BCRW’s Executive Committee is delighted to welcome you to a new academic year of feminist research and public scholarship that meets the political and intellectual urgencies of this moment. We’re excited to share what’s ahead for BCRW this year, but first, we want to formally introduce BCRW’s new Director, Maja Horn. Following the process in BCRW’s bylaws, Maja was nominated by the Executive Committee, received a unanimous vote from 54 members of the Advisory Board, and was appointed by Provost Walkowitz and President Rosenbury on July 1. We are deeply grateful to BCRW’s outgoing Director, Rebecca Jordan-Young, whose leadership over the past three semesters carried BCRW through an extraordinarily ambitious period of research, publication, and public programming including the exceptionally memorable 50th Scholar and Feminist conference.

We know that Maja will continue the type of impactful research represented by S&F 50, given the depth of her engagement with BCRW since her first BCRW lunchtime lecture, “Between Colonial Legacies and Global Impulses: Contemporary Queer Dominican Cultures” in 2006. She presented at the 2014 Scholar and Feminist Conference, “Locations of Learning: Transnational Feminist Practices,”  has been a member of the Advisory Board since 2007, and for over a decade has been an active participant in BCRW’s Gender Justice and Neoliberal Transformations faculty research group, which resulted in the publication of the co-authored volume Paradoxes of Neoliberalism: Sex, Gender, and Possibilities for Justice (Routledge, 2022), also recently translated into Spanish. 

Maja is Professor of Spanish and Latin American Cultures, currently serving as department chair, and holds a secondary appointment in Africana Studies. She is the author of Queer Genealogies in Dominican Literature and Culture (University Press of Florida, 2025) and Masculinity after Trujillo (University Press of Florida, 2014). Across her body of work, Maja engages with the Caribbean and Latin America as generative sites for theorizing questions central to feminist inquiry, an approach that closely aligns with BCRW’s longstanding commitment to transnational feminist frameworks and to centering intellectual production beyond the Global North.

Her current project, “Disability Narratives in the Americas: A Critical South-North Dialogue,” puts Latin American and U.S. personal disability narratives in comparative conversation to challenge “independence” and “inclusion” as the principal normative goals of disability advocacy. On November 10, BCRW will celebrate Maja’s Queer Genealogies in Dominican Literature and Culture with a book salon bringing her work into conversation with Rosamond S. King, Carlos U. Decena, Frances Negrón-Muntaner, and two of her former students. We are excited for this next chapter under Maja’s leadership, and we have every confidence that BCRW’s work will continue to flourish with her as Director. 

In early October, we will publish a new issue of The Scholar and Feminist Online, “Counterlistenings,” edited by Gascia Ouzounian and María Zuazu. While you wait, we invite you to revisit our most recent issue, “Troubling Care”, edited by Premilla Nadasen and Alex Pittman. Extending the conversations that informed the issue, BCRW will release a video series drawn from the 2024 symposium, Care, Racial Capitalism, and Social Reproduction, later this year.

BCRW will continue—and expand upon—its “Year of AI,” begun last spring, with programming that asks how feminist inquiry can help us understand and challenge the systems of extraction, surveillance, and environmental harm that make AI possible, and imagine other ways of building and living with technology. On October 6, our annual Helen Pond McIntyre ’48 Lecture, “Surveillance Tech and the Fight for Immigrant Justice,” will bring together organizers and researchers working at the intersection of AI, surveillance, and immigrant justice. 

We hope you’ll save the date for the 51st Scholar and Feminist Conference on February 27, 2027, which will ask what feminist thought and practice can help us refuse, reimagine, and build in response to AI. As we look ahead to another conference, we are still moved by the extraordinary generosity of the many members of the BCRW community who helped raise over $33,000 to make last year’s gathering possible. We hope you’ll continue to be part of sustaining this work, and we look forward to sharing much more in the months ahead.

In solidarity,

The Executive Committee of the Barnard Center for Research on Women

Elizabeth Bernstein, Professor and Chair, Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies and Professor of Sociology, Barnard College

Sarah Haley, Director, Institute for Gender and Sexuality Studies, Associate Professor, History, Columbia University

Maja Horn, Director, Barnard Center for Research on Women, Professor of Spanish and Latin American Cultures, Barnard College

Janet Jakobsen, Claire Tow Professor, Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies, Barnard College

Margot Kotler, Senior Associate Director, Barnard Center for Research on Women

Nara Milanich, Professor, History, Barnard College

Shayoni Mitra, Senior Lecturer, Department of Theatre, Barnard College

Manijeh Moradian, Associate Professor, Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies, Barnard College

/// Image credit: Ritual nocturno de amor, Noa Batlle, 2024

We inaugurated our University in/and Crisis working group on September 17 with a talk by Dylan Rodríguez on Frantz Fanon’s work and insurgent intellectual practices at the Harlem School of the Arts with a response by Ezekiel Dixon-Román. Anchored to the archive as a first site of exploration, the talk drew from Fanon’s framework for understanding colonialism as a problem of species in order to situate modern counterinsurgency warfare within the colonial, plantation time-space. Because the colonial ruler is a perpetual outsider, the goal of countersinsurgency warfare is to “vindicate and legitimize the existence of a colonizing species.” As a struggle for restoring legitimacy, Rodríguez argued counterinsurgency warfare must take on an experimental edge, always ready to abandon and update previous strategies to repair any fissures in its project for legitimacy; a legitimacy that requires constantly updating and reworking the racializing assemblages that perpetually disappear the Indigenous in order to naturalize settler ownership over the land and violently capture the Black body as fungible. Through these relationships of domination, the white settler is able to produce racialized differences that become encoded into categories of citizenship and humanity that shape who gets access to the university. As an epistemological authority, the university, thus, emerges as a key steward of power tasked with producing, reproducing, and ensuring the cohesiveness of a counterinsurgent narrative.

As Robin D. G. Kelley argues in his article “The Responsibility of Intellectuals in the Age of Fascism and Genocide,” published in the Boston Review’s Summer 2025 issue, the university is part of a larger assemblage of institutions tasked with creating the “intellectual scaffolding” to legitimize the white supremacist nation-state project. In the case of normalizing and reproducing the genocide in Gaza, Kelley points us towards organizations such as the Anti-Defamation League, Canary Mission, The David Horowitz Freedom Center, and the Heritage Foundation, which mobilize the labels of antisemite, communist, terrorist, and Hamas-supporter to not just undermine any critiques of the Zionist project but simultaneously ensure the continuation and completion of the genocide in Gaza. It’s important to note that both Rodríguez and Kelley repeatedly remind us to not lose sight of the material, embodied stakes of this counterinsurgent intellectual work, to refrain from abstracting the carnage and violence it enables, what Rodríguez means when he speaks of ‘lexical warfare’ and the shifting terrains of counterinsurgency. Rodríguez locates the theoretical underpinnings of lexical warfare in a Black feminist tradition, specifically citing Hortense Spillers’ 1987 essay “Mama’s Baby, Papa’s Maybe: An American Grammar Book.” In a clear continuation from her 1982 paper “Interstices: A Small Drama of Words,” Spillers lays out the process through which the Black enslaved body is captured, unmade, ungendered, and reduced to mere flesh for the white gaze’s consumption, ultimately, allowing for the Black female body to become a blank slate on which all racial and gendered anxieties are worked out. She offers up the myriad arbitrary identifications assigned to Black women to critique the conditions of articulation, the possibility of uncovering a self beneath the layers of prescribed meanings attached to Black womanhood. Rodríguez mobilizes this text as an example of lexical warfare, such that the very language used to define, categorize, and know Black womanhood through porntroping and dismemberment enacts a permanent war against the Black subject in order to maintain the sociopolitical order of racial capitalism.

For Rodríguez, lexical warfare addresses the ways “language itself actually forms the conceptual and institutional terrain on which war is waged” (Millennials Are Killing Capitalism Live!, 2025). Crucially distinct from the strategic mobilization of certain words in the weaponization of language, lexical warfare contends with the structural narratives organizing what counts as a livable and grievable life. As long as Palestinians can be construed as ‘terrorists,’ ‘antisemites,’ and, as the Israeli Defense Minister Yoav Gallant once proclaimed, ‘human animals’ (Karanth, 2023), Israel can justify and enact its genocidal campaign of colonial expansion. Consequently, university administrators in the United States’ imperial core investing in the war, can absolve themselves from any accountability while still profiting off of death and destruction by claiming genocide to be much more nuanced than one might think. And, ultimately, invert the claim of semantic violence by charging students calling for divestment as antisemites. In the swift move through which Barnard and Columbia have formally equated anti-zionism to antisemitism by incorporating the International Holocaust Remembrance Alliance (IHRA) definition of antisemitism into policy (Columbia University Office of Public Affairs, 2025; Davis, 2025), we are made aware of the power language has in normalizing and justifying carnage. 

If we stay with Spillers (1987) in that “We might concede, at the very least, that sticks and bricks might break our bones, but words will most certainly kill us,” we must not lose sight of the embodied dimension of language. Speaking to an audience of scholars, students, faculty, and community members, Rodríguez’s concept of lexical warfare asked audience members to reflect on their attachments, citational practices, investments, and complicities via the university. The tricky part, however, is seeing past the university’s experiments into social justice and its institutionalization. What Roderick Ferguson captures in The Reorder of Things (2012)  by attuning us to the ways the institutionalization of minority discourse through the development of ethnic, africana, and gender studies departments served as a means of regulating and commodifying insurgent speech to further the institution’s accumulative, governing purposes, ultimately, limiting minority claims to a model of social recognition rather than questioning the conditions of recognition itself. 

Rodríguez offers the logic of, what he calls, the liberal counterinsurgency bloc, as a comfortable orientation in the university centered around social justice insofar as it does not materially disrupt the status quo. He gets to the experimental, creative quality of current university-level counterinsurgency efforts that find some sort of resolution in the fact that the Columbia “Contemporary Civilizations” core class that all undergraduates must take has students read “The Haitian Declaration of Independence, 1804,” Du Bois’s The Souls of Black Folk, Fanon’s The Wretched of the Earth, Foucault’s Discipline and Punish, and the Combahee River Collective’s “A Black Feminist Statement” whilst the university simultaneously funds racial-colonial projects near and far, whilst it simultaneously calls the NYPD on its Black and brown students and displaces Harlem residents from their homes (“Contemporary Civilization”). The core class/university teaches them about anti-colonial struggle elsewhere expecting them not to find their praxis along the way. Rodríguez lists 5 premises guiding the liberal counterinsurgency bloc: 1. Compulsory operational pacifism: “ selective condemnation or disavow[al] of insurgent force destruction or violence in confrontation with oppressive power,” 2. The infantilization of violent or destructive political activities, making no attempt to critically theorize their motives and potential, opting for automatically categorizing them as rash and immature, 3. Emphasizing the political and affective necessity of so-called winnable victories, which is tied to the imperative to be realistic, when an abolitionist perspective is always already world-shattering and world-making, 4. Exclusive/nearly exclusive concentration on reforming, transforming, and/or fractionally seizing state power: assumes the state and its institutions as the primary terrain for transforming oppressive relations of power, and ultimately, affords it legitimacy, and 5. An avoidance and opposition to autonomous extralegal and insurrectionist activities, experiments, and praxis. 

One need not look far to recognize the experimental quality of counterinsurgent work at the university in the rash implementation of novel governance and disciplinary structures that frequently contradict themselves or belie the whole set of implications that come along with. Often ignoring and overriding existing governance structures, a lack of transparency further envelops these strategies: allowing Columbia to silently update the University Event Policy and Student Group Event Policy and Procedure web pages seventeen days before suspending the chapter of Students for Justice in Palestine and Jewish Voice for Peace back in November 2023 (Huddleston, 2023);  or the Board of Trustees to retroactively change the Rules process twice, on July 23 and August 13, 2025, without consulting faculty and students and without even communicating such change had taken place, in ways that critically transformed the stakes of ongoing disciplinary proceedings that had been initiated in May (Bordoff, 2025). In a way, this unpredictability is terrifying: in the blink of an eye the rights of students, staff, and faculty can be annulled. However, it also beckons us: if they can act unpredictably, so should we. A call Rodríguez heeds at the end of his presentation: “What happens when we enter a time and place of being that the counterinsurgency machine and in particular the liberal and social justice machine, can no longer infiltrate, repress, extract, or domesticate because all they can detect is the smoke.” Rodríguez’s prompt continues to replay in the minds of students like our working group assistant who is applying to graduate school and attempting to define the parameters of their relationship to the university. Knowing well how blurry that line can get the deeper you invest yourself in these institutions, they are attempting to find the breathing room, the fugitive undercommons born out of and kept alive by Black study that continues to find ways to subvert the university’s mission, steal its resources, and produce insurgent knowledge. An underground site of collective resistance that Harney and Moten (2013) describe as “being in but not of” the university (p. 26). What embodiments and affects proliferate in the undercommons—finding creative new ways to keep an insurgent front running, to clog up the machinery of counterinsurgency or, at the very least, expose its cracks? How do the undercommons persist and escape capture today? Our working group’s public programming arrived at that question through its second event’s focus on the conceptual site of the experiment—inviting us to think about the ways insurgent aesthetic practices, particularly within a radical, abolitionist Black tradition, resist and disrupt the scripts given to us by institutions.

If Rodríguez beckoned us to think critically about the ways academia captures insurgent potential, Saul Williams’ performance and conversation with Dr. Shana Redmond offered Black cultural production as a site of evading capture. Hosted at the Schomburg Center for Research in Black Culture, our second event began with Williams performing a selection of his poetry, partially aided by a small, dog-eared book to re-mind himself. It’s worthwhile to mention the shifting crowds that attended each event, the first being immensely populated by students anxiously seeking some living room within the institution and the second drawing artists and film enthusiasts eager to discuss the process of creation. Our ability to bring these two contingencies together around the central concern of the university in/and crisis demonstrates both the importance of reckoning with the communities outside the university, and in the case of Columbia displaced and neglected by the institution, and the potential an engagement with the arts holds in imagining alternative futures.  

 We were particularly moved by Williams’ recitation of “Bloodletting,” and how the room almost seemed to levitate for a few moments as audience members inched towards the edge of their seats, holding their breath. The practice of bloodletting, originating in ancient Egypt and reworked by Hippocrates in connection to his theory of humors, involves the extraction of blood from the body to purify and heal ailments and illnesses. In the poem, bloodletting emerges in the context of the afterlives of slavery and colonialism as a sacrificial ritual  by which the settler colonial nation-state ‘purifies’ itself through violence enacted on the bodies of Black and Indigenous peoples. Williams turns a critical eye towards the taken-for-granted, unnamed narrator of settler hegemony by repeatedly asking:

Where is that voice from nowhere, that 

god of Abraham?

Can he be heard over the gunfire, the 

whiz of passing missiles

The crash of buildings, the cries of 

children

The crack of bones, the shriek of sirens? 

Or is that His mighty voice?

In these lines, bloodletting is encountered in the religious framework of an all-seeing God and the evangelizing, civilizing project of settler colonialism. Williams invokes the sensorial life of empire—the sonic ensemble of apocalypse and self-fulfilling crisis—to implode the unnamed subject, the taken-for-granted lexicon of Western civilization’s origin story. By attuning us to the soundtrack of destruction accompanying the end of empire, Williams breaks open the assumed innocence and moral ground upon which the patriarchal, racial-colonial sociopolitical order comes to be. Embodying a preacher-like demeanor, Williams continues:

Your angry God craving the sacrifice of early generations’ sons degenerate

Your holy books written in red ink on burning sands

Your prayers between rounds do no more than 

fasten the fate of your children to the hammered truth of your trigger

A truth that mushrooms its darkened cloud over the rest of us

So that we too bear witness to the short-lived fate 

of a civilization that worships a male God

Your weapons are phallic, all of them

By imploding the figure of a benefactory God and absolution amidst the destruction of entire lifeworlds, Williams is drawing attention to the inevitable collapse of racial capitalism and its inability to resolve and appropriate the accumulated excesses it produces. Invoking the figure of the child of settler colonialism brings to mind the reactionary insistence upon protecting the elusive figure of ‘the children’ often evoked in the holy war against gender ideology and critical race theory, which is determining the bounds of what types of knowledge are allowed to proliferate in educational institutions today. The way Williams plays with the very symbols that make up the racial-colonial lexicon, including its phallic guns, places his work within a Black cultural tradition that is framed by racial-colonial violence and its scripts but is ultimately subversive to it. And thus, Williams concludes:

We have exited your coliseum and are encircling your box-office

demanding our families back, our cultures back

our rituals back, our gods back

so that we may return them to their proper source

The source of life, the source of creation

Our mothers womb, the great goddess

We will cut through the barbwire hangers and chastity belts

We will climb in and incubate our spirits to the winter

We will wait through the degenerate course of your repeated history

We will wait for the past to die

To experience the weight of the room when Williams finished uttering these closing lines, his voice growing louder and louder with every ‘we’ witnessing the spectacular end of the racial-colonial project,  was enrapturing. In a move that collapses past, present, and future, Williams models the experimental temporal orientation of liberation. We return to Spillers, as we often do, and Saidiya Hartman’s “The Belly of the World” in Williams’ call for re-appropriation centered around the figure of the mother. 

