I had to admit that even though I was open to exploring and letting things happen tonight as long as Bella was on board, I was still pretty surprised at how far we had gotten so quickly. At the same time I was happy we had, because it had certainly been the experience of a lifetime and it seemed that we both were very much into it.

“How do you feel, babe?” I asked, curious to see where Bella was at this point of the night.

“I feel good. Naughty and dirty but in a good way,” she said as she clasped my hand between her own. “What about you, honey?”

“That was seriously hot,” I replied, not bothering to hold back my excitement at what had just happened in front of me. “Can you believe we just did this?”

“I can’t, but I’m so glad we did,” she replied. “I was really nervous about how this would feel, and most importantly, how you would feel. But I loved it!”

“What should we do now?” Perhaps she wanted to grab another drink or maybe chat more with Mike about the lifestyle and possibly staying in touch.

But once again my wife surprised me. “I want to give you a blowjob too.”

“You do?” I asked, unable to hide my surprise.

“Yes,” Bella replied. “I could see that you were hard all this time and I want you to release in me too.”

I knew where my wife’s lips had been only a few minutes ago, but that only made me want them even more. I tossed my shirt over the back of the couch before unbuttoning my pants and slipping them off. I didn’t even care that we were surrounded by strangers in this room, or that the man who had just blown his hot load into my wife was still sitting naked on the same couch only a few feet away from me.

Bella dropped down to her knees again, this time in front of me, and took me all the way in. She effortlessly swallowed me whole, unlike she did with Mike’s large member. Mike watched from beside us with a smile on his face.

“She can’t stop, can’t she?” He asked jokingly.

“Hopefully she won’t!” I answered in kind as my wife’s soft lips slid over and around her second cock of the night.

She looked up at me with eyes full of faux innocence and then over to Mike to make sure both of us were watching her work. Even though I had gotten a blowjob from my wife many times before, this one felt different. I knew that only moments before these same lips and hands had been wrapped intimately around Mike, and here I was receiving sloppy seconds after my wife’s body had already been used for his pleasure.

I had to admit that knowing that Mike was watching us did add to my excitement, and I could tell that it added to Bella’s as well since she kept looking up to make sure both of us were focused on her. After a while she stopped sucking and looked up at me with a naughty expression. Without taking her eyes off of me she got up, climbed into my lap, and lowered her dripping wet pussy onto my erect cock. It felt amazing. It felt like I was entering her for the very first time. And in some ways I was. For a short period of time tonight she had belonged to another man and I was now reclaiming her; this was the first time I had made love to my wife after she had given herself to someone else.

As Bella’s slim body rode me up and down, the sound of her moans rose louder than usual. It was obvious that the new experience was having an effect on her too, even though it was with me, her lover of five years. Her pussy felt wetter than it generally did, her grinding bore down on me harder than ever, and even her cries of passion sounded new to my ears.

I could only imagine that her accompanying expression would be amazing, but as I looked up to see it, I was once again surprised to find that her eyes were on Mike, who still sat next to us and watched us fuck. She wasn’t smiling or flirting with him. She was simply looking at him with those big, innocent eyes of hers as her pussy slid on and off my cock with ease, their previous play having left her extremely wet.

That was another part of the experience I wasn’t expecting but that turned me on a great deal: my wife enjoying me sexually while having a visual connection to someone else who had just had her only a few minutes prior. Was she excited, thinking of one day having Mike’s cock inside of her instead of mine? Was she simply remembering how Mike’s lips felt on hers earlier that night? There was no way to tell, but the possibilities of what might be going through her mind were huge turn-ons that I never expected to experience before tonight.

Bella’s thrusts slowed and she put all of her weight on me as wrapped her arms around me in an intense embrace. That felt great. After a few moments she eased up her grip, slid off of me, and turned away to get into a doggy style position on the couch. Bella spread her legs, her cute bubbly ass arched teasingly towards me to expose her wet, delicate folds, and looked at me over her shoulder to let me know that she was ready for me to enter her once more.

She didn’t need to wait for long. I pushed myself into her again, grabbing her round ass with both of my hands and giving it an appreciative squeeze. As I began thrusting anew I noticed that Bella’s head was only about a foot away from Mike. She lifted her face and looked at him, and whatever he saw there was enough to make Mike smile. Something new happened yet again a few seconds later. Mike moved closer to Bella, and now her head pressed against his bare and still sweaty chest while one of her hands grabbed his. She used the other to support her petite body against his thigh as I continued to pound into her.

Yes, I was having sex with my wife while she made physical contact with someone else. The more I plunged myself into her, the more her pretty face was pushed into his muscular chest. I could feel my cock grow harder as I realized that I was then truly sharing her with another man, and it was her choice to be shared this way.

As we kept going Bella’s hands grew weaker and her balance began to waiver. When she started to lower herself down, she seemed to realize just how close her face had gotten to Mike’s crotch and stared at his still hard member, not hesitating to make the best out of this fortunate circumstance. Resting her breasts against his left leg, she propped herself up just enough to not fall face-first into his package and instead opened her mouth, gently licking the large balls which she was no longer a stranger to.

My wife was officially pleasing two men at the same time, a turn which I could not have foreseen even half an hour ago despite my very open mind. I continued finding myself extremely turned on by what I had become a part of.

As we kept going Mike’s cock swelled to its full size and began to rub against Bella’s pretty cheek, and she didn’t wait for long before making the next move. As her lips peeled off of Mike’s now glistening balls, she quickly wrapped them around his cock. She then had two men inside of her.

I couldn’t believe how comfortable she was with all of the developments of the evening, which were in a large part led by her curiosity and willingness to experiment. I could not help but wonder if his much larger member was simply more appealing to her now, and if even though she had mine inside of her, she secretly wished it was Mike spreading her pussy lips instead of me. My arousal spiked at those thoughts, my aching cock twitching eagerly in Bella’s mouth.

I could see Bella’s pretty lips sliding up and down Mike’s firm cock and I could hear the perverse sounds she made while eating him up. There was no way of telling which of her moans came from receiving pleasure from me and which came from Mike’s contribution to the situation.

Watching my wife being so sexually open and making no excuses for wanting to be used by two men quickly drove me to arousal’s peak. I could no longer hold off and I knew I was nearing the point of no return.

Already so close, I looked up to see that Mike too seemed to be inching closer towards the edge, his body contracting and his moans growing louder. Since I had seen him orgasm only a short time ago, I knew what his body language meant. I looked down at Bella, who seemed to sense it as well and began working on Mike’s member more aggressively, the wet slurp of her lips and her muffled sounds of pleasure helping neither of us maintain our barely-held control. It only took a few more seconds before Mike once again shattered under the same ecstasy that my wife’s mouth had driven him into earlier in the evening, cumming loudly as his body convulsed in short spasms.

Bella sealed her pretty mouth around his dick to make sure that not a single drop went to waste.  That sight was the last straw that finally sent me over the top. I ejaculated inside of my wife with a loud groan, her hips grasped tightly in my hands as I filled her with my cum, fully aware that she was being filled by two men at the same time in two of her available holes.

Once my orgasm subsided and came to a stop, I pulled out of her tight little pussy and flopped down next to her on the couch. Mike’s moans came to the end as well, so Bella finally popped her lips off of his now softening cock and looked back at me.

“Did you enjoy yourself, honey?” She asked, a few drops of his cum still visible on her pretty lips.

“It was amazing, babe,” I replied. “I’m spent.”

Bella smiled and got up to plant herself between Mike and I, the two naked men she had just had inside of her only a few moments before. She seemed so comfortable and happy; it was truly amazing and arousing to see.

“This was great for me, guys,” Mike spoke as he started to get up. “I’m going to take a shower and leave you two to each other. Let’s exchange numbers before you leave if you would like to keep in touch.”

“It was fun for us too,” I replied quickly. “I think it’s safe to say that we’d love to stay in touch.”

“Yes, come back and we’ll trade information,” Bella confirmed, looking up at him as he stood.

Mike leaned in and gave Bella one more kiss, which she eagerly leaned into.

Once Mike had disappeared down the dark hallway, we both looked at each other with big smiles. It was obvious that we had much to talk about.

“That was amazing,” Bella said with an exhausted yet happy tone in her voice.

“It sure was, honey,” I echoed her sentiment.

“I think I’m too exhausted to mingle with anybody else after this. Do you think we should just call it a night and head home?” Bella asked.

“I feel the same way, babe,” I agreed with her, as I knew we had taken our experience farther than we ever thought we would and that we were both probably more than ready to call it a night.

We slipped back into our clothes, pausing here and there to exchange sloppy kisses.  The room had grown quiet, most of the people around us finishing up as well or having already left. Once fully dressed, we made our way back to the main area where we spotted Mike chatting with Tim and Kat, still bare except for the towel wrapped around his waist. I had almost forgotten that he was their referral, for the lack of a better word.

We exchanged contact information with all three of them, and despite knowing that Kat and Tim were curious about the details of our encounter, we said our goodbyes, citing the late hour and the fact that we were totally spent. We did promise to tell them everything the next time we talked.

We could not find Jessi and Mark, the hosts of the club, to say farewell, but we assumed that they were probably busy somewhere else with the operations of the club. We stepped outside, got into our car, and started our drive home. We didn’t really talk much as we just wanted to soak in the moment and gather our thoughts. I was wondering, as I’m sure Bella was too, whether this night was just a one-time experience or the beginning of a completely different lifestyle for us. I believed that I knew the answer, but I figured we should talk and figure things out once we had a good night’s sleep and time to listen to each other’s feedback and organize our thoughts. No matter what, this was a night to remember for the rest of our lives, and I think we both knew it!

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Mike leaned forward to nuzzle between Bella’s newly exposed, perky breasts and slowly took one of her nipples into his mouth. I felt Bella’s body jerk in a burst of welcome pleasure, as she was still very much leaning into me on the couch. Her head rolled back so that her face was tilted towards me and I felt warm puffs of her quick breaths hit my face as Mike sucked on the hardening nub and began caressing her other breast with his free hand.

I was still struggling to fully make sense of why watching my wife being sexually dominated aroused me so much, but at the same time I just didn’t care. Mike’s body hovered sensually over Bella’s, claiming it from my possession inch by inch. I could smell Mike’s musky masculine scent mixed with Bella’s perfume since he was close enough where only her petite body separated him from me.

I wanted to keep a bit of a distance and once again assume the role of a voyeur, but as I started to slowly move away on the couch, Bella grabbed my hand to make sure that I stayed close. Did she want me to witness her naughty encounter up close? Or did she want me to stay and participate? Regardless, I was willing to follow whatever directions I was given by either one of them. Normally I would be uncomfortable releasing my control over any situation, but in this case the fact that I was powerless in the face of what was going on only added to my excitement.

“Stay,” Bella whispered, struggling to get the word out as each flick of Mike’s tongue and fingers left her squirming.

I continued to watch my wife twist in rapture in my arms as Mike enjoyed Bella’s beautiful breasts, and it wasn’t long before I noticed him start to work his way down her body. Her much-teased nipple slipped from his mouth, glistening and hard in the dim light, as he began the trek down her belly, peppering it with wet kisses. I could feel her body shiver with every brush of his lips. Unwilling to leave her breasts unattended, I decided that it was the right moment for me to take over where Mike had left off, and I gently slid my hands over the soft, warm mounds to feel them still damp with Mike’s saliva.

