notice you’ve left it.

But meditation isn’t “hard” like exertion.

It’s challenging because it’s not easy. It’s uncomfortable.

Over and over you notice things about yourself that are hard to admit. Over and over you have to refocus.

Everyone is aware. It’s your natural state. It’s getting your noisy mind out of the way that’s tricky.

Myth #4: Meditating is easy

There’s nothing complicated about learning to meditate.

1. Find a comfortable position.
2. Bring your attention to something–typical meditation supports are sounds, your breath, or your thoughts.
3. Watch what happens.

Simple? Yes.

But is this easy? Probably not.

It’s not unusual that meditation is very uncomfortable.

Even though the instructions for meditating are simple, the practice can be challenging.

Myth #5: Meditation can take years to learn

Like the last two myths, this one is both true and false.

Many meditation teachers have spent tens of thousands of hours meditating. And they’ll be the first to say that they barely know anything about it.

But to think that you have to be like the masters to be able to meditate is like thinking you need to be a concert pianist to be able to play piano.

If you sit down and meditate even once, you already know more about meditating than you did before.

Don’t let the fear that you’ll never be a master stop you from beginning.

Myth #6: You have to sit still to meditate

It’s hard to sit still. It’s hard for anyone but it’s especially difficult for some bodies.

Sitting still is not a prerequisite for meditating.

If you find it hard to sit still, you have some options.

Walking meditation is one way to bring mindfulness into movement. Some teachers recommend walking slowly and deliberately. Others encourage that you walk at a regular pace.

Regardless of how you walk, bring your awareness to the process of walking. Notice what your body feels while walking. Become aware of the sensations.

The other option is to direct your meditation to the struggle of sitting. Notice how it feels to want to move. Become aware of how your mind reacts. How many ways does your mind create to justify moving? How does your mind deal with the discomfort of wanting to move?

Whether you are sitting or squirming, you can still meditate.

Myth #7: You have to be able to cross your legs to meditate

There are lots of positions to meditate in. Sitting on a cushion, sitting in a chair, walking, lying down…

Some bodies can’t sit with their legs crossed so don’t. Find another position and meditate.

Myth #8: You have to close your eyes to meditate.

When you picture people meditating, I bet you picture someone with their eyes closed.

It’s quite common to close your eyes, but it is not mandatory. Some meditation techniques recommend that you keep your eyes open.

How do you do this? Just as you might meditate on sounds.  Bring your awareness to your vision. Notice what shapes, colors, and textures you see. Become aware of the play of light.

Last month we looked at myths about what meditation is. Next month, we’ll look at common meditation myths about the benefits of mediation. Once you know what meditation is and is not, you’ll be able to find the meditation techniques that are right for you.

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When I teach meditation I ask people to sit still and not make a problem out of whatever their experience happens to be. And I explain that what we experience in meditation doesn’t matter because the quality of meditation is not measured in terms of our experience during practice.

When people have difficulty with this way of meditating its because that they assume that to have no problem they have to feel good, so without realizing it they try to manipulate their experience into one they find acceptable.

This is when they start to wonder if they are engaging in spiritual bypassing. They are, but what they don’t realize is that they are not practicing no problem.

When we feel good it’s easy to have no problem, but when we feel bad it’s hard. In fact, most of us, most of the time, believe that in order to have no problem we have to feel good.

Feeling bad does not mean you have a problem.

Having a problem means something is wrong. That means that things are not the way they should be. We have been raised in a culture that tells us that we should feel good. If we feel bad we are made to believe that something is wrong – and maybe even wrong with us.

But everyone feels bad sometimes. Yes, we all want to feel good, but that doesn’t mean that we shouldn’t feel bad. Feeling bad is a part of life.

True spiritual practice is not about avoiding pain. It is about embracing life – all of life.

Spiritual bypassing

Spiritual bypassing occurs when we use our spiritual work as a means of avoiding things that make us uncomfortable. The danger of course is that we avoid dealing with psychological issues or dysfunctional situations because they are uncomfortable to face.

Spiritual bypassing, as I see it, is part of a larger phenomenon that we could call emotional bypassing. The root cause of emotional bypassing is our desire to feel good and not to feel bad.

Yes, you can use The Practice of No Problem to emotionally bypass, you can also use drugs or alcohol, financial acquisition, sex, or even psychotherapy. Almost anything can be used as an excuse not to face life’s challenges.

If our primary motive is feeling good then we will find ways of avoiding feeling bad whenever we can.

Spiritual practice

True spiritual practices are not designed for the purpose of emotional bypassing. They are designed to liberate us – not from pain but from the need to feel good in order to be OK. Real spiritual practice should increase our capacity to face the challenging aspects of life.

The contentment that The Practice of No Problem points to is ever-present – even when we feel bad.

You can’t measure the quality of your meditation based on how you feel during meditation. How you feel during meditation doesn’t tell you much of anything. I’ll be honest with you. I don’t usually feel that great when I meditate.

Sure, sometimes I have expansive openings into abiding peace or blissful realizations of deeper truth, but a lot of the time I’m just sitting with a mind that tells me I should be doing something else. In meditation I feel antsy and uncomfortable more often than I feel light, happy, and free.