The second half of the evening convened Saul Williams in conversation with Dr. Shana Redmond as they moved together through the art of resistance. Conjuring the spirits of Paul Robeson, Assata Shakur, and D’Angelo, and dedicating  McFadden & Whitehead’s “Aint No Stopping Us Now” to Shakur, the conversation insisted upon the ceremonial, revolutionary potential of music. As Williams recalled the first time he ever cried to music when studying abroad in Brazil, to the rhythm of the drums animating a Brazilian samba narrating a story of Afro-Brazilian resistance, he called on the audience to recall too the affective links made possible at the site of collective artistic expression. He also spoke about his work in the 2025 film Sinners, directed by Ryan Coogler, and, specifically, the scene towards the middle of the movie in which the protagonist preacher boy Sammie summons the spirits of past and future Black music through his blues performance. Some of us recalled watching the movie on opening weekend at the Magic Johnson theatre in Harlem, which was packed, and finding ourselves perplexed when Williams mentioned that that scene had almost been cut by studio executives who claimed white audiences did not respond well to it during test screenings. That it was drawn out and far too speculative—why would a techno DJ and a Delta blues player and a ballet dancer and girls twerking and African tribal dancers and an electric guitar solo find themselves in the same place, at the same time? That it went over their heads. What happens when we enter a time and place of being that the counterinsurgency machine and in particular the liberal and social justice machine, can no longer infiltrate, repress, extract, or domesticate because all they can detect is the smoke? Here is where we locate the meeting of our first two public events: through the relationship between the archive and the experiment. An insurgent experiment that rejects the premise of the official, institutionalized archive and instead builds upon and activates histories of resistance and embodied expression. A relationship that makes clear the stakes of insurgent aesthetic expression in Audre Lorde’s (1984) reminder that poetry is not a luxury:

 for there are no new ideas. There are only new ways of making them felt, of examining what our ideas really mean (feel like) on Sunday morning at 7 AM, after brunch, during wild love, making war, giving birth; while we suffer old longings, battle the old warnings and fears of being silent and impotent and alone, while tasting our new possibilities and strengths (32). 

Across both events and both speakers, we struggle to see clear distinctions between our conceptual sites. We see the archive leaking onto the experiment leaking onto the lexicon, a third conceptual site we are currently exploring. And we each stand, conducting our own archival projects, attempting to find our lexicons of resistance. What do we make of this assemblage in regards to the university in crisis? 

We convened our final event of the fall semester—our first closed group meeting— following our two public events, circling back to the question of the university through the works of Robyn Kelley, Jacques Rancière, and Fred Moten & Stefano Harney. For those who attended the first two events, this was our return to the belly of the beast, ‘tapping’ back into the institution and its infrastructures of surveillance, which determines who and what can enter the ever-encroached upon space of Columbia. The Gordon Institute graciously hosted us in their suite at Teachers College, a critical example of an undercommons committed to disruption in its fugitive study of racial-colonial power structures in urban education. With an understanding of our role as scholars and faculty within these institutions in mind and the compelling ways the folks at the Gordon Institute are not just verbalizing these relationships but doing something about it, our conversation moved from the responsibility of the intellectual in times of fascism to the concrete steps and projects we could undertake to take accountability for our investments in an institution that displaces, dispossesses, and funds settler colonial projects. Along the way, however, the stakes of an abolitionist project became clearer, attending to Moten & Harney’s (2013) understanding of abolition as “not so much the abolition of prisons but the abolition of a society that could have prisons, that could have slavery, that could have the wage, and therefore not abolition as the elimination of anything but abolition as the founding of a new society” (42). Knowing that true revolutionary action cannot and will not come out of the university, we also recognize that radical work has always already been occurring outside the university, outside the North Atlantic world. Participants shared accounts of their shifting relationships to the institution as they seek scholarly pursuits outside the university. We discussed the compounding crises and attacks on different dimensions of the university, understanding that despite escalating attacks on trans and queer people, the university has never been a home to them. Similarly, there is a Black radical tradition of being in but not of the university, channeling its resources into fugitive missions, that endures. How then, do we navigate the fact we are still physically present in the university and that we, or at least most of us, will have the privilege of continuing to do so? What do we owe students, staff, and our community members? 

Perhaps it’s a matter of understanding that the university as we know it has always been in crisis, caught up in the crises of racial capitalism and settler colonialism. What would happen if rather than finding ways to subdue the crisis and do the work of counterinsurgency, we listen to what it’s trying to tell us, we lean into crisis. Janet Roitman critically examines the ways the language of crisis is mobilized in narrative constructions as a means of accessing a presumed historical truth and, in doing so, produces a particular temporal orientation towards time. Crisis assumes a before and after of crisis and thus “a moral demand for a difference between the past and future such that prognosis and the very apprehension of history are defined by the negative occupation of an immanent world: what went wrong?” (2012) Abigail Boggs et al. (2019) explore the particular rhetorical pull of invoking crisis within the context of the university—a present trend recognized not just in the naming of our working group but formalized by the House Committee’s April 2024 investigation on Columbia University titled “Columbia in Crisis.” In “Abolitionist University Studies: An Invitation,” the authors invoke a Black abolitionist tradition to critique critical university studies’ use of a crisis consensus as means of acknowledging the current shortcomings of the university while still contending with the possibility of returning to the fantasy of the pure, post-WWII democratizing university (5). By reckoning with the U.S academy’s historical investment and foundational participation within racial-colonial regimes of accumulation—how the midcentury expansion of the university “was underwritten by militarized funding priorities, nationalist agenda, and an incorporative project of counterinsurgency” (5)—Boggs et al. invite us to resist the crisis’ invitation to return to business as usual. 

Ultimately, what emerged from our conversations on the responsibilities of the intellectual during times of intersecting crises, was a renewed attention to the student-teacher relationship, what the university owes to the Harlem community, and how we can make the breathing space to dream together about what lies beyond the institution and its logics. Inspired by the alternative modes of knowledge-production that arose in the encampments and the necessity of including community members in the greater Harlem community in conversations of what the university should be, the group is moving forward in the spring semester with a student symposium and a community town hall.

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Solomon sat down with her former student and BCRW Graduate Research Assistant Nico Wright (BC ’25) for a wide-ranging conversation about Black feminist method; the politics of (mis)naming; and the ways waste, gender, and property organize both environmental harm and collective survival.

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Nico: I wanted to start at the beginning of your research, since in the book you talk about how this project began for you in grad school. What initially drew you towards waste as an object of research?

Marisa: In many ways, it begins where the book begins, which is when I was a kid. Immigrating to the US was difficult for my family. My grandmother worked tirelessly as a domestic worker, saving money to bring her children to the US. Unsurprisingly, we ended up in poor, inner city Black neighborhoods. For large chunks of my young life, we lived in the “hood.” While we moved around a lot, my mother was strategic and made sure that we lived in apartments districted for the “good” schools. School, however, made it clear that where we lived (me, my grandmother and extended family) was different from where my peers lived. It was the “bad neighborhood.” What made my neighborhood bad was unclear, other than that it wasn’t white or wealthy. The questions began there: “What actually distinguishes a good neighborhood from a bad neighborhood, or a good place from a bad place?”

In college, I got involved in the environmental movement. I worked for the People’s Potato at Concordia, a vegan food co-op, which was an amazing place where I was exposed to leftists and radical organizers who cared about the environment from all over the world. But even with this transnational cohort, from whom I learned so much, I realized that even the terms of the environmental work people were doing were colonial and/or white. Nothing about the kind of work that I got involved in—from tree planting to farmer’s markets—spoke to the terms of Black life, from urban poverty and precarity to immigration or my family’s life in the Caribbean. If I started when I was young with this question “what’s the difference between a good place and a bad place?” then in college I asked, “what is the environment if it is not also the environments where people of color live, work, play, breathe—in a word, survive?”

By the time that I got to grad school and had moved to Bed-Stuy, these longstanding questions started to coalesce. I was living across the street from the Marcy projects; a place that my white peers (and sometimes professors) seemed afraid of. The pathologized terms for Black places, “dirty”, “dangerous,” “crime-filled,” “disordered” became a nagging question: “why does a Black place mean disorder?” I wanted to unpack the elisions and realities.

But I also think you’re asking a more fine-grained question, which is why waste as an object? In the book, waste becomes many things over and over again. When I was in graduate school, the New Materialisms was all the rage in anthropology, which is what my doctoral degree is in. People interested in environmental questions were invested in de-centering the human by thinking about object oriented ontologies, human-object relations or human-animal relations. But, for those of us who are not centered (as human) politically, an analysis that ignores the thingification of the racialized/gendered “other” just reproduces colonial violence, this time through the priority of the “non-human.”

To me, waste is a perfect object to raise these philosophical problems and to point to the colonial and propertied assumptions in philosophy that are anti-Black and anti-Indigenous. Because waste is also material, its concentration follows the violence of settler colonial land-use practices. By tacking back and forth between how people use “waste” as description to inaugurate land value schemes and waste as an accumulation of devaluation, criminalization and ecological harm, waste reveals itself to be a condition or a set of social and material relations.

Nico: Totally. I agree that waste is never fully defined in the book, since it encompasses so many different things, but a major intervention in the book is establishing waste as a relationship rather than an object—as a condition of living, of being in dispossession, and not as a taken-for-granted fact of production. And it’s interesting that you bring anthropology and New Materialisms in because throughout the book, I was thinking a lot about that relationship between that field and how you mention its proximity to the plantation, the dominance of the visual, and its racial-colonial underpinnings in relation to Black feminist theory. You’re very attentive to method, particularly in resisting the urge to humanize or romanticize working-class, unhoused Black life. How do you think about the meeting point between anthropology and Black feminist theory in this project, and how do you navigate the tensions between them?

Marisa: One of the longstanding questions for Black feminist anthropologists is, “how does the method of field work change when informed by the subject position of the researcher and how does that make us think differently about the politics of research and writing?” I think one of the most important things that happened while I was writing was the recognition that even the feminist anthropology that I strove to emulate—where research is not merely extractive and writing is more collaborative—didn’t actually give me the tools to write about dispossessed Black people. And that’s primarily because there are so many places and people to whom one cannot return.

The chronic condition of dispossession meant that my interlocutors, my teachers, were always moving. “Return” itself assumes a kind of stability that is not afforded by living on the street. I often couldn’t “return” to my interlocutors; they often disappeared without notice. Sometimes that was by choice. (I hope). And I think it’s really important to hold out the possibility that people are moving, they’re producing opacity on purpose. (This is also a refusal that the researcher can return to them). But people are also moving because they’re being incarcerated and they’re being murdered. And this meant that ethnographically and theoretically I had to think about the conditions of disappearance that surround Black people’s lives. This is one of the ways that I lean heavily on the interdisciplinarity of Black feminism and Black studies.

Nico: I’m excited that you brought up opacity, especially because it connects to the blurry line between disidentifying with the terms of racial capitalism and becoming lost within its layers of meaning that mark Black life as waste, deviant, and subhuman. Like Spillers, you’re careful not to undermine the materiality of language in producing objects and subjects.

In chapter 3, “Revisions From Elsewhere,” you think about (mis)naming through the scene of a white woman crossing the street to run away from your group of scavengers in Bed-Stuy. I was struck by the way you yield the nuance of (mis)naming: how understanding why Black masculinity is construed as a threat to white women requires seeing Blackness as monstrous. Thinking also about the overdetermination of language and the liberal tendency to label all minority discourse as resistance (often in ways that romanticize dispossession), I’m interested in hearing more about how you theorized (mis)naming, particularly the relationship between language, opacity, and materiality.

Marisa: That question is a beautiful reading of my writing, but also a really thoughtful reading of my interlocutors and how they talk. One of the things I didn’t learn in my anthropological training was that as much as we learn that experience is subjective, that everything is socially constructed, that doesn’t necessarily give you the tools to write about the socially constructed nature of living.

Actually describing the social construction of the things that we are forced to adhere to, or forced to comport to and within, often doubles down on the use of violent descriptions. And as scholars we try to mitigate that violence, often using quotation marks to signify, “I don’t really believe this, it’s what the ideology looks like.” But at what point then are you just reproducing the accumulating violence that the academy already does? And that is where writing gets real complicated, real fast. Descriptions, scene setting, they’re politically motivated. I had to figure out how to simultaneously write around the racist descriptions of Black life and poor neighborhoods as waste and write differently about the conditions that waste produces.

One of the ways that Black studies is helpful here is in centering the creative histories through which Black people come up with new ways to talk to one another under duress, violent constraints and captivity. I recognized that in writing I was gonna have to lean into the way people reuse or recycle phrases, re-mix genres, as a strategy for surviving the ocular violence that anti-Blackness already perfects. Instead of drawing on the descriptions that outlets like the New York Times might use, I turned to other genres of Black cultural production, from hip hop to art to jazz, to the environmental sculpture on the cover of the book. Actually, that’s precisely what Black people do in refusing the way white supremacy misnames them. They constantly recombine what’s available to describe, to fabulate, to reconstitute community, to refuse the conditions under which they’re forced to live. The challenge to write differently (especially those last two chapters) is a gratitude-filled response to the generous offerings and lessons I learned from my interlocutors living on the street.

Nico: The way you bring up genres of being and genres of gender was very interesting to me. Gender and its relationship to ownership and the Atlantic slave trade emerges as a key analytic through which you theorize the violence of becoming human in relation to property. How did you theorize fugitive genders and dirty and trashy femme aesthetics as ecological practices?

Marisa: White cis-heteropatriarchal genders are normative positions (or relations) in the regime of property accumulation. Under racial capitalism, those normative genders position you as the subject of class transmission. They are part of the heteronormative racial project to pass down property over generations. But being outside of the inheritance of property marks you for the inheritance of dispossession and a gendered relationship to it. One of the things I am trying to make clear is that dispossession is not only a lack (of property), dispossession is the structural inheritance of the harms that accumulate because of property.

Sites of dispossession (or dis-accumulation) are not merely lack, they are also real places where things accumulate like waste, police violence and ecological harm. They are places that people inhabit with sounds and textures and cultures of resistance. What does it mean to create a gender out of those material conditions, those toxic conditions displaced elsewhere? What does it mean to create a gender out of toxicity, trash and risk? Are there different kinds of gendered relations located in that textured Black living and gender non-conforming modes of existence? Part of what I hope readers take away from this part of the analysis is that there are other genres of gender “elsewhere.” And those genders may not always be trans, but they are not all cis either.

“Trashy” as a genre of living, then, names one of the ways that Black women on the street make life, kin, and community in dispossession. It is a way of naming the not so straight and not so cis ways that non-propertied living requires an improvisational relationship to gender and survival. I see trashy aesthetics as speaking against—or speaking back to—the code of heteropatriarchal propriety that is required of property. Trashiness doesn’t seek to distance oneself from the materiality of dispossession; instead it insists on the actual messiness of what it means to live on the street. For me, the practices of self and community elaboration that Black people forge under these toxic conditions of risk violence and harm are an ecological achievement. I see the non-normative genres of gender as part of the self and community practices that keep people alive, a kind of environmentalism that de-centers both property and respectable propriety. If property is a relationship to gender, then so is not being able to have property.

Nico: Or being property.

Marisa: Or being property precisely, which is where this Spillers-ian, I guess you would say, lineage to the work comes in. I think it’s important to recognize that it really is under the accumulated material violence of false names that Black women have to somehow name themselves. What I learned from my interlocutors is one way to negotiate this is by constantly reusing misnames (e.g. calling yourself trashy) as itself a fugitive project.

