Not him, personally, but clues about him—who he was, newspaper clippings, photographs. Anything that might align the man featured in a charming heirloom portrait with the one in a sketchy family legend.

I found him smirking out from a group photo of his graduating class and left the historical society all smiles, marveling that the answer to a long-standing mystery could come down traveling to the right city and knocking on the right door to find a forgotten picture hanging on a wall.

I wasn’t thinking of story seeds that day. They took years to sprout. When they did, it was no longer a story about my great-grandfather, but about two characters, the heart and soul of a historical society, with a mystery of their own to solve.

A few fun and funny facts about this inspirational Christmas novella—

• Originally, I called this story “I Think That’s the Last of Them.” I have no excuse for this hilariously bad title.
• I wrote an almost nonsensical first draft in a joyous three-week burst using the “No plan? No problem!” approach. However, I paid back the time with interest on the rewriting and editing, and I have now decided to never ever do that again on purpose.
• Last to Know is dedicated to my sister Isy, and it contains a few “winks” that hopefully will make her smile. 🙂
• I experimented with using voice-to-text to rewrite scenes while on the treadmill. This got a little dicey, because the software couldn’t always understand when I mentioned the character Nadine. At various times, it gave me “Nate Dean,” “eighteen,” “Canadian,” and, for laughs, “mating.”
• Also in the category of Tales from the Treadmill: This is what happens, if you’re using voice-to-text and walking at a comfortable 2 mph, when you accidentally hit the 12 mph quick-start button.

On a serious note—

When I first dreamed up Last to Know, I gave Nadine a handful of troubles. Enough (I thought at the time) to qualify as “a tough year.”

Without mentioning any topics that we’re all tired of thinking about, I’ve been schooled on that point.

Nonetheless, I decided against changing the story to reflect the real world. Practically speaking, I didn’t want to overhaul the plot to inject current events. And otherwise, I think most of us pick up a Christmas novella for a little sweetness and escape from the challenges of our complicated lives.

So my hope is that this story will bless you with a few hours of Christmas cheer in a fictional Pennsylvania city, far from real-world troubles, but never beyond the reach of the peace we find in Jesus.

Last to Know is available in paperback and Kindle editions, and I hope you love it!

Thanks for reading,

~Brandy

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When I was in college, I had a few different Stephen King books-on-tape—yes, literal cassette tapes—that I often listened to in the car on the long drives between the campus and home.

It seems funny to me that I listened to the same stories more than once, now that my to-be-read pile totters and leans into my leisure time with subtle, persistent pressure . . . but never mind. The fact is, I did listen and re-listen, and a particular line stayed with me about married love being “a tough, weedy love, the kind schoolgirls wouldn’t suspect.” And since I was a schoolgirl at the time, the idea of such a love was purely theoretical for me.

Skipping right to the happily-ever-after…

One month ago yesterday, my sweet husband and I marked thirteen years of marriage. Neither of us is superstitious, but we did chuckle over our unlucky number and joke about how once January hit, we’d be able to start rounding up. So yes, Lord willing, we’ll celebrate fourteen years this December!

The point is that one month ago, he presented me with a dozen roses, and though the blooms on this batch didn’t do so well, the most remarkable thing happened as the flowers faded. The stems started sprouting new growth.

Whether they become viable for planting (or even grafting, maybe?) remains to be seen.

My sister Jenny, who has verdant opposable digits and is, as I like to say, a talented cuss, gave me some advice. “You probably don’t have any rooting hormone, do you?”

She was correct. I do not.

Then what?

I like having houseplants, but only the hardy survive the droughts between my flighty fits of attention. If you had asked me if I love gardening, I’d have shaken my head with a small smile. “Maybe someday,” I might have said.

But one of the recurring pleasures of 2019 for me were the “found plants”—flowers and greenery in unexpected places that moved me with their beauty. Even if they died later. They were alive for a time, and lovely.

On reading Austin Kleon’s recent post, The Garden of the Mind, the idea that the enjoyment of gardening is “loving what shows up” nudged my thinking a bit. That I might garden someday is another purely theoretical concept, but yes, I can love what shows up.

