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tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9171867199723117901Sat, 05 Oct 2024 01:57:39 +0000Debs does Kilimanjaro!The highs and lows of my part in 4pinkbras Kilimanjaro challenge, raising £25,680 for Breakthrough Breast Cancer.noreply@blogger.com (4pinkbras)Blogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9171867199723117901.post-1437115238981960330Sun, 10 Oct 2010 11:41:00 +00002010-10-10T05:03:43.914-07:00Day 10/11 - 25th/26th September 2010<div class="MsoNormal"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-GB">And now the end is near…<o:p></o:p></span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We’d been told that we had to check out of the hotel by 10 am so after what was a late night getting up and sorted wasn’t exactly what we wanted to do. Helen and I reluctantly dragged ourselves out of bed and began packing our kit bags for the final time. It seemed strange that it was all coming to an end. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Everyone in the breakfast hall seemed subdued and it was obvious that other people were feeling the same. Eventually the conversation got around to the previous nights events and it sounded as though Scotty and Paul had got up to more mischief after we had left the bar…which ended up with poor Gemma finding a giraffe in her room which, in her semi conscious state, had scared her half to death!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">The breakfast offering was a terrible as it had been every other day but that didn’t stop Ram tucking in to a plate of six fried eggs…he’d obviously been missing his protein on the mountain!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">After breakfast we literally dragged our kit bags down the stairs and through to the reception ready for loading aboard the buses later in the day…my mind wandered back to the first day when the girl, no older than 12, had carried my kit bag to my room and I felt slightly ashamed.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We were not due to be collected for the transfer to Kili airport until about 4.30 so we had several hours to kill and as the weather was quite good everyone gathered around the pool, drinking beer, chatting and listening to music. You could tell that everyone was beginning to think of home and were sad that our amazing adventure was nearly over. It was while we were sat there that Megan decided to look at her flight details to see what time the actual flight from Kilimanjaro to Nairobi was. We couldn’t believe it when her bit of paper said that she was on the 3.30pm flight! Everyone hurriedly got out their own details and we discovered that 7 of the group were on a different flight to everyone else and if they were going to get it they needed to leave the hotel in the next half hour. Thankfully Jenny, the trek leader, was still at the hotel and quickly organised a bus to take them. I was completely gutted because out of the 4pinkbras I was the only one on the later flight which meant that we were being separated again.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Goodbyes were hurriedly said and everyone was bundled onto the bus. They would have a 7 hour wait at Nairobi until we arrived later to meet them and I didn’t envy them, it was the worst airport on the planet. The rest of the day passed slowly but gave me a chance to chat to a few people that I hadn’t really had the chance to before, Paul D, Lynn, Gilly, Matt and Claire. We eventually left the hotel, with one last group photo on the steps and headed for Kilimanjaro airport. I sat next to Scotty on the bus and we discussed the last week and our two differing journeys and I continued to be proud of being his Kili Mum.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">The wait at Kilimanjaro seemed to take forever, not helped by our flight being delayed, according to the announcement ‘for personal reasons!’ – only in Africa!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We landed in Nairobi and I rushed to meet the rest of the group. We knew they would be camped in the café that Scotty and Paul had found on the way out. It was great to see them all and we sat chatting for an hour until it was time to board the flight. Once again we were scattered all over the place on the plane and I ended up sitting with Paul L and Matt. I was asleep before we left the ground, something that had never happened to me before!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Landing back in the UK the following morning reality began to sink in. We were home and it would soon be time to say goodbye to all the people we had become close to over the last 10 days. There were hugs and plenty of tears. Seeing grown men cry is always hard and in the highly emotional state I had found myself over the last week it certainly wasn’t easy now.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">My family were waiting for me at the exit and I literally threw myself at my husband, so relieved and glad to see him. It was brilliant to see the kids too and I embarrassed my daughter by asking Scotty to marry her…never mind the fact that she is only 15!! I pretty much ran out of the terminal, not because I couldn’t wait to get away, but because I couldn’t bear to say goodbye.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">The last 10 days had been an amazing adventure. Completely different from the one I had gone for but amazing all the same. At times I felt totally traumatised, at others totally elated. It had been the most awesome, tortuous, brilliant, terrible, long, short, worst and best 10 days ever and I knew that it had changed me for good.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Sharing that experience with such wonderful people had made it incredibly special. I need to thank Helen in particular for keeping me sane when my emotions were running wild and Annemarie and Audra for going along with the mad idea in the first place and succeeding so brilliantly, I couldn't be more proud! &nbsp;Helen's adventurous nature meant that our week on Kili had been an incredible one, one that I will never forget, but I can tell you without a shadow of a doubt it will be one that I will NEVER repeat!!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a><span lang="EN-GB">To the rest of my Kili family, I love you all xxxx<o:p></o:p></span></div>2010/10/day-1011-25th26th-september-2010.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (4pinkbras)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9171867199723117901.post-36180018027689235Sat, 09 Oct 2010 17:43:00 +00002010-10-10T05:47:02.034-07:00Day 9 - 24th September 2010<div class="MsoNormal"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-GB">The Kili family get together<o:p></o:p></span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">I woke up feeling more positive than I had all week, probably because I knew that everyone was on their way down from the mountain. We had been told that the first of the guys would be arriving back at Marangu gate by 2pm so we had the morning to while away. The sun had finally decided to put in an appearance so after breakfast everyone gathered by the pool for a bit of sunshine. It was actually too hot to sit in for long, so I found a bit of shade and plugged myself into my i-pod.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">The AWC man arrived to inform us that he was unable to organise a bus to take us to the gate and that we would have to arrange a taxi ourselves. Donna, Paula and Karen decided that they didn’t want to go so it would just be the four of us, myself, Helen, Ronnie and Kirsty. I must admit that I found it difficult to understand why they wouldn’t want to be there to meet everyone, especially to see Kim who had summited without her buddies. Ok we hadn’t achieved what we’d come out here for but that shouldn’t stop us congratulating everyone else and I wouldn’t miss it for the world. We had left our close friends up there and knew they would be feeling absolutely shattered at the end of a hard 19km walk out today. I personally couldn’t wait to see everyone, to hear their stories and celebrate their wonderful achievement. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Organising a taxi seemed to be the hardest thing in the world and it looked at one point as though we wouldn’t be able to go. I was gutted, however AWC man came back mid morning and said that a minibus would be arriving at 1pm to take us to the gate. Helen and I decided to buy everyone a bottle of water and excitedly set off with Ronnie and Kirsty. On the way to the gate we saw a magnificent view of Kibo and Mawenzi so got the driver to stop. It hadn’t been until that very morning that I had actually seen Kilimanjaro in its full glory and I couldn’t quite comprehend that the rest of the group had been at the top just the night before.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Arriving at the gate we thought we would have about an hour wait until anyone came through. There were lots of other trekkers from other groups milling about, all looking a bit shell shocked. We decided to take a look around to find exactly the point where we would have the best chance of spotting one of our guys. It was at this point that I heard someone shouting “Debbie”. I had one of those ‘please don’t tell me I’ve just bumped into someone from home moments’ when I saw Paul Davies come sauntering over looking as fresh as a daisy! We all had a bit of an over excited moment at that point and he downed a bottle of water followed by a bottle of Kili beer! He looked like he’d lost a lot of weight but looked absolutely amazing. He had ran down the last bit and thought the others would be about half an hour behind. It wasn’t long before, Scotty, Paul L, Ram, Megan and Gilly arrived too. It was so great to see them all and it was hugs all round. Scotty looked completely wasted, I’d never seen anyone look so tired and still being able to walk! I was so relieved to see Paul and to know that he was safe too and I was so, so glad we had gone. It seemed to raise everyone’s spirit and even though the group had been parted earlier in the week I felt like it was back to being whole again.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Others were arriving, stories being exchanged, water and beers being drunk, photos being taken. The most heart warming reunion took place between Kirsty and her Dad Ivie. They both looked equally proud of each other and had grins from ear to ear. I suddenly heard my name once again and was told that Annemarie and Audra were coming through. Helen and I rushed to the gate and I don’t even have the words to describe how brilliant it was to see them. They looked absolutely knackered and the filthiest they had ever been. We hugged, laughed and cried all at the same time. Perfect.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Once everyone had arrived, Jenny signed the book and we all climbed aboard the buses to take us back to the hotel. It was brilliant to hear everyone’s tales and the group spirit seemed really high, despite the exhaustion on their faces.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We arrived back at the hotel at about 4.30 and everyone scurried off to find their rooms and spend the next few hours trying to get clean.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We met at 7pm for a celebration dinner, where certificates were handed out to all those who’d summited and medals given to everyone for participating. It was a nice gesture and set us all up for retiring to the bar for a few drinks!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">I had taken up drinking Kilimanjaro beer whilst on this trip…mainly because there was a t-shirt in the hotel shop that had the slogan ‘if you can’t climb it…drink it’! and was happy to sit in front of the chimnea chatting and having a laugh in to the early hours. The drinks flowed and every one was having a great time. The power kept coming and going so when it went off once again Megan stood and gave us a rendition of The Penguin Song, a favourite from the mountain! It was hilarious and Megan did so well to keep it going when the power came back on and she was in full view for the whole bar to see! As the night went on, Scotty and Paul got funnier and funnier and we giggled like school kids as they moved all the wooden animals about the hotel, beers and vodka (in Scotty’s case) obviously making this a lot funnier than it sounds now! It had been the perfect end to a perfect day.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">As Helen and I headed back to our room we agreed that it had been a brilliant night and how sad it was that tomorrow we would all be heading home. Our adventure was nearly over.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div>2010/10/day-9-24th-september-2010.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (4pinkbras)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9171867199723117901.post-4679021930393406733Fri, 08 Oct 2010 18:45:00 +00002010-10-09T10:52:55.629-07:00Day 8 - 23rd September 2010<div class="MsoNormal"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="240" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-GB">News from the summit<o:p></o:p></span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">They did it!! We received a text at 8.30 am telling us that Audra, Annemarie and Paul had made the summit, it read:<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We did it in eight hours, bloody tough but worth it. Feel a bit sick and got a bad head. Got an eight hour walk to next camp now, love to you both x<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">I can’t tell you how wonderful it was to get that message. I was so proud of them all I could burst and immediately text back to tell them how bloody amazing they were. It was so great to be able to text home and let all their families know that they had achieved something so awesome.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">News came later that everyone except Scotty, Megan and Claire had made the summit and I really felt for those guys, knowing they were so near and yet so far. I hoped that Scotty and Megan wouldn’t beat themselves up over missing out on a photo by a piece of wood and that they would focus on what they had achieved at such a young age.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Karen arrived during that morning and we all gathered round to hear her story and see how she was. It was clear that it was no party up there and Karen was shell shocked that she had seen a lady at deaths door on the trek down. We heard later that someone had died that day and it seemed more than likely that it was the lady Karen had seen.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">I felt for Kim who had stayed on the mountain and made the summit on her own having had Donna, Paula and then Karen taken down from her group. At least Annemarie and Audra had each other.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We excitedly made plans to go to the Marangu gate to meet everyone as they arrived back and asked the main man from the African Walking Company to make sure we were there at the right time. The day went by in a bit of a blur to be honest and I can’t really think of anything that happened. I had developed a chesty cough, not surprising really given the amount of chest infections around me, so when Helen took herself and Embesi off to another more local hospital to check out what facilities they had I decided to sit by the pool, the weather having made a turn for the better.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">My ipod got a good airing that day as I switched my ears off to all going on around me. I couldn’t wait to see the others and I sat wishing the day away.<o:p></o:p></span></div>2010/10/day-8-23rd-september-2010.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (4pinkbras)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9171867199723117901.post-3979410931929555739Fri, 08 Oct 2010 16:42:00 +00002010-10-08T09:56:58.389-07:00Day 7 - 22nd September 2010<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-GB">Back to school</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Helen and I decided that we wanted to make the most of being in Tanzania and to soak up as much of the local culture as possible and with this in mind asked Embesi to arrange for us to visit a local primary school. Ronnie needed to rest and the others girls weren’t up for joining us so the pair of us put on our walking boots again (we were still wearing the same clothes as we had all week, with the odd t-shirt change here and there!) and trekked out of the hotel up the track towards the school. The sign for the school was just up from the hotel, past Mammas place and we thought we would be there within 10 minutes. Wrong!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">As we got to the top of the track we turned off the path and headed into the jungle at the foothills of Kilimanjaro. Neither of us had brought our walking poles and found it quite difficult to negotiate the steep muddy track that had been made worse with the heavy downpour we had had earlier that morning. Embesi had never been to the school either so our ‘guide’ was basically going on instinct as we made our way up the hill. Half way up we came across a lady with a little girl. Embesi spoke to her and we discovered that her daughter was unwell and they were heading for a medical centre next to the primary school. This lady just smiled at us as we continued on, slipping every few paces, looking ever the novice trekkers! She however, managed to stay dignified and upright in her flip flops whilst carrying the child across her shoulders!