To be clear, I’m not saying that anyone can just misname themselves and it’s “fugitive.” These misnames are disfigured representations of Black women surviving the environmental harms of settler colonialism and racial capitalism. “Reuse” here, points to the way that people take hold of lies (that Black people are pathologically wasteful/filled) and bend them to re-member something true (that people make life with/in the toxic and waste-filled conditions of dispossession).

Nico: That turn to gender and the other side of the elsewhere that you offer emerges from Black femme lines of flight that are, as you say, framed by racial capitalism and yet are ultimately subversive to its project.

Marisa: I appreciate that you used the word subversive because part of the goal of the title of the book The Elsewhere Is Black is to insist that modes of life that subvert settler racial capitalism don’t come from the “clean” and “white” spaces of property relations. We need to better attend to the material conditions through which people forge resistance. More often than not, they are the places where multiple forms of harm pool. The places of acute environmental harm, which are created (and stolen) by the colonial infrastructures that support capitalist value production and maintain property as a mode of life, are real places. They are places that property pretends doesn’t exist or only pathologizes as criminal. These so-called criminal elsewheres of concentrated violence, of dispossession, of police brutality, and slow and quick death are the environmental conditions under which multiple forms of resistance are forged. I think sometimes the links between environmental devastation and other forms of domination get disarticulated and this narrows what counts as “environmental” and what counts as “environmentalism” or ecological practice.

Nico: When you went to Virginia, you were trying to get into these waste plants, and you quickly realized that this was impossible. In that moment of disorientation, you encountered Betty and the other sex workers at the motel, which redirected you toward a very different set of questions. Did that unexpected meeting shift your argument at all, and can you recall any specific stories, moments, or conversations with your interlocutors that really transformed the path you were going on?

Marisa: There’s no question that the sex workers changed the story. When I went to Virginia, I was looking for New York City’s trash. In being there I had to confront that I, too, was looking for something pathological, not about people of color, but about waste infrastructures. When the sex workers in the book say, “baby, you’ve found it” meaning they are, they know, and they inhabit the landscapes of the trash that I’d been looking for, I realized that I needed to attend to the conditions under which things disappear. I had to ask myself, when does trash seem to “appear” and disappear? What are the spatial relations, land-use politics, relations of domination that make waste both a fact and a fiction? In many ways, going to Virginia forced me to reflect on things I could not see, or could only see if I scaled up to the geography of regions, Black migrations routes, or flows created by waste company contracts. What these sex workers forced me to realize was that there is nothing pathological about colonial waste infrastructures; they work as intended.

I wrote the book the way I wrote it for many reasons, including because I felt like I owed it to my interlocutors. I had (and have) many misgivings about writing a book where I am adding another “case” study to the litany of violences done to Black people. But I kept thinking about the conversations I had with sex workers who would say, “Baby, we don’t care. Just make sure that we look fly as fuck.” I wrote the book, especially for the girls, because they wanted to be represented and seen; and I wrote inspired by what they taught me and guided by the promise that I would do everything I could to honor how they wanted to be represented.

Nico: The part about yourself and your relation to them is so present. I don’t think it’s a matter of either losing yourself and your positionality in it, because your identity as a Black queer woman mediates the spaces you can enter and the conversations that become possible. I kept thinking about the pleasures and challenges of writing from that space of vulnerability and relationality, especially as you move into the last chapter, where you hold together so much life and so much violence while refusing to give readers or anyone a single answer or a single view of it.

Marisa: Thank you for this. And, I think it’s important to recognize that people also invited me in. It’s not only that I made space or my positionality mediates space, but they made space for me, including as kin. It was truly an honor to be invited into the living rooms created with waste objects in a parking lot. Hanging out with a bunch of girls doing some drugs before they would get ready to go trick is a fucking honor. And they taught me more than I can say thank you for. They really did.

You’ll notice that the book starts in the South, not New York, even though I live in and did ethnographic fieldwork in New York. This is because I realized that when people encountered my work and New York came first, they would stop reading or they wouldn’t ask questions about Virginia. I refuse to let the girls not be known, so I started flipping the story. It was incredibly productive. Starting in the South was a centering of Black women but it was also a way of saying, don’t get it twisted, the logics that underpin this story start with the plantation. This, I hope, asks the reader who lives in New York City to re-situate “the city” as stolen land and as always shaped by the way anti-Blackness is a land use strategy in this settler colony we call the United States.

The last thing I’ll say is the girls would often say “we don’t talk about the environment.” And this was very familiar to me. When you associate “being environmental” with being white, cis, and land-owning, what does it mean to be Black and talk about the environment? But of course, if you frame the question slightly differently, a litany of stories about the environment emerges, including about toxicity in their homes, lack of waste infrastructure, lead poisoning, etc. It forced me to reckon with just how ordinary toxification is to Black life. Of course, I already knew this from my own experience. I knew it because I grew up with it. But, like I said before, I was still looking for some “proof,” or some smoking gun that unequivocally proved that waste infrastructures, their planning, or the regulations set forth by the EPA [United States Environmental Protection Agency] were covering up egregious environmental crimes. But that’s not the story. The story is: the toxification of Black life is so thoroughly ordinary, the violence is mundane. And that’s what I had to figure out how to say.

Nico: I agree, because as you historicize the development of these waste infrastructures that have enabled the flow of New York City’s trash to Virginia since 1997, you show how the privatization of the waste industry determines where toxic capture is most profitable and where waste as a commodity is accumulated. All of it is violence and it is right there in your face.

Marisa: And what’s remarkable is the accumulation is normal. It is so ordinary. It’s just so basic.

Nico: In the first part of the book you show how your interlocutors don’t see themselves as “knowing” about the environment or having any sort of environmental politics, and yet as they speak, they are theorizing themselves and it is embodied theory. They’re talking about chronic pain and their houses sinking, and it is these small things that emerge as mundane and as a condition of Black life. I love the way you mobilized an elsewhere that is not distant but immediate—an elsewhere that is here, now, and densely populated.

For my last question, I’m thinking about the scene where you’re scavenging in the abandoned apartment, and Sal finds the picture book. You write about how that attention—this tending to objects—makes Black lives matter, and how storytelling, in its speculative capacity, is a Black ecological practice. I am thinking about that in relation to the recent turn toward the archives, both inside and outside institutions, amidst the intensifying violence being inflicted on Black and brown people globally. People are returning to these spaces not as a way of giving up, but as a way of reminding ourselves that there was, and is, something there.

Where do you place grief work, storytelling, and particularly non-institutional memory work in radical politics today? And what kinds of solidarities emerge from these practices as part of a Black ecological politics?

Marisa: One of the things that I realized doing this work is that so many of our supposedly lefty environmental projects—and I’m very much thinking alongside Max Liboiron’s work in Pollution is Colonialism here—presume access to the land. And that presumption re-encodes colonial practices, from the method of environmental projects to the goal of environmental projects. They are not in conversation with the Land Back Movement and are not aligned with Indigenous liberation. Often, these projects, such as the Zero Waste movement, still presume the settlers access and more importantly, control over, what land should be used for. We can even see this in the ways that land use is evaluated, land value is measured and the categories through which land is described, i.e. property.

In my research, Marty, Marvin, Terran, Sal, Betty, Mary, Jane and others engage in life-ways that keep precarious people alive without centering land ownership or property as Black liberation. Black people precariously housed on the street are trying to keep each other alive; ain’t nobody invested in ownership. They literally cannot afford to be. While my interlocutors might not articulate these methods of survival as in solidarity with Indigenous sovereignty, these alternative life-ways—which include the creative use of waste to make spaces of pleasure—refuse property and heteronormativity as the settler colonial promise. Perhaps these lifeways are a methods of deviant, non-respectable and decolonial stewardship that could be organized in service of Black and Indigenous liberation.

I’m struggling a bit with this question of non-institutional memory work in radical politics because the university is so good at capturing radical politics. I am more terrified than I’ve ever been of the power of elite capture and its ability to wrench transformative methods out of the conditions from which it arose, and moreover, to use those methods (of struggle and community building) to repress, disappear and kill others. The university has always been extractive. Its capacity to extract resources to survive its own demise—by stealing from and then repressing social movements—are things that have only become clearer over the last few years. Part of what that means is we need to be really careful with the stories that we share with the university, myself included.

I really am at a loss for what that means or what that mobilizes, but what I do know is that storytelling is something that can’t actually be taken away. Stories can be repressed, they can be violently sanctioned, yes. But our capacity to tell, make, share, remember and re-member stories can never be taken away. It’s one of the few things that I know we can all hold onto.

Nico: That’s so beautiful. The university, as part of a national project, has been tasked with telling particular stories in order to justify and reproduce racial-colonial regimes of accumulation. What stays with me about your storytelling (and the storytelling of your interlocutors), is the way it offers a form of remembering that holds the impossibility of return, while still insisting on the creation of other spaces and elsewheres, even as it accepts that they can never be the same

Marisa: Yeah, no, exactly. They won’t be the same. But we can always use whatever is at our disposal to re-member.

Nico: And that’s the beauty of it.

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Marisa Solomon is an Assistant Professor of Women’s, Gender and Sexuality Studies at Barnard College, Columbia University, where she teaches courses in feminist intersectional science studies, abolitionist ecologies, Black geographies, feminist theory and queer of color critique. Her new book, The Elsewhere is Black: Ecological Violence and Improvised Life (Duke University Press 2025), which received Duke University Press’s Scholar of Color First Book Award, considers ecological politics from the position of criminalized Black dispossession. In so doing, The Elsewhere Is Black examines how waste is a mundane part of poor Black survival and a condition of settler colonial racial capitalism in the U.S. Locating Black survival as a site from which alternative eco-political imaginations spring, she foregrounds how people live and dream amidst waste’s daily accumulation. Solomon opens new ecological horizons to ask: What forms of environmentalism emerge when Black un/freedom has never been distant from waste?

Nico Wright is a recent Barnard graduate and a Graduate Research Assistant at The Barnard Center for Research on Women. They recall deciding to major in Women’s, Gender & Sexuality Studies after the first day of Professor Solomon’s “Critical Approaches in Social and Cultural Theory” course during their first semester of college. At BCRW, Nico has been working on developing a narrative history of the Scholar and Feminist conference through archival materials and collaborating with BCRW staff to plan the 50th annual conference. Their interest in archival, memory, and storytelling work characterizes their scholarly research, which has focused on the temporal practices of solidarity embodied by anti-imperial organizing networks.

Tourmaline is also a veteran BCRW collaborator. With BCRW’s Creative Director Hope Dector as producer, she has created film projects including Salacia (2019) and a forthcoming film about Johnson’s early life. A former Activist-in-Residence at BCRW (2014-2018), Tourmaline’s collaborations with Dector have also produced award-winning video series on abolition, “No One Is Disposable” and “I Use My Love to Guide Me.” In 2016 Tourmaline was the first trans woman to give the keynote lecture at BCRW’s annual Scholar and Feminist conference, “Sustainabilities,” and in November 2025 she will give BCRW’s McIntyre Lecture. An excerpt from Tourmaline and Dector’s in-progress film, which draws on new footage from Johnson’s early life and interviews with those who knew and loved her, will preview at that event.

On a Tuesday morning during Pride month in New York City, amidst a rigorous press tour for MARSHA, Ana Sofia Harrison (BC ’25)—former BCRW Research Assistant and PA for Tourmaline’s film—sat down with Tourmaline and Dector for a conversation about their decade-plus creative collaboration and finding inspiration for trans resistance in Johnson’s life.

Ana Sofia: Thank you so much for meeting today, it means so much to me to take this time together, especially during Pride month. I look up to both of you and the work you do to highlight queer and trans experiences. Why is telling Marsha P. Johnson’s story important, particularly the lesser-known parts of her life? Why is this story important right now?

Tourmaline: I’ve been blessed to be able to know about, learn about, and educate my community about the life of Marsha P. Johnson for nearly twenty years now. It’s been a remarkable, just abundant, inspiring, and enlivening aspect of my life for nearly two decades.

I’ve learned that while during Pride, we might see a beautiful mural of Marsha, or we might, you know, hear a few lines of what Marsha said, or know a particular moment in her life, she was a full person. She lived quite an expansive life, and all aspects of that life really contributed to this iconic, unique, powerful, fabulous person. That life that still offers a blueprint for how to move through harsh conditions—the same ones that we’re facing right now. When we look at Marsha’s life, we learn about how she cultivated a relationship with God, how that inspired her performance art, and how that inspired a desire to move from New Jersey to Times Square, where she met her sisters, who were trans and gender non-conforming people, in the early sixties.

They gathered and rented hourly hotels that they called “hot spring hotels” because, whether it was winter, spring, summer, or fall, they were boiling. It was really an intense place to spend time. But at the same moment, it provided a little bit of relief from the harsh conditions, the violences they faced on the street. They used that time inside these hot spring hotels to dream. In beautiful interviews with Steve Watson both Sylvia Rivera and Marsha P. Johnson talk about how important it was to just be there and ask questions like, “what might it be like to move through the world without facing such violence?” and “how can we know our beauty in an even deeper way?”

And so, for me, studying, learning, and educating my community about that moment provides a blueprint, a plan, and a sense of knowing that while we navigate similarly harsh conditions right now, when violence against our communities is continuing to rise, we had a leader who came before who dreamed beyond those harsh conditions and moved with inspired action to transform them.

I also think it’s important to know that that flashpoint at Stonewall didn’t come out of nowhere. It came out of deep consideration, and it came out of freedom dreaming. The organizing that happened after Stonewall with Street Transvestite Action Revolutionaries (STAR) came out of a moment of deep freedom dreaming. The more we know about Marsha, the more informed we can be about how to navigate similar rough waters.

Ana Sofia: What was the most challenging part about working on Marsha’s story?

Tourmaline: Honestly, it has just been nothing but a blessing. Part of the reason why I wrote both MARSHA: The Joy and Defiance of Marsha P. Johnson and One Day in June is because I wanted to be able to share the gift of getting to know Marsha P. Johnson and her loved ones with younger readers.

Hope and I were at Marsha’s family’s apartment in Elizabeth, New Jersey, right before the book came out, and we were sitting around the kitchen table with Jeanie Michaels, Marsha’s sister, Bob Michaels, Marsha’s brother, and Al Michaels, Marsha’s nephew. We talked about how incredible it’s been that Marsha’s life has become so expansive and abundant even while she’s not in her physical body, and that her life just continues to grow and grow and grow. And so, to me, it’s been a remarkable thing, getting to know the people that were close to her.

As for the challenges, sometimes it means having a conversation often with someone who knows what they want to express, and other people are grumpier about being interviewed. Yet then, by the end of it, by just spending some time talking about Marsha, they inevitably leave the interview feeling more joy, more of a sense knowing that they were in touch with an important person and feeling that they themselves are important people. Marsha had an incredible capacity to reflect people’s value, and when people are remembering those stories of Marsha or remembering their friendships with Marsha, they’re also spending time remembering their value.

Ana Sofia: What was the most unexpected, surprising, or like just fun piece of this project?

Tourmaline: Yeah, I mean, it was all fun. I loved learning how Marsha was really like an L.A. girly. We always think of Marsha in terms of her life in New York, and rightly so, and, more so these days, in Elizabeth, New Jersey. I love learning about the drag bar histories in Elizabeth and throughout New Jersey, and that’s why I included a lot of it in the first chapter. However, some of my favorite portraits of Marsha are these Polaroid photos where she’s in a silky blue dress and she’s adorned with a leather coat and she’s standing in front of a rose bush by a pool and Calabasas, right outside Los Angeles.

I drove to that house in Calabasas a few years ago, and it’s still there. There’s a huge olive tree in front of it, a pool in the backyard, and glass wind chimes. It just felt incredible to be hot on the heels of Marsha’s physical life, but then also to remember that the most powerful part of Marsha’s life is unfolding now. It’s in the conversations that we’re having right now and in the ways that we’re dreaming and moving in Marsha’s legacy.

Ana Sofia: Hope, I would also like to offer you the same question. Why do you think telling Marsha’s story is important, particularly these parts of her life that you and Tourmaline were able to explore together?

Hope: Something that I think about a lot right now is the importance of connection. Tourmaline has taught me about connection, and about the dangers of isolation. Studying Marsha’s life, learning about Marsha’s life, getting to know her family, all of that, those are all forms of connection. All these different projects Tourmaline has done—books, films, archival histories of Marsha’s life—are all about creating a historical connection and a personal connection to Marsha and to feeling Marsha’s presence. Understanding Marsha more deeply as a person helps us to understand ourselves more deeply as people, understand the connections that we have to each other, and understand the history that we’re living through today.