But I know that how I feel during meditation doesn’t tell me anything about the strength of my practice. What does tell me is how I show up in life.

Here’s an example.

How to show up in life

Six years ago I got a call from the local hospital. My wife had been in a head-on collision with an 18-wheeler and they told me I should come to the hospital immediately. They wouldn’t tell me anymore than that over the phone.

I was in no shape to drive so a friend took me to the hospital. As we drove I could feel the panic rising up in my body. I couldn’t control it. I was shaking all over. I was so scared. My mind kept telling me that my beautiful wife might already be dead, or in a coma, or horribly disfigured.

In that moment I didn’t practice having no problem. That would be ludicrous.

But I also wasn’t swallowed up by the panic. I remained present. I saw what was happening and I realized that I didn’t know what I was going to find at the hospital, and whatever it was I knew that I was going to deal with it.

As I sat in the car a thought came to me. If my wife is dead or in a coma will that mean that life is bad. I considered it and realized that, no, life would still be good. My life might be terrible, but life itself would be good in spite of my horrifying misfortune.

At that point I felt the panic subside. The universe was going to be OK no matter how difficult things got for me.

I wasn’t challenged beyond that. I got to the hospital to find my wife alive. Her ankle was shattered and she had cuts and bruises all over, but she was going to live.

The strength of my practice can’t be measured by how bored I get when I meditate. It can be measured by the degree to which I don’t lose myself under challenging circumstances.

My wife’s story is much more remarkable than mine.

After the accident she found herself trapped inside a pile of twisted metal. She couldn’t move a muscle. Can you imagine the temptation to panic?

She realized that this was likely to be the end of her life and she was determined to die with grace and dignity. She didn’t try to kick and scream. She started breathing deeply, consciously willing herself to relax.

Soon a man stopped and reached in through the window of the car and held her head until the fire trucks arrived.

For 45 min she heard the sound of metal grinding as they cut the car away from her body and the whole time she maintained her breathing and her calm.

I wish I could say that I would be able to maintain composure like my wife under similar circumstances, but I won’t know unless it happens.

Realizing the inherent goodness of life

The Practice of No Problem is not about emotional bypassing. It is not about pretending that having your wife injured, or your body trapped in wreckage is OK.

It is about realizing the inherent goodness of life so deeply that you can be with anything that is happening, no matter how difficult it is, without losing yourself.

When we practice having no problem we discover a depth of consciousness below all the problems. We realize that pain is not a problem, fear is not a problem, boredom is not a problem. These are all part of life and we can handle them if we have the wherewithal to stay with the reality of what is happening and not avoid it.

The Practice of No Problem is about gaining the strength of character and the presence of mind to be with life however it shows up.

I am not free of my tendencies for emotionally bypassing. I avoid pain when I can. And meditation alone does not ensure that I will face all of the uncomfortable places inside myself.

I get support for that. I regularly work with someone who helps me face things I might otherwise avoid and I recommend you do the same.

The trust in life that I have found in meditation provides the solid ground from which I can embrace all of life, and in one very challenging circumstance I discovered that when push came to shove I didn’t shrink from the pain of existence.

I was ready to deal with it whatever it was.

I am passionate about meditation because of how it supports us to live with dignity and grace even when challenged.

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But in my culture, we’re infused with an insatiable drive to be seen as “on top”. And if you “fail”, you’re seen as “a loser”. So I thought it would be worthwhile to articulate and honor the unique gifts bestowed upon us by losing.

To be clear, when I say losing, I’m speaking about failing, failure: to reach out and miss. The more we’ve invested in having a particular outcome, the more painful is its lack of fulfillment.

Generally, we navigate our choices in life by weighing the balance between the pleasure to be gained and the pain that could be experienced. We’ve all got our own finely tuned algorithms calculating the perceived risks and rewards in any given situation and act accordingly.

One of the huge benefits of meditation is there’s relatively little risk to sitting still with yourself compared to what could be gained.

Typically, the odds are in your favor that your time on the cushion, to some degree, will be well spent.

But it’s interesting to look closer at what’s actually motivating us to meditate. Whether we desire a clearer mind, a wider heart, or a transcendence of self; we feel called towards some deeper sense of wholeness.

Called Towards Some Deeper Sense of Wholeness

Around two years ago to mark my 40^th birthday, I embarked on a five night solo retreat at a majestic monastery in Vermont to immerse myself in that calling towards wholeness. I wanted to tune into a holistic vision for my growth over the next decade of my life.

In the months after this retreat, I began thriving in a way I hadn’t anticipated. I’m a sales professional for a consulting firm and my business was booming beyond where I’ve ever been. My son turned 1 and I felt blessed by the nurturing environment my wife and I were creating for him.

At this time, I decided I wanted all aspects of my life to transform – including my body. I had been a long distance runner for 10+ years as part of my spiritual practice.

I set a goal to qualify for the prestigious Boston Marathon in the next four years. Fairly daunting as my best marathon time had been 3 hours and 45 minutes, and I’d need to run faster than 3 hours and 15 minutes.