Like thorny leaves shooting out of my anniversary rose stems.

They brought forward that quote buried in my mind, about tough, weedy love, and I’ve glimpsed it in my husband’s and my life together. Romance stories are about pursuit, but married romance is tricky. One might assume the pursuit is over after the wedding, but as I experience it, at least, marriage is a mutual pursuit, a dance of supporting, correcting, and sometimes even rescuing each other. Or, in gardening language, of watering and pruning each other. We’re both still growing, and still choosing to love what shows up.

Happy New Year, and as always, thanks for reading!

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For today’s Bookish Memory, I thought I’d swing back to one of the first book signings I ever attended.

Elizabeth Musser visited FoxTale Book Shoppe to promote her book The Sweetest Thing, and I was excited to attend. I had first discovered her in a big box store some time earlier, and though I sat down with a copy of one of her books and read far enough to be hooked, I put it back for some reason. Maybe Christmas was coming. I can’t say for sure.

Words of Wisdom

When it was my turn to have my book signed, we chatted for several minutes. I mentioned that I’m a writer, and her eyes lit up.

“Go to a conference!” she told me.

“I’m registered for my first one, next month,” I said, and indeed, I attended the Harriette Austin Writers Conference in Athens, Georgia that year, dipping my toes into the professional writing world.

She encouraged me, saying that going to a conference had opened doors in her writing career, and wished me well.

How sweet it is

If you haven’t read The Sweetest Thing, let me recommend it as one of my favorite novels. It’s a wonderful story of friendship set in Depression-era Atlanta with a dash of mystery in the mix. (And a special note to writers: it features one of the best reversals I’ve ever read!)

The friendship flowing between two characters of a novel was certainly reflected in the kindness its author showed me. In a few moments of bookstore chatter meant to celebrate her book, she watered my dream with encouragement and advice.

Then she signed my copy and appended her autograph with verse reference Matthew 6:25-34. Words from the Sermon on the Mount, words of Jesus. How sweet to my taste, for friendship with Him truly is the sweetest thing.

Sweet surrender

Friends, I’m a little surprised to say, that’s the end of my Bookish Memories series! Upon taking a critical look at the remaining ideas on my list, I feel good about letting this post round out the series. I’m going to put some prayer and thought into what comes next, but until then . . .

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And I am writing this on August 26 because sometimes we can’t do everything the way we’d like to. But never mind—let me share with you a Bookish Memory of a cussing kitty.

No cussin’!

Penelope (or Nele, pronounced Nellie, for short) was my sweet girl for over seventeen years—nearly half my life. We said goodbye just about two years ago, and I still miss her terribly.

It wasn’t for nothing, though, that she earned the nickname “The Mad Kitty.” She knew how to make her displeasure known. One thing we’d often say to admonish the cats when they started yowling at each other was, “No cussin’!”

This, of course, seldom if ever dissuaded them.

That means you too, human . . .

Ahem. I’ll confess to the occasional slip. Interruptions, annoyances . . . they catch me sometimes.

One thing I am strict about, though, is not swearing in print. I don’t write curse words into my books. I don’t cuss in social statuses or blog posts, or even share content of that nature. In spaces where I can be thoughtful and deliberate, I try to present the best version of myself.

Tell that to a cussing kitty, though.

Nele was thoughtful and deliberate, too, and you could never tell me otherwise. Why else, then, would she always, always park herself on anything—notebook, laptop, or novel—that took my attention away from her?

Truthfully, I loved this about her, and I started making a point of capturing these moments whenever possible. Lots of times, I’d share them.

But when I read Whistlin’ Dixie in a Nor’easter by Lisa Patton, I hesitated slightly about sharing. My cussing kitty chose to “give a sit” on a page with a curse word. Only after I studied the photo closely and decided the wordy-durd was unlikely to be noticed did I go ahead and post the pic.

Words matter. Moments do, too.