A few more kisses and Mike’s face disappeared between Bella’s legs, and it didn’t take long before her body tensed up in pleasure, arching from my lap as she threw her head back again. Her mouth opened and let out a loud moan while the eyes that merely a moment ago were looking into mine gave in to the sensation and rolled back. It was obvious that Mike’s mouth had made contact.

In the next few minutes I held my wife’s petite body in my arms as she grabbed on to me with one hand and gently combed through Mike’s hair with the other. The sounds coming from between her legs as Mike continued to hungrily work his tongue and lips on Bella’s pussy and clit only served to accentuate how wet she had gotten. Her panting breaths grew more frequent, her moans louder and more intense. It only took a few more licks and once again Bella’s body writhed in the orgasmic pleasure delivered to her from below. I had to struggle to keep her in my arms as her body continued to twist and turn in the throes of a powerful orgasm, until she slowly quieted.

Mike gave Bella one last kiss on her pussy lips and made his way out from between her legs, his mouth and chin smeared with her juices. She shivered in response, gently drawing her spread knees together.

“Did you cum good, babe?” I whispered into Bella’s ear as she started to return to earth.

“Oh my God, I did,” she replied, still trying to catch her breath. “He is so good.”

I made a mental note regarding what seemed to be another incredible milestone in our rapidly-evolving journey, that my wife had just told me about how good another man had made her orgasm in my arms, and  how much I liked hearing it.

Mike stayed right next to Bella on the other side as she started to move up the cushions so she could sit upright again. There we were, my wife fully naked and still shivering from the sensation of her recent orgasm, sitting between her husband and a shirtless man we’d never met before this night in a dark corner of a swinger club, and somehow we were all completely comfortable with it. He leaned in and gave Bella another kiss on her full lips as she put her hand on his naked chest, her other hand still holding mine. It seemed that she did not mind being shared by two men even though she barely knew one of them at all.

Bella turned her head towards me with a cute smile and planted a kiss on my mouth. I was fully aware that only few seconds ago these lips were deadlocked with Mike’s and I could even smell his breath on Bella’s, but somehow that knowledge still made my cock twitch inside of my already very tight pants. Yes, I was aroused by kissing my wife only moments after she had kissed her other lover who was sitting right next to her. And it was obvious that she loved the attention.

The moment didn’t last long as she turned her attention back to Mike and they once again embraced in a long, passionate kiss. This time Bella took her hand from mine and fully turned to Mike to give him her full attention. I sat there watching them caress and embrace each other as their lips met over and over again, their bodies intertwining and moving languidly against one another. A few minutes passed, and then Mike ducked down to whisper something in her ear.

I was left wondering what was said, but not for long, as it became obvious very quickly.

Bella slowly got up from the couch and knelt in front of Mike, their eyes locked in a lustful stare. Mike unbuckled his belt to get Bella started but then dropped his hands to let her take over. She unbuttoned his pants and pulled his zipper down with a concentrated look of anticipation on her face, slipping her fingers beneath the waistband to tug them down, and this time it was Mike’s turn to lift his torso to help her accomplish her task.

I soon realized that she had grabbed his underwear to pull everything down at once. It took only a few more yanks from her small but strong hands and Mike’s half erect, very large cock fell out right in front of Bella’s face. The impressed look on her face said it all; she was pleasantly surprised by his size. He was certainly much larger than me, while I had always considered myself relatively average.

Bella worked his pants all the way down and off of his legs and threw them at my feet like she didn’t even realize I was there anymore. She sat back up between Mike’s legs and reached towards his still growing cock, grabbing it with a fervent hunger and with a few strokes coaxing it to its fully hard glory, even bigger in size than I would have imagined. She continued to fondle his impressive member while looking up at him with a submissive smile. But then all of a sudden she turned to me with another “can I?” look on her face. I realized that my next nod was all that was left standing between my wife and Mike’s fully erect cock.

I gave her the nod, knowing full well what I was going to witness seconds after. Bella turned back to Mike and slid her pretty lips over his cock, mouth open as wide as she could as it disappeared between them. Mike moaned loudly and I knew just how it felt for him. I knew exactly how Bella’s soft, warm mouth felt around his member. I could see that Bella was struggling to take him all in but tried to compensate for that by keeping her hand wrapped around the base of his shaft, making sure her touch was felt over all it for his pleasure.

Bella started taking Mike’s large member in and out as drool began spilling over her lips and running down to his shaved balls, as impressively large as the rest of him. Mike’s thick fingers tangled in her hair to guide Bella gently into a rhythm that he found right for him to fully enjoy the pleasure of her efforts.

Here I was sitting right next to the man whose cock was being sucked by my wife as she made herself at home between his outstretched legs. I could hear the wet, slurping sounds that Bella made while working on him, and I could see how much Mike was enjoying it as the muscles of his body flexed in ecstasy.

Bella pulled free for a second to catch her breath. She looked up at Mike, seeking his approval of her efforts to please him, and he gave it to her in a smile. I was ready for her eyes to meet mine next, but instead she opened her mouth again to welcome his full girth back inside of her, ignoring me completely.

Her enthusiasm for the task at hand only continued to grow, and I could see her really leaning into him as he started to grunt a little louder and grasp her head a little tighter. It was obvious that he was getting close.

This was the moment of truth. It was one thing to witness my wife being brought to an orgasm by another man, but it was something else completely to watch her give one to him. I didn’t have long to wait.

Mike’s breathing had grown louder and faster and his body had begun to flex more than ever as he arched his upper body off the coach in the final seconds before the point of no return. Finally… his loud grunt filled the air as his fingers tightened in my wife’s hair and pulled her face close, his body convulsing in the spasms of an intense orgasm.

I could see that a few other people in the room had turned to observe the scene. It was surreal to not only watch another man cum from my wife’s blowjob, but also to know that others were witnessing it happen. There was no doubt that I was the man lending his wife to please another man; it gave me yet another new feeling of, well, I guess you’d call it public humiliation.

I had no time to digest that feeling as I watched Mike’s spasms slow down. I also noticed that Bella had never let his cock fall from her mouth, thus allowing him to cum inside of her. I could see a little of his thick, white cum to start overflow from Bella’s mouth onto his visibly pulsating shaft. Finally, Bella loosened her lips and she slowly started to let Mike’s cock slip free. As the tip popped from between her soft, pretty lips, a string of cum stretched between the two of them. It was obvious that Bella had swallowed the majority of Mike’s load as nothing had spilled from her mouth besides the few creamy drops still clinging to her lips.

With Mike’s cum glistening on my wife’s mouth, she turned to me with a glowing smile, like she was proud of her achievement. I smiled back to make sure she knew I approved of it as well. Pleased, she slowly got up and sat back in between us like nothing had happened. “I made him cum, honey!” Bella said as she turned to me, making her announcement in the same tone of voice she usually used to let me know that dinner was ready or that the laundry was done.

What do I say back? What do I say to my wife, who had just told me that she had made another man cum in her mouth, and then had swallowed his entire load in front of my eyes?

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“Well, well, well!” Kat could not hold her excitement any longer and practically bounced out of her seat. “Welcome to the lifestyle, you dirty little perverts!”

Both Bella and I smiled as we realized that we had indeed just become official residents of this newly found sexual universe.

“Thank you! We’re looking forward to taking full advantage of our membership,” I joked lightly.

“So, how do you guys feel?” Kat asked, still with a cute smile on her face.

I went first, since I figured that Bella’s answer would be the one to truly take the spotlight. “I feel even more excited than before, but also relieved at the same time.”

“Relieved?” Kat asked.

“Well, yes,” I said with a smile. “Even though I was excited about the thought of it, I really wasn’t sure how I would feel when it actually happened. But I feel great. What do you think, babe?”

“Me too.” Bella nodded with a smile of her own. “I did enjoy it a lot, and I’m also relieved that Jeff was into it. I didn’t know how either one of us would take it once I was actually in the middle of things, either. He and Mike had a quick chat afterwards, which was kind of surreal, but overall I think it really settled things in my mind once I saw how relaxed they were with each other, you know?”

“Talking to Mike like that was a bit weird for me too,” I admitted. “I mean, I was talking to a guy who had just fingered my wife and then gave me a handshake with the very same hand.”

“Didn’t you find that arousing?” Tim interrupted, genuinely curious.

“I actually did!” I answered with no hesitation.

Bella seemed surprised by my last statement, and turned to look at me with wide eyes. “You did?”

“Yes, babe,” I replied. “It was definitely a turn-on. I thought that it made the experience feel more real, as well.”

“Did you end up just watching or did you actually jump in at some point?” Kat asked, as I remembered that she had suggested participating if I was comfortable with the idea before leaving to return to Tim.

“I just watched until Bella came,” I answered. “But then Mike suggested that Bella and I talk before we went any further.”

“That’s a good idea,” Tim replied. “Mike knows what he’s doing, so he probably wanted to make sure that you guys tread carefully as you move forward.”

“Yes, I liked that too.” Bella slid back into the conversation. “I thought it was thoughtful of him. He also offered to join us a little later if we decided to continue our experience tonight.”

“Are you going to?” Kat asked with that evil grin on her face again.

I looked at Bella, who seemed hesitant to answer, but I thought I knew why so I gave her a little push. “I think Bella wants to.”

“But do you, Jeff?” Tim asked before Bella could answer.

“I do as long as Bella does. I mean, I’m assuming they’d go much further this time around, so I’d want her to be absolutely sure. What do you think, babe?”

“I think I’d like to. I mean, I felt really comfortable with him and I now feel even more at ease knowing that you enjoyed watching me as well. And it felt really good to be wanted, you know, sexually like that. Also, it felt really naughty to be doing something sexual in front of my husband.” I could see the confidence settle over Bella’s features as she thought aloud, and that only increased my desire to continue our adventure.

“I think you guys are really going to enjoy yourselves,” Kat assured us. “Maybe you shouldn’t waste any more time, then?”

“She’s right, guys,” Tim jumped in. “If you guys want to play with Mike further, you should probably catch up with him while there is still good sexy energy between you guys.”

“I’m still wet,” Bella admitted, surprising all of us with her shy yet straightforward statement.

“Then go get some, girl!” Kat laughed, making the decision final by waving us towards the doorway. “There’s no sense standing around here with us when there is fucking to be done!”

Bella looked at me with her big eyes, and as I nodded in agreement, she took my hand and stood up from her stool.

“Any last words of wisdom?” Bella asked as she glanced back to Tim and Kat.

“Yes!” Kat’s evil smile was back. “Don’t get his cum on that pretty little dress of yours!”

We all grinned. It was funny, sure, but more so arousingly scary as it hit me that the next encounter would probably end up with Mike getting his “big O” with my wife. Would he too get it via oral as Bella did earlier? Or would he end up having full on intercourse with my wife as I watched? Part of tonight’s excitement was the unpredictable nature of our adventure, and as I grew more at ease I realized that I was okay with not knowing what would happen next and letting things unfold on their own.

Bella turned around and we walked off hand in hand. We figured that Mike might be in the kitchen area grabbing a drink, and that was where we found him as we passed through the doorway.

Mike greeted us as soon as he noticed Bella and I approaching. “Hey guys!”

“Hi!” Bella greeted him back, her words flirty, her smile cute, and her eyes lit up with a familiar spark.