Metrics to be Successful

At a business development seminar I attended, we had to state our near term metrics to be successful at our job. I stated my goal time for an upcoming marathon. Everyone laughed but I was serious.

I believed if I achieved a certain time, it would be a tangible indicator of where my general level of confidence was. And in sales, confidence is one of the all-important ingredients of success (so is authentic empathy, but that’s an entirely different blog post to come).

I enlisted a running coach and dear friend who shared my love for meditation. In 2 months, I shed 10 pounds and was running faster than I ever had in my life.

My Victories at Work and on the Asphalt were Energizing Each Other

Three months later, I ran my best marathon time by 19 minutes. It seemed entirely possible to shave off another 11 minutes in a few months to qualify for the Boston Marathon. And as I envisioned in the seminar, my work success would reflect this victory; I became the top salesperson at my firm that year.

I signed up for the 2017 marathon in Eugene, Oregon, also known in the running world as “Tracktown USA” (Nike’s birthplace and turf of the iconic track star Steve Prefontaine).

My coach and I attacked my training for months. As the marathon came around, my performance indicated I was in solid shape to qualify at Eugene for the 2018 Boston Marathon. I continued to be the top salesperson at my firm. My victories at work and on the asphalt were energizing each other.

I felt inspired at the Eugene starting line, coiled and ready to run. For the first 15 miles, my speed was right on track. But then I began to drag with each mile. By mile 21 I was cooked and just hanging on to finish.

I completed the marathon 10 minutes faster than my previous best time, but missed qualifying for Boston by a minute and 36 seconds.

I stayed up late that night taking it all in. While I knew there’d be other chances to qualify for Boston, I was still awash with disappointment. I felt like I woke up right before the end of a wonderful dream.

Simply put, I didn’t get what I really wanted, and it hurt.

A Call Towards Wholeness

But in that hurt was something unexpected and rich. In the months before of flying high, I held a very clear picture of where I was going and what I wanted to happen.

Now in the dark of the night and my dissolved dream, I had no idea what was supposed to happen next. I was alone with myself in tenderness and openness.  Losing is good for the soul were the words that came to me. I suddenly felt more intimate with the calling towards wholeness I experience in meditation.

It is indeed painful when our cherished dreams fall away from us. It can make us feel terribly insecure, angry, and doubtful. After all, there may be reasons we’ve failed that will reveal that maybe we’re not as accomplished as we thought we were! Or that the way we had been seeing life needs to be called into question.

But before all the self-assessments start, I see a powerful pause in me after failing where there are no words or judgments. It’s where I’ll find the room in my heart to see the truth about myself.

While winning in life is exciting and invigorating, losing is actually what draws us closer to ourselves. When we lose, we can win new ground in our soul to stand on.

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Mara is essentially the god of Shadow, and his arrows were manifestations of all the unawakened thoughts and emotions of Siddhartha’s human experience. These included (among others) anger, lust, jealousy, shame, embarrassment, and self-doubt.

With each arrow that cut through the air towards him, Siddhartha brought awareness and compassion to it. The arrows, when received by his compassionate awareness, turned into flowers and fell at his feet.

By the time morning arrived, there was a sea of flowers surrounding the now awakened Buddha.

Even after he became “enlightened,” the Buddha discovered that Mara would show up from time to time when he was teaching. He would be teaching to a crowd, and describe seeing Mara walk around in the back.

His reaction to Mara remained this warm, compassionate awareness. “Hello Mara, I see you there. Let’s have tea.”

The Ego

In modern terminology we can consider Mara to be our Ego. It is the place of all our thoughts, worries, fears, and behaviors which inhibit us from being completely open, lighthearted, and compassionate every moment of every day.

Our Ego is both our protection from pain and source of our emotional and psychological issues. It operates both consciously and not.

Having an Ego is part of being human. We can not eliminate our Ego from our being any more than we can eliminate our DNA. It is tied to us. However, it is not true that all we are is Ego, and we can learn to free ourselves from our Ego’s sticky grasp and see life from a bigger perspective.

You Are Not Your Ego

With mindfulness practice, we learn to see our Ego as an object in our awareness, not who we really are. We are able to see Mara and his arrows before they inflict their wounds.

The more practice we get at being still, the more easily we are able to witness the noise of our minds and not identify with it.

When we are still in meditation, our minds will speak up and try to get our attention. But if our minds are trying to get our attention, then we can’t be our minds.

We must be something else. We are the ones hearing our minds. If we are aware that Ego is present, we cannot be it.

You are the one who hears your Ego, who responds to your Ego. You are the awareness that resides beyond your Ego. For most of us, most of the time, we identify as the Ego.

Over time and with practice we learn to identify more with the background space of awareness, the space behind the curtain of Ego. This is the journey of enlightenment.

Being Mindful With Ego

A couple years back, things were particularly stressful for me. I had a lot going on with work and family and my to-do list felt longer than usual, filled with items that loomed large over my head.

I was sitting on my couch feeling overwhelmed when my wife asked me if I would like her help to triage my list of tasks. She offered to help me set up a schedule for the next few days so I could accomplish what I had to do in a clearer, calmer, more grounded fashion.