It’s easy to let annoyance become the default position for interruptions—and yes, sometimes I didn’t have time or patience to play with my cat when I had work to be done. Yet when my cussing kitty plopped herself in the pages of Whistlin’ Dixie in a Nor’easter, she invited me to pause for a moment, and she got my attention.

Between yowling and camping on keyboards, Nele demonstrated one thing very clearly—there’s often more than one way to get your point across. At least for a snuggly little cat, the gentle approach usually worked best.

And as many times as Nele came sniffing around, measuring the distance before hopping up on the bed or couch or desk, moseying her way into my line of sight, and settling in with a generous belly and a soft, stingy purr . . . oh, how I wish she could do that just once more.

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It’s that time of year again! In some places (like here), the kiddos have been back in the classroom long enough to get into the groove of a new school year. In others, they still have a little more time to work on their summer reading lists before the first day of school arrives.

Either way, I thought it was the perfect time for a back-to-school themed Bookish Memory.

Goodbyes are rough.

Toward the end of my freshman year, my parents decided to move.

It’s fair to say I was devastated. I’d just had a killer year. I was doing great academically . . . but more importantly, I had found my people among other word nerds in the Writers’ Workshop elective that profoundly influenced my writing journey.

What I didn’t understand was that the school district was redrawing lines for the following year, and I wouldn’t have continued at the same school even if we stayed–and besides that, my parents had dreams, too. The property they found allowed the space for those dreams to flourish. Over twenty years later, I can look back with complete respect for their choices . . .

. . . without forgetting just how salty I was about it.

But Mom, what about my summer reading assignment?

I finished the year at my old school, which meant that I received the summer reading list for the rising sophomore class.

Then, my parents bought the property, so we visited my new school and obtained their summer reading list, too.

And out of some awkward teen sense of standing on principle, I fully intended to read the books on both summer reading lists. Not sure what I thought that would accomplish, exactly . . .

As summer fades…

So do stubbornness and flights of fancy. I couldn’t stay in the past, but there came a moment when I had to decide to accept that my life had changed.

Between the two summer reading lists, I completed the one I’d be graded on at my new school.

I read (and loved) Fahrenheit 451 and 1984 that summer. Eventually, I got around to reading The Odyssey (um, in 2015), but that was from a sense of reader-guilt (“I’m a fraud who hasn’t read enough classics!”) and not any lingering pouting over our move.

The Crucible, though? Still languishing at the bottom of an ever-tottering TBR pile.

Thanks for reading! In my next Bookish Memory, I’ll share a moment with my cussin’ kitty. See you then!

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I’d planned to post this for my grandmother’s birthday on July 16. However, I fell behind and didn’t get it done.

It’s almost funny. Since she and Grampa had their anniversary on July 17, I often got the days wrong. I don’t know how many times I called her to say, “Happy birthday!” and she answered, “Thank you, honey. All the kids came over and we had a fun day . . .”

And I’m doubly sorry to have missed it, since I’ve already written the memory. I originally shared this as an Instagram post, and since I don’t have anything to add to it, I’ll present it here in the same form.

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When Izzi came to live with us, she was a rail-thin scrap of a kitten our neighbors found living under their church.

They brought her over. Mom agreed to let me keep and care for her . . . possibly because she thought the ugly little cat was not long of this world.

Just a girl and her cat

Thankfully, regular meals turned her right around, and although she remained on the smallish side, Izzi’s health improved dramatically.

She was always skittish, though. From the first and always, she was my cat. She only tolerated my sisters and Mom, and she always ran from Dad.

Middle school years are rough on lots of kids, and I was no exception, but it can also be a sweet time of new interests and discoveries. At age twelve, I was turning out to be a bit of a shutterbug. (It’s only been in the last few years that my sisters have admitted—grudgingly—that if I wasn’t so obnoxious about taking pictures of everything, we’d never have any family pictures at all.) Since I did my first stint as a yearbook staffer my eighth-grade year, I always had my 35 mm “point-and-shoot” camera close at hand, and that is why I have so many photos of my dear little Izzi.