Ana Sofia: So now I’m going to shift a little bit to asking about your collaboration and partnership in this work. How has that emerged over the years?

Tourmaline: Hope, why don’t you take that one?

Hope: Well, let’s see. I would say I have been very lucky to have Tourmaline in my life as a collaborator. I first met her over a decade ago through my work at BCRW. Tourmaline spoke at BCRW, at a couple different conferences, but in particular, I remember that she led a workshop on prison abolition at The Scholar and Feminist conference on Utopia in 2013. I think that was the first time that we actually met. Then through the conversations we had there, I got to know Tourmaline a little bit better and we started doing a few video projects together. In the early days those videos were conversations mainly related to prison abolition in collaboration with people like Dean Spade and CeCe McDonald.

Tourmaline was invited to be an Activist-in-Residence at BCRW 2013, just at the time that she was pivoting from the work that she was doing at Sylvia Rivera Law Project to some artwork that she was creating as a practicing artist and a filmmaker. That’s when our collaboration turned towards the filmmaking projects. Those projects have included an animation project on Miss Major and also a number of films that have spanned genres.

Ana Sofia: Amazing. Tourmaline, do you have anything yet to add to that?

Tourmaline: Just that I’ve been similarly blessed to collaborate with Hope Dector. It’s been an ongoing, unfolding journey that has taken us to Venice, Italy, and Elizabeth, New Jersey and, you know, our works are in the MoMA and at the Tate. And it’s all done in an office at BCRW! We filmed the work that’s at MoMA and Tate downstairs at Barnard in IMATS [Instructional Media and Technology Services].

Ana Sofia: Wow, I had no idea!

Tourmaline: Yeah, it’s really a Barnard project.

Ana Sofia: So cool. Awesome. This next question is also for both of you. How would you describe your artistic practices and how have they evolved to where they are now?

Tourmaline: Hope, why don’t you go first?

Hope: I’ll talk about this in terms of my role as a producer for Tourmaline’s work. I think I have come to understand the work of producing as about the connection with Tourmaline as an artist and about her vision. It’s about trying to understand her vision, trying to make what she wants to exist possible in a very logistical sense, in terms of being able to produce the shoots that enable her to create the visual work that she wants to create.

It’s also about sharing vision. It’s about really developing something together that is maybe never going to be the exact thing that the original idea was—it’s always going to develop and shift, and that’s such a beautiful process, one that I feel so lucky to be part of.

Ana Sofia: And what about for you, Tourmaline?

Tourmaline: Yeah, I think the collaboration has just similarly evolved. Earlier it was about the importance of these stories and the necessity and the urgency. Now it’s in a, like, “nothing serious is going on here” octave of seeking the fun in it and the pleasure and letting everyone else arrive at their understanding of the importance.

Hope: I also think that from our earliest films that were educational videos to these more artistic collaborations, there’s just such beauty in Tourmaline’s films. This gets at what she was saying about the idea that “nothing serious is going on here,” and just feeling the pleasure and enjoyment. The films that she makes are just so beautiful to watch on multiple levels that there’s a real pleasure in them and a real enjoyment for their existence in the world.

Ana Sofia: I just love hearing about your collaboration because I feel like it’s something that I haven’t asked Hope much about, even when working with you as a Research Assistant at BCRW. Hope, you’re very behind the scenes, so I just feel like I don’t hear so much about the process of your collaboration.

Hope: I like being behind the scenes, it’s true.

Ana Sofia: Tourmaine, I was listening to your interview with Matt Rogers and Bowen Yang on the Las Culturistas Podcast and I was thrilled to hear a lot about how theme parks influence you. I wanted to ask you and Hope about how this topic of theme parks—I know you’ve been to Disney together—relates to your artistic vision and practice.

Tourmaline: I’ve found that I have my greatest access to clarity, timing, and energy to transmute a problem into a solution when I am in a place of pleasure and joy. I’ve realized that beauty, pleasure, and joy aren’t throwaway, superficial things.

So, why Disney? There’s just something to me about asking, how do I as an artist create an emotionally impactful experience through scent, physical landscape, immersive environment, or a paradigm-shifting, physical movement of the body? It reminds me of the very first experiences of cinema that I had of watching Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz move from black and white to technicolor. It felt like someone picked up my brain, rotated it at forty-five degrees, and put it back in my body. And I was just like, what is this? As an artist, I like to have that kind of movement throughout a lot of my work. It’s why in Salacia Sylvia Rivera cuts in from 1995 in a 1800s period piece, or why there’s an interchange in Happy Birthday, Marsha! between Mya Taylor playing Marsha and Marsha P. Johnson as narrator. In a place like Disney, for me, I experience a kind of paradigm shift. I experience a movement, like an emotional upward spiral. I experience a level of joy and euphoria, which I think especially in this moment, is so important.

The transformation doesn’t have to come from an amusement park. I remember the first time that I went to Fort Greene Park in the summer of 2005 at Soul Summit, where I had this powerful experience at AfroHouse’s outdoor dance party. There was a sense of euphoria and joy that I was moving through in a physical sense, in a public space, in the middle of the day. There’s something about it happening at high noon, you know, publicly—we were publicly enjoying ourselves. And for me, with theme parks or Disney, I’m a student and an artist who is studying and asking, how do you create a kind of experience that leaves you with a shift in perspective and a reorientation?

Ana Sofia: Yeah, I really like what you said also about it being high noon and taking up the space and enjoying it.

Tourmaline: Hope, what do you think?

Hope: I think what we can learn to ask from going to an amusement park is, what does it feel like to just do something purely for enjoyment, purely for fun? And how can we bring that into our lives in a more day-to-day way? That’s part of why we’re here, right? That’s something that shouldn’t be undervalued, especially right now when we need those moments to feel lifted.

Ana Sofia: Yeah, that feels like an active resistance and protest. That just brings me to one more last question that I feel can really speak to this moment. You both identify as artists and activists. How do those two intersect for you?

Hope: For me they are parts of the same project and parts of the same life. I think that’s part of what this whole project on Marsha is about. She was never just this trailblazing activist who led the way for trans and queer liberation. She was always also an artist and a kid from Elizabeth, New Jersey who was singing in the choir at her church and who was going to the grocery store with her mom. We’re all connecting the different parts of ourselves through everything that we do, whether we’re going to Disney, or making a film, or protesting, or organizing a campaign. We’re all just whole people, and that’s much more interesting than just being one thing.

Ana Sofia: Yeah. And how about you, Tourmaline? What do you think about the two and how they merge?

Tourmaline: Yeah, I don’t know if I can add anything to the fullness of Hope’s answer.

Ana Sofia: Yeah, that was an awesome answer.

Hope: Oh, thank you. Well, thank you so much, Ana Sofia, and thank you Tourmaline for being part of this interview.

Tourmaline: Yeah, this is great. Are there any more questions?

Ana Sofia: I mean, I’d pick both of your brains all day if I could. For this project, I feel so full and I’m really glad that we could do this. I feel like Marsha was here.

Tourmaline: Yeah, definitely.

Ana Sofia: Thank you both so much for your time. It was an honor to talk to you.

A Guggenheim Fellow and TIME100 Honoree, Tourmaline is an artist, filmmaker, and national bestselling author whose work spans high art and pop culture. Tourmaline’s art is in the permanent collections of The Met, MoMA, Tate, and the Whitney, among other museums. Her influence in contemporary art has also been showcased in both the Venice Biennale and the Whitney Biennial. Tourmaline’s award-winning films—including the critically acclaimed Happy Birthday, Marsha!; Salacia; Atlantic is a Sea of Bones; and Mary of Ill Fame have been widely recognized for their unique blend of historical narrative and speculative futurism. Tourmaline’s commercial film projects have premiered at the MTV Video Music Awards, and she has led the creative for brand campaigns with Fortune 500 companies, such as a film series presented by Unilever on the topic of LGBTQ+ communities in rural America.

Tourmaline’s new book MARSHA (May 2025) is the first definitive biography of the revolutionary Black trans activist Marsha P. Johnson. It was named a National Bestseller, received a Starred Review by Publishers Weekly, and was selected by The New York Times for inclusion in the Nonfiction Spring Book Preview. Her children’s book ONE DAY IN JUNE (May 2025), also inspired by Marsha P. Johnson’s life and activism, received a Starred Review by Publishers Weekly.

The recipient of the BlackStar Luminary Award, Stonewall Visionary Award, HBO Queer Art Prize, and the Baloise Art Prize at Art Basel, Tourmaline crafts worlds across a variety of media that center pleasure, possibility, and transformation. She is a sought-after speaker at institutions like Princeton, Yale, MoMA, The Met, UC Berkeley, Smith College, and Outfest, and has been frequently featured in The New York Times, Vogue, Artforum, and TIME Magazine. A former leader of the Trans Health Campaign at the Sylvia Rivera Law Project, Tourmaline has built a career rooted in community organizing and trans liberation, and is a transformative voice in movements for racial, economic, and gender justice.

Tourmaline is a graduate of Columbia University and lives in Miami with her partner Cameron and their cat Jean.

Hope Dector is an artist, filmmaker, multimedia storyteller and the Creative Director at the Barnard Center for Research on Women (BCRW). At BCRW they collaborate with artists, activists, and scholars on multimedia projects, including the production of original video content. Dector has spearheaded the development of BCRW’s digital presence, including its YouTube channel, online programming, and S&F Online, the first peer-reviewed, open-access journal in the field. They have worked with several visionary artists and activists, including Tourmaline, Dean Spade, and Mariame Kaba through films and projects with themes of abolition, queer and trans liberation, mutual aid, and transformative justice. These works have screened at institutions around the world, including the Venice Biennale, Brooklyn Museum, Tate Modern, and MoMA.

Ana Sofia Harrison is a recent graduate of Barnard College who grew up in New York City. She majored in Human Rights and Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies and minored in Art History. During her time at Barnard, she was a Research Assistant at BCRW and was a PA on the set of Tourmaline’s forthcoming Marsha P. Johnson documentary. This past year, she interned at two non-profits, including Surveillance Technology Oversight Project (STOP) in New York City and Correlation European Harm Reduction Network in Amsterdam. Her honors thesis project focused on systems of harm reduction practices, comparing public health harm reduction approaches to grassroots, liberatory harm reduction. In addition to Harm Reduction, reproductive justice and prison abolition are her two main interests, as well as telling activist histories through visual art.

Professor Hall sat down with former student Tomisin Fasosin (BC ‘25) to discuss how her book emerged from over a decade of research and her own complex personal history with sugar. In a wide-ranging conversation, they explore how sugar and the racialized labor that produced it shaped global modernity, literary and artistic cultures, and the lived experiences of Black women from the seventeenth century to the present.

Tomisin: I’m here with Professor Kim F. Hall to talk about your book The Sweet Taste of Empire. I really enjoyed reading it, especially the introduction. From the start, your vulnerability, humor, and personal relationship to sugar come through. How did you navigate that balance between the personal and the scholarly?

Kim: That’s such a great question. Writing this book was both a scholarly journey—trying to answer questions that had been on my mind—and a personal journey of learning to become a writer. Even though this is my third book, I never really thought of myself as a writer before. I saw myself as an academic who had to publish—you need to get your ideas out, you need to build your career.

That mindset actually slowed me down. The book took a long time because I was undergoing a kind of transformation. I took Michele Boyce’s writing retreat and learned so much about process. That helped me see writing differently, not just as a professional obligation but as something more creative.

At the same time, the field I work in—premodern critical race studies—encourages scholars to connect their personal experiences to their research. That wasn’t natural for me at first. I was trying to establish myself, earn tenure, and push back against resistance in the field. But it also limited how much of myself I felt I could put into the work. Now things are different: there’s an identifiable field, and I’m part of a supportive scholarly community. I’ve learned from colleagues and friends, and I felt freer to let more of myself into this book. Invitations to conferences also encouraged me. People asked me to put my anger, my perspective, my personality into my work, which was the push I needed to embrace it.

Tomisin: That’s so interesting—that people explicitly asked you to be yourself in scholarly spaces.

Kim: Yes. If you talk to me one-on-one at conferences, you’d know I have strong feelings about a lot of things. I think colleagues were nudging me to bring that more openly into my work.

Eric DeBarros’s review of my first book said that while it was a Black feminist project, it still leaned on a kind of apparatus of whiteness. And my co-writer Peter Erickson, who reviewed that book, pushed me to write more directly about other scholars’ work. I didn’t go as far as he wanted, but those nudges were important.

At the same time, I was getting invitations to speak at conferences where organizers said, “We want you to put your anger out there—your voice.” That gave me permission to embrace it.

Teaching also played a big role. When I taught the Worlds of Ntozake Shange class, I asked students to be brave in their writing, to experiment in ways that matched Shange’s fearless, inventive language. To model that, I wrote weekly blog posts alongside them. Through that process, I learned to write with both precision and personal honesty. I realized I could be rigorous in my analysis while also grounding the work in who I am as I move through the world.

Tomisin: I love what you’re saying about language. In your book, you connect your writing life to a conflict between luxury and abstinence, excess and restraint—concepts that shape how we talk about food in the West. I found that so striking, especially since you link it to sugar, which so many of us are obsessed with. Can you speak more about that?

Kim: Part of it is very basic. In one professional development program I did, they encouraged faculty to write for thirty minutes at a time and then reward themselves with a treat. It didn’t have to be sugar, but often it was. For me, some of the pleasures of writing are tied to those small rituals—working with friends at a café, sharing a mocha, or sneaking M&Ms with my friend Gwynne while we polished conference papers.

Over time, I learned that willpower isn’t endless. Psychologists say if you use a lot of it in one area—say, dieting—you have less for other challenges. I’ve always felt caught between wanting to model restraint and indulge in pleasure. That tension is rooted in a Puritan ideal of separating mind from body, of discipline over desire. So sugar became a way to think about writing itself. There are parallels: we talk about “binge writing,” and I was a binge writer who was consuming chocolate while I consumed time at my desk. The language overlaps in fascinating ways.

And if you look at songs about sugar, they’re so often about desire and pleasure, sometimes even as a euphemism for sex. Gloria Naylor, in The Women of Brewster Place, has this great metaphor of a character chewing sugarcane until all the sweetness is gone, leaving only woody bitterness. That captures sugar’s allure perfectly: it draws you in, then forces you to decide when to stop. Writing can feel like that too.

Tomisin: I was really struck by your use of the term “sugar worke.” That was the first time I’d encountered it. How did you come to that term, and how are you reworking it in this project?

Kim: It actually started very simply. In my classes, I encourage students to pay close attention to early modern texts, even when the spelling or typography feels strange. As I was reading, I kept noticing the phrase “sugar worke.”

In cookbooks and household manuals, it referred to elaborate confections—marzipan sculptures, molded sugar pieces—that elite white women created. But plantations and factories were also called “sugar works.” Suddenly, I realized that the same phrase linked the artistry of wealthy women in Europe with the brutal labor of Black women and enslaved people in the Caribbean.

For a long time, scholars had discouraged me from putting those worlds together. But I felt the term itself collapsed that false separation. So I decided to claim it—with the final “e”—as a way to hold both realities in the same frame. Of course, it was a nightmare for copy editors. But I hope the term gives readers an immediate sense of the connection, one that resists the tendency to split elite artistry from enslaved labor.

Tomisin: For me, “sugar worke” grounded your point in the importance of focusing more on the labor behind a lot of the goods and services that we have in the West. I feel like that was a very perfect term. I also love how it’s almost like feminized in a way with the work with the e at the end. One of the major interventions that you make in this book is, to quote from the preface, where you mention that Caribbean plantation slavery is an origin site for modernity. Can you talk more about how that question or that statement frames the questions that you brought to this project and how you see your work intervening in the fields of critical race studies and literature?

Kim: I’m not the first to make that intervention. For a long time, scholars treated race and modernity as things that “really” start in the eighteenth century, or even later. But if you look closely at the sixteenth and seventeenth centuries, you see how race is already being constructed and how deeply entangled that is with the rise of capitalism. Sugar wasn’t just a commodity; it was a driver of global trade, shaping tastes, economies, and bodies. And it was built on the labor of enslaved Africans in the Caribbean. You can’t separate the emergence of the modern world from that system.

