I know it’s hard being in the background, but it’s just as important as the other roles too. The production couldn’t go on with just the ‘leads’. You also get out what you put in. You’re sounding bitter and hurt, and I understand why, but now that you _have_ been interviewed and received flowers… does that change things? Why? Recognition is nice, but it shouldn’t be the sole reason to do something. And if you re-read this entry now, how do you think you sound?
My darling, you _really_ should not (and I’ve spoken to you about this before) go around saying people are racist. Unless they were making fun of you for being Asian/American… no, they were not being racist. They may have been teasing you, hurting your feelings, etc. But that does not, by any means, make them racist! You’ve had a friend in the past who completely mis-used that word, I’ve spoken to you about it, and you need to understand the full meaning of a word before you use it! Clearly, you do not seem to understand that one…
I love you, my darling, but this is a post that you need to rectify… you only sound bitter and hurt, and you will hurt your friends who do see this. That will be very sad.
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