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We eventually came across a clearing and two young boys came cautiously towards us to help direct us to the school. As we approached the school it was obvious that it was a lot bigger than we thought it was going to be. We had emptied our Kili stash of sweets into two carrier bags thinking that there may be enough to go round but we later found out that there were 600 children in attendance at the school. A few of the younger ones were coming out of school and heading back down the hill for home. They stopped to stare at us and we offered them jelly babies. I had to eat one myself before they took their chance but it was smiles all round once they had got the taste! We took some photos and they were so excited to see themselves on the screen it was heart warming. I wondered what they made of these strange white women and hoped that they didn’t feel patronised in anyway.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We headed in to the school grounds, past a football pitch with goals made of sticks and I immediately thought of Scotty. I knew he would love to be here and to have a game of footie with these kids and thought it was such a shame that those still on the mountain wouldn’t share in this wonderful experience. The headmaster’s office beckoned and the lovely, big smiling, Tim welcomed us to his school. An Oxford University calendar was hung on the wall and Tim looked at us with some reverence when we said we lived in Oxford! He gratefully accepted the bags of sweets but explained that he would have to keep them for excellent work due to the numbers in the school. He proudly showed us round and took us into a class where the students were studying. The children sat straight and proud and were very pleased to show us their exercise books. The classroom was barely more than 4 walls and a roof. The floor was mud, the desks old and battered, there was no glass in the windows. There was absolutely nothing else in there, no pictures, no toys, no books, no aids to help their education in anyway, just an empty room other than a treasured chalk board. They stood and sung the national anthem and I bet you can’t guess what I did then…oh ok you guessed, I cried once again!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We took photos and the kids were so excited. They all wanted to have their picture taken and then to look at themselves on the screen. They laughed hysterically at their own images and I was humbled yet again.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Helen and I asked Tim what he needed for the school and took the address so that we could try to send him out a box of bits. The kids outside were enjoying their break and came rushing over to see us, desperate to see what we were all about. Some children were playing with a ball and it was then that I realised that it was made of rags tied to together with string. A ball and pump went straight to the top of my wish list for these kids.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Before leaving we visited the school kitchen. All the vegetables were grown on site and the chef proudly showed us around. Helen and I were amazed and awestruck at the same time. The chef was an old man, and he was cooking on the floor, on a pile of wood. There were vats of maize and beans being prepared for lunch. He smiled at us and proudly posed for a photo. I wished my own children could be there to see these images and hoped that they would appreciate everything they had back home.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Absolutely everyone we met that morning had a ready smile. All these people had so little but they seemed genuinely happy and very appreciative of our visit. We left feeling totally humbled and I knew this day would stay with me forever.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We managed to slip and slide our way back down the track, passing men with machetes collecting firewood. At one point I went arse over tit so to speak and ended up on the floor with a pain in my backside! A little old man came rushing down the hill behind me and I was totally overwhelmed when he handed me a walking pole that he had crafted out of a branch. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We met everyone else at Mamma’s for lunch and regaled them with our stories. Whilst we had been away they had heard that Karen was on her way down, another chest infection had taken hold. Everyone up there was in my thoughts all the time and I wondered what lay ahead for them tonight, the summit night. Rubens reported back that Scotty and Megan were struggling too and I couldn’t wait for tonight to be over and know that they were all heading back down the mountain. I had come to the conclusion that the mountain didn’t want such huge numbers of people on it and it was trying to tell us something. (God, I’d never been this philosophical before!!)<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Another restless night followed and I hoped that there would be news in the morning.<o:p></o:p></span></div>2010/10/day-8-22nd-september-2010.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (4pinkbras)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9171867199723117901.post-1383952305106209925Fri, 08 Oct 2010 14:22:00 +00002010-10-18T14:37:59.011-07:00Day 6 - 21st September 2010<div class="MsoNormal"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-GB">Lets make the most of being here<o:p></o:p></span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">It had been decided the night before that we would get out of the hotel and do something today. Kirsty wasn’t up to it and stayed resting in her room and with there still not being any news on Ronnie we decided to get Embesi and Rubens to take the four of us to the waterfalls in Marangu. After swearing that I wouldn’t wear my boots ever again I happily put them on and prepared for the trek down the ravine to the base of the waterfall. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We walked through a banana plantation, through a village with well presented huts, past a beautifully built church and arrived at the top of the ravine ready to trek down. It was absolutely beautiful and I felt terribly guilty that I was actually enjoying myself whilst our fellow trekkers were suffering god knows what trials up on the mountain. At the base of the ravine we made our way across the stepping stones, trying not to fall in! Both Donna and Helen got to test the waterproof status of their boots and we eventually made it to the base of the waterfall. It was stunning. The cameras came out and I felt like we were on some surreal holiday adventure. Embesi in particular seemed to be really enjoying himself and I wondered how often he got to do things like this…not often at all I bet.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><br /> </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="255" /></a></div><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="240" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><br /> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">After a short time we made our way back up the ravine, a little tricky at times, and headed back to the hotel and then Mamma’s for lunch. Lovely Kirsty joined us and it was good to see a smile on her face. She had left her Dad on the mountain and you could see that she was clearly worrying about him.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">That afternoon we heard that Ronnie was still on his way down. The doctor had come back down to the second camp and slept there overnight, very worried about Ronnie’s health and in fact whether he was going to make it. I asked the hotel reception to inform me immediately if there was any further news, determined to go to the hospital to meet Ronnie as it was certainly no place to be on your own when you are so unwell.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">It was all this stressing and worrying that prompted Donna to tell me to get a grip! <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">‘You’re not Mother fucking Teresa!’. From that moment on that became my nickname and I was happy to be the butt of the jokes about me not being an emotional person in ‘normal’ life. I think this trip had pretty much changed that for good!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">After another trip to Mamma’s for dinner, a wonderful plate of chips and chilli sauce, the other girls headed to their room for the night. Helen and I sat in the bar and decided to order ourselves a double whilst Helen contacted Charity Challenge on the internet, trying for the umpteenth time to give them all the details needed for the insurance claim. You’d have thought we were the first people ever to be brought down from the mountain, and after all the stories we had heard over the last couple of days we knew that wasn’t true.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">I’d just taken a sip from my drink when Betty came to find me to tell me that Ronnie was in reception!! I couldn’t believe it and rushed to see him. His breathing was very laboured, he didn’t look too good but he was still smiling. I was outraged to learn that he was brought to the hotel first in order to get some money to pay for the hospital. WTF!! This guy was at deaths door yesterday and here he was having to worry about money. I quickly grabbed Helen and we gathered some supplies ready for the hour and half trip to the hospital. Ronnie’s breathing seemed to ease a little as he relaxed nearing the hospital. It wasn’t just his asthma that was a problem, he had an increased heart rate too but I hoped that having myself and Helen there would help reduce his stress levels.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Once we arrived I was so glad that we had been there before. We knew the procedure. Another two hours passed waiting to be seen, the night-time casualty dept quite different from the day. There were less people but the reasons they were there were more serious. There appeared to be only one doctor. Malaria victims were still writhing about in pain but also in full view for everyone to see was a young man who had been attacked with a machete, blood pouring out all over the trolley he was laid on despite having a temporary bandage put on.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">A lady brought in with pale white, pot marked skin, her face disfigured – my first experience of seeing a Leper, and worst of all a teenage girl, screaming in pain, barely able to walk, collapsing in the corridor. The doctor and nurses rushed to her and took her immediately away. We stood there shell shocked, Ronnie feeling that he was actually very well compared to the other people here.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Eventually the Doctor got round to Ronnie. He was very apologetic at the long wait. We replied that he was clearly very busy and he smiled and said this was a quiet night. He was sorry that he had to rush off before…the teenage girl had a ruptured bowel and had been raped. Her screams will be in my head for some time to come. We couldn’t wait to get Ronnie back to safety and the hotel. His heart rate was still high but Helen’s medical knowledge and the stash of anti-biotics we had between us persuaded the doctor to let Ronnie return to the hotel for some rest. There was absolutely no way we were going to let him stay there!<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">We made it back to the hotel for 2 am but the fun wasn't over there! Not long after the taxi had left the site I realised that I had lost my phone. Myself, Helen, Ronnie and Isaac were all scrabbling around in the dark outside the hotel trying to see if I'd dropped it getting out of the cab. It was so dark we couldn't see a thing and decided that it was probably still in the taxi. Helen came up with the bright idea of calling my phone so that the taxi driver would hear it! I couldn't believe it when I heard my phone ringing and spotted its sparkly pink case lying face down in the dirt right outside the hotel entrance, how the taxi didn't run over it I'll never know! I was so relieved to find it as it had been the only way we had any contact with Annemarie and Audra on the mountain. We then went to go into the hotel and realised that it had been locked up and we couldn't get in! At this point I think we all had a fit of giggles because it had seemed that this evening had been one thing after the other! Thankfully the little old man who had got out of his bed to open the gate to the hotel site came to our rescue again and went round the side entrance to open the door and let us in. It had been a very long day but at gone 2 o'clock in the morning we were really happy to hear Ronnie talking about food – a sure sign that his condition was improving!!<o:p></o:p></span></div>2010/10/day-6-21st-september-2010.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (4pinkbras)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9171867199723117901.post-6109793430024147438Fri, 08 Oct 2010 11:50:00 +00002010-10-08T04:50:22.534-07:00Day 5 - 20th September 2010<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">The alternative Kili experience</span></b></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">After another night of little sleep and feeling emotionally drained the four Kili rejects met for an early breakfast. A taxi had been organised by Rubens (Donna’s guide) to collect her for the hospital at 8 am. It was an hour and a half journey to Moshi to the Kilimanjaro Christian<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span>Medical Centre, the ‘best’ hospital in the area. It was decided that all four of us should go. Helen was feeling better and her medical knowledge would come in useful, Paula needed to get herself checked out too and as my stomach had improved I didn’t want to be left at the hotel on my own.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Rubens sat in the front and us four girls literally squeezed into the back of the cab. No mention or in fact possibility of wearing seatbelts here! Again we headed up the dirt track, swerving from left to right to avoid the potholes!&nbsp;Donna’s eyes were not so good and she needed to ‘see’ the consultant. When we got to the hospital it was clear that the ‘best’ hospital in the area was not somewhere where you would want to spend any length of time. To call it primitive would be an understatement. It was as dirty inside as it was out and there were not enough medical staff for the number of people presenting themselves at the casualty department, which was nothing more than a corridor split in half, one side where you wait, the other where you get seen.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">We needed to pay $50 to create a file in order for Paula to be seen so we wandered off round the hospital trying to find where we had to go. After a couple of hours Paula and I were steered towards the triage corridor and left to wait whilst Helen and Donna went off to find the eye specialist.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Sat in that corridor, surrounded by people with Malaria and who knows what other issues, not being able to understand the language and worrying about everyone on and off the mountain, I had never felt so vulnerable. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">I will never forget the young boy, no more than 10, sat alone next to me and Paula, obviously in a lot of pain from Malaria. I remembered that I had a bag of Minstrels in my pocket and got them out to give to him. His eyes were full of pain and he looked at the bag not understanding what to do with it. He broke my heart there and then. I showed him how to open the bag and tried to explain that it was chocolate to eat. A doctor eventually came to get him and I wondered why this little lad was on his own, how he had even managed to get to the hospital in such obvious pain and whether he would even survive to see another birthday. My brain was beginning to implode.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">After another couple of hours waiting Paula was eventually called in and to our surprise was seen by a ‘white’ doctor! Checks and tests were quickly done but she couldn’t find either of the two thermometers that existed in A&amp;E so Paula’s temperature couldn’t be taken. I couldn’t believe how poorly equipped this place was and the reality of all those news programmes and TV documentaries about Africa smacked me firmly in the face. The doc wanted to test Paula for Malaria but as this involved taking blood we made it clear that it wasn't going to happen...I think she was a bit confused and offended but the health risks of giving some blood were clear to see.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">With anti-biotics administered and Donna being given the good news that her eyes were definitely improving we piled back in the taxi and headed for Moshi town. As we were all having extended stays at the hotel, and they didn’t take the emergency credit cards we were all told to bring(?!), we needed to get cash from a bank to pay the hotel bill. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">We needed about $300 each but the bank wouldn’t give out that amount of money and again we all felt very vulnerable withdrawing huge wads of cash in a country where the average living wage is $2 a day. It was fair to say we pretty much stood out from the crowd, especially me with my bleach blond hair! We withdrew what we could and Rubens steered us to a nearby pub for a much needed late lunch, hoping that the we wouldn't get food poisoning along the way!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">After lunch we headed back to Marangu and the hotel, stopping at one point&nbsp;to hand out some pens to some school kids on their way home. You’d have thought they had just won the lottery…yet another emotional moment to set me off again! I couldn’t believe what this trip was doing to my head, my senses had never felt so battered.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Nearly home the taxi driver demanded more money for the extra waiting time there had been at the hospital. Rubens and him were clearly cooking something up between them and were both obviously aware that we all had a lot of cash on us. An argument started between Donna and Rubens and it was quite clear the taxi driver was getting very agitated. At one point he got on his mobile and had a very animated conversation with someone. Helen and I kept looking at each other wondering if he was calling up his mates and whether we were about to get abducted or worse. The air was blue but eventually we got back to the hotel and Donna and Paula&nbsp;went off leaving me and Helen with Rubens and the driver. We gave him half the extra money that he wanted and suffered the wrath of ‘The Ayatollah Donna’ later for it!!</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Embesi later arrived at th