It was surreal to see my wife flirting with Mike, as I knew that her primary focus was no longer on me but on her sexual encounter with that other man. I backed off a little so that they could have a moment, and they did! Mike turned to face Bella and gave her a wet kiss right on her lips as she reached up to him with one hand, the other still holding mine.

For a moment I thought about letting her go and retreating a bit to assume more of a voyeur role again. But Bella did not seem to want to let my hand go just yet. She appeared to be incredibly comfortable in this new scenario, being literally shared by two men: her husband and her new carnal interest.

“Jeff and I talked,” Bella said directly to Mike, as though I was not even a part of the conversation, “and we want to move forward.”

“I’m happy to hear that,” Mike replied, his tone of voice confident and casual. “Let me refill your drink and we’ll find a spot to settle in.”

“I’d like that,” Bella replied flirtatiously. She offered her glass to Mike, who poured a few more splashes of wine into it with one hand while placing the other on Bella’s lower back. She took a quick sip from the glass and looked up at him with a smile. “Thank you.”

“Let’s see if we can find a spot somewhere,” Mike suggested, letting Bella lead the way back to the hallway by subtly guiding her from behind.

Bella sauntered down the hall with Mike at her heels, and I followed after them both. It felt a little like I had been cut off from my own wife, but in a way that was true since her current sexual desire was Mike, and I was just there to witness him taking advantage of the fact.

The first room was too full and did not have enough room available for us to “play”, as they say in the lifestyle. We followed the hallway further and peeked into the same room where I had previously found Mike and Bella together. It wasn’t as crowded, so we went in.

Bella led Mike around the corner to the very spot of their earlier encounter, and to my surprise it was still available. As soon she got there she turned to face Mike with a shy look, as she obviously wanted Mike to guide her through what would happen next. He did not waste much time, pulling her towards him and into another kiss right there as I watched. Mike’s hands slid down to caress and squeeze my wife’s buttocks through her dress even as she pressed eagerly against her new lover’s broad chest, their mouths dovetailing together in that hungry, greedy way which I was all too familiar with.

I watched silently, mouth going dry, and found myself unable to tear my gaze away.

As their lips finally unlocked, Bella glanced over at me to check and see if I still approved of this naughty encounter. I smiled a little and nodded to let her know that I was still fully on board.

Mike gently guided Bella onto the couch, and then suddenly turned towards me. “Jeff, come sit down next to us. I think we may need your help.”

I hadn’t expected that. Bella and I looked at each other with a bit of surprise because we didn’t really know what that would require, since up until then I had just been a spectator.

“Of course,” I answered, obediently sitting next to Bella on the other side of the couch and still not knowing what my role might be.

“Here,” said Mike, nodding pointedly at Bella. “Help me undress your beautiful wife.”

Bella and I once again shared a surprised glance, but as our spontaneous actions so far that evening had gone so well, it was obvious that both of us were okay with just letting things happen and seeing where we’d end up.

Mike wasted no time and waited for no response from me as he gently lifted Bella’s legs by her ankles, one at a time, and began taking her shoes off to lead the way in this curious new ritual. Bella leaned back towards me to help lift her legs for Mike. I followed his lead and grasped the hem of Bella’s dress to start taking it off for him, the garment already having ridden up around her thighs.

Bella looked at me with a naughty smile as she bit her lip a little and lifted her butt up off the couch just enough to make it easier for me to remove her dress. She didn’t take her eyes away from mine as I pulled the fabric up over her, exposing her gorgeous body to her lover on the other side. I could sense that she was fully aware that I, her husband, was essentially helping to prep my wife for a sexual encounter with another man, a thought that seemed to arouse both of us as we continued to look into each other’s eyes. In that moment, the incredible sexual connection between us flared and sizzled in our minds.

Setting both of Bella’s shoes down on the floor, Mike took his shirt off as well. His muscular body drew Bella’s attention right away as I saw her look his exposed torso up and down with undisguised lust. She reclined against the cushions, clad in nothing more than her bra and panties, and waited for Mike to come closer. Mike’s hands stroked the smooth skin of Bella’s knees and slowly slid up her thighs and under the top of Bella’s sexy black thong, pinching it away from her body as he looked up at her with a questioning expression. Bella knew what he meant. She once again lifted her butt off the couch, letting Mike pull her thong down her long, sexy legs. A tiny string of her juices stretched between her pussy lips and the fabric. She was soaking wet.

Sucking in a shaky breath, I kept moving and ignored the appreciative throb of my cock at the sight.

I continued to follow Mike’s instruction and unclasped the back of Bella’s bra. She lifted up her arms just slightly to help me guide the bra from her body, the last piece of my wife’s clothing hiding her from the view of her hungry lover; he stared wantonly at her newly exposed, perky breasts as the garment fell away, the beginnings of arousal already starting to tent the front of his jeans. As Mike leaned towards her Bella’s lips fell open in a soft, eager little gasp, her nipples visibly tightening in anticipation of his touch.

There was no going back. My wife’s bare, voluptuous body was just about to be taken advantage of right there in front of me.

And I wanted to watch it happen.

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Bella’s moans began to grow louder as Mike took advantage of her willing body, overwhelming her with an ecstasy that left her no longer able to kiss him back. Her head fell back against the couch while Mike peppered kisses along her neck and down to her heaving cleavage.

“I’m gonna go back and keep Tim company,” Kat whispered in my ear. “You’re welcome to join us and share your thoughts whenever you’re ready.”

“Thank you.” I smiled at Kat. “I will watch a little and then I may come and pick your brains again if you’re still there.”

“You can go closer and even participate a little if you want, you know.” Kat slipped one more idea in my mind before leaving. “Mike knows husbands often like to do that, and he’s okay with it.”

Kat gave me a cute pat on my back and took off. I knew I was on my own. Her idea started worming its way into to my mind, leaving me a bit torn. On one hand I enjoyed watching Bella and Mike as a voyeur when I knew they were not aware of me watching. On the other hand I wondered if I should make myself part of the experience and see if I could at least introduce myself and check in with Bella.

But before I could make up my mind, I could see Bella start to shiver a little more as Mike ramped up his efforts. I could see her inner thighs start to shake, hear her moans get a little louder, and see her stomach spasm in rhythm with the movements of Mike’s hand. I knew she was very close. I stood rooted in place as I knew I was just about to witness another man give my wife an orgasm right there in front of me.

My cock ached beneath the fabric of my pants, wanting relief after everything I’d seen and heard tonight, but I could not draw my eyes away from the sight of my wife being fingered by someone else even for the sake of my own pleasure.  I pressed the heel of my hand against my crotch, massaging gently as I watched.

It only took a few more pumps of his hand under Bella’s skirt before her body finally reached the point of no return. Her chest rose up and her hands gripped Mike’s clothes as her moans transitioned into screams, lasting for what seemed like an eternity as he brought her to what appeared to be a deep and paralyzing orgasm. As the waves of pleasure started to calm and subside, I could see Mike’s hand slide back out from under her skirt as her legs pressed together once more, a glistening sheen decorating his sticky fingers. This came as no surprise as I knew that Bella got very wet when highly excited.

Bella’s eyes fluttered open and she started to come to, staring up into Mike’s eyes. He leaned in and gave her a wet kiss as her weak body clung to his. As reality started to return she tried to sit up and gather herself, looking around. I knew sooner or later she was going to spot me. I wanted to come closer and announce myself since it seemed that they weren’t in a rush to move forward with their encounter. However, before I was able to move, her eyes locked onto me and she realized that I was there. I could see happiness and maybe even a bit of embarrassment paint her face as she smiled awkwardly. I couldn’t blame her. After all, she had just realized that her husband watched her climax in the arms of another man, something that we wouldn’t have thought could ever happen only a couple of weeks ago.

I smiled back and moved towards them. Bella leaned into Mike and said something to him which made him turn towards me as I approached their spot. It wasn’t hard to guess what she said. What an extraordinary sight! And what a weird moment. I was just about to meet someone who mere seconds ago was pleasing my wife and gave her a loud orgasm right there at the very spot where they still sat. I was also just about to “meet” my wife for the first time after her first sexual experience with someone other than me since we’d started dating.

“Hi, honey.” Bella smiled, still trying to find the strength to sit up straight again. “This is Mike, Kat’s friend.”

Mike took the opportunity to speak first. “You must be Jeff.”

“I am. You must be Mike,” I replied.

“You have a beautiful wife,” Mike continued. “Thank you for letting me play with her.”

I took a moment to come to terms with the fact that a man I’d just met was thanking me for letting him use my wife for sexual pleasure like he was just borrowing a cup of sugar.

“It’s our first time doing something like this,” I said, moving my eyes to Bella’s flushed face. “If it wasn’t for Tim and Kat we probably would never have moved forward so quickly.”

“I too am grateful to Kat for the introduction.” Mike sounded genuine, which helped put me at ease. “I hope you’re not having any regrets so far. I’m happy to be the very first guy you are trusting to help ease you two into the lifestyle.”

“This is all still very surreal to me.” I wasn’t holding my feelings back. “I wasn’t sure how I would feel seeing my wife with another guy.”

“What are your first thoughts?” Mike asked.

“I think I found it arousing,” I answered honestly.

“Were you watching us all this time, honey?” Bella asked while remaining tucked very closely to Mike, which still felt strange yet very hot at the same time.

“I got here while you were in in the middle of things and have been watching you ever since. You looked very hot, babe.” I reassured Bella so she knew that I was okay with what was happening.

“She is very sexy indeed,” said Mike as he rubbed Bella’s leg with his hand.

“Honey, I told Mike about some of the things we’ve talked about and he is totally on board with whatever we want to try,” Bella said, placing her hand atop of Mike’s and casually stroking his fingers.

“She did, and I’d love to be a part of it,” Mike continued her thought. “But I would suggest that maybe I leave you guys alone for a few minutes so you can catch up and make sure we are all on the same page, since this is probably a lot for both of you to take in at once.”

“I think that may be a good idea, Mike. Thank you,” I replied while Bella nodded in agreement.

“Great!” Mike took his hand off of Bella’s sexy leg and stood, though not before leaning back to give her one last juicy kiss on her lips. She looked at me as their lips connected with a guilty yet satisfied expression, which made this moment that much more sexually intense.

Mike then reached out to me and shook my hand with a smile. “I’m going to go grab a drink, but I’ll be around in case you want to chat or if Bella wants to play some more later tonight.”

“We probably will,” I replied, fully aware that I was shaking the very hand that only a couple of minutes ago was inside of my wife, pleasuring her to a full orgasm. I also knew it still bore her smell, which probably now rubbed off onto my hand as well.

Mike smiled again and walked away, turning the corner in only a few steps and disappearing into the darkness. I glanced back at Bella, who was still sitting on the couch with a very naughty yet shy look in her face.

“How are you feeling, honey?” Bella asked as soon as I sat down next to her.

I caressed her leg where Mike’s hand had been only a few moments ago, both to reclaim my territory and to reassure her. “I’m feeling great, babe. I am still a bit taken aback, but in a good way. In a great way, actually.”

“Did you like what you saw?” Bella asked, her voice still tinged with worry.

“I think I loved it,” I replied honestly. “I kind of wished you hadn’t stopped.”

“Really?” Bella sounded surprised yet excited. “I actually wasn’t even sure that I should have gone as far as letting him touch me down there, you know?”

“It was really hot to see him do that and then make you cum like he did,” I said, assuring her of my approval over what I had just witnessed.

“So, all of this is a good thing?” Bella was still intent on making sure it was okay to feel good about what she had just done. It was cute.