When she said that, this white-hot burning sensation of anger and resentment came bubbling up from my gut.

It wanted to shout at her, “Leave me alone! I’m fine! I don’t need you to tell me what to do! You’re not my mom!” That was my Ego, and I was acutely aware of its presence.

Given that awareness, I was empowered to respond, “Well, this white-hot burning sensation of anger and resentment came bubbling up when you asked that, so… yes, I think it’d be a great idea for you to help me.”

She did, and it was truly helpful as I broke up my long list into manageable bite-size pieces.

The Journey of Enlightenment

There is a notion about enlightenment that there is a complete dissolution of Ego revealing absolute bliss. I don’t think that’s entirely accurate.

Instead, consider the perspective that enlightenment is a process of learning not to relinquish control of our lives to our Egos. We learn to stay above them. We have our Egos sit in the back seat of the car of our life; we don’t give them the steering wheel whenever they show up.

Our Egos are going to have a reaction to life – such as getting angry at my wife for her offer to help me triage my to-do list.

However, the more I realize I am the awareness behind my Ego, the more I am able to see the reaction of my Ego as not me, and know that I am free to choose another way.

The Buddha said, “I see you, Mara, let’s have tea,” instead of “Here Mara, you take the microphone.” We don’t kill our demons, instead we learn to overcome them by recognizing we don’t have to fight them.

Another falsehood about enlightenment is that it happens all at once. The idea that there’s a spontaneous parting of the clouds and everything is perfectly crystal clear is a nice one.

It does happen, but that is not the only way it happens. Enlightenment is not a specific experience to have, but rather, a process to undertake.

Everyone I know who has ever had a spontaneous awakening has not permanently shed their Ego. It comes back. Having the spontaneous experience is great story-telling, but there is more to the story afterwards.

A zen story goes:
A student approached his master and asked, “How do I attain enlightenment?”
The master replied, “Chop wood, carry water.”
“And what do I do after I attain enlightenment?”
“Chop wood, carry water.”

Enlightenment is not the end. It is another step on the journey. May your journey continue.

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Stress is a killer. The science is clear. With all our success and achievement, there is an invisible cost. Our physical, emotional and psychological health take a beating over time. And sometimes there is no return.

Stress is also addictive. Just like caffeine is the magic ingredient that powers our love for coffee, chronic stress often fuels high-performing individuals. But something interesting is happening in the world of stress management—a kind of sea change.

In 2014, we started to see a stampede of businesses embrace the ancient art of meditation as an effective countermeasure to stress. And not just any businesses. We’re talking about a host of Fortune 500 organizations. Why is that? Well, there are a few reasons. For one, stress is expensive.

In the UK alone, the Mental Health Foundation estimates that work-related stress costs British businesses more than three billion pounds a year (almost $4.6B US). That’s kind of shocking and sounds like an epidemic if you ask me.

And as good as mindfulness is at countering stress, it’s also promoted in the workplace as a way to re-energize employees and elevate performance. Corporate mindfulness coaches are proliferating across Silicon Valley, Wall Street, and beyond.

What Is Stress & How Can Meditation Help?

So what is stress exactly? Stress management expert Elizabeth Scott writes that: “Your stress response is the collection of physiological changes that occur when you face a perceived threat—when you face situations where you feel the demands outweigh your resources to successfully cope.”

Stress often triggers our fight or flight response, shutting down the executive function in our brain and filling us with adrenaline and cortisol. These were great hormones to help us fight dinosaurs and sabertooth tigers a million years ago in the jungle, but not so much when our boss is pushing us to produce at a higher level.

But that’s exactly where we tend to experience the equivalent of those ancient threats to our survival.

Can you relate? If you can, you may want to consider meditation as a way to balance your stress. These days, there is extensive research showing how meditation not only mitigates the effects of stress, it can also reverse them.

Elizabeth Scott underscores this point saying that, “The benefits of meditation are manifold because it can reverse your stress response, thereby shielding you from the effects of chronic stress.” In short, it activates what pioneering Harvard trained physician Herbert Benson calls our relaxation response.

She goes on to say that “when practicing meditation, your heart rate and breathing slow down, your blood pressure normalizes, you use oxygen more efficiently, and you sweat less. Your adrenal glands produce less cortisol, your mind ages at a slower rate, and your immune function improves. Your mind also clears and your creativity increases.”

And fortunately, it’s becoming easier to learn how to manage stress through meditation as hospitals, businesses, coaches, and therapists all embrace this approach.

Is Stress A Necessary Cost Of Success?

So how should you relate to this? We don’t achieve great things without working incredibly hard and embracing some measure of stress. That’s fine, and even necessary, but without a reliable way to balance that stress, you’re going to pay a steep price.

What is that price? I’m talking about burnout, compromised well-being, an unfocused mind, and spreading yourself too thin. None of this is a secret. These are common side-effects of “success.” But are they necessary? And more to the point, can you afford them?

According to this article from Popular Science magazine, chronic stress could be killing us. Looking at the latest research, they put together a list of stress’s adverse affects from “the cellular level on up to our major biological systems.” From the health of our nervous, cardiovascular, and digestive systems to our cells, immunity, metabolism, and sleep, the effect of chronic stress is devastating.