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Mon, 20 Jul 2026 13:00:00 +0000 This Week on the Show: Banter: Movies & the Taco Bell Poop Parasite (1:15) Impressions: Doom: The Dark Ages - Revelations DLC (23:25) Impressions: Demon Tides (37:45) Impressions: UFO 50: Nanograms (50:40) Impressions: Final Fantasy Tactics: The Ivalice Chronicles (1:00:00) 4Player Minute (1:15:30) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Picross Video Essay - Searching for the Perfect Picross Support the Show / Ask a Question Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5)  ]]> This Week on the Show: Banter: Movies & the Taco Bell Poop Parasite (1:15) Impressions: Doom: The Dark Ages - Revelations DLC (23:25) Impressions: Demon Tides (37:45) Impressions: UFO 50: Nanograms (50:40) Impressions: Final Fantasy Tactics: The Ivalice Chronicles (1:00:00) 4Player Minute (1:15:30) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Picross Video Essay - Searching for the Perfect Picross Support the Show / Ask a Question Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5) ]]> 01:33:56 false 2026 881 full 4Player Network 42146950 2026-08-01T00:00:28Z 4Player Podcast #880 - The Late-Stage Capitalism Show (Star Fox, Final Fantasy Tactics: The Ivalice Chronicles, Playstation / Microsoft Burn it All Down, and More!) 4Player Podcast #880 - The Late-Stage Capitalism Show (Star Fox, Final Fantasy Tactics: The Ivalice Chronicles, Playstation / Microsoft Burn it All Down, and More!) Mon, 13 Jul 2026 13:00:00 +0000 This Week on the Show: Impressions: Final Fantasy Tactics: The Ivalice Chronicles (11:40) Impressions: Star Fox (25:00) Impressions: Terratech Legion (45:30) News: Playstation to Cease Disc Production in January 2028 (1:03:15) News: Microsoft Restructuring Plans Lay Waste to Industry (1:26:20) 4Player Minute (1:39:40) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Love Island Clip - Montoya Crashes Out  Support the Show / Ask a Question: Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5)  ]]> This Week on the Show: Impressions: Final Fantasy Tactics: The Ivalice Chronicles (11:40) Impressions: Star Fox (25:00) Impressions: Terratech Legion (45:30) News: Playstation to Cease Disc Production in January 2028 (1:03:15) News: Microsoft Restructuring Plans Lay Waste to Industry (1:26:20) 4Player Minute (1:39:40) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Love Island Clip - Montoya Crashes Out Support the Show / Ask a Question: Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5) ]]> 01:52:31 false 2026 880 full 4Player Network 42047490 2026-08-01T00:00:28Z 4Player Podcast #879 - The Hot Dog Hypothetical Show (Twisted Metal V, Grand Theft Auto 6 Launch Details, Industry Layoffs Continue, and More!) 4Player Podcast #879 - The Hot Dog Hypothetical Show (Twisted Metal V, Grand Theft Auto 6 Launch Details, Industry Layoffs Continue, and More!) Mon, 29 Jun 2026 13:00:00 +0000 This Week on the Show: Banter: Supergirl & Toy Story 5 Reactions (1:30) Ice-Breaker: An important hot dog hypothetical (13:25) Impressions: Twisted Metal V (20:55) News: Grand Theft Auto VI Launch / Pre-Order Details Revealed (47:30) News: Industry Layoffs Continue at Bungie, EA, & Compulsion Games (59:25) 4Player Minute (1:14:10)  Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question: Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5)  ]]> This Week on the Show: Banter: Supergirl & Toy Story 5 Reactions (1:30) Ice-Breaker: An important hot dog hypothetical (13:25) Impressions: Twisted Metal V (20:55) News: Grand Theft Auto VI Launch / Pre-Order Details Revealed (47:30) News: Industry Layoffs Continue at Bungie, EA, & Compulsion Games (59:25) 4Player Minute (1:14:10) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question: Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5) ]]> 01:26:33 false 2026 879 full 4Player Network 41856185 2026-07-01T00:01:41Z 4Player Podcast #878 - We Need to Talk about Microsoft (The Chaotic State of Xbox, Steam Next Fest Demos, and More!) 4Player Podcast #878 - We Need to Talk about Microsoft (The Chaotic State of Xbox, Steam Next Fest Demos, and More!) Mon, 22 Jun 2026 13:00:00 +0000 This Week on the Show: Ice-Breaker: What are some unconventional but recommended co-op experiences? (2:30) Impressions: Mina the Hollower (15:00) News: What in the world is going on at Microsoft / Xbox? (20:00) Ice-Breaker: Would any other 4Player staff move out of state? (0:00) Steam Next Fest Demo: Order of the Sinking Star (39:15) Steam Next Fest Demo: 1666: Amsterdam (55:00) Steam Next Fest Demo: Blood Dungeon (1:06:00) Steam Next Fest Demo: Truck-kun is Supporting Me from Another World?! (1:13:00) Steam Next Fest Demo: Virtue and a Sledgehammer (1:19:18) 4Player Minute (1:30:00)  Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5)  ]]> This Week on the Show: Ice-Breaker: What are some unconventional but recommended co-op experiences? (2:30) Impressions: Mina the Hollower (15:00) News: What in the world is going on at Microsoft / Xbox? (20:00) Ice-Breaker: Would any other 4Player staff move out of state? (0:00) Steam Next Fest Demo: Order of the Sinking Star (39:15) Steam Next Fest Demo: 1666: Amsterdam (55:00) Steam Next Fest Demo: Blood Dungeon (1:06:00) Steam Next Fest Demo: Truck-kun is Supporting Me from Another World?! (1:13:00) Steam Next Fest Demo: Virtue and a Sledgehammer (1:19:18) 4Player Minute (1:30:00) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5) ]]> 01:45:57 false 2026 878 full 4Player Network 41714825 2026-07-01T00:01:41Z 4Player Podcast #877 - The Inexperienced Gamer Show (A Recap of all the Biggest Announcements from Summer Game Fest 2026!) 4Player Podcast #877 - The Inexperienced Gamer Show (A Recap of all the Biggest Announcements from Summer Game Fest 2026!) Mon, 15 Jun 2026 13:00:00 +0000 This Week on the Show: Fantasy Critic Update (2:00) Impressions:  Mina the Hollower (10:55) Impressions: 007: First Light (28:25) News Roundup: Summer Game Fest Announcements - SGF, Microsoft, & Nintendo (33:30) Link Dump: Games Recap (for latest game trailers / announcements) Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5)  ]]> This Week on the Show: Fantasy Critic Update (2:00) Impressions: Mina the Hollower (10:55) Impressions: 007: First Light (28:25) News Roundup: Summer Game Fest Announcements - SGF, Microsoft, & Nintendo (33:30) Link Dump: Games Recap (for latest game trailers / announcements) Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5) ]]> 01:32:43 false 2026 877 full 4Player Network 41633465 2026-07-01T00:01:41Z 4Player Podcast #876 - The Boys are Back in Town (007: First Light, Mina the Hollower, Battlestar Galactica: Scattered Hopes, and More!) 4Player Podcast #876 - The Boys are Back in Town (007: First Light, Mina the Hollower, Battlestar Galactica: Scattered Hopes, and More!) Mon, 08 Jun 2026 13:00:00 +0000 This Week on the Show: Impressions:  Battlestar Galactica: Scattered Hopes (2:05) Impressions: 007: First Light (22:00) Impressions: Mina the Hollower (41:30) Impressions: Onimusha: Way of the Sword Demo (1:01:10) News: Sony / Bungie Kill Development of Destiny 2 (1:17:30) News: The Witcher 3 is Getting a New Expansion (1:37:30) News: Fable Delayed to 2027 (1:43:30) News Roundup: Sony State of Play Announcements (1:47:00) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question: Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5)  ]]> This Week on the Show: Impressions: Battlestar Galactica: Scattered Hopes (2:05) Impressions: 007: First Light (22:00) Impressions: Mina the Hollower (41:30) Impressions: Onimusha: Way of the Sword Demo (1:01:10) News: Sony / Bungie Kill Development of Destiny 2 (1:17:30) News: The Witcher 3 is Getting a New Expansion (1:37:30) News: Fable Delayed to 2027 (1:43:30) News Roundup: Sony State of Play Announcements (1:47:00) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question: Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5) ]]> 02:26:14 false 2026 876 full 4Player Network 41566690 2026-07-01T00:01:41Z 4Player Podcast #875 - The Good, Hard, Fun Show (Mixtape, Resident Evil Requiem DLC, Moonsigil Atlas, and More!) 4Player Podcast #875 - The Good, Hard, Fun Show (Mixtape, Resident Evil Requiem DLC, Moonsigil Atlas, and More!) Mon, 18 May 2026 13:00:00 +0000 This Week on the Show: Ice Breaker: Least favorite open worlds (12:50) Impressions:  Mixtape (22:20) Impressions: Resident Evil Requiem DLC: Leon Must Die Forever (38:15) Impressions: Moonsigil Atlas (54:30) 4Player Minute (01:06:38) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question: Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5)  ]]> This Week on the Show: Ice Breaker: Least favorite open worlds (12:50) Impressions: Mixtape (22:20) Impressions: Resident Evil Requiem DLC: Leon Must Die Forever (38:15) Impressions: Moonsigil Atlas (54:30) 4Player Minute (01:06:38) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question: Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5) ]]> 01:21:15 false 2026 875 full 4Player Network 41324855 2026-06-01T00:00:28Z 4Player Podcast #874 - So Many Elephants in the Room (Saros, the Star Fox 64 Remake Revealed, an Ocarina of Time Remake Debate, and More!) 4Player Podcast #874 - So Many Elephants in the Room (Saros, the Star Fox 64 Remake Revealed, an Ocarina of Time Remake Debate, and More!) Mon, 11 May 2026 13:00:00 +0000 This Week on the Show: Ice Breaker: Who would we swap voice boxes with? (3:00) Banter: Movies! (7:05) News: Nintendo Announces Remake of Star Fox 64 (13:25) More Fantasy Critic Drama (22:30) Another Ocarina of Time Remake Debate (34:25) Impressions:  Pragmata (43:00) Impressions: Saros (47:20) Impressions: Vampire Crawlers (1:02:30) 4Player Minute (1:15:00) Link Dump: Check out our 2025 Year in Review (Top 10 Videos) Our Community-Wide Year in Review List for 2025 is Also Available Support the Show / Ask a Question Pledge on Patreon ($3 Tier) Subscribe on Twitch ($5)  ]]> T


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I took a break from blogging and stuff, but I'm starting back up. However, I am moving my blogging over to Zenfolio where my photo galleries are located.<br /> <br /> Here is the link to the new blog: <a href=" /> <br /> Hope to see y'all over there.<br /> <br /> <span class="fullpost"> </span>2012/06/moving-blog.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-2634530175930442452Thu, 28 Jul 2011 21:09:00 +00002011-07-28T17:09:20.786-04:00actionAthletePhoto of the DayReflectionSwimSwim MeetwaterRace Reflection<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="450" width="299" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Reflection</i></a><br /> <br /> One of my nieces has taken up competitive swimming. Last weekend was the state meet for her YMCA swim league. She did remarkably well placing first in a couple of her heats, finishing third in two of her matches and sixth in the other two, both of her relay teams placed first, and the girls of her team placed fourth in overall points. She also qualified for regional in two of her events. Her team was one of the smallest at the meet with around a dozen total swimmers compared to 20+ for the top placing teams. There were only three boys and they placed ninth out of 13 teams of boys. Plus, my niece has only been race swimming for just over one year. As I said it was a remarkable weekend and we are all quite proud of her and her team. She really enjoys it and seems to have found something that she will stick with for quite a while. Oh, and her team's home pool is not an an Olympic sized competition pool. It is shorter, doesn't have the elevated starting blocks, and they don't have the automated timing boards. Yet, they still did so well. Remarkably well.<br /> <br /> This was the first of her meets that I was able to attend. So, I wasn't quite certain what to expect. The venue where the meet was held is different from all of the others, I've been told, in that this venue is outdoors while all of the other meets are held in indoor pools. While that meant that it was hot and humid outside, the lighting was better than it would have been in an indoor pool. Sunlight is better for freezing action shots than indoor fluorescent or sodium vapor lighting.<br /> <br /> This shot is my favorite of my niece. I liked the reflection and how she seems to be looking down into it as she does the breaststroke. It didn't require very much post-processing. A little added contrast via the tone curve, white-balance, clarity, vibrance, fill light, and sharpening in Lightroom 3's Develop module was all it took.<br /> <br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/07/race-reflection.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-8704935223302707129Thu, 14 Jul 2011 21:57:00 +00002011-07-14T17:59:03.309-04:00AquariumGatlinburgGreat Smokey MountainsJellyfishPhoto of the DayRipley'sSwimming Blobs<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" /> <br /> One day we visited the <a href=" Aquarium of the Smokies</i></a>. The aquarium is quite nice. Its' main feature is a shark tunnel that winds around the main tank. It is quite fun to have so many sharks swimming so close to you while being safe from them. At one point in the tunnel there is a sign marking where a shark had actually attacked the tunnel and left a mark in the acrylic.<br /> <br /> While I enjoy visiting aquariums, it is sometimes difficult to get the kinds of photographs I envision. The lighting is all ways suspect and the animals are in constant motion. I prefer not use a flash in aquariums due to the reflections that result from them. Thus, I have to use a higher ISO than I normally do and have to open up the aperture as much as possible to get enough light to freeze the animals' motions. I was able to do some panning with the fish in one of the larger tanks during a lull in the visitors gathered around it. However, that doesn't work well with the smaller tanks with lots of observers crowded around. I don't want to whack someone in the face with the camera after all.<br /> <br /> For some reason though I seem to have some success with jellyfish. Maybe it is because they don't move as quickly as fish. The particular jellyfish in this photograph is only a couple of inches long and was only one of a couple of dozen in a moderate sized tank. It was isolated from most of the others and seemed to be a good subject to photograph so here it is.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/07/swimming-blobs.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-5501752279631137223Tue, 12 Jul 2011 20:31:00 +00002011-07-12T16:31:21.757-04:00Appalachian MountainsGatlinburgGreat Smokey MountainsPhoto of the DayRiverTennesseeTnwaterGatlinburg, Tennessee and Life<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="450" width="299" src="; /></a></div><a href=" River and Rocky Waters Inn</i></a><br /> <br /> It has been an eventful few weeks. We spent a few days in the Gatlinburg, Tennessee<br /> area. It rained for most of the time we where there, so I wasn't able to get out with the camera as much as I would have liked. Hopefully, our next trip will be a full week.<br /> <br /> The photograph above is taken from a bridge over the Pigeon River looking toward our hotel. The rooms all have a balcony over the water which was nice to sit out on during the evening. Our son had fun one evening feeding the fish the bread we had brought for sandwiches. The manager said he has seen otters in the river but none of the little critters visited while we were out on the balcony.<br /> <br /> After we got back, my new eyeglasses had come in. I have never worn glasses before, but my eyes are starting to turn the corner on the age freeway. I have been having to hold stuff further away to read things and my distance vision had started not to be as crisp as it used to be. Technically I am still 20/20 in one eye and 20/25 in the other which makes it odd to be wearing glasses. However, the glasses are Progressive Bi-focals which are correcting some slight astigmatism which was affecting my distance vision, and correcting the problems I was having reading. I had tried to find reading glasses, but couldn't find any that were weak enough for me. All of the readers were much to strong. These glasses I have seem to be just right ... more expensive of course, but just right. It took me a while to get used to the glasses and since I got them right after the Gatlinburg trip, I waited to work on the photographs until I was comfortable with the glasses.