“I think so, babe,” I replied with enthusiasm with my voice. “How about you? How do you feel? Did you enjoy it? Do you want to move forward with this?”

“I don’t even know how to say it but…” Bella grabbed my hand tighter and her eyes filled with excitement colored with a drop of confusion. “I think I feel guilty about how good it felt.”

I laughed. “Why do you feel guilty? Both of us enjoyed it.”

“I don’t know why,” Bella replied, looking a little lost. “I did enjoy it. And I believe you when you say that you did, too. It’s just so new and… crazy!”

“It is new,” I said, trying to comfort her in the very thoughts that we both seemed to share, “and I don’t really care if it’s crazy. I think it’s great that we are exploring it. I see now what Tim and Kat were talking about and I want to experience more. As long as we are on the same page, right?”

“You’re right, honey.” Some of the worry seemed to drain from Bella’s face. “I did like it a lot. It felt so naughty and new that I just kind of lost myself in the moment.”

“You looked incredibly sexy when you were cumming,” I admitted, sharing my voyeuristic excitement.

“I did?” Bella smiled. “And you didn’t feel jealous?”

“Not at all,” I answered quickly. “It was weird because I assumed that’s what it would feel like, but instead this amazing feeling of arousal came over me and I just couldn’t stop watching you with him.”

“Did you like watching from far away, or did you want to come closer or maybe even do something to me at the same time?” Bella asked playfully, which took me by surprise.

I hadn’t thought about that possibility at all. I mean, I remembered that we were told that some men liked to be close or participate while their wives were “playing” with other men, but I hadn’t really thought about it in terms of myself. Bella’s forward thinking made me feel like she was really into this, which definitely fueled my enjoyment of the experience even more.

“I did like watching you,” I answered after a pause. “I didn’t really think to come closer, but that’s an interesting thought. Would you have wanted me to?”

“I actually don’t know, honey,” Bella replied. “I was kind of caught up in the moment and doing my own thing like Kat had recommended, and I wasn’t really thinking of you then. Does that sound bad?”

I had to admit that the thought of my wife enjoying the sexual attention of another man so much that she forgot I even existed did take me a little aback, but much like almost everything else I’d heard and witnessed tonight, it also aroused me.

“No. I love the fact that you were caught up in what you were doing and had an amazing time,” I answered honestly.

Bella smiled and bit her lip as I saw something naughty begin to brew in her mind. “So, what do you want to do now?”

“I don’t know,” I answered; I wanted to find out what she was thinking. “What would you like to do, honey? Are we done for the night? Do you want to check in with Tim and Kat? Or would you rather continue playing with Mike?”

“I really want to see what happens next with Mike, as long as you’re okay with it.” She once again surprised me by coaxing things forward, no longer shy or hiding her excitement as she spoke, her eyes sparkling.

“Why don’t we do this?” I came up with a plan. “Why don’t we check in with Kat and Tim and see if they have any thoughts about this, and then we can approach Mike and see if he’s up for more? I’m sure they’ll have something helpful to say.”

“That’s a great idea, babe,” Bella replied. “Let’s see if we can find them.”

Bella grabbed my hand like we were teens heading out on our first date to an ice cream parlor. We wove our way back to the main area through the sounds, sights and smells of the sexually charged energy that had now thickened throughout the entire place, eager to find out what would happen next.

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My mind was running a thousand miles a second as Kat finally took her seat back at our table. I could not wait any longer. “So, how is she doing?”

“She was definitely being a little shy,” said Kat. “She was just watching in one of the rooms at first.”

“That sounds like her,” I replied.

“I asked her how she was doing and she said that she was a little anxious but excited, which is a good thing,” Kat continued. “But then I saw our friend Mike passing by and I thought that he would be a great guy for her to meet.”

“That’s actually an excellent idea!” Tim sounded confident. “We’ve known Mike for a while but never really played with him. He’s very respectful, and he has some good experience with couples.”

“That sounds like exactly what we need,” I replied with confirmation. “Was Bella receptive?”

“She was. I did ask her if she found him attractive before I brought him over to meet her,” Kat continued. “She gave me the green light, so I introduced them.”

A question instantly sprung into my mind, but I wasn’t sure of the best way to ask. “Did you mention…”

“That she was married and that her husband was here?” Kat seemed to read my mind, which could not have possibly been that much of a challenge considering the circumstances.

“Yes!” I laughed.

“Of course,” Kat assured me. “I told him the whole story and about the setup. He actually said that he had done this sort of thing with another couple, so this wasn’t new to him.”

“Good job, honey!” Tim kissed his wife, obviously approving of her matchmaking abilities.

“We will see how things go,” Kat replied, sounding cautiously optimistic as she continued. “I told her that I’d be back to check up on her later, and then I left.”

“Thank you for doing that,” I said, as I thought that this was a great place to start in order to test how I felt about the whole experiment. “I don’t know if and how we would have managed to make the first step without your ideas and help.”

“Don’t mention it,” Tim replied. “It’s our pleasure. We want to see everyone enjoy this lifestyle. Once you guys get into it and have a few good experiences under your belt, you will find yourselves helping others just as much.”

Things were moving faster than I had ever anticipated, but somehow I was okay with being at the mercy of spontaneity. I thought we were lucky to have met Tim and Kat and have some “adult supervision” while we started our journey into the lifestyle. We probably would never have come up with any of the ideas they had for us on our own, and who knew if we would even know where to begin as far as looking for someone to try things out with.

As anxious as I was to find out what would happen next with Bella and her new friend Mike, I ended up carrying on a very nice conversation with Tim and Kat about how they met and how their relationship had evolved to land them at the doorstep of this lifestyle. Their story was similar to ours, as they’d been married for many years, had kids, and lived very “normal” lives until they had realized that their sex life needed a jump start. It was interesting to discover that we weren’t an exception in how we got there, and it seemed that Tim and Kat had heard similar stories a few times over from other couples that they had met in the lifestyle.

“I think it’s time for me to check up on your sexy wife again,” said Kat as our conversation slowed down, and I realized that it had been a while since she’d first seen what Bella was up to.

“Go for it, honey,” Tim agreed. “I’m sure Jeff is dying to know what she’s up to.”

“Oh, I am,” I confirmed without hesitation.

Kat got off her stool and walked away, disappearing down the hallway again.

“What do you think your wife is doing right now?” Tim asked the question that had been circling my mind during our entire conversation.

“I can’t even guess,” I replied honestly. “I wouldn’t be surprised if she is still standing around and talking about the weather with that guy, not a single dirty thought in her head.”

“Maybe you’re not giving Bella enough credit,” Tim interrupted. “She may be a kinkier girl than you had ever realized. It is amazing what can happen to a woman’s sexuality once you assure her that it is okay to let it loose.”

“I think I’m secretly hoping that she is,” I replied. “I know that if things were to happen with us and this lifestyle, it would have to be her who would lead the way. I wouldn’t be comfortable the other way around, as I would feel like I’m pushing her into it.”

“That’s a great way of looking at it,” Tim agreed.

Before I could reply, I saw Kat reappear from the darkness and quickly walk up to our table. She had an evil smile on her face and a spark in her eyes. Tim and I knew at once that she had seen something really exciting, and I knew what that probably meant for me.

“Come with me.” Kat grabbed my hand and almost yanked me out of my seat.

I knew this was it. I knew I was just about to see something that I was either going to really love or really hate. Of course, I was hoping for the former. As a matter of fact I was almost sure that I would love it; I just didn’t know what kind of emotions and feelings it would invoke along the way.

Kat lead me through the main hall and then finally turned into the exhibitionist room. The room was L-shaped so that you couldn’t see everything at once until you turned the corner. My heart felt like it was trying to beat its way out of my chest.

Kat stopped for a second and turned to me. “Are you ready?”

“I think I am,” I replied honestly.

“I think you are too.” Kat’s smile and gentle assurance actually calmed my nerves a little.

She yanked my hand again and lead me through the throngs of people watching, screwing, and everything in between. As we got to the corner of the room I was then able to see the second part of it. My eyes scanned the dim area as fast as they could, trying to find what I was looking for. I knew I was just about to see something I would probably never forget.

There! There she was! She sat on a loveseat in the corner of the room with… well, with another man whom I assumed to be Tim and Kat’s friend, Mike. They were in the middle of a heavy and passionate kiss, side by side yet pressed intimately against one another as their bodies slowly shifted and moved in pleasure. A thousand different emotions and thoughts ran through my mind. There she was, my wife Bella, in the arms of another man. Right in front of me.

“How do you feel?” Kat interrupted my moment, still holding my hand tightly.

“I think…” I paused, still gathering my thoughts. “I think I’m still very much aroused.”

As I said those words I realized just how tight my pants had gotten, and my mind was filling with lust. Not jealousy. Not anger. Just anxious lust. I did feel, much like John had mentioned in the past, like someone whose favorite toy was being played with by another kid. And I liked it.

“Do you want to stay and watch?” Kat asked.

“I do,” I answered. “I don’t think I can peel my eyes off of her.”

“She does look like she is really enjoying it,” Kat said, biting her lip in obvious appreciation of the sight.

The original shock from such a new visual started to subside. The more I stared at my wife being caressed and kissed by another man, the more excited I became. What an odd feeling! It was official—I was definitely aroused by watching my dear wife sexually enjoying another man in front of my naked eyes.

Kat and I were too far away from Mike and Bella for them to notice us, so I wanted to continue watching what happened, as I knew she was caught up in the moment and had no idea that I was there.

As Bella was locked in a long kiss with Mike, her hands clung eagerly to his muscular biceps while his slid all over her, taking advantage of her position on the couch. I knew exactly how her body felt in his arms at that very moment. This was truly an out of body experience to be watching another man in my place with my wife. It reminded me of that movie “Ghost”, and that’s how it felt: I was the ghost in the room, quietly standing there, invisibly watching my wife enjoy someone else’s body.

I knew exactly how she felt to him as his hands brushed against her hair. I knew exactly what his mouth felt as it locked with Bella’s small but full lips, and how she tasted as his tongue coaxed them apart to delve between. I knew how intoxicated Bella’s sexy perfume must have been making him. I knew all of these sensations, even if I wasn’t the one experiencing them at this moment. It was another strange man enjoying all of the amazing pleasures of my wife’s body as I willingly stood there and watched it unfold.

A few more moments passed by and I noticed his hand making its way under the skirt that had already ridden up Bella’s thighs. Her hand grabbed his, pausing its progress. Was she telling him to slow down or stop? I could feel myself mentally rooting for him to continue, to get further with her. What an odd yet arousing feeling! I was rooting for another man to take advantage of my wife! Mike’s lips peeled off of Bella’s and made their way onto her neck and drifted up behind her ear, which I knew was going to drive her crazy. As he landed a few soft kisses there, I could see her eyes roll back and her body tremble in ecstasy. Her hand slowly eased its grip on Mike’s, and he started pressing it further up Bella’s leg, no longer challenged. It didn’t take long before she had completely let go and Mike’s hand disappeared under her skirt.

“Do you need to take a breather, maybe go talk to Tim about what you’ve seen and how you’re feeling? Or would you rather stay and see where this goes?” Kat whispered in my ear, repeating her earlier question.

But my answer still hadn’t changed. “I definitely want to stay and watch,” I replied without taking my eyes off of the action.

“Do you want me to stay with you for now?” Kat checked in.