So part of what I’m pushing for is a temporal shift. We need to stop thinking of race as something that “comes later” and recognize how early it structures economic, cultural, and intellectual life. This isn’t to say nothing new happens in the eighteenth century. Of course it does. But if we only look there, we miss the ways race and capitalism are already co-creating each other much earlier. That shift also helps us see how gender is woven in. Elite women making sugar confections in Europe were part of the same system that depended on enslaved women cutting cane in the Caribbean. Those connections are foundational, not incidental.

Tomisin: I can definitely see you pushing the boundaries with this temporal shift, as well as with your incorporation of food studies with critical race studies, which are not usually part of the conversation.

Kim: Food studies was always central to this project, and being in Africana Studies at Barnard meant I could teach courses that linked food and literature. The field has become much stronger in recent years—more critical, intersectional, and justice-focused—but when I first started, it often relied on amateur histories or celebratory narratives, especially nationalist or liberal feminist accounts of food origins.

When I drafted my first proposal, the book was going to cover sugar, tea, chocolate, and coffee. I found fascinating origin stories—about tea ceremonies in England, for example—but once I dug into the archives, most of them collapsed. I realized I needed to do something more rigorous. A turning point was going with Professor Quandra Prettyman to a lecture by food historian Karen Hess, where Hess dismissed much of popular food studies as uncritical and romanticized. That made me want to write a book that was both politically urgent and as detailed as possible.

At the same time, I was working on early modern women writers and became interested in the cookbooks they wrote and read. But there was resistance to seeing these women as racialized subjects, which limited the conversation. I began to see sugar as the thread running through everything—both the confections of white European women and the labor of enslaved Black women in the Caribbean.

My earlier research on Black figures in early modern European art reinforced this connection. I kept finding paintings where Black people were depicted alongside luxury goods like sugar, tea, coffee, and chocolate. That persistent pairing made me ask: why was Blackness so strongly tied to these commodities, and why did elite families reproduce that image again and again? Those questions ultimately pushed me to reimagine the book as one focused entirely on sugar and how it shapes how we experience both pleasure and oppression.

Tomisin: This leads perfectly into the next question because I was going to ask about your archival process. You were mentioning a bit about how, at first, it was hard to find anything relating to sugar and specifically Black women. Can you speak to this absence in these archives and kind of how you navigated that throughout this book?

Kim: It’s so interesting. Thanks to the work of feminist historians and geographers—like Judith Carney’s Black Rice and Jennifer Morgan’s Laboring Women—I knew Black women were there. I assumed I’d find them directly in the archives. But when I read promotional materials, especially about Barbados in the seventeenth century, where we know Black women and children made up much of the population, they were barely mentioned.

So I wasn’t looking for Black women simply as numbers. I wanted traces of their experiences and labor. I’m not a historian, but as a literary scholar I could ask: what narrative strategies make Black women disappear, even though they were everywhere?

As I learned more about sugar production and daily life on plantations, I began to notice the silences. I expected references to Black women at certain points, but they never appeared. That made me ask why. What was driving their erasure? Some of it is familiar—Black feminists know this pattern of historical disappearance—but it’s still striking. How can you describe sugar production as if Black people weren’t everywhere in it?

In a graduate seminar I took with Elaine Scarry, we talked about how labor often disappears from the record. But I felt something more was happening here. Black women weren’t entirely absent; they surfaced in moments of anxiety, like fears about mixed-race reproduction or in texts about white men’s desire. My training in close reading helped me treat those gaps and glimpses as meaningful, rather than as accidental.

Tomisin: And as a literary scholar, you’ve said that English literature is deeply tied to English economic activities and desires. What does literature give you access to that other primary sources don’t, especially for this project?

Kim: Literature lets us see racial formation as it’s happening. Data—like numbers of plantations, taxes, or sugar bakers cropping up in Europe—is important. But in narrative descriptions, in people articulating their desires, you can actually see the making of new white subjects and the shaping of racial hierarchy.

That’s why the most powerful work in Black feminist history is so interdisciplinary. Literature gives us tools to read texts not as transparent accounts, but as performances, repetitions, disruptions, rituals, and incitements of desire. Stephanie Smallwood, for example, describes the slave market as a theater. That’s exactly how I think about food rituals in English culture: they’re staged performances that naturalize empire, race, and consumption.

As literary people, we’re trained to see what a text is trying to do—to incite desire, to normalize hierarchy.

Tomisin: Thank you. I feel like we’re so aligned in this interview. You mentioned Kara Walker, and I love her work too. I first encountered A Subtlety in a curatorial class where we put together an exhibition on Black women sculptors. How do you see Black women artists and scholars, including yourself, circling similar questions but approaching them differently? And what role does art play in bringing this history into the present?

Kim: That’s such a great question. We’re all circling the nexus of Black womanhood, labor, and desire, but we’re approaching them in different ways. And we’re all trying to insist that Black women’s lives are foundational to the modern world, to capitalism, to empire, yet they’ve been consistently ignored.

Most of us were raised on images of enslavement centered on Black men. Black women’s experiences were minimized, even though they were crucial and distinct, so our work, whether scholarly or artistic, is about making that centrality visible.

I’ve followed Kara Walker’s work for a long time, and her fearlessness amazes me. I was raised to be a “respectable” Black girl. I don’t feel I can move with the same abandon, but I deeply admire it.

What visual artists can do is put a powerful image in front of us as a provocation, a site for contemplation. Books can provoke too, but art can seize your senses, and in Walker’s case, she takes up public space in a way Black women are so often denied.

When I saw A Subtlety in the Domino Sugar Factory, it was overwhelming. I had read about it, but being there was something else. The sheer scale, the smell of sugar in the air—it was a sensorial experience of history. A Black woman curator, who I kind of talk about at the end of the book, remarked that she “didn’t expect to smell history.” That stuck with me. It’s something art can do that books can’t.

For me, having studied early modern sugar sculptures, there was something almost poetic in a Black woman artist outdoing anything those Europeans could have imagined. It felt like Walker was in direct conversation with the very seventeenth-century texts I’d been reading. My friend Patricia Matthew was with me, and we both felt like our libraries had jumped off the shelves into that sugar-filled warehouse.

I was also thinking about my friend who is in Baltimore for the summer and living in the shadow of the Domino Sugar warehouse. I grew up in Baltimore with that Domino Sugar sign being very dominant on the horizon. I worked summers at McCormick’s, packing spices and condiments, so I can’t even describe the many layers of that exhibit for me.

Tomisin: Wow. I didn’t know that you worked in the McCormick factory. Can you speak more about that experience?

Kim: Oh yeah, most of my family has worked for McCormick’s at one time or another. At six in the morning, we’d ride out to the Hunt Valley campus, and I’d spend the day on the line, checking little ketchup and mustard packets for leaks. It was repetitive, hard on the body. At the time, I wondered why so many Black women around me had undergone hysterectomies by their mid-thirties. Only later, when I developed fibroids myself, did I understand what factory work did to our bodies.

I also cropped tobacco for a summer in North Carolina. It was hot, miserable, and crawling with thumb-sized tobacco worms. There would be like four or five on a leaf, and you’d have to shake them off the leaf and then tie it. It was a nightmare! That convinced me I was going to college. But those experiences gave me a different kind of knowledge. They showed me what bodily labor feels like, which connects in complicated ways to the plantation descriptions in my book.

My father later told me my grandfather used to make his own sugar. Sugar has to be ground and boiled, refined stage by stage. It requires human labor at every point, which is why Lévi-Strauss talks about the distinction between the “raw” and the “cooked.” Sugar is never raw; it’s always processed through people’s bodies and hands. It raises the question, at what state does human intervention make something edible into food? Sugar is interesting because it requires a lot of human intervention and human labor. And then you can just grind it, boil it down, and keep boiling it down until it gets to the state you want—the kind of whiteness you want. I grew up eating molasses and biscuits, sugar at its different stages. These things were just part of my life, but they also taught me how closely personal histories and global histories of labor and empire are entwined.

Tomisin: To wrap things up, I want to ask, with The Sweet Taste of Empire, what kinds of questions or conversations do you want readers to have?

Kim: There are multiple conversations. One is for historians to think more deeply about how literary devices shape historical phenomena. Richard Ligon, whose book is central to mine, is a great example. The modern edition leaves out the poetry and apparatus that accompanied his original, but those materials explain why readers found his book so pleasurable. His narrative style, his landscapes of Barbados—these were aesthetic choices that shaped how people understood empire. So I hope my work pushes scholars to think about art’s role in history. I also hope it provides a kind of roadmap, not a checklist, for how to see race operating in early texts. There’s still so much to do.

When I entered the academy, New Historicism was booming, often tied to narratives of North American “discovery.” I want to shift the focus toward the Caribbean. And I’m excited to see early career and graduate students doing this work by studying surveillance, for example, through Caribbean texts. That’s the kind of shift I hoped to make possible.

I also think we need to hold onto the canon even as we critique it. If we eviscerate it entirely, we lose the ability to see how Black writers are engaging with it. Reading Black literature through a Shakespearean lens, for example, reveals layers of meaning we’d otherwise miss. So I see value in reading both the canon and the new.

Ultimately, I hope this book sparks cross-disciplinary conversations between historians, literary scholars, and artists. Sugar might draw in readers who wouldn’t otherwise care about the early modern. If it opens up that space, I’ll feel I’ve done my job.

Kim F. Hall is Lucyle Hook Professor of English and Professor of Africana Studies at Barnard College. Professor Hall’s research and teaching cover Renaissance/Early Modern Literature and Culture, Critical Race Theory, Black Feminist Studies, Slavery Studies, Visual Culture, Food Studies, and Digital Humanities. Her first book, Things of Darkness, published in 1996 by Cornell University Press, used a Black feminist approach to interpret Renaissance literature and helped generate a new wave of scholarship on race in Shakespeare and Renaissance/Early Modern texts. Her second book, Othello: Texts and Contexts (Bedford/St. Martin’s Press, 2006) offers readers visual and verbal textual materials that illuminate themes in Shakespeare’s play Othello: The Moor of Venice.

Professor Hall previously held the Thomas F.X. Mullarkey Chair in English at Fordham University before coming to Barnard College in 2006 to direct the Africana Studies program. Under her stewardship, the Africana Studies Program at Barnard conducted the college’s first cluster hire, which became the center of Africana departmentalization. She developed the program’s new focus on Africana Gender Studies and co-edited with Christine Cynn, Rewriting Dispersal: Africana Gender Studies. She also directed the college’s Middle Passage Initiative, which gives students opportunities to engage in dialogue across the Atlantic about the history of the Middle Passage and the literary response to that history. Under the auspices of that project, she led student trips to Accra, Ghana, and Charleston, South Carolina.

She is a past chair of the Shakespeare Division of the Modern Language Association and a former Trustee of the Shakespeare Association of America. Professor Hall has won several prestigious fellowships, including a National Humanities Center Fellowship; a Fellowship at the Schomburg Center for Research in Black Culture; an NEH fellowship at the Newberry Library in Chicago; and an ACLS fellowship. She is also an avid quilter whose work has been exhibited in Maryland, Massachusetts, and New York. This year, several of her quilts will be shown in the exhibit “Weaving Dreams” in the Milstein Center at Barnard.

Tomisin Fasosin is a recent graduate of Barnard College who majored in Urban Studies with an Africana Studies concentration. During her senior year, she worked as a Research Assistant at the BCRW, organizing RA Social Hours and ensuring students had access to the spaces available to them. Her affiliation with the BCRW continued over the summer, where she was able to interview her beloved Professor Kim F. Hall on her book, The Sweet Taste of Empire. Outside of the BCRW, Tomisin is primarily interested in archives of African diasporic art and fashion and hopes to pursue graduate education in those fields. She is currently working as a Research Assistant to Professor Monica L. Miller, author of Slaves to Fashion and guest curator of the MET’s Superfine: Tailoring Black Style exhibition, where she has helped to craft the syllabus for Miller’s fall course at Barnard.

Image credit: © Kara Walker, courtesy of Sikkema Malloy Jenkins and Sprüth Magers

Kara Walker
Sugar Cane Prep in Yellow, 2014
Watercolor on paper
22 x 30 inches (55.9 x 76.2 cm)

Kelsey Kitzke: I wanted to start with how you arrived at the project and how it fits into your previous scholarship. I know that you’ve done a lot of work in colonial Latin America. Did you see this project as within that work, or was it a departure?

Tamara Walker: I always say that I never would have become a historian of Latin America had I not had the experience of travel at an early age. I never would have been able to write Exquisite Slaves had I not had the experiences that I wrote about in Beyond the Shores. And then I don’t think I would have written Beyond the Shores the way I did, had I not had the experience of writing another book, being a Latin Americanist, and thinking about race the way I do. And I think that came through in this book: thinking about race in different regional contexts and how it fundamentally changes someone’s experience of a place shows that the US racial model is not the only racial model that operates in peoples’ day-to-day lives or people’s traveling lives. And so even though it represents a departure in terms of context from the work that I’ve done before, it’s very much connected to my overall intellectual trajectory.

KK: Before we get into more of the content of the book, I wanted to ask about form: the book is at once a travel memoir, traditionally very escapist, but it is also a grounded social history. Were you thinking about those tensions when you were deciding how to write it? It’s a very cross-genre book and it’s so wonderful to read because of that.

TW: That’s such a great way of framing it. I think that I hadn’t come up with the framework for the book until I started writing it and realizing that there was a tension between wanting to communicate my own travel experiences (and connect that to my family’s experiences) and wanting to write a more straightforward social history. I was always aware that I was but one person who was a part of this larger familial history, this larger cultural history, and this even larger history about this phenomenon of African Americans moving around the world in search of opportunity and humanity. What I ended up arriving at was this kind of hodge-podge book that I think really helps to contextualize the narrative chapters that are about individual people that embolize what was at stake for African Americans during particular decades of the 20th century. It unfolds chronically and it speaks to both different moments in US history and different dynamics in parts of the world that African Americans were either drawn to or being invited to.

I was a Fulbright Scholar, which was founded during the same time period as the Peace Corps, so I saw a connection between myself and Herman DeBose. I wrote about the piano player Phillipa Schuyler, who traveled as a teenager at the same age that I traveled to Mexico. There were ways of using my own experience to help contextualize the people I was writing about and explain my decisions in writing about them. There were other people that I wrote about because they were windows into worlds that I wish I had a better understanding of. I’m thinking about Mabel Grammar, who is a woman who accompanied her husband, Oscar Grammar, to Germany following World War II as part of the rebuilding efforts. My grandmother accompanied my grandfather to Austria during that same time period. In using the tools of the historian, and looking to this other person, I was able to get some sense of what that may have been like for my grandmother. That’s the beauty of history: it allows us a way of understanding ourselves in ways that we don’t always anticipate.

KK: You mention in the prologue the challenge of only being able to pick a handful of the many stories you collected to tell in the book. Out of all of those stories, were there specific themes of the Black experience abroad that you were thinking about before you chose the stories you put in the book? And how did those stories bring those threads out?

TW: Absolutely. One thing I was thinking about was just how large Paris looms in the history and cultural imagination of Black Americans abroad. So I knew I needed to reckon with and address that, but I wanted to do it in a way that at least for me was new. That wasn’t about centering Josephine Baker, Richard Wright, and James Baldwin. That was about recognizing them and acknowledging their importance and prominence while also making room for other people that we know less about. I ended up choosing Florence Mills because she spoke to the larger phenomenon of African Americans going to Paris. In that chapter I also talk about London because Paris wasn’t the only place in Europe that Black Americans went in the 1920s. They weren’t just in Paris, they were in London, they were in Berlin, they were in Salzberg and Vienna. In talking about Florence Mills, I was moving away from those key figures, and in talking about Paris and London, I was moving away from that key site and drawing some comparisons that showed that Europe wasn’t all the same, that there wasn’t a universal Black experience in Europe. That was one theme I knew I wanted to grapple with going in.

I also knew I wanted to have more regional variation. I wanted to look at South America, and in that I was able to talk about Richard Wright, who we think of as in Paris, but I put him in Argentina where he lived while he was filming a movie. I was able to go to Asia through Kim Bass’s experience. And then I wanted to just acknowledge that different people experience even the same places differently, and so I wanted to attend to gender differences, to age differences, and to skin tone differences to show that there’s no singular experience. And it’s not singularly romantic either—there is so much romance in travel, I mean I don’t make a living writing and researching and thinking about travel for no reason—but I also wanted to complicate it. I wanted to talk about the tragedy that African Americans had to leave the US to have an experience of humanity and self-discovery. Not to emphasize tragedy and make that the centerpiece of Black life, but to recognize that even when it comes to travel, we have to attend to these complexities and not be blind to them for the sake of telling a story that is fun and pleasurable.