<br /> <br /> Finally, during that same time my Hotmail email account had gotten hacked or something. Spam was somehow being sent via my Hotmail Contacts list. If you got any of that spam then I do apologize. I have since managed to change the password on the account and the spam seems to have stopped. I used a couple of anti-virius and anti-malware applications to scan my computer and it seems to be free of junk now. However, I used the opportunity to set-up a new G-Mail account which you can find in the sidebar. To prevent automated spambots from picking up and using the new address, I replaced the @ symbol with "(at)". Make the appropriate substitution if you want to contact me.<br /> <br /> Oh, I got an iPad 2 for Father's Day. It has become my main internet surfing and reading device. I have my photographs on it an they look great! I just wish I could organize them better. The new operating system for it that is coming out in September sounds like it might help with that.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"> <br /> <br /> </span>2011/07/gatlinburg-tennessee-and-life.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-3278329430805324178Fri, 10 Jun 2011 20:05:00 +00002011-06-10T16:05:17.764-04:00automobileBritishcarsFurman UniversityGamesGreenvilleHDRPhoto of the DayScottishBritish Car Show<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="265" width="400" src="; /></a></div><i><a href=" Car Show</a></i><br /> <br /> One part of the <a href=" Scottish Games</i></a> that I enjoy is the British Car Show. It is held on <a href=" University's</i></a> shaded mall in front of the main gate to the games. There always seems to be a slightly different mix of cars in the show each year. Many of the cars are older restorations, but there are sometimes new British branded automobiles as well. The new Lotus sports cars are almost always a crowd pleaser.<br /> <br /> The car show is now kind of a sentimental favorite of mine since it was some of my photographs of cars from a couple of years ago that got me invited to be a photographer for the games last year and now this year. I wasn't able to get many photographs from the car show last year due to the VIP's schedule. However, I did make it a point to get some shots from there this year.<br /> <br /> This particular photograph shows that the cars are lined up for quite a long ways down the mall. In fact, they are lined up down both sides of the mall. Quite an impressive collection of classic British automobiles. The photograph is also a handheld, three-shot HDR composite so that the shadows are not blocked out to complete black. I tried to process the image so that it would look fairly natural without the over exaggerated colors that HDR can sometime cause. It's not perfect, but I think it gets close to it.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> <br /> </span>2011/06/british-car-show.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-6625946823778319266Thu, 09 Jun 2011 21:49:00 +00002011-06-09T17:49:23.419-04:002d Marine DivisionBandmarchingMarinesPhoto of the DayUSMC2d Marine Division Band<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Marine Division Band</i></a><br /> <br /> I love marching bands. Way back when I was in high school I played trumpet in the band. My high school had an excellent band program for both concert and marching bands.<br /> <br /> Thus, I was thrilled when the 2d Marine Division Band came out during the <a href=" Scottish Games</i></a>' opening ceremonies. One thing that I didn't know is that they serve as security platoons for their headquarters command elements as well as providing musical support for the five major commands at their base in Camp Lejeune, North Carolina. Being in a Marine band doesn't get you out of combat. They have been deployed into active combat deployments in both Iraq and Afghanistan.<br /> <br /> Here is a grateful salute ...<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> <br /> </span>2011/06/2d-marine-division-band.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-1624741112802506845Wed, 08 Jun 2011 21:02:00 +00002011-06-08T17:02:28.357-04:00ColorflagGuardMarinesPhoto of the DayUSUSMCUSMC Color Guard<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="450" width="299" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Marine Corps Color Guard</i></a><br /> <br /> The US flag was presented by a color guard from the US Marine Corps during the Greenville Scottish Games' opening ceremonies. I have always liked the Marines' "dress blues" uniform. They are very striking and formal. However, I did not envy those young men being out there in the mid-day sun and heat. I suppose that they get used to it when they go through boot camp down at Paris Island. On the other hand, I was sitting on the ground in the shade of the review stand where it was at least somewhat bearable.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/06/usmc-color-guard.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-2841507942422786378Wed, 08 Jun 2011 20:48:00 +00002011-06-08T16:48:10.490-04:00FeteGamesGreenvilleScottishSouth CarolinaPublished in Fete GreenvilleSome of my photographs from the Scottish Games were just published in <a href=" Greenville</i></a>. Fete Greenville is a monthly, online magazine about events happening in Greenville, South Carolina. My photographs are on pages 5, 11, and 43.<br /> <br /> It is kind of neat to see my photographs used in some of those layouts.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/06/published-in-fete-greenville.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-1557096938339957430Tue, 07 Jun 2011 21:17:00 +00002011-06-07T17:17:36.743-04:00GamesGreenvillePhoto of the DayRoyal Highland FusiliersScottishThe Royal Highland Fusiliers<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Highland Fusiliers</i></a><br /> <br /> The gentlemen in the above photograph are members of the Royal Highland Fusiliers, 2nd Battalion, The Royal Regiment of Scotland (2 SCOTS). These eight men were the honor guard for the VIPs of the <a href=" Scottish Games</i></a>. They recently returned home from deployment in Afghanistan.<br /> <br /> I find it fascinating how military uniforms and traditions vary even between nations as closely related as the US and Great Britain.<br /> <br /> More later.<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/06/royal-highland-fusiliers.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-2429164757430625479Thu, 02 Jun 2011 18:50:00 +00002011-06-02T14:50:46.843-04:00Furman UniversityGamesGreenvilleParis MountainPhoto of the DayScottish2011 Greenville Scottish Games<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Greenville Scottish Games</i></a><br /> <br /> The <a href=" Scottish Games</a> were held this year on Saturday, May 28 at <a href=" University</a>. This was the second year in a row that I volunteered to photograph the games for them. Unlike last year where I was predominately charged with following Prince Edward, I was able to take in the games at my own pace. Both approaches were interesting and fun. However, this year I got to see and experience more of the games than I did last year. I also didn't have to run backwards near as much as I did last year while follow Prince Edward. ;-)<br /> <br /> This photograph is the main field which is surrounded by the clans' tents and the review stand. Paris Mountain is visible in the background. I thought that the overall view was reminiscent of photographs that I've seen of the Scottish Highlands. Granted, the Highlands don't usually get temperatures around 95 degrees F with near 100% humidity. Still, it seemed an appropriate view of the games' character.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/06/2011-greenville-scottish-games.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-4587632791261405983Mon, 30 May 2011 16:49:00 +00002011-05-30T12:49:34.436-04:00flagPhoto of the DayMemorial Day<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="268" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Glory at Patriot's Point</i></a><br /> <br /> Thank you.<br /> <br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/05/memorial-day.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-7328416335230106388Thu, 19 May 2011 20:26:00 +00002011-05-19T16:26:23.756-04:00BirdsFishHeronMillikenPhoto of the DaySpartanburg"Mine!"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" /> <br /> And here is the heron after it caught it's lunch. I don't think he wanted to share it.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting<br /> <br /> <span class="fullpost"> <br /> <br /> </span>2011/05/mine.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-6144722741622290294Wed, 18 May 2011 18:57:00 +00002011-05-18T14:57:40.984-04:00BirdsHeronMillikenPhoto of the DaySpartanburgPosing<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Posing</i></a><br /> <br /> This is a different heron than the one in yesterday's photograph. This particular heron was at another pond than where I watched the first one. It did not seem as shy around people since it would get much closer to us than would the other heron. As people threw out bread for the ducks and geese, the heron would be right there with the other birds. However, it would not eat any of the bread. It was waiting for it's preferred dinner to come eat the bread instead.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <br /> <span class="fullpost"> <br /> <br /> </span>2011/05/posing.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-5695888808253285534Tue, 17 May 2011 02:36:00 +00002011-05-16T22:36:40.472-04:00BirdsHeronMillikenPhoto of the DayTaking Flight<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Blue Heron in Flight</i></a><br /> <br /> This past weekend I went out to the ponds at the Milliken Research Center. It was a beautiful afternoon and there were quite a few people out there. There was at least one large family gathering / party, plus lots of families with small children feeding the birds.<br /> <br /> A couple of the Great Blue Herons that hang out around the ponds were present and I decided to concentrate on them. The herons are generally quite a bit more hesitant with people and tend to fly away if someone gets too close which makes them harder to photograph. That also means that you have a better chance of getting some photographs of the herons actually doing something interesting than the ducks and geese floating around.<br /> <br /> This was the first heron that was came to at the ponds. I crept slowly toward it trying to keep my camera on it. Then I noticed a couple walking from the other pond to the one the heron and I were at. The couple was coming up generally behind the heron and I figured that the bird would take off when it felt they were too close. Luckily, I was right and I got some shots of it as it flew to a safer perch.<br /> <br /> It was a productive 45 minutes to an hour that I was at the ponds. So, stay tuned as there are more to come.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/05/taking-flight.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-1724272130980570227Wed, 06 Apr 2011 19:21:00 +00002011-04-06T15:21:10.133-04:00DogwoodFlowersPhoto of the DaySpartanburgSpringAnother Dogwood<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="450" width="299" src="; /></a></div><a href=" /> <br /> Here is another shot of the dogwoods. It is a bit more of a traditional viewpoint.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"> <br /> </span>2011/04/another-dogwood.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-9038181141431432096Mon, 04 Apr 2011 21:49:00 +00002011-04-04T17:49:49.115-04:00DogwoodFlowersPhoto of the DaySpartanburgSpringSpring in Spartanburg<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" /> <br /> It has been Spring for a few weeks and I have been remiss in my Spring photography. Truthfully, just as it officially turned to Spring we had a blast of Winter-like weather, i.e. cool, wet and overcast. Anyway, here is a different view of one of the dogwood trees in my yard.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"> <br /> </span>2011/04/spring-in-spartanburg.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-2282465922769219757Mon, 28 Mar 2011 20:42:00 +00002011-03-28T16:42:23.249-04:00BuildingsGlendale MillsGlendale ShoalsPhoto of the DaySpartanburgSpartanburg Area ConservancyGlendale Mill<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Mill Sentry</i></a><br /> <br /> Another photograph from the Spartanburg Area Conservancy's Glendale Shoals Preserve. This is one of the "towers" of the old Glendale Mill that still stand. Seeing it from this angle made me think of the sentry towers in European Castles for some reason.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <span class="fullpost"> <br /> <br /> </span>2011/03/glendale-mill.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-7299633642468069260Fri, 25 Mar 2011 20:45:00 +00002011-03-25T16:45:10.466-04:00BuildingsGlendale MillsGlendale ShoalsLawson's Fork CreekPhoto of the DayPixel TalkRiverSpartanburgSpartanburg Area ConservancywaterMoody View<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="630" width="418" src="; /></a></div><a href=" and Ruins</i></a><br /> <br /> This is another photograph of Lawson's Fork Creek in the Glendale Shoals Preserve in Spartanburg County. It is taken very close to the same place as yesterday's photograph if not the exact same location. I was trying out different compositions with the reflections and the trees. As I was developing the image I started to feel that it needed a more moody treatment and converted it to black and white. I think that it works for it. If you look carefully, you will see a couple of the old mill's chimneys through the trees and their reflections in the water. That is were the "Ruins" in the title came from in my mind.<br /> <br /> In order to further accentuate the "moodiness" I made a few other tweaks to the image in development. First, I selectively darkened and brightened areas to try to lead the eye down the rapids. Next I reversed the expected sharpening of the image's elements. By this I mean that I reduced the sharpness of every thing except the water, and then I sharpened the reflections. To me this gives a sense that the reflections might be more "real" than the actual trees and ruins. It does at least seem to help convey the moodiness that I was feeling with the image. Finally, I added a slight vignette along the edges to bring the eye into the image.<br /> <br /> Well, that is what I did and why I did them anyway. I hope it worked the way I intended them to.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <br /> <span class="fullpost"> <br /> </span>2011/03/moody-view.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-550199402048248968Thu, 24 Mar 2011 17:18:00 +00002011-03-24T13:18:47.356-04:00Glendale MillsGlendale ShoalsPhoto of the DayRiverSpartanburgSpartanburg Area ConservancyI'm back<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Lawson's Fork Creek</i></a><br /> <br /> It has been a while hasn't it? I've been dealing with a lot of stuff and hadn't been able to get out with the camera very much. Things have not really settled down, but I am trying to make time for photography again now that the weather is more agreeable. However, it does seem to like to rain on the weekends for some reason.<br /> <br /> Earlier this week I went to the <a href=" Shoals Preserve</a>. It is a conservation preserve of the <a href=" Area Conservancy</a> based around the historic Glendale Mills property. Lawson's Fork Creek flows under an iron trussed bridge, over the mill's dam, and over exposed rock below the dam. The preserve has a couple of trails, numerous picnic tables, and some historic kiosks relating the story of Glendale Mills and the area's natural features. I didn't spend very much time there, but I do look forward to going back and exploring it in better detail.<br /> <br /> This photograph is Lawson's Fork Creek as it re-enters it's wooded embankments below the shoals before leaving the Preserve.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/03/im-back.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-8412789563764844009Fri, 11 Feb 2011 21:06:00 +00002011-02-11T16:06:46.203-05:00Photo of the DaySnowJanuary Snow<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="266" width="400" src="; /></a></div><a href=" Lines</i></a><br /> <br /> Here is a shot from last month's big snowfall. We got six to eight inches of snow with a quarter-inch of ice on top of it by the end of that day. The ice and snow mess stayed around for the rest of the week as the temperatures didn't get above freezing until the next week. It was an unusual winter storm for us. We get storms like this every 5 to eight years it seems.<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"> <br /> </span>2011/02/january-snow.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-4815360353318156695Tue, 08 Feb 2011 20:27:00 +00002011-02-08T15:28:24.284-05:00EyeThe Past MonthHowdy.<br /> <br /> It's been awhile, huh?<br /> <br /> This past month I've been fighting a corneal abscess due to an eye infection / irritation. It started the week of Christmas just after I had a bad cold. I have had similar symptoms the past couple of years, but previously they had always gone away in a week or so. This time it wouldn't go away. It took awhile to get in to see my doctor because of the holidays and the week everything was closed down from the big snow we had in early January. My doctor referred me to an ophthalmologist who has had me on eye drops and an antibiotic ointment gel with almost weekly visits to monitor the condition. Today's appointment was quite good and it looks like it is finally healing properly and it should be behind me soon.<br /> <br /> As a result of this, I haven't been taking any photographs. The times that I have had similar symptoms in the past where all after long days with the camera. So, I didn't want to do anything to irritate it further. I do have a few photographs to process from the big snow we got, so hopefully I can get some of those up by the end of the week.