“Just for a few more minutes,” I replied, knowing that I did find comfort in having her close by.

Mike continued kissing the arch of Bella’s neck and I could see the pleasure rolling through her body as she moved ever so gracefully in his arms. Her hands clutched at his shoulders as he kept gently kissing her with her hair draping over some of his face.

Suddenly, Bella’s body shuddered and her eyes opened wide as her mouth gasped for air. It was obvious that Mike’s hand had finally reached its destination and that she felt his presence at what I knew had to be soaking wet pussy lips. I could see her relax and slowly spread her thighs even wider as she no longer resisted his advances. A few more moments passed and I saw Mike’s hand push just a few inches further, and I realized that his fingers were now inside of her. Her body jerked as pleasure shot through her, her legs enthusiastically and completely parting under his welcome assault, and I heard her let out a slow but intense moan as her arms wound around his muscular body to pull him closer.

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“How can I forget?” Tim replied with a big smile on his face.

“I think what we did would be perfect for you guys too,” Kat continued.

Bella was too excited to wait any longer. “What did you do? What did you do?”

“We posted an online ad seeking a guy who had some experience with couples.” Kat seemed eager to share. “We had a lot of replies, but we settled on this one guy who I really liked and who really enjoyed being with women while their husbands watched.”

“I’m starting to realize that it truly does take a particular type of guy to do that,” I said.

“Oh, absolutely!” Tim confirmed. “You would be surprised by how many things can go wrong unless you find the right guy who has done it before, knows that he enjoys it and can perform in front of you.”

“I guess now I understand why we were told that there are more couples looking for single guys than the other way around,” I said, the ideas coming together in my mind, “but please go on, I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

“That’s okay,” Kat replied. “Interrupt at any time when you have a question. That’s what this conversation is for.

“Anyway, we had drinks and I clicked with him in person. We found the guy to be respectful of Tim, of myself, and of our relationship, so we decided to invite him back to our place. He suggested that we start by playing a simple game, one that had helped him with newbie couples in the past. He sat me on our couch and Tim sat on the loveseat nearby. Then he started to slowly either do things to me or tell me to do things to him, working his way up from innocent to naughty.”

“That sounds like a great idea,” said Bella, sharing my thoughts exactly.

“We began with me just sitting on his lap,” Kat continued. “Then he would touch my leg. Then he would tell me to put my hand around him. Step by step, it started to get more and more sexual. The main purpose of the game was to see how much the husband or the wife could take. The rule was that if at any point Tim became too uncomfortable with it, he would simply say ‘tea time’ and we would all stop and have tea before saying our goodbyes.”

“That sounds exciting.” Bella seemed interested. So was I.

“It was,” Kat replied. “It was a great way to have someone experienced show us the ropes while also allowing us to have full control of the experience.”

“So…” I jumped in, losing my patience to excitement, “how far did he get, Tim?”

Tim paused and looked at Kat with a loving yet naughty smile. I could feel the suspense building.

“We never had tea that night,” he finally said.

“Wow!” Bella’s eyes grew wide, as she did not seem to have expected that answer.

“You watched them go all the way?” I asked an obvious question not so much for confirmation, but more as a request for him to tell us more.

“I was surprised at how comfortable, and… turned on I was with what was unfolding in front of me,” Tim replied. “I knew I was in control and nothing was going to happen that I didn’t want.”

“That approach is something you guys may want to consider if you decide to try this out,” Kat added.

Bella and I looked at each other to find amusement and agreement on our faces. It did make sense. If I wanted to see if my newly-found fantasy was something I really desired to enact in real life, this just might be the best way of doing it.

“There is another way you could try, one that we’ve heard about from other couples interested in this experience,” Tim added, pulling our attention back.

“Really?” Bella was curious. “What is it?”

“It’s actually quite simple,” Tim answered. “You pick the guy, either together or by letting Bella pick one on her own, and allow her indulge in an encounter without Jeff there. That way she gets to create her own experience, and once it’s all said and done you can both talk about it and tweak things for next time. Plus, the anticipation of not knowing what is happening and then listening to her describing the encounter after the fact can be extremely arousing on its own.”

“Hmmm.” That made me think. “That’s an interesting idea too. What do you think, honey?”

“Well…” Bella hesitated, as she seemed to be processing the information. “I do want you to be in control so things don’t go any further than you’re comfortable with. On the other hand, I probably would be a little more comfortable if I wasn’t nervous about you not liking what you’re seeing, you know?”

“I can understand that,” I said, validating Bella’s point with a smile.

“I think you also mentioned, Jeff, that you wanted things to happen spontaneously and to just follow Bella’s lead, right?” Kat asked.

I spoke slowly as the thoughts formed in my head. “Yes, I think I’m okay with whatever happens in the moment if the situation is right and Bella is comfortable and turned on.”

“That’s great! And you know,” Tim said with a naughty expression, “you can start now if you really want to.”

Both Bella and I looked at each other again, this time less with a silent question and more with shared intrigue.

“What do you mean?” Bella finally asked with a bit of a cautious look in her eyes.

“Jeff can let you go and explore the club on your own while he stays here with us,” Tim answered, sharing his idea.

“By myself?” Bella seemed to ask not so much because she didn’t hear what Tim had said, but more so for the sake of letting the thought settle in her mind.

“Yes,” Kat picked up where Tim had left off, “this way you can combine two of our suggestions and let them play out together.”

I tried to make sense of this very new idea. “How so?”

“On one hand, Bella can do what feels right to her in the moment and explore the possibilities on her own,” Kat explained, “yet on the other, you can go and find her at any time in case you decide that you don’t want her to go any further than a certain point.”

It actually all made sense now. As this idea started to sink in, the reality of what could happen made my heart pound faster and my dick grow harder. Bella and I looked at each other again, excitement mixed with fear on our faces. This was a big moment. We could make that huge step right here, right now. We were both in control of what was happening, yet we were also both willing to let this strange new universe blaze the way for us.

“What do you think, honey?” I spoke first so that I didn’t have to be the one who made the first move towards such a big decision.

Kat interrupted before Bella had a chance to reply. “We don’t want to put you guys on the spot. If you are not ready, or need to talk with each other more, we would encourage you guys to wait until you are both absolutely sure that this is what you want to do.”

Bella kept her eyes on me, and I could see her thoughts running a hundred miles an hour through her head. She had that look where I could see that she wanted to try it out, yet she was also scared. Appearing both nervous and playful, she thought about it for another few moments.

“I wanna try it!” she finally gushed, still staring at me and waiting for my response as her eyes lit up with a familiar, sexy spark.

There it was! After all these years, my wife and I had found a new sexual world opening up to us, and created a fantasy that was unthinkable only a few days ago. But now? Now it could become a reality just as quickly as it had become a fantasy.

I knew I was turned on by it. I knew I wanted to recreate that sexual excitement and the connection that we once had. I knew I could stop it any moment if I changed my mind. Do I play it safe, or do I let things happen on their own for once?

“But only if you want to, babe,” Bella assured me before I could muster a reply.

“I think I do,” I finally said, but I still wanted to let her make the final call. “Are you sure?”

“I think so,” Bella replied with much less hesitation than before. “I feel comfortable now, and excited.”

I couldn’t help but wonder if the fact that we had Tim and Kat, an experienced couple in the lifestyle, right next to us almost literally holding our hands, had anything to do with our sudden confidence. I figured that if anything they would be watching over us to make sure nothing went wrong.

“So,” I almost hesitated to ask, “how do we do this?”

“Bella will just get up and walk away.” Kat made it sound much more simple than it probably was in our heads.

“Where do I go?” Bella seemed determined, but still needed some guidance. “What do I do or say?”

“Just walk around and check out whatever you find interesting,” Kat suggested. “You’re a sexy mama; you won’t need to do much, things will happen on their own.”

That sounded intriguing and very hot. I was extremely anxious but also surprisingly ready to get this experiment moving.

“Okay.” Bella slowly stood up from her stool and fixed her skirt. “Do I look alright?”

“You look great, honey,” I assured her, and to my own surprise continued with more encouragement: “Go get some!” I gave her a kiss and slapped her ass as she turned around.

“Okay, here I go.” Bella started walking away, still keeping her eyes on me. I smiled in approval.

“Don’t worry, girl,” Kat spoke up. “I’ll check up on you in a bit.”

That sounded like a great idea and gave me—and I’m sure Bella, too—even more assurance and comfort regarding our decision.

Bella’s cute ass bounced sexily under her short skirt as she headed towards the doorway, finally disappearing down the dark hallway. My heart started to beat even faster. There it was! My wife just walked away from me to possibly meet another man for sexual pleasure.

“How do you feel, Jeff?” Tim put his hand on my shoulder with a smile.

“I’m still in a little disbelief that this is actually happening,” I said, speaking my mind. “But in a good way.”

“Don’t worry,” Kat continued, “she’ll do fine.”

“I’m sure she will,” I agreed, “but what do I do now? Do I wait until she comes back? Do I go and check up on her in a while?”

“Let me do that,” Kat offered. “Let me go and check up on her in like ten minutes or so.”

I agreed. “Actually, that is a great idea.”

“That will keep you in a bit more suspense, which I think you’ll find even more erotic,” Tim said, offering his own advice.

“That does sound hot,” I replied in agreement. “I’m just dying to know how she is going to do out there by herself, doing this for the first time.”

“She’ll do fine,” Kat assured me. “She will probably be approached and won’t have to do much more than follow someone’s lead if she is up to it.”

It all sounded so hot that I was almost fully erect, so many thoughts running through my mind. What was she doing now? Was she talking to someone? Were they getting busy? Was she going to chicken out, or was she going to embrace it all?

The three of us entertained ourselves with some small talk for what felt like an eternity after Bella had left, but I kept my eye on my watch, barely hiding my anxiety.

“You know what?” Kat eventually spoke up. “I think I’ll go check up on Bella. I’m just gonna see where she’s at and how she’s doing.”

“That’s a good idea, honey,” Tim agreed as Kat got up, watching her leave before turning back to me. “So, are you dying to know what’s going on, Jeff?”

“Dying is an understatement,” I answered honestly. “My mind is racing like a thousand miles an hour and I don’t remember ever being this aroused and scared at the same time in my life.”

“Don’t worry,” Tim replied. “Kat will make sure that Bella is okay.”

Another few, long minutes passed by as Tim and I kept up some more of the small talk. But then… Kat reappeared from the darkness of the hallway where only a short time before my wife had disappeared to explore some sexual possibilities that could change our lives forever. Kat was walking back to us by herself. Bella wasn’t with her.

Curiosity had me on the edge of my seat. Was Bella that “busy” with someone? What did Kat see? She finally reached our table and sat back on her stool, a mysterious grin on her face which clearly indicated she had seen something worth sharing. What a moment! I could not wait any longer, as the sexual suspense was killing me.

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Kat and Tim looked at each other as though they both had a lot to say.  In a very submissive move, Kat sat back and rubbed Tim’s shoulder lovingly as a signal for him to go ahead. I found it interesting because I thought that Kat was in charge of their duo, but now it seemed that she was yielding the responsibilities of the “alpha male” to Tim.

“That’s a loaded question, Jeff, but I’m sure you already knew that.” Tim stated the obvious, smiling at us. “First and foremost, I would say that you should congratulate yourself because you’ve probably just unlocked your true sexuality, and now you have a whole new universe to explore that you never even knew existed inside of your head.”