KK: Speaking of attending to gender differences, I want to ask about the Philippa Schuyler chapter, where gender comes into play intersectionally, to her advantage and disadvantage. While in Mexico, Schuyler is able to participate in the kind of girlhood that she was denied in America. But then there’s that striking scene later in her life where she’s kidnapped in Venezuela because American soldiers mistake her as Venezuelan, and assume she is a sex worker or an object of sexual violence. How were you thinking about how gender played into the story for Black women in particular?

TW: That was something I had been thinking about my whole traveling life: that my experiences as a Black woman were necessarily different from anyone else’s, and I knew this from all the conversations I was having with friends who were from different backgrounds. I chose Philippa partly because I wanted to talk about that. One, to your point about girlhood, it’s only really when she travels that she’s able to just be a girl. She went to Mexico to perform, but she did other things too. She made a friend along the way on the train ride down from Texas. She wrote an article about her experience with these young girls that she meets in Mexico and the things they talk about. They talk about dancing and clothes, and they also talk about big things: politics, like the Good Neighbor policy. I wanted to capture that too because that feels specific but also kind of universal, that you make friends when you travel and you compare notes about what it’s like to be a young woman in one country compared to the other.

There was the other part that you point out: that she was vulnerable as not only a young woman but also as someone who had a spirit of adventure and was often traveling by herself. She was mistaken for a Venezuelan woman and was able to talk her way out of it, speaking English to these American men. But the Venezuelan women who they presumed her to be would not have been so lucky because they assumed that because she was Venezuelan she was sexually available. This story also tells us about what it must have been like for the Venezuelan women themselves: What did it mean for the women who couldn’t point to being American as a reason that they’re no longer sexually available in that way, that the rules don’t apply?

KK: I was interested in the times that Black Americans were participating in the American colonial project—especially in the story about the Peace Corps—and other times they witnessed other countries’ colonial projects, as they met Black immigrants from Africa and the Caribbean who were coming to European countries that had colonized their homelands. What of that colonial tension?

TW: They were all products of their particular historical moments. And that’s why I went decade by decade to really ground us in the historical context of the US and different parts of the world. I was trying to be mindful of historical context, of regional context, and recognize that African Americans were mindful of it as well. They were tremendously discerning readers of the Black press, and astute travelers who compared their experiences in different places and were really reflective about their privileges as Americans.

Some of them didn’t necessarily problematize it, and in fact they really appreciated the experience of being American and reaping the privileges of being American when they traveled. Others were aware that it put them at an advantage that others didn’t have and they were sitting in the discomfort of that. Just to go back to the Soviet Union examples, there were so many Black Americans, including the agronomists I talk about in that chapter, who were made uncomfortable by being called comrades and by the Soviets standing up and giving up their seats on the bus. It struck them as performative, and that’s because it was. The Soviets were aware of the segregation of public transportation in the US and the fact that Black Americans had to sit at the back of the bus, and they were engaging in a propaganda effort and Black people understood that. At the same time, Black people were like, well it’s nice to be able to sit down on the bus and be treated as a comrade and a brother rather than be treated as a problem and an alien. That’s the complexity of their experience too. Even as they were being critical and aware of what was happening, there was also something that was refreshing and a break from the struggle that they had endured back home.

KK: And it sounds like Black Americans are experiencing solidarities, if you’d like to call them that, throughout the world that is often—to go back to travel memoirs and that kind of genre—less available in white travel stories. There often isn’t that connection to various levels of society or a reckoning with the fact that there are complex hierarchies going on.

TW: That’s a great point. Something that comes through in a lot of women’s travel memoirs is that they perceive freedoms that women have in various parts of the world that they don’t have, or they recognize the freedom they have as travelers that women in more conservative societies don’t have. So some of that I think is gendered. But certainly, to your point, there is a sense of solidarity that emerges in a lot of the stories that I write about. And sometimes that’s out of necessity too, where people find themselves in places where they’re quite lonely and they’re one of the only African Americans in a given community, so the way they go about building community and friendship is about recognizing points of commonality and reaching across differences.

What you’re also making me think about is this specter that emerges throughout the book that I didn’t quite clock until I saw it a couple times, which is the specter of white Americans abroad. In Moscow, in Paris, and other places, Black Americans couldn’t entirely leave racism behind because the white Americans that were also traveling in those places under different circumstances wanted to preserve racial hierarchy and wanted to have Jim Crow travel with them. So, speaking of puncturing the sense of romance when it comes to travel, that was a real moment where I was like, okay they’re in a different world, but they’re also not.

KK: Were you thinking about the Green Book when writing this?

TW: When I originally sold the book, “The Global Green Book” was its title. I called it that when I was pitching it because my reading of the Green Book always had a global element. When people think about the Green Book they think about the resources that it provided as far as where to eat and sleep and rest your head as you were making your way, for example, from New York down south or from down south to California. But there were always sections about Mexico and always sections about Canada and then, increasingly in the 1940s and 1950s, there were sections about Europe. They weren’t as instrumental as they were in the US, like here’s a hotel to stay in, here’s a restaurant that will take your money. Instead, it was like here’s shopping to do and here are sites to see. And so, when I named the proposal, I was trying to capture the sense that African Americans had always had this global experience of travel that was more focused on experiences of leisure and pleasure.

My title is also connected to the Great Migration and Isabel Wilkerson’s book The Warmth of Other Suns, whose title comes from Richard Wright’s autobiography where he talks about leaving the Mississippi of his birth for Chicago with his family to experience “the warmth of other suns and perhaps to bloom.” The title of my book, Beyond the Shores, comes from Wright’s experience of moving to Paris and needing to move “beyond the shores of his native land in order to experience humanity.” And that’s to say that it wasn’t enough to go to Chicago, because the sun didn’t shine bright enough in Chicago. He had to go even further; he had to go beyond the shores of the US. I saw my book as being in conversation with Wilkerson’s, and what better embodied that connection than this person, Richard Wright, who is visible in both of our books.

KK: Before we wrap up, I want to ask one question that you touch on in your memoir section about being in Canada that this past election reminded me of, this kind of swell of middle- to upper-class white liberals talking about leaving the US in a way that is often quite hollow. You describe it as a second white flight or that kind of instinct to leave when the going gets tough. I don’t have a specific question, but I’m wondering how you’re thinking about that? I find it kind of baffling, this idea that America is not a part of global processes.

TW: Yeah, I have so many thoughts about that from all the vantage points that you signal. Even now as there’s this kind of return to that possibility, ‘I’m going to move to Canada. Or I’m going to leave the US and go to Europe.’ So many people are saying that there’s this “Blaxit” phenomenon that emerged with the first Trump election and has revived itself with this one. When I was writing this book, I felt a real connection to something Paul Robeson had said when he sat for an interview on Australian television where they were basically asking him, you know, we’re in this moment where Africa’s decolonizing and there’s all this rich potential in that part of the world, are you not tempted to go and make your home there? And he’s like, this is my home, America is my home, this place that my grandparents built and worked to contribute to, and there’s a lot of that place that belongs to me still. And it was really poignant to read that as I was finishing the book and to think about that now without being romantic or uncritically patriotic. That’s not at all what it is because the whole book is about the critiques people have of their country and how their critiques keep them away. But even with those critiques they come back. I absolutely understood the Blaxit phenomenon and the reasons for it and the joyful outcomes that people experience and the true sense of belonging. Everyone is entitled to that, deserving of that, but I also think it’s a complex set of choices and relationships.

KK: That complex belonging—how have you taken that into your life? Because this book is so personal. Post-writing the book, do you feel a new sense of belonging at home in the US or when you travel?

TW: I go back and forth. I always long for places I am not currently in. I clearly was longing for home when I was writing this book in Canada and now I long for that time [laughs]. So I think that’s just the nature of being someone who loves traveling and who does love to imagine themselves and different versions of themselves in different parts of the world. And the part of me that’s a historian is taken with different time periods and travels through time to do my work. But yes, I think the fun part of being a writer or a historian is that you get to transport yourself and transform yourself in different ways, even if it’s just for a short time.

Margot Kotler: Before reading your wonderful biography, Lorde was on my mind because I was rereading Zami: A New Spelling of My Name in preparation for teaching it. She’s such a canonical figure in academic and activist feminist spaces, so her work always feels relevant. In the book, you highlight the underacknowledged parts of her life: Lorde the beekeeper, the electronics worker, the librarian, the disability injustice survivor. And you also draw out the differences between her life and what’s represented in Zami, which is semi-autobiographical but often treated as a factual record of her life. Why did it feel important to tell a different story about Audre Lorde, and why is that important right now?

Alexis Pauline Gumbs: For sure. Well, I think every part of Audre Lorde’s life is important, and I definitely wasn’t able to write about all of them. But there are through-lines. You see them in Zami: being told to hide under her desk, living in fear of nuclear war, growing up knowing she’s around the corner from where the atomic bomb is invented and that humanity really might eradicate itself. This is what’s at stake when she talks about survival. She really is thinking on a planetary scale.

Today most of us understand that we’re on a planet in crisis in multiple ways and we’re feeling grief in our hearts on a planetary scale. Some of us are turning to people like Lorde as well as to her neighbors June Jordan and Toni Cade Bambara. They all grew up in the same neighborhood and they were all thinking about survival on these grand scales.

Lorde transformed that grief and that fear and the nightmares she had throughout her life into an imperative in her work. The technology of her poetry lets us understand our power and our responsibility even when we’re feeling powerless, which may be the case for many at this time. That’s definitely coming up for me.

MK: In everything you are saying, I can hear your challenge to what you refer to in the biography as the “DEI poster version of Lorde.”

APG:  It is helpful for me and I hope it will be helpful to others to understand that the brave version of Audre Lorde on the poster is real but not then to short-circuit this impression and be like, “But I’m not that so I must not have a role in this.” Because Lorde was that but she wasn’t only that.

I want people to understand that Audre Lorde, fierce and brave as she was, never stopped having nightmares. Even her fear of public speaking is important for people to know. She had to think about survival on all scales. On the scale of the family she was creating, the relationships she was in, the parenting of her children, her beekeeping, her own erotic life, and her battle with cancer. All of those for her were related. So I wanted us to be able to be with her on all those scales at the same time. It’s one thing to say “it becomes less and less important whether I’m afraid” and another thing to act when you are.

Everyone I interviewed who knew her in some way, they say they are braver and more honest and loving with themselves and understand their power in a more useful way than they did before their encounter with her. But when you see her on the DEI poster, when you see her in the grant application, you understand that the institutions behind these things don’t want the people who read the poster or receive the grant to be too brave, to transform too much or else they may actually shift their conditions. But that is what we need. That’s what Audre Lorde’s life was about.

MK: What you’re talking about, these many versions of Audre Lorde—the poet, the survivor, the real living person, the icon—brings me to the challenges of writing such a full complex life through the conventional form of biography. It’s often difficult for biography to humanize people, yet yours does. It’s not a very flexible form historically. It’s not a very queer form either, not one that adequately frames queer lives. As a scholar of life writing, I tend to think of biography as deeply tied to linearity and heteronormativity.

Was your approach to the book as a “quantum” or “cosmic” biography, as you refer to it in the prologue, a response to these formal limits? It makes sense to me to think about her life on the scale of geologic time, in relation to global histories of racial capitalism, and on many other scales beyond the human, but I’d love to hear how you came to choose this method, this idea of the cosmic, the quantum, and the non-linear.

APG: Yeah, I’m just following Audre. She was transformed by living in the atomic age. And those scientists, or the students of those scientists, and the equations they created that built the atomic bomb. Those are the same people who created what we now know as particle physics and quantum theory. She was interested in those things as a person reading science fiction. You can see it in all of her work: she was interested in multiple realities existing at the same time.

MK: So it wasn’t just poetic or formal for her. The work was tangibly connected to scientific research, and Black feminist science studies in particular, and so is your biography. This was really exciting to me. This may be counterintuitive to some readers who think of Lorde strictly as a poet or have not in their own lives or studies experienced the interconnections of science and poetry. I’m thinking of the influence of Lorde on scholars like Evelynn Hammonds and Chanda Prescod-Weinstein. Do you see this biography as contributing to a reevaluation of Lorde as part of this genealogy of Black feminist science studies?

APG: Yes. Lorde is a scientist. So are Toni Cade Bambara and June Jordan. Toni Cade Bambara would say, I’m a cultural worker; Audre Lorde and June Jordan would say, I’m a poet. But what they meant by that didn’t exclude being scientists. Not because they are scientists by vocation but because what they were doing was science. The crystallization of their lives or actions into jobs or modes of production inside of capitalism was not really what they were about. Their science was a practice of Black feminism and the livable possibilities of homefulness. And those are environmental questions. They are cosmic questions. They are biological questions. And they are economic, domestic, aesthetic. They are all of those things.

And—everything you were saying earlier about the form of biography—it is also a patriarchal form.

MK: Oh yeah. Of course. And a colonial form. I mean, everything.

APG: And since the dominant normative function of biography is not the purpose of Audre Lorde’s life, it therefore could not be the purpose, at least for me, of a biographical work about her life. I had to really think about what form would honor her. I wanted readers to be with Audre Lorde in ways that allow for the most possibility. I wanted to create something that she would think was interesting. She who learned about the atomic bomb and then went and read all that science fiction. She who would ask you about the stone you were wearing or find a stone in the street and go to the bookstore and read about geology. She would follow those curiosities. And it was because she had this fundamental belief, an ethic of interconnectivity. That was how she saw her life. She wouldn’t say, I see my life as world historical. She saw her life beyond the terms of patriarchal history, beyond the species. She saw her life as part of life. She believed that what we do with the energy of our lives has an impact on all the rest of life. Not just human life but life.

Of course, there’s no way to write the whole universe. But I do think I structured this in a way that responds to what Audre Lorde has taught me, that the scale of the life of the poet is the scale of the universe, and there should be access points.

MK: That’s a helpful phrase, “access points.”

APG: Access is another meaning for icon. I have a lot of resistance to the term icon, just to be more personal about it. My dad used to be like, Alexis, you are a Black feminist icon. And I’d be like, I don’t think so. Because when I think of an icon, I think of super famous people and I don’t identify with that. I didn’t identify Audre Lorde or the writers that I study with that idea either because it seems removed from life and not human. But then I thought about it, perhaps in the way that Audre Lorde taught me, and I thought of other icons. On my computer desktop there are icons. You click them to access something. They’re access points.

And I do think of Audre Lorde as that. I even think of myself as that. I want to be an access point for people to be able to learn about Black feminist writers in an expansive way. And Audre Lorde absolutely is an access point. It’s not about a person becoming a product but becoming a portal for something. We’re portals for sets of possibility.

MK: I love this idea of icons as portals to knowledge.

APG: I call it Lorde’s theory of thermodynamics. The way Lorde talked about it is, the energy in the room is not about her or any one person. It’s collective. We generate it but we don’t own it. There’s such a profound possibility in that. I often think biography is used to close something down. The best compliment for biography is that it’s the definitive one, as if another one doesn’t need to be written, but my hope is that this biography as a ceremony makes so many different other forms and experiments and practices of engaging Audre Lorde’s life possible.

MK: Speaking of the collective, I want to ask you about the relational work that went into making this biography. I know that you spent a lot of time in the archives and you spoke to hundreds of people—friends, family, colleagues—some of whom could have written biographies themselves, incorporating their quotes and testimonials into your text and honoring their various investments in different parts of Lorde’s life. Can you talk more about the relational work went into making this, and for others who might embark on such a project, how is it useful to engage biography as a collective endeavor?

APG: Before I ever knew that I would actually write something that could be called a biography, I understood that I was part of a collective project. I wouldn’t have necessarily called it that, but now, being part of the eternal life of Audre Lorde, I have the great gift of knowing so many people who love her and have loved her, having mentors and teachers who were once her students, and who are who they are because they were transformed by her.

There’s the relational work and there’s the responsibility. Getting to be the first person to go to the Spelman College Archives where Lorde’s papers are held, to work in those archives, getting to go to St. Croix and work with Dr. Gloria Joseph, Audre Lorde’s partner, those are experiences that call for accountability. I also understand them to be huge privileges. I also fundraised from my community to buy the plane ticket to St. Croix, so it was collective on that level too. So then the question becomes, how is this project accessible to the collective?

