It was not that bad at the beginning. I talked with my friends in English and sometimes texted my friends in Chinese. However, It became worse as time went. I felt the deep loneliness and homesick. Since I have been in the United States for 2 years, I haven’t tried to not speak Chinese for 2 days. This is a real challenge. My feeling cannot output correctly and I couldn’t be real me with the language system which I am familiar with. I believe lots of people who has experienced a long -term international travel will feel the similarity. The excitement and “challenge myself feeling ” is faded in time and only unspeakable bitter left. Moreover, I realize how important the healthy communication it is for a mentally healthy human being.
]]>For my mental health and self awareness I will make a daily effort to meditate. I know based on past experience that meditation provides me with increased awareness of who I am, why I feel what I do, and how I can better understand the people and the world around me. I have the Headspace app and will be using it to encourage this daily meditation and to track my consistency. I notice a significant difference in my well-being and in the way that I treat others with a consistent practice.
Update: This is hard, but I feel good. I went to the co-op and was able to purchase produce and bulk grains without any kind of packaging (instead I bought some reusable cotton produce bags from them) and made a really good dinner out of it. However, things like nut or oat milk are virtually impossible to find without packaging, I really think the only way to make that happen is to make it yourself, which I will definitely give a shot. I couldn’t find any cheese or tofu without plastic so I opted for vegan meals this week and will see what I can find that is low waste (maybe at the SLO farmers market) for the future. It was a challenge but I’m really excited that this intervention gave the push I needed to say no to the typical Trader Joe’s run and instead try something unfamiliar.
I also have been trying to meditate but some mornings find it hard to get up and do it first thing. I think I will explore different times of the morning and see what works best for me. I also purchased a book from HumanKind downtown called How To See by Zen Master Thich Nhat Nahn and have been reading a page every morning which has been a radically better way to start my day than waking up and immediately going on social media or beginning to worry about what the day holds.
My “global citizen” intervention was to time my showers. Water doesn’t seem like the most important resource that I use, but as a California resident I should definitely have more respect for water as a resource. This intervention helped me become much more aware of my water use. I was imagining it would become this race for me every day to see how quickly I could shower, eventually getting it down to ridiculously low times. However, the pressure of school has been pretty immense for me this quarter and I’ve been kind of depressed, which makes my showers much longer. Maybe I’ll return to this intervention another time and see how low I can get it. Still, now I have a much better idea of how much water I use while showering. Now I should calculate the flow rate of the shower head and see how much water I use by quantity.
]]>This intervention turned out to be a lot harder than I was expecting. Not because it’s hard for me to change my consumption habits, but because it was during thanksgiving break. And I love thanksgiving food–Turkey, gravy, ham. However, I’m proud to say I was able to tough it out and stick to my goal and chose not to eat these foods during thanksgiving dinner. I did get weird looks from my family, mostly because I usually eat these foods (and because they spent a lot of time making them). After explaining to them my self-intervention, they seemed to understand for the most part. After thanksgiving I was tempted to submit and finally eat some meaty leftovers, but I finished the week without them.
This self-intervention taught me that changing your diet can be a challenging experience, but it’s not impossible. It also made me realize how much darn meat I eat. Do I think that I could fully commit to being a vegetarian? Maybe for a year or two if I really tried. But even if it doesn’t become my main diet, I think that at least trying to eat less meat would be a step in the right direction.
]]>One of the lifestyle improvements I have been wanting to make for a long time is going to the gym every single night. So for this intervention, I created a weekly workout plan that involves going to the on campus recreation center every night. I followed this plan for three weeks and am glad to report that I am and will be continuing this for the foreseeable future. Another personal change I wanted to make is not having my phone with me while doing homework or studying, so that I can be more productive with my time and subsequently have more time to focus on my health. This worked great for me for two weeks, however I eventually realized that there are certain times when I absolutely need to have my phone on hand. Despite this, I plan on continuing to at least work without the distraction of my phone whenever possible. This allowed me to focus more on things like eating three meals a day, which is very important to getting enough nutrients on a regular basis.
When it comes to reducing my negative environmental impacts, I focused on driving less and eating less meat. I realized that the emissions of my gas-vehicle are significant and I often abuse the fact that I own a car by driving even for short distances and driving to school despite living under 20 minutes away by foot. Also, I know that the impact mass meat farming on the environment is alarmingly bad and I wanted to support that as little as possible. I made it a point to only drive for things that were more than a 20 minute walk away and to only walk to and from school. These changes were also beneficial for my health, as I became more active. I hope to minimize my unnecessary driving in the future as much as possible. In addition, I tried to incorporate as much plant-based food as I could into my diet to phase out things like beef and chicken. I hope to continue this by finding alternative sources of protein, as that is still very important for my body.
]]>The walking, working out, and no baggies were all things I originally thought about when brainstorming for this final intervention but the dancing everyday for a week came about on its own. One morning I had a little extra time to get ready so I played some music and danced around. It gave me energy and I felt happier after so I thought that would be a perfect thing to add to my daily routine in order to better my life through this intervention.
Walking home from school everyday was nice. I always enjoy walking home for the exercise and fresh air, but it definitely was harder to make sure that I did it everyday. I have tried to walk home instead of taking the bus as much as possible before but sometimes I’d be too tired or it’d feel too cold. I was glad that I was able to stick to walking. I think the walking benefited myself and the environment because I was not taking part in the emissions produced by my car or the bus.
Working out everyday is something that I’ve wanted to do again for awhile but I haven’t been able to find the time to put myself first. For the most part, my workouts for the week were in my house but I still definitely enjoyed them. It felt good to get a little extra movement going to break up doing all the school work I’ve had lately. Also it was fun to use the new exercise bands I got. I’m glad I had to make some time for myself to get moving more.
Not using plastic baggies for a week wan’t very hard to actually do but it did take additional time and thought. Whenever I take snacks to campus for the day I just toss them in plastic baggies without much thought. Instead, I had to find the right tupperware to put everything in, including a sandwich which a little more difficult with the options I had to choose from. It wasn’t fun having my backpacked stuffed more than usually with the containers but in the end I think it was worth it to make that change. It isn’t too much to ask in order to reduce the amount of plastic waste I create.
Overall, I think the minor changes I came up with resulted in a positive intervention outcome. I enjoyed doing all of them and felt like I was living a better and happier life as well as doing a little bit to help improve the environment as well. Although I don’t think I’ll have much time these next few weeks to continue working out everyday and I don’t really want to walk half an hour in the rain, I will try to continue my intervention activities as much as possible, especially not using plastic baggies. I also want to keep up the random dancing because it never hurts to have a little extra burst of happiness in my life.
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