“That’s kind of how I feel right now,” I admitted, confirming Tim’s sentiment.

“I’m not saying that it is a certainty,” Tim continued, “But this is probably the beginning of an amazing journey as long as you and Bella are on the same page.”

“We’ve been talking about it all evening,” Bella jumped in, “and I think we are. Though I’m not only surprised at Jeff’s discovery, but I’m also very surprised at how comfortable and eager I am about this as well.”

“That is the key, guys.” Kat jumped in, too. “You absolutely must be on the same page at all times. Things may evolve and change, and if you don’t communicate, you can end up in a lot of trouble. If you are not the type of couple who is one hundred percent honest with each other on all levels, you may want to give this a second thought.”

“I don’t think we have to worry about that,” I replied with a grin. “We share everything with one another.  Anything from what we had for lunch to who looked at whose ass and when.”

Both Bella and I glanced at each other with a smile, and I think that was the best confirmation for Kat and Tim to show that we had that requirement covered.

“So, you want to know why you are turned on by the thought of your wife having sex with another man?” Tim asked, and got my full attention back.

“Yes, I have never really met anyone or have even heard of anyone who would be into this sort of thing,” I replied. “And I’m almost scared that there is something wrong with me all of a sudden.”

“Would you share this newly-found fetish with your friends, or family, or even your coworkers once you wake up tomorrow?” he asked.

“Of course not!” I answered quickly, aghast at the thought.

“Then I think you’ve just answered your own question, don’t you think?”

Tim caught me by surprise with his question, as I wasn’t really sure what he was getting at. “How so?”

“You just said that the reason you’re afraid that there is something wrong with you is because you’ve never heard of anyone with this type of a ‘problem’.” Tim did air quotes as he said it. “But then you said that you yourself would never tell anyone.”

“Oh, I see what you mean.” I started to catch on. “So, you’re telling me that there are plenty of guys out there who enjoy watching their wives fuck other men; it’s just that everyone is keeping it a secret and thus no one knows that they all exist?”

“You didn’t. Until today,” Tim smiled. “And you’ve been gracing the face of the Earth for how many years?”

“If you go online, you’ll find tons of forums, groups, and even dating services just for couples like us,” Kat continued Tim’s thought.

“I feel like we’re joining a secret society,” Bella said with excitement in her eyes.

“That’s a good way to put it, girl.” Kat responded with a grin.

“Okay, okay. So I might not have known that there were so many other people into this.” I was still trying to make sense of everything. “But how in the world did I not know that I was?”

Tim seemed to have the answer right away. “That one is easy. Think of it as your favorite wine, whatever that may be.”

“Wine?” I wasn’t sure if comparing my sexual epiphany to a Napa Valley trip was going to give me a new outlook on life, but I was willing to listen.

“Yes,” Tim replied. “I’m sure you didn’t ask for it when you were born, or even when you were five. You were into breast milk and orange juice. As a matter of fact, if someone would have let you try that wine, you would have spit it right out again in disgust. It would taste bitter and burn your insides.”

“That actually happened when I was like, ten, and my mom let me taste a sip out of her glass once. I thought it was poison,” I answered, chuckling.

“There you go!” Tim continued. “You thought it was disgusting. More disgusting or less disgusting than someday letting your wife sleep with another guy?”

I started to grasp what he was getting at, for the man made sense. “I see where you’re going with this. You’re saying that I had to drink lots of orange juice and milk before the age, time, situation, and dinner pairing was right for me to fall in love with my wine?”

“Congratulations on getting weaned off of milk,” Tim put his hand on my shoulder in almost comforting manner and smiled.

Things suddenly started to make more sense. All jokes aside, I guess maybe I wasn’t ready simply because I hadn’t previously known that this was a “thing”; I hadn’t presented my brain with this option. Most importantly, I hadn’t been in a position to have an opportunity to explore a lifestyle like this. Only now that I was married, and both of us were looking to spice things up, was I even open to new ideas and concepts as far as my sex life was concerned.

“What about me?” Bella jumped in as I was still processing all of the information. “I was always a pretty straightforward girl, wanting to be in a monogamous marriage and never having any kind of wild orgies or threesome experiences even in my college years.”

“Are you asking why all of a sudden you want to be a dirty little slut?” Kat followed up on Bella’s statement with a question that Bella was probably afraid to ask herself.

Bella stopped for a second, a bit taken aback by Kat’s straightforward and yet very sober estimation of her internal dilemma. “Yes!” she replied, seemingly surprised by her own answer yet visibly excited.

“That’s easy, too,” Kat followed Tim’s footsteps in her approach to our “silly” questions, her words quick and to the point. “For starters, most women reach a new level of horny as they move into their 30s and 40s. That’s just nature.”

“I have noticed that my sex drive is much higher now than it was when I was in my 20s,” Bella confessed, something I didn’t even know.

“See! And you’re not alone,” Kat replied. “So pair that up with the fact that you are now more comfortable and secure in who you are and what you want. On top of that, a lot of people feel the time crunch, you know? There is only so much time that we have before things go south and dry up.”

“That does make sense,” Bella agreed. “I’d also like to think that with age we just get more real. When I was 20, I was convinced that when I got married we’d make love with candles and rose petals every day for hours for the rest of our lives.”

“And now?” Kat giggled a little in anticipation of Bella’s answer, as we all had noticed Bella opening up a bit more.

“Now,” Bella paused. “Now… apparently I want to get nailed by a stranger in a dark room while my husband watches.”

We all laughed, though all of us knew that it wasn’t so much funny as it was real and incredibly sexy. I know I got aroused yet again, this time by how refreshingly genuine Bella was in talking about the topic. It felt like she was coming into her own and in a way taking charge of our mini sex revolution. That was incredibly hot.

“So…” The practical side of me took over again. “What do we do now?”

“That’s kind of up to you,” Tim replied. “Your goal should be to make sure that nothing you do jeopardizes your relationship. That should always be the number one priority.”

“Of course!” I said. “That’s what we’re kind of afraid of. You know, doing something that would compromise our marriage.”

“We did it this way,” Tim continued. “We decided that with a few rules anything that happens with our experiences is a trial. We know that some things we try we won’t like and we won’t do again. Much like with anything else, we know that if we don’t try different things, we will never find things that we do like.  With that said, we never punish each other for doing it or bring it up if we ever argue.”

“It’s funny how you mention all of this,” I replied. “Bella and I just kind of made up the very same rule for the rest of the night. I think you just phrased it better.”

“Oh?” Kat jumped in. “So you guys are thinking about doing something tonight?”

“We don’t really know,” Bella answered. “Everything is moving so fast, but we also don’t want to miss out on something that may present itself tonight.”

“I have to say that some of our greatest experiences have been spontaneous,” Tim admitted. “Because part of the excitement is living in the moment and just going for it. As long as you have the ground rules in place and the agreement that no action gets punished, there shouldn’t be anything holding you back.”

“Though don’t think that what worked for us or anybody else will work for you in the same way.” Kat had a point.

“We do understand that,” I replied. “What are the ground rules that you and maybe other couples you know have for this?”

“I think most couples have similar rules,” Kat replied. “Most of them are just common sense.”

“The most important one is to be hundred percent honest with each other and communicate everything that’s on your mind,” Tim jumped back in. “Ask questions if you want to know, share your thoughts if you have any, and never blame each other for doing so no matter how much you may have disliked what you heard. If you don’t follow this—nothing else will really matter. You will most likely end up hating the lifestyle and putting your relationship in jeopardy.”

“I think we can commit to that for sure,” Bella responded before I had a chance. “What are the other rules?”

“Stop if you don’t like what is happening, even if it’s smack dab in the middle of the action,” Kat answered right away. “Don’t be afraid to ruin everyone’s fun. It is only fun if everyone is into it. If you don’t stop what’s happening when you don’t like it, you may regret the experience and start resenting the lifestyle.”

“The last thing that’s left is safety,” Tim said. “Health-wise and security-wise. You’ll be meeting strangers. Make sure you don’t put yourself in an unsafe or dangerous situation. On top of that, make sure that you understand the health risks and protect yourself according to the comfort level you have set for yourselves.”

“Has anything like that ever happened to you guys?” Bella asked.

“We’ve never had a situation where we felt we put ourselves in harm’s way,” Tim answered. “However, we did have an experience where we had a condom break with someone whom we hadn’t asked to verify his health status. That was a scare. Luckily he was cool enough to go and get tested the next day and share his results with us. We were in the clear.”

“That’s scary,” Bella replied. “We haven’t even thought about that. Though I think it goes without saying that we’ll be using condoms with everyone we do anything with.”

“That’s always a good idea,” Tim said. “Once you decide if you want to stay in this lifestyle and if so, how far you want to get into it, you’ll find it easier to set your own comfort levels as far as safety and health are concerned.”

“I think these rules are common sense and I don’t see why we shouldn’t adopt those as well,” I replied as Bella and I looked at each other in agreement.

“Do you think we are ready?” Bella seemed to want to get the conversation back to the practical part. “I mean, where should we start?”

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We got to the room and peeked our heads in. The couch that we had been on and the couch where John had been having all of the fun were already occupied by other people.

“I see John, honey,” Bella squeezed my hand.

I was having trouble picking him out of the crowd in this dark room. “Where?”

“He is over there by the window, putting his shirt on,” she replied. “I don’t see the couple, though.”

“Neither do I,” I said. “Let’s go chat with him. Maybe he can introduce us.”

“Yes,” Bella squeezed my hand again in excitement.

We walked past the silhouetted bodies on the couches, by the walls, and on the beds. The atmosphere was still very sexy and mysterious with random sounds of pleasure echoing all around us.

We walked up to John, who was now back in his clothes. He noticed us approaching and smiled.

“Hey, guys!” he greeted us before we had to break the ice again. “Bella and Jeff, right?”

“You remembered!” Bella smiled flirtatiously.

“Of course, it’s hard to forget a cute face,” he replied with a grin and then added: “Especially when it appears out of nowhere while you’re in a middle of a threesome.”

Bella and I looked at each other and laughed, as it reminded us of the intense moment we had experienced earlier in the night.

“About that…” I figured I’d get straight to the point. “We’ve been thinking throughout the evening about how some couples have a single guy join them rather than do a swap with another couple.”

“You think it may be your thing?” John too cut to the chase with this straightforward question.

“I’m not really sure yet,” I replied. “But I have noticed that out of all the different arrangements that we’ve seen here, I’ve somehow realized that for some odd reason this one turns me on the most.”

“You really shouldn’t say that,” John replied. “There is nothing ‘odd’ about it. If you’ve discovered a new thing that you’re into and your wife is into it too—you should consider yourself one of the luckiest guys alive.”

I was taken aback by what he said for a second. I felt like I was making excuses for my own sexual discovery while John was much more comfortable with it.

“You’re right,” I replied. “I don’t know why I phrased it that way. I guess what’s odd to me is that I had never discovered it before. It kinda just hit me today.”

“I think it hit both of us,” Bella jumped to my rescue.

“I guess one thing that I’m struggling with,” I kept thinking out loud, “is that why in the world would I be turned on by the thought of my wife being with another guy?”

“There are tons of reasons, actually,” John replied. “You know what I think you should do? I think you should talk to the couple I was just with. They kind of remind me of you guys. They were very new about a year ago and were completely shocked at themselves when they found the courage to explore and join this lifestyle. Tim, the husband, was puzzled by pretty much the same questions that you’re asking yourself now. I think a lot of guys are when they first realize they’re into it.”