Now, it starts to feel weird when I’ve signed a contract and now it’s COVID and I’m sitting alone in a room under quarantine. But even then I was on the phone, I was on Zoom with so many people, interviewing them, talking with them. I don’t know what my experience of quarantine would’ve been like if not for this.

During my editing process, there was a gap between when I had a full draft and when there was any feedback forthcoming from my publisher and the editorial team. At first I was frustrated, like, this is important, let’s go. But then I thought, maybe that’s not supposed to be the first source of feedback at this stage. I started to think, what would an intentional community revision process be like? And I started to think with each chapter and let it come to me: who’s in my community, who’s the great artist? Torkwase Dyson, a Harlem resident and a citizen of the entire world, was one person who came to me. She went to Tougaloo College where Audre Lorde met Frances Clayton, Lorde’s long-term partner with whom she lived and raised children from 1968 until the early 1980s, and where Lorde, after having been a librarian, taught a poetry workshop that made her decide to become a different kind of educator. So I sent Dyson that chapter. Steven Fullwood was an archivist at the Schomburg. He is the person who let me know about the Joseph Beam papers and a fellowship that allowed me to study those papers. So I sent him that chapter for feedback. And then there were people who read but didn’t give me feedback. Revising for those people was clarifying in terms of decisions about ceremony and voice. What’s really important to include and what’s not? When am I getting in the way of the flow of the energy with all the facts? I know too many facts.

MK: I would love to hear how you approached this biography as a poet. I don’t know if you see yourself as engaging in biography as a practice, or if you feel you wrote a poet’s biography. You’ve structured the book with fifty-eight chapters corresponding to the fifty-eight years of Lorde’s life. You invite readers to enter at any point and move in any direction rather than insisting on chronological order. You also write in the first person about your embodied experience of Lorde’s work, which is something we don’t usually see in biographies. How did it feel, as a poet, to shift to this genre?

APG: I write in the legacy of poets who insist that they are poets no matter what they do. This is something that Audre Lorde says even when her publisher-editor Nancy Bereano is trying to get her to publish Sister Outsider as something else. She’s like, But I’m a poet. No matter what I’m doing, I’m a poet. And that is true for me. Being a poet means understanding the poetic question, the ethical question—this is what Lucille Clifton taught, what Mary Oliver taught: can you say the right thing at the right time to the right person? No one has control over who is going to read their book but you still have a responsibility to that ethic.

So all of this is a long way of saying this is a poem. It’s a really, really long poem.

For Audre Lorde, the poetic question is, Can you feel it? Can the reader feel it when they’re reading it? Is there intimacy? Are you allowing the reader close enough to participate and be transformed by it? If not, why bother? She said, If I don’t give them—this is what she learned at Tougaloo—if I don’t give them who I am, that thing I struggled for within myself, anything else they can get at Woolworth’s.

MK: As you talk about intimacy and vulnerability, I want to turn to a question about this moment. So many people are bravely speaking out about the crises of our moment, whether it’s about climate catastrophe, the ongoing genocide in Gaza, or other global crises. One of the things you write about is the relationship Lorde had with other writers and activists, including Adrienne Rich and June Jordan, and the ways they negotiated conflict. You also explain that while Jordan was a vocal supporter of Palestine, that became a difficult point of fracture for her relationship with Lorde. What do you think Lorde can teach us about negotiating conflict within movements and with people we love or share battles with? What advice do you think she would give to young activists who are negotiating this moment right now?

APG: First of all, there was a lot of conflict. There was a lot of conflict with all the people. I think Audre Lorde would want us to learn from her triumphs and also her mistakes. I don’t think she thought we shouldn’t have conflict with each other when we’re in the same movements or when we’re, as you said, in battle together or working for something that we really care about together. We might have different approaches. I think that she thought that was really generative, actually. But she has this ongoing conversation around silence. And in those instances where there actually wasn’t a coming back together, and that was the case with her and June Jordan, I think that caused real grief for everyone.

I think her advice would be for us to reach out. To reach out to people we have access to or find that access. When she says things like “your silence will not protect you,” she is talking about speaking truth to power, and she is talking about standing up for what we believe in the public sphere, but she’s also talking about the damage that silence can do in our intimate relationships and what it means not to reach out, the cost of silence. And it’s often possible that there indeed is nothing we could have said that would change the circumstance. But I do think that Audre would advise us to say what we can say. We might not always know what to say, but to reach out and try to connect is still worth it. What is lost when we don’t do that is real loss. And it’s not just a loss for us individually or interpersonally. It’s a loss for our movements. It’s a loss for future generations. It’s a loss for the possibilities that exist within our connection, which is all possibility. I think that’s what she would say about conflict: to not bury what you’re going to say or be silent when you disagree, and when you do speak, don’t stop there. Adrienne Rich is also a model of that. She was relentless with all her people. Same with Audre Lorde and June Jordan. That’s important. That’s a political decision. And it’s tied to a certain belief about what we do for what we believe in and what we do with those we believe in, even when we disagree.

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Reading List

Bambara, Toni Cade. The Salt Eaters. Random House, 1980.

De Veaux, Alexis. Warrior Poet: A Biography of Audre Lorde. Norton, 2004.

Gumbs, Alexis Pauline. Dub: Finding Ceremony. Duke University Press, 2020.

Gumbs, Alexis Pauline, M Archive: After the End of the World. Duke University Press, 2018.

Gumbs, Alexis Pauline. Spill: Scenes of Black Feminist Fugitivity. Duke University Press, 2016.

Hammonds, Evelynn. “Black (W)holes and the Geometry of Black Female Sexuality.” differences 6, no. 2-3 (1994): 126-145.

Jordan, June. Moving Towards Home: Political Essays. Virago, 1989.

Lorde, Audre. Coal. Norton, 1976.

Lorde, Audre. The Black Unicorn. Norton, 1978.

Lorde, Audre. Sister Outsider: Essays and Speeches. Crossing Press, 1984.

Lorde, Audre. Zami: A New Spelling of My Name. Persephone Press, 1982.

Prescod-Weinstein, Chanda. “The Cosmos is a Black Aesthetic.” differences 35, no. 2 (2024): 193-207.

Prescod-Weinstein, Chanda. The Disordered Cosmos: A Journey into Dark Matter, Spacetime, and Dreams Deferred. Bold Type Books, 2021.

Rich, Adrienne. Blood, Bread, and Poetry: Selected Prose. Norton, 1986.

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Alexis Pauline Gumbs (BC 2004) is an aspirational favorite cousin to all life. While at Barnard Alexis participated in direct collective actions against colonialism and helped build the foundation for Africana Studies to become a fully funded department. Alexis is the author of several books including Undrowned: Black Feminist Lessons from Marine Mammals which won a Whiting Award in non-fiction. Her poetry was honored by the 2023 Windham-Cambell Prize and she was a 2023 National Endowment for the Arts Fellow in Prose.  Her most recent book Survival is a Promise: The Eternal Life of Audre Lorde has been celebrated as a TIME top ten must-read book of 2024, a Publisher’s Weekly top ten book in non-fiction and was longlisted for the Carnegie Medal. Alexis is also honored to have been named as an outstanding young alum by the Barnard Alumnae Association.

Margot Kotler is the Associate Director of the Barnard Center for Research on Women and is part of the affiliated teaching faculty in the Department of Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies at Barnard College. Her research and publications focus on feminist life writing, the politics of affect in modernist literatures, and queer embodiment. Margot received her Ph.D. in English at the Graduate Center, CUNY, and has taught writing, literature, and gender studies at Dartmouth College and Queens College, CUNY.

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Nina Sharma is a writer, performer, and adjunct professor of English at Barnard College. Her writing has been featured in The New Yorker, Harper’s Bazaar, Electric Literature, Women’s Studies Quarterly, The Margins, and Longreads. Last fall Nina published her debut collection of personal essays, The Way You Make Me Feel: Love in Black and Brown (Penguin Press, 2024). Nina is also a proud co-founder of Not Your Biwi Improv and co-creator of Blackshop, a column on Anomaly that thinks about allyship among BIPOC people. In a conversation that happened mere hours after the 2024 US presidential election, BCRW research assistant Sydney Johnson (BC ‘25) sat down with Sharma to talk about the themes in her newest book. Influenced by the turbulent American political climate, the two discussed what it means to write about love and solidarity during hard times. 

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Sydney Johnson: Why did you decide to write your first book about your relationship with your husband, Quincy? 

Nina Sharma: This is the origin story: in 2012 we were in the middle of planning the wedding and I was so stressed out. I never really saw myself as a bridezilla girl, but I was kind of becoming a bridezilla girl. Unhinged, I Googled, “Afro-Indian wedding stress,” but nothing came up. I was going on all these wedding forums and nothing. So I thought, I should write about this. Write about the wedding, write about this experience, and write about what it means to represent this Afro-Indian union. 

Later, once I started writing, I found this Instagram account called the Blindian Project. It has a lot of activist content but also shows a lot of pictures of Afro-Indian couples. I just thought, wow, I did not have that. How powerful. Of course, there was also Mississippi Masala, an amazing 1991 film that depicts an Afro-Indian couple, which I talk about in the book. So I hoped my book could contribute to this cultural archive and support efforts to build Afro-Indian solidarity. 

SJ: Can you share a little bit about your writing process? 

NS: Maybe by way of telling a story about one of the first essays I wrote about me and Q, which is now in the book. I wrote it twelve years ago and it’s about Quincy cutting his dreadlocks for the wedding. My mom kept on him about it, wanting them gone for the wedding. His family was encouraging it too, yes, but while his family’s bugging felt like kidding around, my mom’s bugging landed differently. And then it became a dynamic between me and him. I wanted to explore all of that. 

I wrote this essay in almost one go. A few days before I wrote it, I was in a writing class. I was handing in all this flash fiction and the teacher who mostly loved my work said some of it was starting to read unclear. She asked me to clarify what I wanted to say. The critique catalyzed me. I realized I was hiding in the guise of experimentation—no shade at all on experimentation, I just wasn’t actually expressing myself through it—and that if I was going to say what I really wanted to say I needed to try my hand at this story burning inside me, the dreadlocks story. It shot out of me. I felt like I had never written anything as good or true as that. That’s when I realized there was more to say, a whole story about Afro-Asian relations in America, anti-Blackness in South Asian America, that I wanted to write about in that honest way. And in writing this particular story, I realized that a story of painful choices and sacrifice, which is what the dreadlock essay is now called, twelve years later, “Sacrifice,” that can be a love story too.  That was my first longform essay and once I popped, I never wanted to stop.

SJ: What made you choose the essay form for this book? What made you fall in love with the essay?

NS: It started when I was working at a bookstore in Philadelphia called Big Blue Marble in 2012. If you’re a writer you know bookstores are amazing, indie bookstores especially. Support your local bookstore! If you don’t have a bookstore, the Big Blue Marble is really great! So I was around what was going on, you know, what was current in literature which was really cool. And I was taking a writing workshop at the bookstore called Life Writing. It was taught by Minter Krotzer who became like a mentor to me. She did such a wonderful job championing and curating a creative nonfiction section at the bookstore. Her husband, the legendary poet Hal Sirowitz, is worth mentioning too. They really took Q and me under their wings. That was the first time I saw two working writers as a couple, knitting together a community based on love and allyship.

During that time Minter pointed me to Phillip Lopate’s The Art of the Personal Essay anthology, James Baldwin’s Notes of A Native Son, and Eula Biss’ Notes from No Man’s Land. Reading those essays made me think about the hard stories about life and how the essay can be this powerful and playful form to release them. 

SJ: A lot of your stories are about love. Why do you find it important to write about love today? 

NS: I’m thinking of the Toni Morrison quote from Beloved that I use at the start of one of my essays: “Love is or it ain’t. Thin love ain’t love at all.” It is often said the opposite of love is not hate but indifference. I think that’s what she gets at here. Today, in this country and globally, we reckon not just with hate but a frightening indifference, a thin love: for Black and brown Americans, for marginalized folks, for Palestinians killed and suffering in Israel’s ongoing genocide against them. Love is a matter of life and death.           

I’m also thinking of Q’s line in another one of my essays that originally comes from a moment when he was watching the George Floyd murder coverage. He said, “America likes to kill us. Americans like to watch.” Today we were talking about what he wanted to say to his students about Donald Trump’s reelection and what we came to is: survival. What it means to survive, time and again, that which tries to come for us. 

I often discuss how my love for rom coms is stitched into the book. But to go deeper, this book is born of knowing that any story about Black and brown love is necessarily a story about survival, much like my beloved Mississippi Masala. 

SJ: What are the virtues or merits of writing about broader themes like race, immigration, class, and mental illness through the lens of love and partnership? 

NS: Love and partnership work together. It’s essential to any partnership to talk about these things simply because they affect your life. Talking about mental illness, race, class—we couldn’t help it. We were living it. That’s why it’s critical for me, absolutely critical, to write about these things when I’m writing about love. I don’t even think there’s a way they could not be part of the story. 

White America bills race as a story about pain, but Black and brown people are more than just our pain. A love story, an American love story, is by default white. If there’s a love story about a non-white couple, that’s all they are: non-white. If the love story is interracial, one person is white and one person is non-white. In rom-coms, non-white people are the white lead’s helpful best friend, the underwritten neighbor, the colleague in the background. Their love lives are never given a second thought. Quincy and I are none of those things. So I wanted to write a love story that shows us in our fullness, in the humanity we aren’t always granted.

I’ll also add that Q and I both come from organizing backgrounds and I think our love was born from an understanding of the value and practice of coalition building. You need to be in constant conversation about what solidarity is, what histories of struggle are informing us, where they meet, where they don’t. We have those conversations around a table in a serious way, but also when we do the dishes or we’re kissing. They’re just there. They’re a part of our life. This has become a way we move through the world and consequently a way we move with others too. Love can be a way to build an enduring and healing coalition. I hope our book offers one way in.

SJ: I think it does. It is also wonderfully humorous. Why is comedy important to you? How has humor specifically played a role in your relationship with Quincy and your relationship with other people, like your family? 

NS: Comedy is a way of talking that feels most natural to me. Maybe this is because I grew up with a jokester dad and I was often his sidekick. My dad recently told me a story that I didn’t remember about when I was a kid and we were watching a Spanish TV show. As he tells it, I asked him what they were saying and he said, “They are making fun of white people,” and we both laughed. When he shared it, I laughed with him but I also felt a little sad. What brought about this type of joke? What had my dad gone through as an immigrant assimilating into white America? It reminded me that comedy often comes from pain. Now I’m thinking of one of my OG favorite movies, which my dad hipped me to, It’s A Mad Mad Mad Mad World (1963). This caper-comedy stars the late, great Jonathan Winters. Winters, like me, had bipolar disorder, and he was one of the first celebrities whose diagnosis was known to the public. When given the option of getting ECT [electroconvulsive therapy], which the doctors said would erase some of the pain he was feeling, he declined. He said, “I need that pain—whatever it is—to call upon it from time to time, no matter how bad it was.” 

SJ: Although many of your essays focus on your relationship with Quincy, I noticed another thread throughout the book: how you grew into yourself. Can you talk about how your relationships have led to personal growth? 

NS: Well, it goes back to comedy. A lowkey storyline in the book is my journey into comedy on my own terms, no more translating to a white audience, which culminated in my co-founding the all-South Asian women improv group Not Your Biwi Improv. I think part of falling for Quincy, part of the love and solidarity we were building, happened by making each other laugh and resisting softening our edges for a perceived white audience. I talk about this in “Animal Strip Club” when I chronicle our early dating days, flirting stitched with jokes traded in barrooms with our Black and brown chosen fam. I had never experienced this type of joking in a large friend group: humor for us, by us. There was a lot of laughter, but when the conversation pivoted to discussing race and racism, I receded. I grew quiet. I didn’t like that. I knew I wanted to get to know Quincy. I didn’t want to stop talking to him. So why was I holding back? “Animal Strip Club” is an exploration of that. Speech is not like an allocation, like money hoarded by the few. We can all speak up. I thought I needed to speak to keep the flow of conversation going with Quincy, but in reality the more I was willing to speak on my relationship to race, the more I found a closeness with myself. 

SJ: How does it feel to write yourself into broader narratives about immigration, race, politics, and culture in America? 