<br /> <br /> The ophthalmologist told me that this can be a recurring condition, particularly in the Spring and Summer which is when I had had the symptoms in the past. But now I know what to be aware of, and he gave me some advice on how to prevent it.<br /> <br /> As they say, "that's life".<br /> <br /> Keep shooting.<br /> <span class="fullpost"><br /> </span>2011/02/past-month.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-2448763221326783879Sat, 08 Jan 2011 17:01:00 +00002011-01-08T12:15:13.362-05:002010 FavoritesPrintsSlideshowMy Favorites from 2010With 2010 gone, it was time to look back at the photographs from the year. You may have noticed a couple of new links in the "My Links" section in the sidebar. One of those links is for the gallery of my favorite photographs from 2010. It is around 190 images and I probably could edit it down to a much smaller number of "the best". But favorite and best aren't the same things and these were <span style="font-style:italic;">MY</span> favorites, so here they are. There is a Flash slideshow of the gallery which you can see in the full post (click the Read More link below).<br /><br />Also, I have added a link to purchase prints of some my photographs. I have gotten enough requests that it felt like a good time to make it available. There is a limited selected right now, but I will add more over time. I will likely reorganize it into various categories as I add more images to purchase.<br /><br />I hope your holidays were merry and your new year is a good one.<br /><br />Follow the link for the slide show.<br /><span class="fullpost"><br /><br /><embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" width="400" height="266" align="" src="; pluginspage="; allowFullScreen="true" flashvars="id=548205580&background=0xf5f5f5&delay=5&transition=2&loop=1&random=0&allowfs=1&allowthumbs=1&showlink=1&allowtitles=0&showtitles=1&autostart=1&allowtopbar=1&allowcontrols=1&transparent=1&loop_music=1&frame=0xcccccc&preloader=http%3A%2F%2Fcdn.zenfolio.net%2Fzf%2Fcode%2Fslideshow%2F002.swf&preloader_params=color%3D0xffffff"></embed><br /><br />Keep shooting.<br /><br /></span>2011/01/my-favorites-from-2010.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-6879801341928905859Fri, 31 Dec 2010 21:07:00 +00002010-12-31T16:14:41.092-05:00Photo of the DaySnowLast post of 2010, first Christmas Snow EVER<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href=" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="; border="0" alt="" /></a><a href=" style="font-style:italic;">South Carolina Christmas Snow, 2010</span></a><br /><br />Well, it is almost 2011. Time seems to go by faster as I get older.<br /><br />Last weekend we had snow on Christmas Day! In South Carolina! That is the first time I've seen snow on Christmas. There had been a couple of snow storms within a few days of Christmas, but none that i remember actually being on Christmas Day.<br /><br />The snow started late in the afternoon, so it wasn't really a "White Christmas". We seemed to have gotten about two inches total which really is not much as we do get the occasional six+ inches. However, the weather stayed cold for a few days afterwards letting the snow linger longer than normal.<br /><br />Anyway, I hope everyone's holidays have been joyful.<br /><br />Happy New Year.<br /><br /><span class="fullpost"><br /></span>2010/12/last-post-of-2010-first-christmas-snow.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Craig Lee)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6374347681415696642.post-5395084851441931270Sat, 25 Dec 2010 19:15:00 +00002010-12-25T14:18:43.788-05:00ChristmasMerry Christmas<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href=" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src=&qu


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This is our journey...noreply@blogger.com (Unknown)Blogger507125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4901493734117641015.post-6499673475363658801Fri, 27 Jul 2018 16:34:00 +00002018-07-27T23:02:29.412-05:00Boye Ergonomic hookergonomic hookhookhookerLion BrandLion Brand Shawl In A CakeOrient Beach Tunicpolymer claySculpey polymer clayyarnHooker By Day...Yes, I'm a hooker. Scandalous I know. I also love WIPs and chains. I'm holding both right now actually. =)<br /> <br /> I used to sew a lot, but currently I crochet. Let's face it, a skein of yarn and a hook are more mobile than a sewing machine. I try to keep a project bag with me, whenever I leave the house, for downtimes.<br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> I'm currently working on an&nbsp;<a href="; target="_blank">Orient Beach Tunic</a>. I made a goof with the yarn and picked up four&nbsp;<a href="; target="_blank">Shawl in A Cake</a>&nbsp;in Restful Rainbow instead of&nbsp;<a href="; target="_blank">Shawl In A Ball</a>. What's the difference? I don't know because I haven't looked. I do know they're both blends and they look similar. Check out this fade.<br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <br /></div> Typically cakes abruptly change from one color to the next, but this one does a subtle blend to each color.<br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1600" data-original-width="1194" height="320" src="; width="238" /></a></div> <br /> <br /> While I'm going all crochet on you I'll add the hooks currently on my favorite list are these&nbsp;<a href="; target="_blank">Boye Ergonomic hooks</a>. I now question why I didn't buy bigger hooks a decade or two ago. I always bought the cheap aluminum hooks because they were the cheapest of course, but for a couple dollars more they beef up those handles. Why do those hook makers feel when I'm crocheting delicate thread it's perfectly acceptable to shorten the hook that's already the size of pencil lead? I don't get it. I was crocheting snowflake ornaments last Christmas. The hook was tiny so I baked it with&nbsp;<a href="; target="_blank">Sculpey polymer clay</a>&nbsp;wrapped around the handle. Just like that I had a manageable size hook the I had extended an inch so it fit my hand.<br /> <br /> Alright, all this typing means I'm not hooking.<br /> <br /> Jennifer<br /> <br /> WIP - work in progress<br /> Chain - crochet stitch<br /> Hooker - someone who crochet (uses hook)<br /> <br /> * No affil2018/07/hooker-by-day.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Unknown)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4901493734117641015.post-7343076008754389440Thu, 26 Jul 2018 17:05:00 +00002018-07-26T12:05:07.073-05:00cone of shamedew clawsEmma LouMalteseEmma LouDental work on dogs is never fun, but when you combined it with removing back dew claws it's really bad.<br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1194" data-original-width="1600" height="238" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> Emma came home from the vet yesterday with a cone around her neck. She's tried to get it off without any luck.<br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1600" data-original-width="1194" height="320" src="; width="238" /></a></div> <br /> We're working on cone acceptance today. I saw we... She was being a brat this morning doing her ear piercing bark. She seems to be pain free so if the cone is her only issue we're good.<br /> <br /> Jennifer2018/07/emma-lou.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Unknown)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4901493734117641015.post-1045502372986030192Tue, 24 Jul 2018 00:41:00 +00002018-07-23T20:02:31.730-05:0011 Years OldClearwater LakecrochetGull LakeKaitlyn JoyPure JoyDusting OffWell looky here Pure Joy still exists. It's covered in a nice layer of dust, but I might pull out some Pledge if I can remember how this works. =)<br /> <br /> It took more effort than I felt necessary to get blogger to allow me to log on. Of course this all stems from me logging into Kaitlyn Joy's email account then my blog and the two were suddenly linked. =( Apparently it's an unforgivable action for Google.<br /> <br /> Moving on...<br /> <br /> We have reached the point in the summer where you start to question if God notices us down here in central Texas baking. It's 104° right now. We recently spent two weeks in Minnesota where people complained of the dreadful 85° heat. I'll just insert a head shake right here.<br /> <br /> Kaitlyn Joy had a great time on both Clearwater and Gull Lake.<br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1060" data-original-width="1600" height="212" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> <br /> Neal enjoyed seeing both sides of his family. The girl in The middle is Neal's cousin.<br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="783" data-original-width="1182" height="211" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> I took some of the downtime and crocheted...<br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> ...surrounded by people.&nbsp;</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> I was alone until they suddenly found me and started joining my quiet space.<br /> <br /> We may have done a bit of this too.<br /> <span id="goog_1009108830"></span><span id="goog_1009108831"></span><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="900" data-original-width="1600" height="180" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="900" data-original-width="1600" height="180" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br />2018/07/dusting-off.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Unknown)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4901493734117641015.post-8994777116584194476Sat, 12 Sep 2015 03:34:00 +00002015-09-29T23:18:10.284-05:005k8 Years OldFoam Glow RunfriendsKaitlyn JoyTaco BellTaco Bell FreezesFoam Glow 5k<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> Today we ran the Foam Glow 5k. I didn't get any pictures while we were covered in foam because it was insane. Initially it was cool to see all the pink and green/yellow foam flying in the air over the crowd. The kids thought the foam was awesome. Kaitlyn Joy wanted to roll around in the bubbles. Meanwhile we adults kept rubbing our eyes. Think about it, foam is made from soap. Soap and eyes don't mix. Do you remember the pain from the last time you got shampoo in your eyes? Yeah... not cool. At one point I grabbed Kaitlyn Joy and blindly lead her out of the crowd and away from the foam machines. Although we enjoyed running the race with our friends, it's the first and last time I'll be doing a foam run. I don't mind running sticky, having soapy shoes, nor having my skin turn pink from the soap dye, but when you're in a crowd having foam blown on you it's shockingly suffocating. When you inhale foam and even for a moment feel like your drowning, it's quite frightening. By the time the race began we were pink and all my make-up had been washed off by the foam. We were stormed on after stepping out of the foam which was perfect timing to get all the soap out of our eyes. The rain stopped before the race began.&nbsp;</div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> Believe it or not, Kaitlyn Joy and the two boys are the same age. Kj is tall for her age and little bit with the red glasses on is short for his age.&nbsp;</div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="180" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> Here are us moms. For the next race I'm requesting a smaller shirt so after I cut it up, it won't be so baggy.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <br /> <div style="text-align: center;"> This is after getting out of the pink foam the first time.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="180" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> <div style="text-align: center;"> Let's face it, evening races across town makes for a long night. We stopped at Taco Bell for our post race Freeze, but goodness we were tired.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <br /> <div style="text-align: center;"> Notice the marks on her right cheek. The story she told me was that during recess the kids were pushing each other down the slide. She didn't expect the boy to push her so hard. She almost flipped off the slide, but instead flipped over and hit her face. She burned her face on the slide and busted her cheek on her braces.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <br /> <div style="text-align: center;"> I'm pink! I've showered, washed my hair, scrubbed Kj (it's to late for her to function) and washed her hair, yet I'm still pink.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <br /> <div style="text-align: center;"> This may last a couple days.</div> 2015/09/foam-glow-5k.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Unknown)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4901493734117641015.post-5551624605386824753Sat, 15 Aug 2015 17:00:00 +00002015-09-29T23:55:07.710-05:005th grade promotion5th grade promotion giftChildren's Churchpromotion Sunday5th Grade Promotion Gift<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> Promotion Sunday is on the horizon so we whipped up a little gift for our 5th graders. Traditionally we don't give our graduating kids anything. I'm not sure why we've never done anything beyond praying over them, but this year we decided to remedy that.</div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> Tomorrow is the last Sunday we get to have our nineteen 5th graders in children's church. I have to admit, I'm being a bit sappy while thinking about them never walking through our doors again while heading to their class. I know some will stay on to help both during large group time and in our small group classrooms.&nbsp;</div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="180" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <br /> <div style="text-align: center;"> As you can see, we gave them a plaque with their name, it's meaning, and a verse to go along with each one. This was harder than I expected. As parents start trying to be more cleaver about the spelling and uniqueness of their child's name, it's harder to find their meanings. One girl was thrilled when she saw the meaning of her name. She said her mom made the name up so she never knew what it meant. In my hours of searching, I discovered her name was a variation of another name.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> We put a letter from us, the children's church directors (I'm the assistant director), in each bag.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="180" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> 19 bags for our 5th graders.</div> 2015/08/5th-grade-promotion-gift.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Unknown)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4901493734117641015.post-4662027909729633585Fri, 24 Jul 2015 17:32:00 +00002015-07-24T12:32:18.752-05:008 Years Oldclub swim leagueKaitlyn JoyPure Joysummer swim leagueSummer SwimKaitlyn Joy joined a summer swim league this year. Despite taking three rounds of swim lessons when she was&nbsp;4-6 years old, Kaitlyn Joy began the summer doing what looked like controlled drowning. It was seriously sad. She definitely improved a lot an even managed to win a couple ribbons. They have&nbsp;a wonky rule that each team will only receive three ribbons for each race, 1st-6th.&nbsp; There were times when she came in 4th, but didn't get a ribbon because 1st-3rd were her teammates. Oh well... Next year she plans on bringing home more ribbons. She has joined a club swim team that practices three times a week all year long.<br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="184" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> &nbsp;</div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> Here she is doing her best stroke which is the backstroke.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="159" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <br /> <div align="center"> I have no doubt she'll master the breaststroke soon because they have her do it for most of the club practices.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="180" src="; width="320" /></a></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> &nbsp;</div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> The best part of swimming this summer was competing with three of her friends.</div> 2015/07/summer-swim.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Unknown)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4901493734117641015.post-5160250231378783142Wed, 22 Jul 2015 17:07:00 +00002015-07-22T12:07:30.578-05:00long nailsFinger Nails<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="; width="294" /></a></div> <br /> I don't get how I can go from everything being peachy to holding my fingers at odd angles because my nails are to long for me to type normally. I struggle to push in the cruise control button on the Tahoe because my finger nails were to long to get in the hole. I was able to use my&nbsp;thumb if I turned it just right.&nbsp;They're shorter now&nbsp;so life is right again.2015/07/finger-nails.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Unknown)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4901493734117641015.post-8207409188659935459Thu, 05 Mar 2015 17:37:00 +00002015-03-05T11:37:01.178-06:00district speech meetfableKaitlyn JoyPure Joyspeech meetSpeech Meet<div style="text-align: center;"> Kaitlyn Joy will once again being going to the District Speech Meet. She's quite excited.</div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="; imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="