That was also a time for growing in knowledge of cats—understanding their behavior, how they communicate, and the right way to care for them. In becoming a “cat-person,” I turned to an already well-established facet of my identity . . .

Bookishness.

Understanding the Cat You Love by Mordecai Siegal

This book–a little mass market paperback purchased from K-Mart’s book aisle at some point in the mid-nineties—provided the foundation for everything I know about cat care. And not only that, but it seeded a desire to learn more, to become a cat expert—not out of pride, but to be an excellent human for Izzi and all the cats who would touch my life.

In ninth grade, I completed a semester-long intensive study on—you guessed it—cats. I learned things like how to interpret ear and tail position, the variety of vocalizations cats make, and that they purr not only when they are happy or content, but to comfort themselves when in pain.

That last little fact was oddly relatable. My social circle completely changed from middle school to high school, and again from ninth to tenth grade as we moved and I changed schools. And necessary as change is, it’s painful. In those times, it’s good to have a friend who purrs.

A brief, beautiful friendship

I had Izzi until I was fifteen. So many times, outdoor cats just don’t live very long.

Those three years are only a small piece of my life so far, and time being how it is, I remember moments—flashes and snapshots—rather than general times. Nonetheless, Izzi remains dear in my heart. People often say “Who rescued who?” about their rescue pets. In Izzi’s case, she was a loyal friend for a period of change, and that is a treasure indeed.

Thanks for reading this back-dated post. I fell behind on my blogging plan and am playing catch-up. My next Bookish Memory will be in honor of my Gramma Junie.

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When I was in college, I considered myself an avid reader even though I probably only read something like 3-5 books for leisure per year at the time. Of course, those tended to be 800 page tomes, since, as previously mentioned, I was a big Stephen King fan. And though one might measure their love of reading by number of titles or pages consumed, I think the essential characteristic of an avid fiction reader is a willingness to suspend disbelief. That is, to choose belief. To make a temporary peace with the impossible or the unlikely in order to experience something amazing. To take a journey of “What if?”

For instance, what if the secret of a haunted lake house demands reckoning before any healing can begin?

A gift for someone very special…

In 1999, I received Bag of Bones–in hard cover!–as a gift. I was thrilled as I opened the cover. I found it inscribed, “To the best boss ever!”

On first glance, I thought this was a joke… but the handwriting wasn’t right… and neither was the name.

If you can believe it, the book had been purchased as a gift for someone else… and inscribed… and returned… and purchased again… and given to me.

We had a good laugh over it.

Regifted again, in a manner of speaking

Years later, I was talking books with a co-worker who raved about Winter Solstice by Rosamunde Pilcher. We agreed to lend each other recommended reads, and I brought her Bag of Bones.

So. I read Winter Solstice. And I really, really hated it. I mean, I’m sorry if you liked that book. Not my cuppa, wow.

And it might fall again to suspension of disbelief. Nothing impossible happens in Winter Solstice, yet the book left me feeling hollow. I can believe in Bag of Bones and its angry ghost long enough to find a dark and dangerous road to healing, but ordinary people in holiday romances cannot convince me that love is so cheap.

Which leads to the ultimate what-if, the reason we readers hold out our hands expectantly and let authors lead us on a journey through disbelief. What if, at the heart of a good story well-told, you’ll always find something true?

Tweetable: For fiction readers, suspension of disbelief begins with asking what-if and ends with the expectation of finding something true.

Although Winter Solstice wasn’t that book for me, I returned it to my co-worker and thanked her. She hadn’t gotten around to reading Bag of Bones yet, but she was looking forward to it.

Time passed.

Then one day, she told me, apologizing like crazy, that she had spilled Skin-So-Soft all over the book and ruined it (although I’m sure it smelled nice). She promised to replace it. For what it’s worth, I believed her.

More time passed.

And then, unfortunately, her employment with the company ended, and I never saw her again.