“Really?” I was happy to hear that.

“Yes,” he replied firmly. “Though some of them don’t care to know the answers. Those who do end up with very similar explanations.”

“You think you can introduce us to Tim and his wife if they haven’t left yet?” Bella steered the conversation back to its original intent.

“Oh, they are still here. And her name is Kat,” John replied. “They’re probably finishing up their shower, and I bet we can find them in the kitchen refilling their drinks. You wanna walk over there now and see?”

“Yes,” I replied. “Please lead the way.”

We walked through the mysterious forest of bodies, abandoned clothes, and condom wrappers all the way to the hallway. Bella was leading the way, John was following her, and I was following him. Even though it seemed like we randomly left in that order, I wondered if he cut in on purpose to be able to check out Bella’s cute ass as she was walking in her tight, sexy outfit. Once again, the thought turned me on.

We walked all the way to the kitchen area, and just like John suggested the couple we had seen with him earlier was now fully clothed and looking through the bottles of wine that had piled up on the table.

“Hey guys,” John smiled at the couple as we approached them.

“Oh hey, sexy,” the girl replied as she stepped towards him and gave him a deep, wet kiss, her husband watching quietly from the sidelines.

“I wanted you guys to meet this couple.” John turned back to us as we stepped closer to introduce ourselves.

“Hi, I’m Jeff.” I spoke first and shook her hand and then his.

“I’m Kat,” the girl replied. “Were you the couple watching John and I earlier?”

“Yes,” Bella replied, as it was her turn to make introductions. “Sorry if we were too close; we didn’t mean to intrude.”

“Oh, you were fine,” Kat assured her. “I’m Kat.”

“I’m Bella.” My wife shook her hand and Tim’s hand next.

As soon as we’d finished, John took control of the conversation once more. “So, this is Jeff and Bella’s first time.”

“Oh?” Kat replied with a smile. “First time here, or first time at a club like this?”

“First time ever even thinking about it, actually,” Bella admitted with her own modest smile.

“Oh my,” Kat replied. “That’s very brave of you. Most couples don’t venture out for years, so you guys are ahead of the game.”

“I wouldn’t call us brave,” I jumped in. “We just felt comfortable with the hosts of the club when we talked to them, so we thought we’d come in to check things out and learn.”

“That’s really awesome, you guys,” Kat continued, she and John holding each other as if they were a couple rather than Kat and Tim.

“It seems like they want to explore more of a situation with a guy rather than anything else at this point,” John continued. “I thought it would be cool if they could pick your brain and Tim’s about it all.”

“Yes, of course!” Kat replied. “Do you guys want to grab a table and chat now?”

“Only if it doesn’t get in the way of your plans here tonight,” I replied, to make sure that we were not literally cock blocking.

“I think we’re pretty much done for the evening,” Kat relied. “Right, babe?”

“I think so,” Tim spoke for the first time but then softly added: “It’s always your call, honey.”

“Let’s all grab a drink and see if we can find a spot in the main area,” Kat suggested. “It should be pretty quiet in there by now.”

“I’ve gotta take a shower,” said John. “I’ll leave you guys to talk.”

John gave one more long, wet kiss to Kat and she slapped his ass as he walked away. Bella poured a little more wine in her glass and I armed myself with a soda to get some caffeine into my bloodstream to keep me alert and awake.

We made our way into the main area and indeed it was pretty much empty, with a few people randomly going back and forth between the kitchen and the rooms. We found a cozy corner with a high table and four bar stools, the perfect spot to have our private pow-wow.

“So….” Kat smiled and cuddled up close to Tim, which was the first time we saw her act like a couple with him. “Tell us everything! What made you come here?”

Bella looked at me to see if I was going to speak or if she should. She seemed like she wanted to, so I tapped her on her butt to let her know that she should go for it.

“Well,” she started. “Things have happened kind of fast. We’ve been together for five years and I think for the most part we have a great relationship and a good sex life. But you know, since our first year when we’d just met and wanted to screw each other all the time, things have slowed down.”

“I think you guys are still in better shape than most if you ask me,” Tim insisted politely.

“We think so too,” Bella replied. “We weren’t aggressively looking for any kind of a sexual jumpstart or anything. We just stumbled upon a TV special about these types of clubs and it caught our interest.”

“Did you like something in particular?” Kat asked.

“Nothing in particular” Bella replied. “We just thought it was something that’s totally out there, and we joked that it’d be cool to come and watch this as live porn.”

Bella looked at me again to see if I wanted to take over, but I was happy that she was taking charge. Plus, it was interesting to hear her part of our story as I was hearing it from her perspective for the first time, just like Tim and Kat.

“But then somehow we ended up talking about it more, and Jeff looked to see if something like this even existed in the area.” Bella paused. “We found this club and then talked to Jessi and Mark. We were surprised at how comfortable they made us feel about coming and checking things out, and boom! We just showed up.”

“To watch live porn!” Kat echoed Bella’s phrase with excitement.

“Kinda sounds silly now,” Bella confessed, a view which I certainly shared.

“Why do you say that?” Tim slipped into the conversation with a question.

“I don’t know…” Bella hesitated. “This is not like us. This is not something I’d ever thought we’d ever do.”

“To be fair,” I jumped in to Bella’s rescue. “We did do some research and talked about it on a few occasions. Bella is right, though; this is certainly not something that we would ever have thought we’d do, and it did all come together rather quickly.”

“I think you guys are being a bit too hard on yourselves,” Kat reassured us. “I don’t think that there is a single person here who at some point didn’t feel like you do now. I know we have. At the same time, I, also, don’t think that there is a single person here who hasn’t had the kind of mind-blowing sex they never before realized existed as a result of it.”

Kat’s answer made sense.  But I wanted to steer the conversation back towards the topic at hand. “So, there is a reason why we wanted to talk to you guys. Even though we just came in to watch the… live porn, I kind of ended up being turned on by what I’ve seen with couples like yourselves sharing their better half with another man. I’m still struggling with what is happening to me and why I haven’t ever had this feeling before. Since it looks like you guys have really embraced this scenario, do you have an idea of what I should make of this new craving, and if Bella and I should act out on this?

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The next room was the BDSM room, then full of people as well. Neither one of us had expressed much interest in hardcode BDSM, but decided to stop by and see what was going on in there anyway. After all, we were there to expose ourselves to things we hadn’t experienced before.

We found a small spot to observe from along one of the walls as we walked in. The atmosphere in this room was a little quieter, as most people were watching and only a few were actually in the midst of things.

The first thing we saw was a girl with her hands bound by a rope that was suspended from the ceiling. She was bent slightly forward over one of the beds with her legs spread, wearing a corset and leather boots that came up above her knees. Her exposed, round ass was turned to another girl and a man who were taking turns lightly hitting her ass cheeks with short whips. Her face held a combination of pain and pleasure, which I assumed were the right results.

The other bed had something that appealed more to me. A girl laying on her back had her hands and ankles tied to each corner of the bed, spreading her body while restricting her movements. She wore a blindfold so that she could not see anything that was going on around her. A man mounted her prone body, slowly penetrating her with his cock as she tensed up with pleasure, pumping into her over and over again. Two other men were sitting beside her on the bed, one on each side. They were both naked and fully erect, gently caressing her.

After a few minutes, the man pleasuring the girl pulled out and literally tapped one of the other guys in like they were in the middle of a wrestling match. It happened very quickly, and the other guy started his turn as the first guy took his place on the side and began stroking her tightly restrained body. When more time passed, the third guy got his turn and the rotation started again. This was very surreal but very erotic at the same time. There were many more dimensions to it than anything else that we’d seen so far that night.

“Do you think one of them is her husband?” Bella’s curiosity finally spoke up.

“I don’t think she is wearing a ring, to start with,” I replied. “One of them could be her boyfriend, though. I don’t even know how to figure that out in this situation, honey.”

We continued to watch for a while. We could also see that some of the other couples watching were fooling around and getting frisky here, much more so than in the other rooms we had visited before. I didn’t know if it was because of the type of room we were in, or because it was later in the evening. Either way, it was cool to see how other voyeuristic couples were enjoying themselves.

“Do you want to stay here for a while?” I asked after another few minutes. “Or do you want to see the last room?”

“I think we should see the last room,” she replied.

“Okay,” I said, and made my first step towards the door.

Bella pulled me back by my hand. “Wait.”

“What?” I asked, wondering if she changed her mind.

“Isn’t that the dark room where you can’t see anything?” she asked.

“Yes, I think that’s the only one we haven’t seen again since the tour,” I replied.

I could see the hesitation in her eyes, as well as curiosity. “I’m a little scared, babe.”

“Scared of what?”

“What if someone starts touching me…” She paused. “Or you?”

She had a point. I remember Jessi suggesting that people “met” in the dark room by touch, so I figured it was reasonable to assume that if you were in the room, you’d automatically designated yourself as “fair game”.

“You may be right,” I answered after a bit of thinking. “I’m a little torn. I’m really curious to see what goes on there, but I’m not sure if we are ready for any kind of action; are we?” I figured I’d end with an open question to gauge where she was with everything. I had already decided that I was going to follow her lead, and whatever she was comfortable doing I probably would want to explore.

“Do you think we should step back and figure out what our comfort level is at this point?” she asked. “I mean, we came here to kind of observe, not knowing what to expect. But now I feel like we have settled in.”

“You’re right,” I replied. “I certainly did not expect to feel this comfortable and turned on by everything we’ve experienced so far.”

“Me too,” she rushed to assure me. “This is exciting. I feel like we’ve discovered a new planet.”

“A very horny planet.” I tried to sneak in a joke, and she smiled adorably.

“I’m ready to explore this more if you are, honey.” Bella spoke while looking at me lovingly yet playfully. “The only thing I’m afraid of is doing something that we will regret, or something that will damage our relationship.”

“I agree, babe,” I replied. “I am afraid of the same thing, but I think I’m okay with trying things out. How else we are to going to know if we like it or not? We can always stop.”

“I feel the same way,” she said. “I guess we just need to be honest about what we want to happen tonight, if anything is to happen.”

Again, she had a good point. We knew and trusted each other enough to be able to handle not only the trial but also the error, if one was to happen unintentionally.

I knew what I wanted. The question was still whether or not I was okay with moving forward with it. The idea was still very new to me. At the same time, I didn’t want to miss an opportunity to find out. But what if I hated it?

“Let’s make a pact,” I suggested. “Let’s promise each other that whatever happens, tonight is only for our exploration and entertainment purposes. Even if things go wrong. This is an experiment.”

“I’m okay with that, honey,” Bella replied.

“I also propose that if either one of us is uncomfortable with anything that is happening, we should speak up, and that should put an end to whatever is going on,” I continued.

“Yes,” she agreed. “I remember that Mark and Jessi said that the most important thing is to communicate when something is not working for you, so there are no regrets.”

“So, we’re good?” I wanted to confirm.

“We are,” she replied.

“Okay now, the moment of truth,” I figured I’d just go for it. “If we both have amnesia tomorrow and tonight we could do anything we wanted to—what would you want to do?”

Bella paused. I could see that she had the answer in her mind but was hesitant to express it out loud.

“Do you want me to go first?” I asked, sensing that it might help.

“Yes,” she replied with noticeable relief.