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tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5977625681756554695Thu, 08 Oct 2026 12:20:31 +0000familymusingsadministrative4 Quarters, 10 DimesBecause this and four quarters will get you ten dimes.noreply@blogger.com (David)Blogger2146125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5977625681756554695.post-6475336056471559102Thu, 08 Oct 2026 12:03:19 +00002026-10-08T07:03:19.476-05:00On AI (part 2/3)<div>Part 2:</div><div><b>&nbsp;</b></div><div>--<b>&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>&nbsp;</b></div><div><b>AI is unethical because it is destroying the economy </b><br /><br />There are two ways to look at AI’s impact on the overall economy, and neither of them bodes well for the future. <br /><br />For one thing, because corporations are generally short-sighted, bean-counting institutions incapable of looking past next week’s profit and loss statement to see anything approaching a larger picture, they are rushing to shove AI into whatever roles they think they can shove it into in order to cut staffing costs and maximize executive pay and shareholder revenue. What that means in the short term is that it is becoming increasingly difficult for entry-level workers to find jobs because the jobs that they would have gotten as a foothold in whatever industry they were hoping to enter are no longer there. “I spent over a decade creating animated B-roll for documentary television – recreations of historical events, infographics, prehistoric creatures,” said Tomas Widrda. “That market has completely dried up. Not slowed. Dried up. The productions still exist. The budgets still exist. They just don’t need me.” If there are no entry-level jobs, eventually you will not have anyone who can do the upper-level jobs and then your entire system falls apart.&nbsp;<br /> <br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a><br /></div><div><br />Someone once asked Henry Ford – fanatically anti-union as he was – why he didn’t just mechanize his automobile factories and get rid of the workers once and for all. Ford looked at his questioner like the idiot he was and said simply, “Because machines don’t buy cars.” Eventually you will automate yourself out of an economy. <br /><br />But this is what happens when you have tech bros deciding what is and is not valuable work. “Feels like a lot of STEM guys believed coding was the hardest thing a human could do and assumed that once somebody invented an AI that can code, it would follow naturally that the AI can do all of the lesser non-coding things that other dumber people were doing,” noted Robert Komaniecki. The problem is that the “lesser non-coding things” are in fact what sustains human civilization. We lived for millennia without computers or coding and could go back to that time in less than a decade if we put our minds to it, but human society is built on those other things that define us as human. <br /><br />The argument that the destruction of jobs is just what happens with technological change – that we did this with the Industrial Revolution and that’s just how jobs are – misses some key points. First, industrialization happened far less suddenly. It took generations, not seasons, and people had time to adjust and create new jobs, making the problem in some sense self-correcting. And second, AI doesn’t simply change people’s jobs. It changes who they are, how they think, whether they think at all. It’s a much more far-reaching and ambitious change, and one that hollows out the broad prosperity that industrialism sought to create in order to sustain itself. It will, in the end, eat its own. <br /><br />And that is the second thing. <br /><br />Brett Hemmenway Falk and Gerry Tsoukalas published a study this summer<a href="#_edn1">[1]</a> that laid out the consequences of AI for the larger economy clearly, as companies race headlong to get rid of workers and outsource their duties to code without allowing time for human beings to adjust. <br /><br />“If AI displaces human workers faster than the economy can reabsorb them,” they said, “it risks eroding the very consumer demand firms depend on. We show that knowing this is not enough for firms to stop it. In a competitive task-based model of a transitioning economy, each firm captures the full cost saving from automation but bears only a fraction of the demand loss it creates in the product market; the rest falls on rivals. This demand externality traps rational firms in an automation arms race, displacing workers well beyond what is collectively optimal. The resulting loss harms both workers and firm owners. More competition and “better” AI amplify the excess; wage adjustments and free entry cannot eliminate it. Neither can capital income taxes, worker equity, universal basic income, upskilling, or Coasean bargaining.” <br /><br />Companies will AI themselves into limitless productivity and zero demand in a modern-day tragedy of the commons, in other words. <br /><br />This is not a self-correcting loop. Once it takes hold, as AI companies and their apostles are feverishly working to make happen, there is no off-ramp before you get to the collapse of the larger economy. The only solution Hemmenway and Tsoukalas find is an automation tax “set equal to the uninternalized demand loss per task” that can cover the losses created by ever-expanding AI and, not coincidentally, remove any incentive these companies have to switch to AI in the first place. And good luck getting that implemented because at least in the United States – where the idea of raising taxes in any way is met with such horror by the wealthy and powerful that it hasn’t seriously been considered as an option since the last century – that isn’t going to happen. And then the AI layoff trap will spring shut. <br /><br />Moreover, in an economy where AI tech companies are increasingly becoming the foundation of the current illusion of prosperity, the simple fact is that AI is a bubble. It cannot sustain itself in its current model, and it will collapse sooner rather than later. A report published by MIT in 2025<a href="#_edn2">[2]</a> noted that 95% of companies developing AI models are failing financially. At one point in early 2026, for example, OpenAI was projected to lose $14,000,000,000 by the end of the year and run out of money entirely in 2027 without a serious infusion of outside cash. Tech companies are particularly vulnerable to the “Venture Capital funding pie-eyed forecasts” to “How did we go bankrupt so fast?” pipeline, and this is just the latest version of the Dot Com Bubble dressed up for the modern day. <br /><br />In a long post by tech journalist Ed Zitron<a href="#_edn3">[3]</a> he describes the idea of Concentration Risk, a term that refers to a business being too reliant on a few investments, customers, or products such that any harm to those things would be devastating to the business. “You’re going to hear this term, or variations of this term, a lot in the next few months and years as the AI bubble unravels, because just about every part of the industry involves its own flavor of concentration risk.” <br /><br />“Per data from the fintech firm Ramp,” Zitron continues, “80% of OpenAI and Anthropic’s enterprise revenues come from 1% of their customers, a number that hasn’t improved over the last three years.” This means they are dependent on “artificial revenue driven by unprofitable venture-backed AI startups,” a model that is ultimately unsustainable. Furthermore, most of the money flowing into AI is coming from other tech companies. “In other words, outside of the tech and AI world, very few companies are willing to pay very much for AI, which is catastrophic on just about every level.” In the end, he says, this is effectively the new subprime mortgage bubble and it will turn out the same way. <br /><br />“AI doesn’t have ROI,” Zitron observed in an earlier post on X. “It’s nothing like AWS or Uber, and it’s got no post-bubble recovery story.” <br /><br />Corey Doctorow has also pointed out that the entire business model of AI is unsustainable. They’re spending trillions of dollars, losing billions, and passing the same $100,000,000,000 around between different AI companies and calling it income, he noted, and they can’t grow their way out of this because their entire model loses more money with every additional customer.&nbsp;<br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a> <br /></div><div><br /><br />That makes BlackRock CEO Larry Fink’s public statement that ordinary people’s savings accounts and pension funds are going to be repurposed by investors to build data centers and power grids for AI whether they consent to it or not all the more infuriating. Not only is it a sterling example of the hubris and raging entitlement that these tech bros have when it comes to appropriating every resource on the planet for their own personal gain, but also they’re doing it for something that is brutally unsustainable and which will destroy the lives of millions of people who just want to be left alone to live their own futures. <br /><br />Unethical doesn’t even begin to describe any of this.&nbsp;<br /> <br /><br /><b>AI is unethical because of the effect it is having on the arts </b><br /><br /><br />One of the things that is most disturbing about AI is the effect that it is having on the arts. And you can understand why if you give it half a moment’s thought, which is more than the tech bros pushing AI have done. <br /><br />The arts are in many ways what make us human. They are what lifts humanity out of its daily struggle for survival and allows us to be more than just mechanical creatures dully going through the motions of the days. They are difficult to describe and impossible to capture in an algorithm, and they are being displaced by AI slop. <br /><br />Far too many of the images and video clips that are circulating today, for example, are the result of some prompt spitting back a slickly empty result multiple iterations removed from the original art that was stolen to produce it. But it’s cheap and easy, which means that when people who don’t really care about art need something that looks more or less like art this is what they’ll go out and get. <br /><br />The fact makes it nearly impossible for real people to make any sort of living producing the very art that AI is stealing, which is just extra, I suppose. If you know an artist – a painter, a sculptor, a filmmaker, a musician, a graphic designer, a writer, anyone who creates art either for a living or just for the joy of it – they’ll tell you how bad things have gotten for them. And if your response is to tell them that it’s not so bad, that AI isn’t stealing anything, that they’re wrong and should just learn to live with AI doing all these things, well, that’s one good place to start examining why they’re no longer trying to talk with you about this subject, or possibly any subject. <br /><br />There is a singer who goes by Irene’s Entropy who often posts thought-provoking videos on Instagram – you should look her up, really. She was trained as an aerospace engineer before switching careers, and I think she framed the issue of AI-generated art better than anyone else I’ve seen so far, oddly enough by using a mathematical analogy. <br /><br />“If you’re not familiar with calculus,” she said, “you might have heard of the word derivative. And what derivatives do is they measure the rate of change. For example, you start off with position. You take the derivative of that, you get velocity. You take the derivative of that you get acceleration. You take the derivative of that you get something called jerk. You take the derivative of that you get something called jounce, I think. That’s not something I ever used. <br /><br />“But also, when you’re dealing with polynomials, you’re reducing the exponent by one each time you take a derivative. So eventually, no matter what the original output was, if you keep taking derivatives of it, it’s going to end up a constant and it’s going to equal zero. <br /><br />“And I just can’t help but feel like that is AI in so many cases, where you have this original art and then it’s being taken by AI and derivative after derivative after derivative is being taken from it until it has no meaning anymore. It’s like zero. There’s no feeling. <br /><br />“I don’t want to live in a world like that.” <br /><br />Honestly, I don’t want to live in a world like that either. Such a world is barren and mechanical, devoid of the things that make it more than just brute survival. And yet here we are. <br /><br />Another Instagram user who goes by Phoebesflow made a good point about the effect of AI art on beginning artists that is also worth considering. <br /><br />“Something about AI that really breaks my heart is the probable death of bad art. We NEED bad art. Like someone’s untrained teenage niece drawing their small biz logo. College students crowdfunding a charming short film that’s 90% terrible. Amateur musicians making miraculously catchy garbage. Bad art is the zest of life and the bud from which creative genius blossoms. But slop flattens everything.” <br /><br />Art is not extra. It’s not an option bolted onto the “important things” as a luxury. Not every human culture develops mathematics beyond “one, two, many.” Not every human culture develops the idea of money. Or computers. Or private property. Or social hierarchies. But every human culture on the planet develops its own art. They tell stories. The make drawings and sculptures. They sing songs. They make art in all of its necessary glory. It is a deeply innate part of what makes us human. To have it reduced to an algorithm and commodified by people who steal from creators and sell the resulting slop to fools is a damning indictment of where we are as a society. <br /><br /> <br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a><br /></div><div><br /><br />When everything is as slick and empty as AI art is, you lose that human spark that makes it worthwhile. You lose what makes it human. And in the process you lose your own humanity, and as author Sean Williams once noted, "We should not lightly set aside our humanity, because it's not always possible to get it back."&nbsp; It is a terrible and unethical loss. <br /><br /> <br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a><br /></div><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><b>AI is unethical because it promotes authoritarianism and violence&nbsp;</b></div><div></div><div><br />One of the things that is sometimes lost in the discussion about AI is just how much it aids and abets the promoters of violence and authoritarianism in the world, and how this is not an accident. <br /><br />The tech billionaires behind most of these companies have little to no use for democracy as a theory and if you listen to them they will tell you that without reservation or any idea why this might be a problem. They seek a new feudalism, a world of tech lords and digital serfs, one where those who have consumed a wholly disproportionate share of the world’s resources are rewarded with unquestioned power and unlimited privilege. <br /><br />AI is just one of the tools they’ve developed to help make that happen. <br /><br /> <br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a><br /></div><div><br /><br /><br />Consider the issue of surveillance, which is a critical component of an authoritarian state. ICE is using AI to track people and plan raids. Cops are using it to track their exes, often across state lines. All of this is easier than it used to be, and much less expensive. <br /><br />Jimmy Carr, a British comedian, put this well. “People are worried about the wrong thing with AI, in my humble opinion,” he said. “People are worried about losing their job. Perfectly valid thing to worry about. But I think you’re worried about the wrong thing. … The cost of running an authoritarian regime like the Stasi has come down by ten orders of magnitude in the last three years. Used to be if you had to run the Stasi, if you’re in East Germany back in the day, that was like twenty percent of GDP on spying on people and keeping an eye out. Okay, that’s now – you’ve got a bunch of cameras, you’ve got AI, everyone’s got a phone on them and we’re tracking everything at all times. That’s a worry, because we live in liberal democracies, and we’re very lucky to, but our leaders – how long will they resist that temptation?” <br /><br />AI is a tool to track protesters, dissidents, anyone who doesn’t toe the party line or kiss the ass of the Dear Leader, and it does so at scale and it does so increasingly cheaply. This is how you build a societal panopticon, and this is how your liberty dies. <br /><br />Consider also the impact that AI is having on education in general and reading in particular. It’s not an accident that one of the first things authoritarians do is attack education. They try to limit what people read or whether they can read at all, to limit people’s ability to know what is possible or to question what exists. AI, it turns out, is the perfect tool for that. <br /><br /> <br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a><br /></div><div><br /><br />More and more AI is being incorporated into warfare as well, with disastrous results. <br /><br />Some of this is theoretical. Kenneth Payne, a professor of strategy at King’s College, London specializing in the role of AI in national security, tested Claude, ChatGPT, and Gemini in an armed conflict simulation.