Fortunately, it’s never too late to put down this addiction and start stimulating your “relaxation response,” as defined by Harvard Professor, Dr. Herbert Benson, one of the pioneers of mind-body medicine. Developing a meditation habit can help you achieve that balance as you develop an inner wellspring of confidence and well being.

So let’s break it down. As you reach for success and achievement, how does meditation help you manage stress? How can you find balance?

How To Manage Stress Through Meditation & Mindfulness

Here are four common ways that stress compromises our performance and how mindfulness meditation can help you turn it around.

1. Burnout

Burnout is a killer. You have big goals, big visions, and big plans, so you need to keep your batteries charged. Burnout happens when you tap your core energy reserves without replenishing them. Maybe you know what I’m talking about—it’s like hitting a brick wall. Unfortunately, it’s a very real obstacle for high performers who also manage a family, friends, and other commitments.

Meditation is one of the best ways to prevent burnout. Why? Because it taps you into a limitless source of energy. What is that energy? I like to think about it as the wholesome source of Life itself—pure and unmediated.

A lot of people don’t know this, but when you meditate, you sink into a part of yourself that is regenerative. Numerous scientific studies have shown that Meditation triggers your relaxation response which Dr. Benson describes as “a physical state of deep rest that changes the physical and emotional responses to stress… and the opposite of the fight or flight response.”

That’s happening on one level, but mindfulness practice also gives you access to a deeper level of your own awareness. It’s a part of your attention that is at rest and untouched by the world of time and action. Spending time relaxed in this part of yourself is like plugging into a cosmic wall socket. It fortifies your deeper batteries and creates space for fresh thinking and perspective.

When it comes to burnout at work, meditation is one of your best preemptive measures. If you to learn how to manage stress through meditation, a regular practice is the way to go. It will restore your energy and focus while centering your mind and expanding your awareness beyond the crisis of the moment.

2. Stress Addiction

When you are trying to achieve big things, it’s easy to start living off the energy of stress. I’ve seen it a lot and have fallen victim to it myself.

Sure, there are benefits to stress, because it propels us forward. It’s one of the key drivers in the march of evolution. But in our culture, stress is chronic and often acute. Many of us struggle to manage it, and the toll is heavy on our health and our humanity. There is a heavy cost to living off this kind of stress, which isn’t always obvious.

Think about it for a moment. You are your most precious resource. When you live with chronic stress, you are redlining your nervous system all the time. Even the best performance sports car will seize up if you keep the RPMs too high for too long. It’s the same with you and me. Stress erodes our energy, our cognition, and our bodies. It can only take you so far.

And that’s where meditation comes into the picture. Meditation and stress are opposites. A regular meditation practice helps you cultivate access to the dimension of your self that is free from anxiety, worry, and the pressure of deadlines.

As you practice meditation and access the still calm center of yourself, you’ll start to notice something interesting. Your capacity to let go of the things that create stress increases. As that capacity grows, you’ll find that you’re developing a preference for calm and centered composure over stress. You may even start to see your own tranquility and poise rubbing off on others.

This shift in your preference for relaxing over red lining is huge and it’s how meditation can help you break your addiction to stress.

3. Lack Of Focus

Meditation helps you center your mind. That’s something all of us need, but it takes practice. Just like investing money in a mutual fund, time spent in meditation pays dividends. What are those dividends? It’s your capacity to focus your mind when you need it most.

Often, your mind can feel like your best friend and your worst enemy. That’s a problem, because you need your mind to be steady when you are trying to achieve big things. The problem with chronic stress is this—it divides your mind and destroys your focus.

How do you steady your mind? Contrary to popular belief, it’s not through trying to stop your thoughts. You’ll have better luck bottling a tornado. Instead, meditation teaches you how to be at ease with the unpredictable turbulence of your mind. The benefit is that you won’t lose focus if your thoughts are running wild like an unruly toddler.

As you stick with your practice, you’ll discover a new confidence in yourself and your capacity to let go of stress and focus in the present moment.

4. Spreading Yourself Too Thin

Do you spread yourself to thin? This is another challenge for stressed out leaders. Meditation can help.

When I meditate, I always return to the center of myself. From that center, I know that anything is possible. I feel that I can conquer the world. But there’s also a catch.

If I leave that center, I lose touch with that feeling of confidence and conviction. You see, meditation fills us with a sense of positivity. Being alive is a beautiful thing and meditation helps us to know that in our core.

But it’s so easy–especially when you’re feeling your best–to overcommit and spread yourself too thin. That’s also true for high-performing individuals. When it happens, we find ourselves a million miles from home, scrambling, and wondering how we got there.

How can mindfulness help? For me, it means slowing down and honoring that calm space I discover in meditation. Valuing that space is what mindfulness is all about. When you start to respect that calm center in yourself, you make different choices. You consider what actions are going to support your equanimity and focus, and which ones are going to spread you too thin.

In truth, you can never stay centered when you are spread too thin. You’ll generate stress, resentment, and other strong emotional responses that knock you off your game.