Suspending disbelief, arriving at reality

Even more years later, I was in a used bookshop nearby where they sell hardbacks for $4.00, and I spotted Bag of Bones. And since it always chafed just a little that I’d lost my copy, and because I couldn’t beat the price, I snagged it.

It was only a little worse for wear. Looked like it’d had something spilled on it at some point.

Nah… Couldn’t be, I thought.

I believed it, though. As you’ve seen by now, the reservoir of wonder in my heart runs deep, and in that moment, I went from looking for something cheap–a secondhand book–to wanting something amazing. I opened the front cover, fully expecting to see “To the best boss ever!” written inside.

What if it was the same exact copy?

I can’t say I know what I wanted from that real-life moment of suspended disbelief. A hint of the remarkable, certainly. But that’s easily confused with coincidence, and as skilled storytellers know, a coincidence is a cheat.

I glanced inside the book, then quickly snapped it shut and carried the book to the register, feeling a little foolish and a little relieved, because if you ask me, dark and dangerous roads to healing shouldn’t end where they begin.

Thankfully, the page inside the front cover was as blank as you’d want your untold story to be.

Thanks for reading! I’ll have my monthly update for you on June 27th–talk to you then!

There’s still time!

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Good times with good friends and good books

Today’s Bookish Memory is less about Wild Montana Skies, which I haven’t actually read yet, and more about book reviewer and friend Carrie Schmidt of ReadingIsMySuperPower.org!

I first met Carrie through participating in the first-ever Christian Fiction Readers Retreat in 2016, and then again in March 2017 which she came to speak at ACFW North Georgia.

And of course, we connected again when she was in Atlanta again for the 2017 RT Booklovers Convention.

“Always be yourself?” Pfft.

As I wrote previously, I attended that day largely for the Baker Publishing Books & Chocolate event. I thought I’d see her there, but I was a little surprised to spot her at the edge of the bookish fray when I popped over to say hello.

“Unfortunately, Susan May Warren couldn’t be here,” she explained and offered me a copy of the first novel in the Montana Rescue series, Wild Montana Skies. “So I’m Susie May today!”

“Not a bad person to be, eh? Always be yourself–unless you can be Susie May Warren. Then, be her!” I quipped.

We had a laugh over it, and I thanked her for the book and returned to the frenzy.

But on second thought…

Being ourselves is kind of awesome.

Something fun!

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It’s so fun to be a part of a giveaway with authors that I’m a fan of, like Lynn H. Blackburn, Melanie Dobson, and… ahem… Susan May Warren. And even more so, because my good buddy Sherri Wilson Johnson is taking part in it, too!

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My fifth grade teacher assigned our class to read The Dollhouse Murders by Betty Ren Wright. This, to me, was like being offered dessert for breakfast. Um, yes please.

It’s a suspenseful mystery, and you know how that goes. Once you’re in, you’re hooked. I’ve always been the type to lose myself in a book, and maybe just a little bit more so that year.

Not the best school year ever.

Fifth grade was a little rough. I had a socially damning “smart kid” label, a bully gunning for me, and a devastating unrequited crush. (I know, I know.)

But Mrs. Smith was one of my most influential teachers and a great encourager. I’m sure it killed her the day she had to tell me to stop reading.

Let me explain.

One day during a silent work period, I had finished my classwork and was devouring the book. Mrs. Smith noticed and called me out, looking unhappy.

“Brandy, do you have anything else to read?”

“No,” I said apologetically. (That should have been “No, ma’am,” by the way, but that bit of Southern etiquette never quite sank in for me.)

In her defense

I didn’t know it then, of course, but she had critical thinking assignments planned for us that depended on not knowing the ending. By reading ahead, I risked the lesson plan for myself and potentially others, because I was well on my way to becoming a walking spoiler.

And that is why she asked me to set The Dollhouse Murders aside for the time.

So which of us was more crushed, do you think? My encouraging teacher who had to tell me not to read? Or voracious little me who had to put down the unputdownable?

Thanks for reading! Next up: on May 30th I’ll check in with a monthly update and an invitation to something really fun. Until then!

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