“Okay. I…” I paused before saying something that would trigger the biggest sexual experiment of my life. “… I want to watch you go further with another guy so I can see if it still turns me on.”

There! I said it. I know I could not take it back and that it would live in our minds past that night, even if we decided to forget that the night ever happened. But I wanted to make sure that I was honest with my wife about the newly discovered sexual fantasy (or was it a fetish?) that I had found myself oddly turned on by.

“I want the attention of another man.” The words just poured out of her. “I think it will make me feel sexually alive again. Not that I don’t feel alive now. But I don’t know if I… you know… still am sexy. Not to you, but to other men. And I don’t want to feel like I will never experience another man again. Is this bad of me to say?”

“No, honey,” I rushed to reply. “I don’t think it’s bad at all. I think that most people feel that way but never admit it.”

“But why don’t you want to be with another girl, then?” She asked another good question.

“You know, I thought I did when we were on our way here, and I may want that in the future,” I replied honestly. “But somehow that is not as much of a turn on for me as this whole deal with seeing you with another guy. I mean, look what happened on the dance floor, you know?”

“I thought you were just being encouraging,” she replied.

“I wasn’t really trying to be,” I said. “I really got hard watching you dance with Ron, and the same thing happened with John on the couch.”

She pushed the issue. “So, do you think you will ever want to be with another girl? Because I think I will understand if you do. I don’t want you to think that I want some sort of a double standard.”

“I don’t know, honey,” I replied, a bit puzzled myself. “I guess if I ever do—we’ll have to have that conversation then. For now, I think we can put that thought on hold.”

“I’m okay with it, honey,” she replied and smiled.

“Good girl,” I smiled and gave her a kiss on her damp, beautiful lips.

“Now that I think about it, I have to say that the fact that you are turned on by the idea of me being with another guy makes me much more comfortable with all of this,” Bella said. “I think I might have felt guilty if I was doing it just for myself, and I probably wouldn’t go through with it.”

“I really am,” I replied. “I’ve yet to understand why, but I don’t think I care.”

“I’d love to find out what makes you want that instead of being with another woman, but I don’t think I care for now, either.” Bella smiled at me playfully.

“I guess we’re on the same page,” I stated the obvious. “So, what should we do now?”

“I think what we shouldn’t do is go into the dark room,” Bella replied.

“You don’t?” I asked, even though I was in an agreement.

“I want to see anybody who touches me,” she explained, “And if you don’t want any interactions for you, honey—there is no guarantee that it wouldn’t happen in that room.”

“I totally agree, honey.” I smiled and gave her another kiss.

“You know what we should do?” she asked, and without waiting for my reply answered right away. “We should find that couple we saw with John and pick their brains.”

“That’s a good idea,” I replied. “Let’s go back to that room and see if they are still there.”

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Finally John took the girl by her waist and lowered her onto his cock, which slowly disappeared inside of her. You could see her body twist in pleasure as she took him in all the way. She braced herself against his shoulders so that she wouldn’t collapse on top of him. His body flexed as well, making sure that he went all the way inside.

As she was recovering from her initial pleasure shock, she slowly started to ride up and down on his shaft. We could see her juices coating his cock every time she rose, before her cunt sank back down to swallow him up again. After a minute or so, she started to ride him faster as they built up a tempo. Her moans began to grow louder. He was grabbing her ass with both hands to dictate the rhythm of her gliding up and down.

Bella moved a little to be able to face the action a bit more, and I moved with her. I thought I would try something that I’d been thinking about even before we came to the club. I started to slowly move my hand up her leg as I rubbed it gently. She grabbed my other hand with hers and squeezed it a little, an unspoken signal of approval that we’d always had.

As my hand was sliding up her skirt, I could feel the warmth emitted by her pussy as I got closer. My hand finally reached its destination, my drifting fingers starting to rub her pussy through her underwear. I felt her hand squeeze mine tighter as her body shivered a bit in response. I moved her underwear aside and slid my fingers up to her slit; she was already wet. Her hands squeezed mine even tighter as her head pushed against my shoulder, a soft moan rising from her lips. I could tell she was turned on. So was I.

I continued to rub her pussy with my hand beneath her skirt as we both watched the girl ride John on the couch next to us. The wife finally collapsed onto John’s chest and they started to embrace and kiss each other while his cock remained lodged all the way inside of her. Suddenly, with one swift move, John lifted her up and put her on the couch next to him as his cock slid out of her glistening pussy. He then pushed her onto her back and moved her to the edge of the couch that was bordering ours. Her head was almost within our reach. She obediently spread her legs as wide as she could to make sure John had no problems making his way back between her legs. He wasted no time returning, grabbing his still-solid cock and guiding it back between her pussy lips. She let out another loud moan as his cock once again disappeared inside of her.

Balanced on his knees, John started penetrating the girl with his hands gripping her waist. Her small but very cute breasts bounced back and forth with each thrust. After a while John pressed even closer to her so that his thrusts could rhythmically pound her even deeper. Their lips met in a wet kiss that we could hear from where we sat. He continued pumping her hard enough that she had to pry her lips off of his so she could suck in a full breath. John’s body had fully overtaken hers. From our angle, all we could see were her legs stretched out on either side of his pelvis and her arms tightly wrapped around his muscular body.

John’s face was as almost uncomfortably close to us as he continued to have his way with her. His eyes were closed in pleasure and it didn’t seem like he realized just how close we were to him at that point.

“I can smell their sex,” Bella whispered into my ear, as I noticed her pussy getting just a little wetter.

“Me too,” I replied. “Are you bothered by it?”

“No, I think it’s making it seem more real,” she replied.

That was really interesting to hear since we could smell someone else’s bodies and juices. Normally it would be a bit off-putting, but being here, watching their bodies wrap around each other in pleasure, made it very erotic.

I decided to go for it. I pushed my middle finger past Bella’s wet lips and slid it inside of her. I don’t think she was expecting that, which was kind of my plan. She let out a relatively loud moan, loud enough to make John open his eyes to see where it was coming from.

So, there we were. My finger was inside of my wife as she stared right into the face of a stranger who was in the middle of fucking someone else, someone whose husband was watching on the other side of them. I don’t think there are many people on this planet who have ever uttered a sentence like that. I moved my head a little to the side so I could see Bella’s face. It was contorted with pleasure, her mouth open and her forehead muscles trembling. Her eyes fixed straight on John as he stared right back at her, rocking back and forth with his thrusts.

Time froze in that moment. I didn’t really know what was going to happen next. Before I could gather my thoughts, John smiled and winked at Bella while their gazes were locked. She smiled back at him through her moans, biting at her lip. Then John quickly used his hands to push off the arm of the couch and went back on his knees, pulling the girl further from the edge by her legs.

Before I could figure out if I was happy that nothing had happened or disappointed that it hadn’t, Bella looked at me with a smile and gave me a wet kiss.

“Did you think he was going to…?” I stopped in the middle of my question to let her finish it for me.

“I wasn’t sure myself,” she answered, still smiling.

“What would you do if he reached all the way to you?” I was curious about the possibilities that were running through her head.

“I seriously don’t know,” she answered.

“That was pretty intense though, huh?” I didn’t want to push any farther, but still wanted to make sure that we felt the same rush.

“It was, babe,” she answered. “It was exciting.”

I was happy that she felt the moment the same way I did. I thought to myself that maybe I should stop asking her and just let things happen without checking in with each other all of the time. I didn’t feel uncomfortable with anything going on around us by that point. I was there to explore a new chapter in our sex life and I thought that she should have a green light to explore her own side of it.

I was still struggling to understand why I was so turned on by my wife’s interaction with other men, and why I wasn’t bothered that she actually may want to take it further, though.

“What would you have done if he reached out to kiss me?” Bella suddenly turned the question back at me.

“How would I feel my about wife making out with another naked man while I’m holding her in my arms?” I wanted to define the question, not just to make sure I heard her right but also to say it out loud for myself to hear.

She kept looking at me with the same curious look. “Yeah.”

“I guess I would go with the flow,” I replied. “I mean, we’re here to explore, right?”

“I know,” she said “But how would it make you feel? I don’t want to explore if it could cause problems between us. Especially long term.”

“I don’t think this would have been anything I’d be mad at, even if I wasn’t into it,” I continued. “We are here to see what’s out there, and trying things out could just be the way to do it. I knew that it would have been silly to assume that you would not be attracted to anything or anybody here.”

“So, what would you have done if that would have happened?” She continued to press for an answer.

“You know, I…” I paused. “I am a little confused about why I am excited by that thought and why in all of my life I never knew I would be turned on by this. But I think I would not have minded to find out how I felt if it actually happened in front of me.”

“Really?” Bella replied, a bit surprised but without any judgment.

“Is this weird?” I continued to question myself out loud.

“I don’t think I care, honey,” Bella replied. “If being sexually active and free is weird, then let’s be weird together!”

“So, are you okay with the possibility of being with another man?” I asked.

“I’ve had fantasies,” she replied. “But I never thought about doing it in real life. But I guess if it is something that would turn you on and in the right situation where I would want to do it for myself… I think so, yes!”

I was still trying to wrap my mind around all of this as we were talking about it. Between the thoughts of my wife being with another man and my realization that it was something that I may actually enjoy, I had a lot of thinking to do. But was it good to do it? I still wanted to see where things might take us spontaneously and without overthinking.

“What turns you on about thinking of me with another man?” Bella continued to push her curiosity.

“I don’t think my brain has caught up with my dick yet,” I chuckled, laying it out as honest as I could. “I think it’s that… I guess I’m turned on by you being a slut. But in a good way, you know?”

“I want to be your slut,” she replied as her eyes lit up.

That alone was so hot to hear. I felt that the sparks were once again flying between us. We were discovering each other all over again.

Before we could continue we were both interrupted by a loud noise from John. As we turned back his direction, we saw him pull out of the girl, rip the condom off, and generously ejaculate all over her belly. She was cupping his balls as if trying to milk it all out of them. Once the final drop of his cum hit her panting body, he slumped against the back of the couch right next to her, drained of energy and covered in sweat.

He rested his cheek against her shoulder as they silently tried to catch their breaths. His creamy cum was running down her sides as it mixed with her sweat. Her husband slowly shifted his way to her side and gave her a kiss.

“How was it, baby?” he asked

“John did a great job!” she answered.

“Are you ready to give me my sloppy seconds?” he asked in return.

“Sure, honey,” she replied. “Just let John rest for a bit.”

As she lay there with John pressed against her side, her husband moved one of her legs to the side, exposing her still pulsating, used pussy. He took out his dick, which seemed very average compared to John’s, and entered her quietly without having to move his wife away from John.

“So, the husband has her right afterwards?” Bella asked the obvious question, which I assumed was more of a general nature.

“Looks that way,” I gave her the obvious answer. I started to realize that I hadn’t really thought about how the whole process ends for the husband in a threesome like this.

“Maybe we can ask John once he’s back on his feet?” Bella suggested.

“Ask him what?” I wasn’t sure where she was going with that, though I knew I probably would have a few questions myself by then.

“Ask him what role husbands usually play in this situation,” she clarified.

“Oh, okay,” I replied. “It’d be interesting to have another conversation with him now that we’ve kind of seen this in action.”

“Maybe we can talk to the couple, too,” she suggested. “I would like to hear their perspective on this, you know?”

“Good point, honey,” I agreed. “You wanna explore the rest of the house and circle back to them later?”

“I think so,” she agreed.

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