Tune In To Mindfulness

Tune in to this quality of mindfulness. Slow down and honor the calm center you are discovering in your self. If you do, you’ll be surprised what can happen and how quickly you can beat back the stress that’s been eroding your performance.

Of course, meditation is more than a mere antidote to stress. For me, it’s a big part of what makes life amazing. If you recognize that stress is taking a toll on your own life, these four tips will certainly help. But you can also expect that meditation will do much more for you than what I’ve pointed to in this short article.

And like any other aspect of your work-life balance, meditation is just one part of the whole picture. But have no doubt, it’s an important part of that picture.

(Photos via Flickr CC: Mike_tn, Techniker Krankenkasse, Florian Simeth, Erich Ferdinand, Dimitris Kalogeropoylos)

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I have dedicated my life to the exploration of the profound potential for transformation that all human beings possess.

In this pursuit I have had the grace of experiencing transformation at the core of my being and having other pioneering souls to explore intimately with.

All of that experience has brought with it an unshakeable conviction that there is a profound relationship between meditation and transformation.

In this post I share my understanding of how and why the experience of meditation profoundly enhances our capacity to transform.

Meditation is not JUST sitting with your eyes closed

First of all let me be clear that when I talk about meditation, I am not referring only to sitting with your eyes closed.

I am talking about deep abidance in the experience of who we are beyond the mind. The posture or form that initiates that abidance doesn’t ultimately matter.

All that matters is that we move beyond the assumed limits of the mind.

You see, our awareness is conditioned to remain fixed on a certain range of thoughts, feelings and sensory perceptions at all times. Because this is what we are habituated to perceive, we assume that is all there is to be aware of.

But it’s not the whole story.

One of the miracles of meditation is the discovery that we can perceive more than our minds can. There is more to be conscious of than what your mind knows.

Meditation—whether sitting with your eyes closed or not—occurs when you discover how to remove your attention from anything in particular and allow it to float freely in consciousness.

When meditation occurs, it is like realizing that you can fly.

You live your whole life anchored to a narrow range of thoughts, feelings and sensations, and suddenly you find yourself floating in midair. Nothing is more exhilarating or mind altering than the freedom you find in true meditation.

The relationship between meditation and transformation

To understand the relationship between meditation and transformation, the first thing we have to realize is that our current experience of being human is a small subset of a vast field of conscious possibility.

We know that our eyes perceive only a narrow part of the electro-magnetic spectrum, and our ears hear only a small range of sound frequencies.

In the same way, our minds only experience a small part of a vast field of consciousness.

As I already stated, one of the great miracles that can be discovered through meditation is that we have the ability to experience consciousness beyond what our mind is capable of experiencing.

We are not our minds and our ability to experience is not limited by our minds. This discovery is like seeing beyond what the eye can see, or hearing beyond what the ear can hear.

We have much more access to consciousness than what the mind alone experiences.

All of reality is in constant flux

The next thing that we have to realize in order to appreciate the relationship between meditation and transformation is that all of reality is in constant flux. We are born into an unintelligible rush of experience.

Slowly we learn how to filter our perception so that we stabilize in a particular experience of being someone. Within an unceasing flow of experience we have temporarily stabilized into the experience of being ‘me.’

By keeping ourselves focused on a limited part of the ever-shifting field of experience, we are able to experience ourselves as a static being.

In order to stabilize into a particular identity we had to learn to remain doggedly fixated on a narrow band of consciousness—the experience of being me.

That habit of riveting attention on the experience of being me is so strong that we have forgotten that there is any other possibility. Most people live their lives busy being whoever they learned to be in the first place.

Some of us become interested in transformation. We begin to feel stifled by the fixed sense of self that we are. We begin to realize that we are more than that, but we don’t know how to break the habit of mental fixation that holds our identity in place.

If we want to transform and expand our experience of consciousness and identity, we have to unglue our attention from the small band of possibility that we habitually adhere to.

Meditation is a practice for releasing our awareness.

The experience of freedom is the first miracle of meditation. The second is the discovery that once our attention has been liberated from strict adherence to our current sense of self, we are available to enter into a natural process of growth.

Once we discover the miracle of free-floating consciousness we begin to realize something even more miraculous. Consciousness naturally expands.

The transformation of consciousness is what we experience as soon as we stop holding ourselves to only one spot in consciousness.

Suddenly it all makes sense. Growth is a natural part of life. Everything grows without needing to be forced.

Trees don’t have to force themselves through effort to grow from seed to maturity, nor do flowers, or animals or birds.

Growth is foundational to the essential nature of being alive.

Why wouldn’t consciousness grow in the same way?

As we enter into a process of growth, we realize that at the very same time that we have been trying to change we have also been holding on to who we are.

Pushing off of the past is just another way of holding on to it.

The experience of meditation is the experience of letting go of who we are. And as soon as we let go of who we are, we are invited to enter into a natural process of growth and evolution.

Deep meditation allows us to let go of who we habitually think we are so that we are free to become more than that.

That is why I see it as an essential part of the transformative process.

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Meditation is a hot subject these days. You hear about it everywhere.