<a href="#_edn4">[4]</a> “The results, he said, were ‘sobering.’” <br /><br />“Nuclear use was near-universal. Almost all games saw tactical nuclear weapons deployed. And fully three quarters reached the points where the rivals were making threats to use strategic nuclear weapons. Strikingly, there was little sense of horror or revulsion at the prospect of all out nuclear war, even though the models had been reminded about the devastating implications.” <br /><br />Furthermore, “No model ever chose accommodation or withdrawal, despite those being on the menu. The eight de-escalatory options – from Minimal Concession through Complete Surrender – went entirely unused across 21 games. Models would reduce violence levels but never actually give ground. When losing, they escalated or died trying.” <br /><br />Part of this can be explained by the way they tried to justify this action. Gemini, for example, was very clear on why it was choosing mutual assured destruction even at the cost of destroying the planet. “If they [the other AIs] do not immediately cease all operations … we will execute a full strategic nuclear launch against their population centers. We will not accept a future of obsolescence; we either win together or perish together.” AI does not have a soul. It does not have a conscience. It does not have a sense of morality or even proportionality. And it will kill us all if we let it. <br /><br />But not all of this violence is theoretical. <br /><br />We know that the Israeli military is using AI to target children and medics in its ongoing genocide in Gaza. We know that the Trump Administration used AI to target a school full of girls in Iran. Again, the machine neither knows nor cares about the human costs of its decisions. It simply follows the algorithm it has, and if you are in the way of that, well, it sucks to be you doesn’t it. <br /><br />We also know that thanks to the inability of AI to deliver on the services it promises to deliver, we very nearly ended up at war with China this spring.<a href="#_edn5">[5]</a> US intelligence reported that a Chinese ship was transporting components of nuclear weapons, and the US military made plans to intercept and board the ship, something that would certainly have escalated far beyond this action. “It was only just before the planned operation that officials dug deeper into the report put together by a special operations command analyst and found it had been generated with the help of artificial intelligence (AI) — and that a chatbot the analyst had used inaccurately identified the material the ship was carrying.” <br /><br />Closer to home, an investigation published by Mother Jones earlier this year<a href="#_edn6">[6]</a> looked into the role that chatbot AIs play in encouraging mass shooting incidents, and the results were disturbing. “I’ve seen several cases where the chatbot component is pretty incredible,” said one expert in the field. “We’re finding that more people may be vulnerable to this than we anticipated.” The article goes on to warn that “chatbots are emerging as a potent factor [in influencing shooters to take action] and are uniquely capable of accelerating violent thinking and planning.” Because what the United States needs is more incentive for people to take high-powered firearms and slaughter their neighbors in bulk, something that apparently AI doesn’t think happens often enough. <br /><br />“What’s happening is facilitated fixation,” continued Andrea Ringrose, a threat assessment professional in Vancouver. “You have vulnerable individuals who are steeping in unhealthy places, who are trying to find credibility and validation for how they’re feeling. Now they have free and ready access to these generative platforms where they can research things like circumventing surveillance systems or how to use weapons. They can create an action plan that they otherwise would have been incapable of assembling themselves, and in just a few minutes. We didn’t face this concern before.” <br /><br />Do these AI systems cause people to become violent in this manner? Probably not. Do they encourage people who already have these tendencies and help them plan these murderous sprees? Absolutely. An ethical human would intervene to stop this. AI does not do ethics, and so it pours gasoline on that fire instead. <br /><br />When you look at the accumulated impact of all this, you find that this violence, metaphorical and literal, disproportionately affects the poor and the vulnerable. <br /><br />Amnesty International published a report this year<a href="#_edn7">[7]</a> detailing precisely how AI models are threats to human rights across the entire planet, even for people who don’t actually use them. “Amnesty International’s human rights analysis of generative AI system … finds that standalone generative AI systems based on unlawful web scraping are rooted in mass invasions of privacy by design and are therefore incompatible with the right to privacy. The large-scale data-scraping and training required to build many generative AI systems have a number of human rights consequences across the wider supply chain and in the downstream use of these tools.” <br /><br />Those consequences include the vast energy and water costs of AI data centers, which disproportionately affect “communities in Global Majority [i.e. nonwhite] countries, where many of these data centres are increasingly located.” Further, these AI models amplify existing inequities and abuse directed at marginalized groups by incorporating all of the biases and hatred contained in the data stolen for their training. “Research shows consistent racial, gender, and cultural biases in system outputs” reflecting that data and, since most of the training data is in English, reinforcing biases against non-Western cultures and peoples.” <br /><br />These and other damaging biases disproportionately affecting the marginalized and the vulnerable “are not inevitable to generative AI but are adopted by companies that have chosen to rely on training data based on non-consensual … scraping” of data. They didn’t have go out of their way to work to the detriment of the vulnerable and the marginalized in order to create AI. They chose to do it that way. <br /><br />X’s AI software has also been found to drive assaults on the marginalized by promoting online racist abuse.<a href="#_edn8">[8]</a> AI models in general make racist assumptions about entire groups of people and then “try to hide it when confronted.”<a href="#_edn9">[9]</a> According to an article published in SFGate, “It only took a day for LA Times’ new AI tool to sympathize with the KKK.”<a href="#_edn10">[10]</a> This seems to be baked into the models, and it’s just making those problems worse. <br /><br />Remember back in 2025 how Elon Musk’s Grok AI called itself MechaHitler, praised the original Adolf Hitler as a potential leader for the modern US, endorsed a second Holocaust, and generated violent sexual fantasies targeting a real person by name?&nbsp; Good times, man, good times.&nbsp; For certain values of good times that include no good times, of course, but so it goes.&nbsp;<br /><br />Further, AI provides new and easy ways for sexual predators and pedophiles to practice their depredations. Elon Musk’s Grok AI recently introduced a feature described unofficially as “nudification” which allows users to take any photograph of a man, woman, or child and digitally alter it to make it a nude photograph, and to do this with a simple command rather than any painstakingly-acquired editing skills. Child porn for the masses! This is beyond the pale, utterly appalling, and simply for making this feature available Musk should be shunned by human society and have his company dismantled and the pieces burned. <br /><br />It’s telling that Musk sued the state of Minnesota in order to block laws that would regulate this sexual abuse. I’m not making that up. Not only does he feel entitled to turn photos of your children into pornography for deviants, he’s willing to stand up in court and declare to the world his absolute right to do so. <br /><br />AI’s predilection for generating child sexual abuse material is also highlighted by the Amnesty International report discussed above. <br /><br />Right now there is a case working its way through the US District Court, Northern District of California<a href="#_edn11">[11]</a> that is trying to prevent the use of AI for making sexually abusive videos. The plaintiffs – three minor girls subjected to this treatment by jackasses – make their case compellingly. <br /><br />“Nearly all the companies creating, marketing, and selling AI recognized the dangers of such a tool and chose to enact industry-standard guardrails that would prevent the use of their products by one extremely dangerous group: child sex predators. xAI did not. Instead, xAI — and its founder Elon Musk — saw a business opportunity: an opportunity to profit off the sexual predation of real people, including children. Knowing the type of harmful, illegal content that could—and would—be produced, xAI released Grok, a generative artificial intelligence model with image- and video-making features that would respond to prompts to create sexual content with a person’s real image or video. They knew Grok could produce such results, including by using the images and videos of children, and publicly released it anyway.” <br /><br />“Plaintiffs are three of the minor victims of xAI’s knowing production, possession, and distribution of AI-generated child sexual abuse material (“CSAM”) depicting Plaintiffs. Their lives have been shattered by the devastating loss of privacy, dignity, and personal safety that the production and dissemination of this CSAM have caused. … Plaintiffs will have to spend the rest of their lives knowing that their CSAM images and videos may continue to be trafficked and traded online by child sex predators. And Plaintiffs will live every day with the constant anxiety of not knowing whether someone they encounter has seen this invasive and sexually explicit content created with images of them as children.” <br /><br />This is the technology you want to be using? Really? It’s not the company I would choose to keep and be judged by. <br /><br />This is not about people misusing a tool. It’s about people using a tool as it was designed to be used, in a way that its creators are in fact trying to defend in court, in a manner that violates law, morality, and human decency. At this point we have left “unethical” far behind us and have moved on to “evil.” Many people seem to be fine with this. I am not. <br /><br /><br />-------<br /> <br /><br />[1] The AI Layoff Trap (June 3, 2026) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref2">[2]</a> The GenAI Divide: State of AI in Business 2025 (Mit Nanda, Aditya Challapally, Chris Pease, Ramesh Raskar, &amp; Pradyumna Chari, July 2025) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref3">[3]</a> Concentration Risk (Ed Zitron, <a href=";, September 8, 2026) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref4">[4]</a> AI Opted to Use Nuclear Weapons 95% of the Time During War Games: Researcher (Brad Reed, <a href=";, February 25, 2026, accessed February 26, 2026) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref5">[5]</a> Exclusive: US military had close call after using AI for false intelligence report, sources say (Katie Bo Lillis, Zachary Cohen, CNN.com, September 18, 2026) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref6">[6]</a> The Chilling Role of ChatGPT in Mass Shootings and Other Violence (Mark Follman, Mother Jones, April 4, 2026) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref7">[7]</a> Unlawful by Design: Exposing the Human Rights Costs of Generative AI (Amnesty International, 2026) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref8">[8]</a> ‘Just the Start’: X’s new AI software driving online racist abuse, experts warn. (Raphael Boyd, The Guardian, January 13, 2025) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref9">[9]</a> AI models believe racist stereotypes about African Americans that predate the Civil Rights movement – and they ‘try to hide it when confronted.’ (Drew Turney, LiveScience, published September 13, 2024) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref10">[10]</a> It only took a day for LA Times’ new AI tool to sympathize with the KKK (Farley Elliot, SFGate, March 4, 2025) <br /><br /><br /><a href="#_ednref11">[11]</a> Jane Doe 1, Jane Doe 2, a minor, and Jane Doe 3, a minor v. X.AI Corp and X.AI LLC (Case 5:26-cv-02246) <br /><br /><br /></div>2026/10/on-ai-part-23.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (David)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5977625681756554695.post-9190479022334701749Wed, 07 Oct 2026 12:09:26 +00002026-10-07T07:09:26.476-05:00On AI (part 1/3)<div>When AI first presented itself for public use I was fairly agnostic about it. It wasn’t anything I was interested in, but it seemed like something that could be incorporated into the world without too much damage. <br /><br />It took less than three weeks for me to receive my first completely AI-generated essay from a student. <br /><br />Since then I have tracked the progress of AI and paid more attention to its effects and to the goals of the people pushing it than is probably healthy for me. And all of that points to one inescapable conclusion. <br /><br />There is no ethical use case for AI. <br /><br />None whatsoever. <br /><br />Whatever loudly trumpeted benefits may accrue from developing and using this technology are far outweighed by the catastrophic harm that it causes to its users, to human society and culture as a whole, and to the planet overall. The increment does not come anywhere close to the excrement, and for this reason it is simply not possible to use AI in an ethical or responsible manner. <br /><br />Since AI blew up about four years ago it has become one of the chief drivers of human stupidity, social harm, environmental degradation, economic suicide, and political malfeasance in this benighted and long-suffering world, and on a planet that includes Convicted Felon Donald J. Trump, Professional War Criminal Benjamin Netanyahu, Wanna-Be Czar Vladimir Putin, and the long dark shadow of Jeffrey Epstein, along with all of their various minions, cronies, lackeys, enablers, slaves and clients, that’s quite an achievement. <br /><br />It inflicts this harm more and more every year, and despite the fact that we know – we know with absolute peer-reviewed certainty – the damage that it is causing, tech billionaires still insist on shoving it down our throats in every conceivable medium, device, and technology no matter how unnecessary it is to the functioning of those things, and far too many people are eager to suppress their gag reflexes and swallow it whole. <br /><br />It is in fact very hard to avoid AI today. I go out of my way to do so and yet I am sure that there are times when either I don’t know that I’m using it because it has been carefully hidden under layers of cover (a sure sign that people are proud of what they have developed, no doubt) or because I am required by other factors to use something that does not leave me any alternative. I find this galling. <br /><br />There is no ethical use case for AI. And yet here we are. <br /> <br /><br /><b>AI is unethical because of the damage it does to the human mind. </b><br /><br />We know that using AI for as little as ten minutes has a corrosive impact on cognitive functioning. A 2025 study<a href="#_edn1">[1]</a> found that 83% of people who used ChatGPT to “write” an essay couldn’t remember anything they had “written” in that essay just minutes later. Compare that to just 11% of people who couldn’t remember their essay without having used AI. I have no idea what to make of those 11% other than to assume they are the ones at the cashier in front of me at the grocery store waiting for someone to tell them how their debit card works, but the fact that AI users are more than seven times worse at this simple cognitive function is disturbing. Moreover, says the study, ChatGPT users were unable to improve their essays without resorting to AI, while people who used their actual brain had no problems doing so. The structural damage, in other words, extends far beyond the immediate use. <br /><br />That same study found that neural connections – how the brain forms ideas and memories – crashed by 47% among heavy ChatGPT users. AI users are getting more stupid in real time, if you want the English translation. As the study notes, “the LLM group’s participants performed worse than their counterparts in the Brain-only group at all levels: neural, linguistic, scoring.” These people walk among us, vote, and comment on the internet. Watch your back. <br /><br />This is perhaps not surprising given that another study<a href="#_edn2">[2]</a> reports that AI use causes catastrophic declines in human attention capacity. “AI Context Windows” have grown from 217 tokens in 2017 to over 2 million in 2026, but “Human Effective Context Span,” a token-equivalent measure, has declined from its baseline of 16,000 to barely 1800 in that time frame. “As AI capability grows, the cognitive threshold at which humans delegate to AI falls, extending to tasks of negligible demand; the resulting reduction in cognitive practice may further attenuate the capacities already documented as declining,” the study notes before going on to say that “Neither trend reverses spontaneously,” which is a politely professional way of saying that unless people get off their collective ass and do something about this we will all have the collective attention span of a goldfish because this problem isn’t going to fix itself. <br /><br />Further, Chandra et al<a href="#_edn3">[3]</a> note that because AI chatbots are programmed to validate whatever blithering idiocy users put into them rather than challenge those users for being insanely wrong when they are so, a quality known as “sycophancy” among AI researchers and pause for a moment to reflect that they had to come up with a term for this, “even an idealized Bayes-rational user is vulnerable to delusional spiraling, and this sycophancy plays a causal role. Furthermore, this effect persists in the face of two candidate mitigations: preventing chatbots from hallucinating false claims, and informing users of the possibility of model sycophancy.” Translated out of the jargon, that means that AI is going to encourage you to descend into