NS: How can you not? As writers we think a lot about the idea of giving yourself a voice and representing yourself authentically. That’s really what I want to do, to create a character that is real who people can relate to. 

SJ: How did you navigate writing the intersections of anti-Black and anti-Asian racism? 

NS: I kept a set of questions at the top of my mind as I wrote: At what point is allyship a political statement? At what point is it just people living their lives? In love and marriage, is allyship a given? Or does it require an effort as big as the history of racism in this country?

Afro-Asian allyship wasn’t and isn’t a given in America. Like many other Asian immigrants, my parents came over here via the 1965 Immigration Act when the US, with the desire to beat the Russians in the space race, opened its doors wider than it ever had to Asian immigrants.  

But what truly gave that wave of Asian American immigrants a shot at a more equitable life in America were the gains of the Black American Civil Rights Movement. That movement was the origin of efforts toward diversity in the workplace, the struggle and formation of ethnic studies programs, and even the development of the term “Asian American.” That’s enough for Afro-Asian allyship, right? Enough for us all to band together against the perennial threat of white supremacy? 

That’s not what happened. 

The birth and perpetuation of the model minority myth is what happened. The shooting of Latasha Harlins by Soon Ja Du, a Korean American convenience store owner, and the subsequent LA riots is what happened. Students for Fair Admissions v. Harvard where Asian Americans were used as a wedge to undo Affirmative Action is what happened. Officer Tou Thao with his hands in his pocket while Derek Chauvin murdered George Floyd is what happened. 

This book, our love affair, is haunted by this reality. I wrote propelled by this haunting.   

SJ: Has publishing essays that delve deeply into your relationships with Quincy, your family, and your friends published had an impact on those relationships? What was it like for you to publish something so personal? 

NS: As I was dating Quincy and writing this book I knew: I have to talk to my parents about race. I was worried about writing about them. I often tell my students there’s the “23 and Me” version of a family story, the version those DNA test commercials sell that tells a warm and fuzzy genealogy tale—the end. But that’s not a full story. And I am in it to tell our stories in their fullness. I hoped that by rendering people in their fullness, forgoing neat binaries of heroes and villains, and creating deeply human portraits, readers including my family would see themselves and their loved ones, warts and all, and feel seen and loved. I hoped, and worried, my family would feel that way. 

In my essay “Sacrifice” I wanted to show that talking about race means talking about a lot of things at once. It can start with that infographic from Instagram or that fight you had with your father, but it must come to an understanding that racism impacts so many parts of our lives and our loved ones’ lives. For people of color in America, talking about racism is also about talking through trauma in our families. I hope I showed both in this book: people having those direct talks about racism but having normal conversations and confronting traumas together. 

My first public foray into writing about family was in my essay “Shithole Country Clubs,” which was about my father. I was very nervous. I initially published it in 2019 in The Margins, a publication of Asian American Writers’ Workshop, long before I knew I was up to a book. This past October, at my hometown local library, New Jersey’s Woodbridge Library, I read part of that essay out loud to a packed house. My dad was in the front row.

SJ: Wow. That is powerful. Did he know you were going to read it? 

NS: No, nor did I know until the essay came up in the Q&A. So I read it in the midst of the Q&A actually. And once I did I felt something in me shift. Like, there, that wasn’t so bad. There was laughter, there was my mom interjecting when I got to her dialogue about missing wedding turbans—“I still don’t know where those turbans are!”—and then there was the essay’s controlling question: why did my father falsely insist that I got married at Trump’s country club? The whole time I was reading, I was thinking am I going to stop before I get there? But I didn’t. I said it and the world kept spinning and my dad looked like he took it well or well enough. People say debuting is the journey from writer to author. That was a moment when I felt like it happened. 

I want to shout out my co-readers and fellow Jersey people, Tara Sarath and Faria Ali. Community is everything and I don’t know if I would have had this incredible moment without them, the way they were so bold with their words that evening. 

SJ: What are some key themes that you want people to take away from this book?  

NS: A few months ago at the Blasian March Book Festival one of my fellow panelists Lafi Melo said, “Solidarity is realizing the connections that are between us that are already there.” I love that way of putting it. What has stood in the way of our awareness—white supremacy, is that you again?—and what can we do about it? That was a big part of the book, how falling in love and growing our relationship was an ongoing awakening for me and Q. As a rom-com lover frequently disappointed by cringe-worthy Black and brown representation, I wanted to create more real, complicated and human portraits of Black and brown people loving and living.

Another thing is an important lesson I’ve learned from improv comedy. Improv that works has to be imperfect. There’s no plan, so there’s no way to perfect the act, and in that way it mimics life. I think that’s how love and solidarity work at their best. That’s what I’d say this book is about. It’s not a how-to-guide, but a flawed and messy record of what happens when we try. When we aim for perfection, we fall dead in the water. So be imperfect, try, keep going. 

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Baldwin, James. Notes of A Native Son. Beacon Press, 1955.
Biss, Eula. Notes from No Man’s Land. Graywolf, 2009.
Kramer, Stanley, director. It’s A Mad Mad Mad Mad World. United Artists, 1963.
Lopate, Phillip. The Art of the Personal Essay. Vintage, 1995.
Morrison, Toni. Beloved. Vintage International, 2004 [1987].
Nair, Mira, director. Mississippi Masala. Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer & Cinecom, 1991. 

On December 4th, The Scholar and Feminist Online released its newest issue “Rage, Struggle, Freedom” guest edited by feminist scholars and activists Margo Okazawa-Rey and Elif Sarican. Okazawa-Rey and Sarican together make for a vibrant intergenerational and transnational pair: Okazawa-Rey was a founding member of the Combahee River Collective and now works on issues of militarism, armed conflict, and violence against women; Sarican is a young writer, researcher, and activist in the Kurdish women’s movement. Their mutual respect and admiration reverberates through their collaboration on this issue as well as in their conversation below.

The journal issue, launched with an online conversation featuring Okazawa-Rey and Sarican, is a transnational feminist intervention in and critique of the global rise of militarism, state violence, and structural abandonment. Thanks to Okazawa-Rey and Sarican’s vision, the issue interrogates the mechanisms that prevent our flourishing—or “thrival,” as they say—while providing a look into the possibilities of another world. Before its release, Kitzke talked to Okazawa-Rey and Sarican about how the issue came to fruition, how to examine the “culture of killing,” and what work must come next.

Kelsey Kitzke: Tell me about the process for putting the idea for this issue together. How did you first meet? How did you come to this idea?

Margo Okazawa-Rey: Well, I was approached by [former BCRW director] Premilla [Nadasen] to find out if I would be willing to edit this special issue. At the time I thought, Sounds great but by myself? Yikes! Coincidentally, I ended up with Elif as a participant in an antimilitarism webinar organized by Professor Vanessa Thompson at Queen’s University in Canada. And of course I had not heard much about the Kurdish Women’s Movement and learned so much from Elif. That was our first meeting. After that you, Elif, said to me, “Can we do something together?” And then later I said, “Why don’t we co-edit this issue?” That’s my recollection. What do you think, Elif?

Elif Sarican: Well, I think the one thing that happened in between—which I’m not surprised you missed because I know you don’t like to talk about yourself very much—is that after this webinar that Vanessa organized, Margo sent me an email saying, “Hey, I have a radio show. Would you like to come on?” And I was like, “Wow she’s so cool. She has a radio show. This is amazing.” And after we did the radio show together, even though we didn’t know each other so well, for me it just felt like, I want to continue talking to Margo.

In the webinar and in the radio show we discussed some of Margo’s work, which is the feminist non-aligned movement, and what the Kurdish Women’s Movement has been developing more concretely in the last five to ten years but a bit more practically in the last five years which is World Women’s Democratic Confederalism. We discussed what both of those mean—feminist non-alignment and World Women’s Democratic Confederalism—and we realized that actually there’s a lot of overlap, as there often is with points of struggle. So I said we should just continue to have conversations. And then this issue came along and it just felt like the perfect way to bring that in and get other people’s ideas on some of the areas we were thinking about and discussing.

MOR: In other words, it was love at first sight—for me. And it was beautiful that two people from different geographical and social locations, and different generations, could come together in such a lovely way to produce not simply this journal but a way to imagine a different kind of world together.

KK: That’s a great story. On the title of the issue, Rage, Struggle, Freedom: those are such powerful words. They feel sequential to me: first there is rage, then there is struggle, and then freedom. Was that your intention?

MOR: You talk about this Elif. This was your brain wave.

ES: You’re right that for me it is sequential. Actually I think a lot of the work that we’ve tried to put into this issue demonstrates that they can be sequential and exist at the same time. So they exist in parallel as well. There isn’t a cutoff from rage to struggle to freedom. If we want to see a different world and we believe in it, then we have to believe that the rage, the struggle, and then the freedom can come now, and they can come together. For me it is as sequential as it is coexisting.

MOR: A kind of a spiral. That we go deeper as we move through these various processes. I don’t see it as linear at all either.

KK: That’s great, I love that. The open call for submissions was the first of its kind for S&F Online, which was very exciting for us. We sent it out in June 2023 with a description of the issue as a transnational feminist way out of the current “culture of killing.” In the last year, with the unfolding genocide in Palestine, the view that we live in a world that violently disregards human life has become devastatingly apparent. How has your work on the issue helped your thought and action on this crisis?

ES: I guess what I want to say is that I would reword that question. I don’t think we live in a world that violently disregards human life. I think we live in a world where a few people sadly have the power to disregard a lot of life, but also where the vast majority of humans are resisting that on some level and in so many different ways and in so many different parts of the world. So I actually think that our world overwhelmingly does not disregard human life. I think we’ve ended up in a situation where very few people have the power to dictate the lives of millions of people. That is what we are challenging, particularly as people who believe in a free world from a women’s liberationist perspective and toward a redistribution of power, among other things. And when it comes to violence, the very few have a narrative that collapses all violence into one violence. But actually there’s violence, and there’s offensive violence, and there’s self-defense. And if you have to choose between self-defense and annihilation, any living being will obviously opt for self-defense. I think that has been clarified for many people, particularly in the last year. But I also think it’s important to believe in humanity and believe that the majority of us do see what violent power has encouraged, supported, and aided and abetted—in the last year in particular but obviously for centuries as well—and we are resisting it.

KK: Thanks for that reframe. Final question: What has surprised you in the making of the issue? If this issue had a sequel, what questions would it explore?

ES: I mean, I’ll just say that on a practical level what surprised me is how long it takes from idea to publication for an issue to come into the world. Margo, I would love to hear your thoughts about what it would be if it had a sequel.

MOR: I would like to see a sequel that is really about imagination. What is the world we want to create? Its vision would seek answers to questions like, what would a genuinely secure world look like? What would the principles be? What would schools look like? Very granular nuts and bolts kinds of things. And also values. What would be the foundation on which this new world would be built? And—Elif you know this—how must we transform ourselves? What are the things we need to transform about ourselves so that we can live in the world that we’re going to create?

ES: That last one—how must we transform ourselves—for me is really, really important. And looking at how many movements around the world actually tackle that question would be really, really incredible to see collated in one place. And, to what you said Margo, treating imagination as serious political work.

MOR: Yes!

ES: Imagination as serious political power.

MOR: Yes, Elif!

KK: Yay! Thank you so much for your contribution to S&F. You’ve brought some wonderful work to BCRW and the world.

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Kelsey Kitzke (BC ‘23) most recently served as BCRW’s Post-Baccalaureate Fellow and Graduate Assistant. She continues to work with BCRW on a variety of projects, including the blog’s interview series.

Margo Okazawa-Rey is Professor Emerita, San Francisco State University, an activist, and educator working on issues of militarism, armed conflict, and violence against women examined intersectionally. She is a founding member of the International Women’s Network Against Militarism and Women for Genuine Security and is President of the Board of Directors of the Association for Women’s Rights in Development (AWID). Her recent publications include “Building a Culture of Life: A Conversation on Abolition, Feminism, and Asian American Politics” (Frontiers, 2023); “Two Decades of Feminist Organizing for Genuine Security: Understandings from the International Women’s Network Against Militarism” in Feminist Conversations on Peace (Bristol University Press, 2022); “Nationizing Coalition and Solidarity Politics for US Antimilitarist Feminists” (Social Justice, 2020); Gendered Lives: International Perspectives with Gwyn Kirk (Oxford University Press, 2020); and “No Freedom without Connections: Envisioning Sustainable Feminist Solidarities” in Feminist Freedom Warriors: Genealogies, Justice, Politics, and Hope (Haymarket, 2018). She was also a founding member of the Combahee River Collective.

Elif Sarican is a writer, editor, curator, and translator who collaborates with cultural institutions and universities around the world. As an independent researcher, she has worked on parliamentary inquiries and with artists, curating their archives. Elif is an author of the edited volume She Who Struggles: Revolutionary Women Who Shaped the World. She is the Education Manager of Left Book Club, a historic radical publisher in the UK established in 1936.

On the second anniversary of the “woman, life, freedom” uprising, Feminists for Jina, a transnational Iranian feminist network, held a panel discussion reflecting on the lessons and lasting impacts of this unprecedented, mass feminist revolt. While the events that precipitated the uprising are well known outside Iran, they nonetheless bear repeating because they crystallize the violent logics of heteropatriarchal authoritarian states everywhere. 

Jina (Mahsa) Amini was arrested on September 13, 2022 while she was visiting Tehran from her home in Iranian Kurdistan. The so-called morality police detained her and beat her for allegedly failing to wear her state-mandated hijab correctly. Three days later she died in custody. 

The revolutionary Kurdish slogan “woman, life, freedom” first coined by Rojava women fighters and soon to resonate across Iran and around the world was shouted at the cemetery by the women at Jina’s funeral in Iranian Kurdistan who refused to let her die in vain. 

The slogan would eventually unite millions of Iranians across the unequal terrains of gender, sexuality, ethnicity, religion, and geography. It would also echo the slogans and political aspirations of many other feminists—from across the region and as far away as Latin America—who have insisted that gender and sexual liberation must be at the heart of anti-colonial movements. 

Outside Iran, almost as soon as the uprising began, the slogan was subjected to cooptation by western governments and diasporic groups who have long hoped for “regime change” in Iran that would return the country to the status of an allied nation carrying out interests of western governments in the region. These geopolitical machinations threatened to profoundly distort the actual aspirations and demands of people on the streets of Iran who were risking and sometimes losing their lives for a vision of freedom beyond the binary of a pro-western state vs. Islamic Republic. 

BCRW has sponsored the translation of the second anniversary Feminists for Jina panel to make it possible for non-Persian speakers to engage with the complexity of the “woman, life, freedom” movement from the perspective of intersectional, transnational, and decolonial Iranian feminists who grew up in Iran, who maintain a deep connection to Iranian society from their diasporic locations, and who have dedicated themselves to the difficult project of feminist solidarity across borders.

Among the topics covered in this panel are what makes a movement “feminist” and “revolutionary,” how consciousness is transformed through struggle, how to oppose multiple forms of oppression—domestic and foreign—at the same time, and how to assess the lasting impacts of the movement despite massive repression. 

– Manijeh Moradian, Assistant Professor of Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies at Barnard College

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Video translated by Golnar Narimani, a PhD candidate in philosophy for her second PhD specializing in phenomenology and German idealism at Université Grenoble-Alpes, France, and Université de Fribourg, Switzerland. Alongside her academic career, she has worked as a translator into Farsi since 2010. She has notably translated Geoff Dyer’s The Ongoing Moment published by Herfeh: Honarmand in 2013 and five volumes of Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy published by Qoqnoos from 2013 to 2017.

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About the Speakers

Banafsheh Ranji is a postdoctoral researcher in sociology at the Norwegian University of Science and Technology, Trondheim. She has been teaching and researching media and communication studies as well as migration and racism studies.

Elham Hoomnifar is an assistant professor in the Global Health Studies Program at Northwestern University. Hoominfar is a critical sociologist whose research focuses on intersections of environment and society and understanding social movements with an interdisciplinary approach. She is currently researching environmental justice, water governance, the commodification of nature, and social resistance, emphasizing political economy in the Global South and North. She is working on another study about gender discrimination and women’s movements in Iran. 

Mahtab Mahboub is an Iranian feminist and anti-racist activist and researcher. She fights passionately and patiently for social justice for all. In her research, she explores the experiences of Iranian migrant mothers in Germany at the intersection of class, racialization, migration status, and “integration”.