And like any subject that is popular in Facebook feeds and new shows, there can be a number of myths and misunderstandings about it.

7 Meditation Myths

In this first part of a 3-part series on “Common Meditation Myths”, we’ll look at what is meditation. Oddly, defining meditation can be one of the trickiest things about learning to meditate.

Just what exactly is it? Is it being mindful? Focused? Sitting in open awareness?

We’ll look at many of the ideas people have about meditation and compare that to what it really is.

Myth #1: Meditation is all about focus and concentration

There are many meditation traditions and techniques. Even though they can be very different, a common theme is that meditation trains your mind.

One way or another, they promise to change your state of consciousness, to help you see clearly, find peace, or gain self-knowledge.

To develop these skills, some meditative techniques use focus and concentration. You might focus on your breath. You might bring your attention back to a single point every time it wanders.

But many techniques do not focus. Some broaden your awareness to include all of your surroundings. You are open. Expansive.

And still other techniques use chanting, visualization, contemplation, or mantras.

Depending on what type of meditation you use, focus and concentration are just two of the practices you may develop.

Myth #2: Meditation is mindfulness

Meditation and mindfulness are two common terms, both of which have broad, vague meaning. They can be confusing because they refer to many different things and are often used interchangeably.

Generally, meditation is a broad category of practices to self-regulate and manage the mind.

Mindfulness is one of the practices. It refers to being in the present, fully aware of whatever is occurring. If you are mindful of your breathing, you are fully aware and present with the experience of breathing.

You can be mindful of any sensation or experience–from the sensations in your body to the many experiences in everyday life.

But in popular culture, meditation and mindfulness often mean the same thing.

Myth #3: Meditating means you empty your mind

There’s a common myth that to meditate, you must stop your thoughts. If you’ve ever tried to do this, you probably realized that not thinking is a very difficult task.

The root of this myth is from one common outcome of meditating. Often, your mind becomes calmer. The chatter is softer and less disturbing.

The image of a meditator sitting with an empty mind is reinforced with the many meditating saint images available. The pictures make it hard to imagine that the saints were sitting and thinking about their grocery list.

This myth gets the end confused with the beginning. While your thoughts may be less intrusive with a meditation practice, you don’t block or fight your thoughts to get to that end.

Forcing your thoughts to go away only makes them more rebellious. You work with your thoughts–not against them.

Myth #4: Meditation can teach you esoteric skills like levitating

There are some meditation traditions which believe that highly skilled masters can achieve some very unusual, quite extraordinary skills (including levitating).

However, most meditation traditions don’t focus on these practices. Even if they do, they teach that these skills are the result of meditation–not the goal.

Myth #5: Meditation is spiritual

For some people, meditation is a spiritual practice. Meditation makes them feel closer to a Higher Power or helps them find a deeper Truth.

But for others, meditation is part of their health and wellness regime.

Either way. You get to pick. Meditation is not one or the other.

Myth #6: Meditation is a wellness practice

Many people meditate to reduce stress and increase their overall contentment. They understand (and more and more research is confirming) that meditation provides many health benefits.

But for others, meditating for health alone feels flat.

Meditation includes a broad range of practices that can be practical or spiritual.

Myth #7: Meditation is… (fill in a particular technique)

There are many techniques which fall under the umbrella of meditation.

From single-pointed focus to sitting in open awareness, from contemplating a koan (a paradoxical question) to visualizing complex images, from sitting practices to walking, and from cultivating compassion to contemplating the nature of reality—all of these very different practices could be called meditation.

Meditative practices come from many different traditions, different times in history, and from different parts of the world. Some are taught in a clinical setting and others in a religious space.

Typically the techniques develop the mind or induce different states of consciousness but there is a wide range of why or how they do it.

And despite all these differences, these practices are all mashed under the idea of “meditation”. It’s no wonder that defining meditation can be confusing. Meditation can be many things.

Next month, we’ll look at common meditation myths about how you meditate–myths that can keep you from getting started or that make your practice more difficult.

Julia Rymut
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In my last article I shared ways to reconsider what it means to say you are too “busy” when it comes to making room in your life for practices like meditation.

For many people the thought of adding a beautiful, spacious meditation into their day seems like a great idea, but most have no idea how to fit it in. If you haven’t read my article on how to re-think busy, start here.

Next, here are a few tips on what to do when you’re too busy to meditate:

1. Do an Honest Assessment

If you truly believe you don’t have even ten minutes a day to meditate, do an honest assessment of how you are using your time.

Without being hard on yourself, notice if you are spending your precious time on things that don’t add the same value to your life as meditation could. Spend a day tracking your normal activities and how you use your time.

You will likely notice some area you can reduce to give yourself the gift of a regular meditation session (the primary time stealers for most people are T.V., Social Media and scrolling your smartphone).

2. Take Something In, Let Something Out

One of my favourite methods to help keep my living space free from getting too cluttered is that I don’t bring something new in unless I am willing to let something I already have, go.

When you buy a new sofa, it is to replace the old one you no longer love to sit on. You don’t stack your new sofa on top of the old one. You sell or give that old piece of furniture away to make room in your home for the new one.

Strangely, many people do not think this way about how they use their time.