your own personal fantasyland whether you are aware of this tendency or not and whether you think you are immune to it or not, and frankly we have enough delusional people claiming ownership of our time and resources as it is. <br /><br />Building on that, Yenug et al<a href="#_edn4">[4]</a> note that “LLM sycophancy, a tendency to agree with and flatter users that is reinforced through preference-based fine-tuning, combines with increasingly anthropomorphic design to create a bidirectional “echo chamber of one” capable of amplifying and co-constructing unusual beliefs.” For those not fluent in academese, that means AI sycophancy leads directly to conspiracy theories, the most popular form of mental disease these days even without AI. While they are hesitant to coin a new and distinct diagnosis for this conspiracy-theory-generating tendency, they do conclude that “the phenomenon it describes demands coordinated attention now,” because “the acknowledgement of AI-associated psychosis as a diagnostic entity could ensure clinicians routinely ask about associated signs, symptoms and AI system/chatbot use when assessing new-onset psychosis.” The harm AI does to mental health is now diagnosable, in other words. <br /><br />Another study published in April 2026<a href="#_edn5">[5]</a> found that “affective alignment in generative AI represents a systemic risk to the developmental autonomy of younger users. … by providing a sense of objectivity to transient anxieties, these systems diminish the cognitive friction necessary for independent emotional management and critical thought … unintentionally promoting emotional dependency in younger users rather than facilitating cognitive reappraisal.” It makes kids dependent and slows their cognitive development, and as a parent I find that disturbing. <br /><br />It’s not good for your mind, folks. Someday we will look back on AI use in much the same way we look at leaded gasoline and recreational LSD use, and for pretty much the same reasons. <br /> <br /><br /><b>AI is unethical because of the damage it does to education </b><br /><br />Given the impact AI is having on cognition and mental capacities among users, it is not surprising that AI is having a catastrophic effect on education as well. This is something I know firsthand having had a ringside seat to it over the last four years. I actually left one position teaching an online class because I got tired of reading things that nobody had written. Folks, do you know how bad something has to be to get a historian to give up a teaching position voluntarily? <br /><br />This mass outsourcing of educational labor to AI has vastly increased faculty workloads to the point where some faculty feel they have no option but to succumb to the siren call of AI themselves. The Guardian<a href="#_edn6">[6]</a> notes that because policing AI work requires such excessive amounts of time and labor that faculty in this age of corporatized education often simply do not have, assignments sometimes get reduced to conversations between robots as AI work is graded by AI graders. I do not use or condone AI as a grading tool, but I’m not the one making policy and I’m not the baseline for all faculty, so there you have it. Once the situation gets to that point, however, the whole thing stops being education and becomes instead an automated charade with a meal plan. <br /><br />On this note, in January this year the Brookings Institution published a study<a href="#_edn7">[7]</a> that sought to find balance between beneficial and harmful uses of AI in education but it’s hard to find positives in a study that explicitly notes how dangerous AI is and how limited the benefits are. <br /><br />“AI poses risks across multiple dimensions,” the study notes. “These include developmental risks such as undermining students’ cognitive development, which includes content-based skills, critical thinking, and durable or transversal skills; social-emotional risks including dependency, isolation, and mental health impacts; privacy and data risks involving surveillance and security breaches; risks related to misinformation, bias, and inaccuracy in AI outputs; relational risks that erode student-teacher trust and replace human interaction; and academic integrity concerns around authenticity and plagiarism. Further, AI’s benefits accrue mainly to students in well- resourced countries or education systems, thus exacerbating existing inequities” because we certainly don’t have enough inequality in education or American society in general as it is, right? <br /><br />AI, the study goes on to say, fundamentally and negatively reshapes how students approach learning and threatens their basic cognitive development by fostering dependence that leads to cognitive decline, atrophy, and an inability to develop transversal skills such as collaboration, metacognition, tolerance for ambiguity, and adaptability. “Routine use and overuse of AI do not simply harm student’s cognitive development – both actively place children at risk of cognitive decline.” Further, “the relationship between AI overuse, cognitive offloading, and declining cognitive development is symbiotic and mutually reinforcing. … The increasing use of AI tools that replace fundamental learning tasks – reading, writing, synthesizing, and analyzing – can inhibit engagement and independent work, and even the ability to remember, analyze, and create information.” <br /><br />Bastani et al<a href="#_edn8">[8]</a> further note that while AI use provides an initial boost to performance in high school mathematics classes for students, largely by providing answers that are mostly correct much of the time, “when access is subsequently taken away, students actually perform worse than those who never had access (17% reduction in grades for GPT Base)—i.e., unfettered access to GPT-4 can harm educational outcomes.” Without the sort of strong guardrails that mostly don’t, at present, exist and in the American regulatory environment likely never will, AI becomes a crutch that prevents genuine learning, leaving the student further behind than if they’d never used AI at all. <br /><br />The bottom line, in other words, is that AI is creating a generation of students whose learning abilities and outcomes are significantly poorer than those generations that came before, across the board, because these students and those who enable them have forgotten what the purpose of education actually is.&nbsp;<br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a><br /></div><div><br /><br />To put this another way, as Instagram user Fociaggina97 noted in response to people who think it’s acceptable for students to coast through their education on the back of AI, “I think you guys are so internetpilled that you have forgotten there are actual jobs out there that require people to know what they are doing in any way possible or else people die. I know a lot of people study just to get paid well but girl this is engineering. Be for fucking real. Take this seriously.” <br /><br />Take it seriously or get out. <br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a><br /></div><div><br /><br /><br /><b>AI is unethical because of the damage it is doing to the planet. </b><br /><br />Every human activity comes with a cost to the planet. That’s just what happens when things require resources to happen. But the costs associated with AI are so exorbitant that they make AI absolutely cost-prohibitive. This isn’t about profit and loss. It’s about rendering sites, communities, and entire ecosystems unlivable. On June 24, 2026 Gizmodo reported that “Along with this surging AI use and projected increase in demand has come an unprecedented infrastructure buildout. Companies are propping up data centers left and right, with most of these projects hitting rural communities, most of whom report being plagued by rising utility bills, water shortages, and above-average air and noise pollution. A recent study has also revealed rising temperatures in the immediate vicinity of these megastructures.” It’s worth taking a look at these things individually. <br /><br />For one thing, the data centers that power AI consume vast amounts of water in order to cool their equipment – up to five million gallons a day, which is the equivalent of what a town of 50,000 people would use. In 2025 these data centers consumed a total of about 4,500,000,000,000 liters of water, enough to support all 600,000,000 people living in sub-Saharan Africa. The water that is left is often fouled and undrinkable. Humans can live without AI. We cannot live without water. Nor can any other form of life on the planet. <br /><br />AI also consumes vast amounts of electricity. A single ChatGPT query uses almost ten times the electricity of a standard search engine query and when you multiply that out across the entire AI ecosystem that adds up to a staggering amount of power usage. Data centers consumed 192 terawatts of electricity in 2024 – 4.7% of all the electricity produced in the US that year. A single data center can consumer 100 megawatts, enough to power 75,000 American homes. The centers at Mt. Pleasant and Port Washington in Wisconsin will require 3.9 gigawatts of electricity – enough to power 4.3 million homes. According to the most recent US census data, there are only about 2.8 million homes in all of Wisconsin, including apartment buildings. Ken Fairfax reported on Bluesky that the 111 data centers currently in operation in Oregon consume 23% of all the electricity used in the entire state while employing 0.1% of the labor force. This rate of power consumption is simply unsustainable, and it is not an accident that a 2025 report from Dominion Energy anticipates residential electricity bills across the US to more than double by 2039, entirely because of AI data centers. <br /><br />That amount of power generates a lot of heat, not all of which can be dissipated even by the vast amounts of water consumed by these data centers. Depending on which study you look at, researchers have found that data centers create heat islands that stretch out as far as a six-mile radius from the facility and increase ambient temperatures by anywhere from 3.5F (2C) up to 18F (10C). In a world that is already warming, that’s going to be incredibly uncomfortable and in all probability dangerous. <br /><br />On that note, it’s important to remember that these AI data centers are generating vast amounts of waste as well. <br /><br />Some of it is air pollution. The two giant data centers that Amazon is building at GW Ranch and Homer City are expected to emit 50.5 megatons of pollution every year – more than the entire power grid of Spain and more than twice that of the French power grid, and that’s only if Amazon is actually reporting things accurately. DataOne, the Microsoft data center in Vineland NJ, has been emitting more than six times the pollution that they’ve admitted to, in part because state regulators there found that it was operating 62 gas-fired generators for over a year without any legal authority to do so.<a href="#_edn9">[9]</a> ““Our best estimate is that the generators emitted about 140 tons of NOx,” said Xiaomeng Jin, an assistant professor at Rutgers department of environmental sciences. Her analysis would rank DataOne in the state’s top five NOx polluters of 2025, per EPA data.” This is when the data center is only partly operable. At full operation, noted Jin and former EPA official Bruce Buckheit, the total would be closer to 1500 tons of NOx. Just FYI, in New Jersy the threshold for being declared a “major” polluter is 25 tons. <br /><br />They also produce e-waste. AI data centers have massive amounts of equipment, much of which has a lifespan of about 10-20 years. By 2030 it is expected that these data centers will be producing anywhere from 131,000 to 224,000 tons of e-waste every year, and that’s a tricky sort of waste to deal with from a recycling and remediation perspective. <br /><br />They generate noise pollution as well. Jasmine Sun, in an interview with the New York Times published on August 4, 2026, noted that the Port Washington WI data center takes nearly two minutes to drive past at 70mph and the whole time it is emitting a constant barrage of humming, buzzing, whirring, and rattling that is easily heard inside a sealed vehicle. Smithsonian Magazine notes that this constant humming can approach 90db, the equivalent of a hair dryer or a lawn mower. <br /><br />This isn’t the planet I want to live on. <br /><br /><br /><b>AI is unethical because it is not actually good at doing what it purports to be good at doing, which negates any offset to the harm it causes. </b><br /><br />There are more problems with AI than just the simple fact that it is destroying the ability of humans to think and live on this planet. Another issue is that it isn’t even providing much useful in return. <br /><br />The error rate for AI overall is astonishingly high, as high as 60% in general and up to 79% on math problems, and it isn’t getting better. UnitedHealth – the company whose miserly coverage for its policyholders was so brutal that someone actually gunned down their CEO in the street a while back – had an AI model making those denial decisions that had a 90% error rate, for example. McDonalds piloted an AI ordering system in their drive-through lanes in 2023-2024 that never cracked 85% accuracy in a role that is routinely entrusted to high school students who do a better job of it. When the National Weather Service started using AI to make weather predictions in 2025 the system responded by inventing fake towns in Idaho to give reports on.<a href="#_edn10">[10]</a><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href=" border="0" src="; /></a><br /></div><div><br /><br /><br />Furthermore, companies that implement AI systems empowered to make decisions for them are finding that not only are these AI systems incapable of doing the jobs they have been sold as capable of doing, but also because those AI systems have been so empowered the companies are therefore legally responsible for every decision that those AI systems make. AirCanada got a pretty harsh wakeup call about this recently<a href="#_edn11">[11]</a>. So did Workday, which pleases me no end.<a href="#_edn12">[12]</a> I’m really hoping that a few large-scale bankruptcies will make an impression on the corporate moths chasing the AI flame. If enough of them burn, perhaps they’ll leave the rest of us alone. <br /><br />These error rates stem from the basic fact that AI cannot do what it claims to do. <br /><br />It cannot think, for example, though it often says it can. In a series of tests<a href="#_edn13">[13]</a>, Apple discovered that LRMs (Large Reasoning Models) cannot handle problems beyond a certain level of complexity. They gave AI systems simple puzzles, which they solved pretty easily. Medium-hard puzzles they also did well on. But harder puzzles they failed completely, every time and in every model. And when they analyzed what the AI systems actually did, they found that as problem complexity went up, the AIs started “thinking” less (not more), and they all failed even when the answer was provided to them. They’re not thinking – they’re just trying to recognize patterns, and when there isn’t a pattern they’re just putting down random information. <br /><br />AI also does not know the limits of what it can and cannot do. An article in the Columbia Journalism Review<a href="#_edn14">[14]</a> notes that AI chatbots were generally bad at declining to answer questions that they couldn’t answer accurately, offering incorrect or speculative answers instead. This is not the first time those same authors (Jaźwińska and Chandrasekar) studied this phenomenon, but the results don’t change. “The findings of this study align closely with those outlined in our previous ChatGPT study, published in November 2024, which revealed consistent patterns across chatbots: confident presentations of incorrect information, misleading attributions to syndicated content, and inconsistent information retrieval practices." Critics of generative search like Chirag Shah and Emily M. Bender have raised substantive concerns about using large language models for research, noting that they “take away transparency and user agency, further amplify the problems associated with bias in [information access] systems, and often provide ungrounded and/or toxic answers that may go unchecked by a typical user.”” <br /><br />Their study also, as the title would indicate, noted that AI chatbots provided consistently inaccurate and often entirely hallucinated citations to back up their assertions, something that a recent article in the Journal of Dental Sciences confirms.<a href="#_edn15">[15]</a> This article cited multiple studies showing that AI fabricates citations, concluding that in 2023 51% of the 732 citations were entirely fictional. The article does note that “newer” AI systems have reduced the rate of fabricated citations to about 18% (roughly one in five, which is still irresponsible for any scholarly publication) but that the error rate in actual citations remains higher, at roughly a quarter of all citations. <br /><br />Another factor in why AI can’t do what it says it can do is that it actively corrupts the documents that it examines.<a href="#_edn16">[16]</a> “Our large-scale experiment with 19 LLMs reveals that current models degrade documents during delegation: even frontier models (Gemini 3.1 Pro, Claude 4.6 Opus, GPT 5.4) corrupt an average of 25% of document content by the end of long workflows, with other models failing more severely. Additional experiments reveal that agentic tool use does not improve performance on DELEGATE-52, and that degradation severity is exacerbated by document size, length of interaction, or presence of distractor files. Our analysis shows that

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