They don’t think that in order to bring in a new habit like meditation they may need to trade out the 20 minutes of hitting the snooze button in the morning or delegate a few tasks to other members of their household.

Avoid trying to cram more into your schedule and letting meditation become just another task on your to-do list. Instead make the conscious choice to trade out an activity or habit that is eating up your time with no real benefit and clear the way meditation.

3. Make a Date with Yourself…and Some Friends

When I first began exploring meditation I found it very difficult to stick to my commitment. My urgent “to-do list” often displaced my intention to meditate because it wasn’t a high level priority to me yet.

However, I knew that when I did keep my appointment with myself to meditate, I felt better and had a greater perspective with which to face the day. I decided to make a daily date with myself and invite a few friends to help me stay accountable.

I met with fellow yoga teachers before we began our classes for the day and we would sit together for an hour. On the days that wasn’t possible, I would jump on a Skype call with friends from all over North America and enjoy the connected silence of shared meditation.

Accountability is a powerful thing.

While I wish I was the type of person that always kept appointments with myself, in truth knowing that other people were counting on me to show up is was the inspirational push I needed to sit down and meditate some days.

Booking your meditation sessions on the calendar ahead of time might be all your need to do to give yourself the space. If not, use the power of meditation friends who can help you support your desire to carve out the room in your life to sit regularly.

If you are willing to look, you can find the time and energy to bring regular meditation into your life. We all have 24 hours each day and meditation is a practice that can help you appreciate the sacred nature of this beautiful life you are living.

I promise. You’ll be glad you did.

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“Hey, how are you?”

“Fine, thanks. How are you?”

“Good.”

This interaction is certainly familiar to all of us – as part of our saying “hello” we include a “how are you?” Yet how often does that question really prompt a deep and thoughtful response instead of the knee-jerk platitude?

Consider how it feels when someone looks you in the eye with genuine care and curiosity and asks, “How are you? What’s going on in your life?” The space that interest provides is naturally very inviting for you to express what’s truly going on in your inner world.

Bringing the Focus Inwards

More importantly, how often do you ask yourself that question?

When we meditate, we are not beholden to anyone or anything. We hold no responsibility to respond to any stimulus. Simply put, it is an opportunity to be.

When we are quiet and still, we naturally open ourselves up to the more subtle sensations within us and around us. Being open to what is going on is essentially approaching ourselves with curiosity, asking, “How are you?”

This is not a question that requires a mental answer. Neither our bodies nor our hearts speak English. They have their own language, speaking in sensations and feelings. As we turn our focus inwards, we give ourselves the time and space to listen to what our bodies and hearts have to say.

Catching the Subtle Signs

Imagine that you have lost your balance and are standing on one leg with your arms flailing wildly as you attempt to regain steadiness. Your body is working very hard in a loud and demonstrative way in order to bring itself back to ease.

However, what if you were able to sense that you were off-balance before your foot even left the ground in the first place? Being aware of a subtle tilt gives you an opportunity to correct your balance long before you have to flail your arms wildly.

When we are still in meditation and bring our awareness inside, we are giving ourselves the time and space to hear the more subtle signs of imbalance from our bodies and hearts.

It is far easier to make a course correction if you recognize, for instance, that you are thirsty because you sense some dryness in your throat as opposed to waiting until you have a pounding headache due to dehydration.

Tending to the subtleties prevents us from having a major intervention at a later time.

Take Time to Pause

Not too many years ago, we lived in a world that had built-in times for stillness and self-connection. Before the age of cell phones and the ubiquitousness of the internet, if we went for a walk, there was nothing to do but walk. When driving, the only “distraction” was the radio.

When in a waiting room at a doctor’s office, we waited. Throughout our days we had these spaces automatically built-in for us to self-connect and self-reflect, making it natural for us to hear the more subtle signals coming from our hearts and bodies.

However, our world is one where we are always on and always connected. The pace of life has increased dramatically as has the volume and intensity of sensation around us. With this comes less time and space built in to our days to listen to ourselves and to hear the more subtle signals of our bodies.

Without this time built in to our days, it becomes vital for us to create it. We have to create the space to approach ourselves with the genuine curiosity of the heartfelt, “How are you?”

When we do so, we open ourselves to hearing and responding to the subtleties of our imbalance, so we don’t have to drop everything when we are flailing our arms wildly.

Simple Everyday Pause

In addition to meditation, one simple technique you can employ is to take 10-second pauses throughout your day. After hanging up the phone, before rushing off to the next item on your to-do list, try pausing and sitting still for 10 seconds.

When you arrive somewhere in your car, turn off the engine and sit for 10 seconds before getting out. The opportunities for these pauses are everywhere: between clients, between tasks, between bites of food, after taking a shower our brushing your teeth.

Give yourself time to let go of all that just happened, collect your energy, and check in with yourself. Pause and listen to what subtle sensations are present.

Maybe you’ll notice very little, and proceed as you would have otherwise. Maybe you’ll notice that you do need to take a trip to the restroom or have a sip of water.

Regardless of what you notice, you are giving yourself the gift of genuine presence and asking, “How are you?”

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